kBlair

kBlair - Honolulu Prod. by: pyctur Lyrics: Just another long night living in my hide out I ain't ever leaving even if it's kinda nice out Asking who I am well you can come and find out I might get so high I'ma have to glide down All I wanna do is smoke this marijuana Take a trip to Honolulu I'm so hypnotized by the way you move your body when I screw you I been fucking up and now I know I'm gonna lose you Ever since the day I met you never thought I'd get to choose you Who knew I would the one with his hand up on the gun Holding it to my own head thinking what have I done Too long on the run underneath a rock too scared of the sun Only now I'ma come out The drugs are running low and already on the come down I look up at the mirror don't remember who I was now I've been feeling something hoping that it's not love wow I think you did it to me truly doing the impossible Whole life gone by thinking I'm unlovable Stacking up my problems write em off as unsolvable Got one taste of the life I could've had way too long ago Somethings that I did I could never tell you don't wanna know But places that I'm headed are way better if you wanna go All I want is some peace in the midst of all this agony Life has been dragging me feel like I got demons after me Please can I just lay down and go sleep Got so much on my plate but for once nothings what I seek Tried to fix it at the source at the faucet but I still gotta leak Seems to be nothing comes cheap I'm so messy though I try to stay neat Somethings must remain unfixable Staring at the world in a foggy fish bowl Time passes by while I still wish to rewind it all Don't remind me of the stormy clouds I can feel the rain no purpose in pointing out What's unavoidable like the nights I spent with my face in the toilet bowl I can't ever fathom going back to the frozen hole In which a part of me will remain for eternity Will I make it out I never knew it as a certainty Used to look up for help someone just to pull me out now I'm proud of where I am currently Used to using drugs getting drunk running out of currency Now I made it back and more than I ever could've dreamed Life feels less bleak than it ever could've seemed I should be dead locked up or living on the streets But I still held the light as close as I could to me Even when it got so dim and the end I couldn't see Just another long night living in my hide out I ain't ever leaving even if it's kinda nice out Asking who I am well you can come and find out I might get so high I'ma have to glide down All I wanna do is smoke this marijuana Take a trip to Honolulu I'm so hypnotized by the way you move your body when I screw you I been fucking up and now I know I'm gonna lose you Ever since the day I met you never thought I'd get to choose you Who knew I would the one with his hand up on the gun Holding it to my own head thinking what have I done Too long on the run underneath a rock too scared of the sun

kBlair - Symphony Prod. by: sonata14 Lyrics: I’m pissing on these bitches Yeah they miss me all the time I got six to hit my line That's all just in one night I ain't hitting if she is an hour drive All these hoes do not know I lost my mind I don't need to drink or get high I did that shit too many times I don't fuck with all the shit But the drugs they made me rich I ain't ever had to touch a brick I did that shit all through my phone I could make a couple bands sitting in my home These bitches taking pics yeah they look at me like whoa I brought her back with me now she bouncing on it bouncing on it bouncing on my dick These women like to strip for me Make that bitch sing for me I got a few at once they a symphony I ain't ever simped cause they simp for me I got a couple problems asking who just sent for me I got a couple packs sent to me This ain't my year nah this my whole century I’m pissing on these bitches Yeah they miss me all the time I got six to hit my line That's all just in one night I ain't hitting if she is an hour drive All these hoes do not know I lost my mind I don't need to drink or get high I did that shit too many times I don't fuck with all the shit But the drugs they made me rich I ain't ever had to touch a brick I did that shit all through my phone I could make a couple bands sitting in my home These bitches taking pics yeah they look at me like whoa I brought her back with me now she bouncing on it bouncing on it bouncing on my dick These women like to strip for me Make that bitch sing for me I got a few at once they a symphony I ain't ever simped cause they simp for me I got a couple problems asking who just sent for me I got a couple packs sent to me This ain't my year nah this my whole century

kblair - Lost Coast prod. by: pyctur Lyrics: Rollin all alone smoking dope all through the night Always solo hope no one will see me once I get high Life goes by way too quickly when you never focus on the time lost Why'd they say it will be okay I think they lied to us I don't trust not a soul not even mine I can't find a compromise It's either I go all the way or I have none at all I'm bound to fall Fuck it all I sit here in the bathroom stall Drunk with no way home Look down at my phone no one to call I guess I will crawl Through the cracks and broken glass Just to see you smile one more time I know you're not mine Guess that I was blind Why I tried Woke up sick one too many times I used to love the hospital nights Almost died Lost my sanity and my pride Now I lie here So much fog in my mind I can't think I wanna smoke wanna drink I wanna be forever bonded like my skin and ink What you need baby girl I could give you my whole world Lessons that I never learned Bridges that I thought I burned Pathways that I thought were closed Visions that I saw of you must've been a ghost Ran out of my fuel i guess that I will coast

kBlair - it's all on me prod. by: may3ke Lyrics: I don't give a shit bout bitches anymore I'm tryna get the money that is all I want Fast whips and diamond chains to score Ever since I was in school making money sounded cool Now I'm dripping like I just left the pool Probably linked your bitch before you Now you bragging like a fool I can solve my problems I don't need a tool I've been grinding Then I saw your name up on my phone and got reminded Bitch these drugs got me feeling kinda mindless I know our love is in the past behind us Now I'm fucking on these women they the finest But I just never fall in love that shits a waste of time Broke my rollie now I'm going get another Always feel like I'm suck loading but I'm still chilling with my brothers I'm always hearing haters talking man they must be joking Fuck my heart I'm over it pack the weed I'm smoking Another tab to take me up to the ocean Always feel like I'm coasting All the shit I got for myself but no I'm not boasting I'm just hoping All this cash weigh me down might just make me crash I stack I stack I stack all these bricks I could build a fucking shack Whatchu thank huh all this money on me man I could start a bank Isn't that what you just came for I don't give a shit bout bitches anymore I'm tryna get the money that is all I want Fast whips and diamond chains to score Ever since I was in school making money sounded cool Now I'm dripping like I just left the pool Probably linked your bitch before you Now you bragging like a fool I can solve my problems I don't need a tool I've been grinding Then I saw your name up on my phone and got reminded Bitch these drugs got me feeling kinda mindless I know our love is in the past behind us

kBlair - made it out the sewer prod. by WYDWilson Lyrics: I don't need to rep a set to get respect or wet a flag Boy I got these opps they hating on me just for where I'm at Talking way too much all the fake shit make me sad I been fucking up my liver all this liquor got me fiending bad I got demons in my head they led me way off of my path Woke up broke I knew I needed money that shit snapped me back Used to ask for money from my mama now they hit me from my past Asking for a handout Bitch just put your hand down Looking at me like they think I am the man now Used to look up at the stars exactly where I am now Surprised I'm still alive and this is how it panned out All the dumb shit you wearing but you do not stand out I don't need to blow up bitch I'm not even underground But I know they love my sound I smoked myself up out the room it feels like I'm in the upside down Why she crying when she lying told her all the drugs I sold her do not make her mine I got plenty people hitting up my line I don't ever need to question why I'm smoking a blunt I'm doing 75 Bitch I'm out the sewers got me feeling like I'm Pennywise I don't need to wear a mask cuz I know I'm never recognized I'm a go-getter trendsetter all that work I see it never mind I'm a go out ghost for a while and close my eyes

octxbersorich x kBlair - Faded Life Prod. by: iLLwiLL https://soundcloud.com/its4kpierre Lyrics: octxbersorich: Bitch I'm getting faded everyday I can't stop why If you tapped in on my gang lil nigga you gonna die Hundred racks up on my fit lil nigga looking fly She want me to beat that pussy up just cum inside But I said no way shoot 'em like Shinobi I've been balling all day Feeling I'm 24 lil nigga ball like Kobe Sharpshooter Shinobi Balling like I'm 30 By the way bitch I'm getting faded everyday All these bitches running on my name Gotta stack my bands up everyday I got lots of racks like what you wanna do Hop out that v and then I hop up in that fucking coupe Yeah you know I stack my chrome up on my hip I pack my fucking toolie I was trapping everyday lil nigga I was skipping school Bitch I'm getting faded everyday I can't stop why If you tapped in on my gang lil nigga you gonna die Hundred racks up on my fit lil nigga looking fly I be looking fly You be looking fine Baby girl will you be mine I been wasted for some time Bae I hope you know you're mine Getting money Calvin Klein All these niggas on the dash That be all on my fucking grind kBlair: Now she running through my head I can't deny Looked into my past I been here about a thousand times Would I still be the same if I could press rewind I don't wanna think about that shit tonight Now she running through my head I can't deny Looked into my past I been here about a thousand times Would I still be the same if I could press rewind I don't wanna think about that shit tonight Got the crystal on my wrist she say she like my ice If I want something I cop it I don't think about the price I didn't even get her name but she said some drinks sound nice That shit just aint for me cuz I'm way too high Got me thinking that I shouldn't drive I don't even miss this bitch but her pictures in my mind Never meant to waste your time But you really fucked with mine How many years I got down the drain How many drugs I put into my brain How come you always gotta complicate Every situation that you came and went Fuck it I'm getting paid again Fuck it I'ma keep on running it up until we made it Fucking a new bitch every day i really hate it I can tell she just fucking with me for my wages Zooming through the night i don't Where the day went

kBlair - Jot That Down Freestyle Prod. by: Bonnytown Lyrics: Percys got me sick I'm hurting up inside my stomach now Burning all my burdens got me turning my world upside down Stay up out my way cause I aint never gonna turn around Smoking so much loud they say I gotta turn it down All this weed I'm burning keep it churning like a furnace now Scratching at the surface with no purpose but to search it out Talk all you want but you just made it personal If I had to pick you might just be the first to go Took this hoe out for the night she looked just like a Barbie doll I'm always cutting it close might needa get to some Barbasol Drugs tryna take me down but I'm still here standing tall I wanna see the world I wanna make some bread I really want it all I really want it all But I'm bound to fall The way I'm living wont last me very long Praying that tomorrow wont be the day I'm gone Take another chance for a good note to end on Spark another one I'm really tryna send off Hope one day that you'll see me on the cameras But for now I'm still mudding up my Fanta Grinding all the time is my only plan yeah Percys got me sick I'm hurting up inside my stomach now Burning all my burdens got me turning my world upside down Stay up out my way cause I aint never gonna turn around Smoking so much loud they say I gotta turn it down All this weed I'm burning keep it churning like a furnace now Scratching at the surface with no purpose but to search it out Talk all you want but you just made it personal If I had to pick you might just be the first to go Woke up on my floor I don't remember how I got here Vacant memories my mind it feels way too fucking clear Never seeing you again that's my only real fear Voices in my head that's the only thing that i can hear Don't think that I should drive I can hardly even steer Holding onto hope with no sense of when it's getting near Smoke inside my throat it made me choke 'til I croak Take another chance for a good note to end on Spark another one I'm really tryna send off Hope one day that you'll see me on the cameras But for now I'm still mudding up my Fanta Grinding all the time is my only plan yeah Percys got me sick I'm hurting up inside my stomach now Burning all my burdens got me turning my world upside down Stay up out my way cause I aint never gonna turn around Smoking so much loud they say I gotta turn it down All this weed I'm burning keep it churning like a furnace now Scratching at the surface with no purpose but to search it out Talk all you want but you just made it personal If I had to pick you might just be the first to go

kBlair - What You Said? Prod. by: Cxnnr Lyrics: What you said what you mean hoe Said you hate me we 'aint even meet up What you think huh Maybe I should think more Maybe I should drink more Maybe I should go sleep more Might just have to sleep walk Might just let the lean talk Now I got a big hole in my pocket Just from spending Time and money smoking 'til it's lethal Don't ask me if it's legal Bank account starts with triple digits Always making money Doing business in my street clothes Walking like you got it Talking like you want it But when it gets to popping you the one to freeze most Too many people on my line like I got a operator saying please hold Man I guess that's just how it be Many nights spent thinking I'ma R.I.P. Now the reaper hangs with me Can't focus losing sanity Snap myself back to reality don't know why I was panicking Staring up about to die burning up I feel like Anakin Got tired of this happening What you said what you mean hoe Said you hate me we 'aint even meet up What you think huh Maybe I should think more Maybe I should drink more Maybe I should go sleep more Might just have to sleep walk Might just let the lean talk Now I got a big hole in my left pocket Just from spending Time and money smoking 'til it's lethal Don't ask me if it's legal Bank account starts with triple digits Always making money Doing business in my street clothes

Is It Enough? kBlair prod. by: Young Y.G Is it enough When I'm hanging on barley won't fall apart Way too many days I spent playing it tough I did it for far too long Is it enough When I gave you every part of my heart When you tear me down at least help with bringing me up So much on my mind all the time like when I'm in line and the cashier ringing me up Everything you said to me got me thinking of stuff Like my homie and his girl just got married had a kid and I'm wishing it was us Way too many stories I have of you breaking all my trust I guess I'm getting tired of being the one fixing it up But I'm the one who's causing issues for bringing it up Can't we go back to when we watched movies and fucked The moment I met you god damn I knew it was luck I thought I had it all figured out but god damn I was so young You and I alone in the room wow now I feel so dumb Is it enough When I'm hanging on barley won't fall apart Way too many days I spent playing it tough I did it for far too long Is it enough When I gave you every part of my heart When you tear me down at least help with bringing me up So much on my mind all the time like when I'm in line and the cashier ringing me up Everything you said to me got me thinking of stuff Like my homie and his girl just got married had a kid and I'm wishing it was us Way too many stories I have of you breaking all my trust I guess I'm getting tired of being the one fixing it up But I'm the one who's causing issues for bringing it up Can't we go back to when we watched movies and fucked The moment I met you god damn I knew it was luck I thought I had it all figured out but god damn I was so young You and I alone in the room wow now I feel so dumb

Peace & Quiet kBlair prod. by: CosmosBeatz x Ksully Lyrics: Peace and quiet That's the only thing I need Tears my eyes My heart you left to bleed I see the reason why I need this Peace and quiet That's the only thing I need Tears my eyes My heart you left to bleed I see the reason why Got these burdens on my mind Got me thinking of you and I I know I don't deserve your time Still I question myself why Like why I act this way And why is life so strange And why's it hard to change I can't turn the fucking page Laying in bed hear these voices in my head Stuck in place I can't seem to get ahead Will I see the light or is darkness all I got Keep to myself I don't ever leave my spot Hopes and dreams shadowed by my wants I know my greed is slowing down my speed I need release but I question my beliefs Watch me but don't practice what I preach The pathway that I see is way too far outta reach Peace and quiet That's the only thing I need Tears my eyes My heart you left to bleed I see the reason why I need this Peace and quiet That's the only thing I need Tears my eyes My heart you left to bleed I see the reason why

Prod. by; Blair Lyrics; Even if I made the web I'm still getting caught Even when I'm dead I'll be waiting for it to stop I'll keep climbing even once I hit the top Making guap n doin drugs is all I wanted Even if I made the web I'm still getting caught Even when I'm dead I'll be waiting for it to stop I'll keep climbing even once I hit the top Making guap n doin drugs is all I wanted Living this way I guess I make it look easy Truly everyday feels so speedy Like I never get the second to appreciate The moment Let me reiterate it doesn't matter what it takes In the dirt I designate and my resting place I aint headed into any other space I stay on the chase like I'm Wiley I'm in my head so don't mind me What i said you'll have to remind me Where I'm at you cannot find me All my plans have perfect timing Any other way I can't handle it Something goes wrong then the planet rips I ask for honesty but I'm served a can of fibs Rather have the whiskey just a lil sip Then another dab just a little bit Pack a bowl on top just to feel like shit Restart 'til I feel like I don't exist In this world where I don't fit Covered in problems that I can't fix Even if I made the web I'm still getting caught Even when I'm dead I'll be waiting for it to stop I'll keep climbing even once I hit the top Making guap n doin drugs is all I want Even if I made the web I'm still getting caught Even when I'm dead I'll be waiting for it to stop I'll keep climbing even once I hit the top Making guap n doin drugs is all I want Wakin' up late and I feel like I'm in slow-mo Wanna get baked the second I'm mobile Gravitate without even thinking about it Hesitate for a second then keep on going It's what I always wanted just to be crazy Just to smoke weed and be lazy Just to keep my view hazy Lately no one even hates me I'm not worth the energy Or I killed off my enemies So if you intervene On my process in-between Changing perspectives like I'm switching screens Unzipping sacks of green tied up like fishing strings I'm wishing things could go back but the difference is My past can not be changed I'm already set in stone From broken bridges to broken bones Lost my life but left it going like the dial tone I sit on my own chair of swords but it isn't game of thrones It's just how I go like Ray would say It's the way of the road But I chose this one to take So i ask for no pity just your thoughts And if I have any moves to make I'll usually take the least expected Which turns out to be my doomed mistake No more room to inflate so it breaks This damage I can't reflect it But I'm the one who selected Myself I have neglected Not many things I have perfected Realizing what I've done wrong When it's too late is one of 'em Kinda makes sense if you know where I'm coming from Even if I made the web I'm still getting caught Even when I'm dead I'll be waiting for it to stop I'll keep climbing even once I hit the top Making guap n doin drugs is all I wanted Even if I made the web I'm still getting caught Even when I'm dead I'll be waiting for it to stop I'll keep climbing even once I hit the top Making guap n doin drugs is all I wanted Truly I don't know why anyone talks to me And honestly a friend of mine you wouldn't wanna be And I probably don't wanna see your face on my screen It's just the things on the mind keeping me stuck in time I have what I want but I still feel so empty Maybe this world wasn't never meant for me Maybe I ended up in the wrong century Everything is adding up and I don't wanna hear it I've tried so hard but broke my fuckin spirit If you see me or just listen to my lyrics It's just how I feel and I finally feel free to share it But I've broken every mirror and took it all for granted Now my reflection is warped and it's all slanted I can't stand it and I'm the one to blame I'm the one to claim but I can't be the one to change Gods damn it

prod. by; Blair Lyrics; Blast back to the past Flashback from the acid Nasdaq makin stacks Staying up makin tracks Making checks Disregard the disrespect Dispute what I distribute Send you to the institute Lead me on Can't tell I'm too gone Take advantage Then I might come back With my gat you wrong Only ride in two seaters Just drank like two liters I don't need no cheerleader Bitch I am a dead wizard Always riding cold like a blizzard Don't know what I'm gonna do Still loaded with my 22 Ammo bitch I got plenty too Don't tell me what's the move Bitch I still got shit to do That's means that I didn't choose The way that I mean to be Don't tell me what's the move Bitch I still got shit to do That's means that I didn't choose The way that I mean to be Combine the drugs like chemistry I thrive when my brain is chemically Realigned but I can never be Where I want it's upsetting me But I'm close I can smell it Take another pellet Cut it up and sell it Better not be tellin' I'm guarded like the kremlin Looking like a gremlin But I'm more of a goonie Down in the boonies Trippin' off some Lucy 'Til it's early and I'm looping Hidden like a ghillie So high getting silly Sit down for a minute Drift into the city Pick up another 50 Then get back at it quickly Only ride in two seaters Just drank like two liters I don't need no cheerleader Bitch I am a dead wizard Always riding cold like a blizzard Don't know what I'm gonna do Still loaded with my 22 Ammo bitch I got plenty too Bitch I am a dead wizard Always riding cold like a blizzard Don't know what I'm gonna do Still loaded with my 22 Ammo bitch I got plenty too

prod. by; Blair Lyrics; Lookin at what I've glorified Makes me more horrified Everyday more fortified Inside my mind can't realize There's gotta be more to life Than dipping into the other side Coming back like nothing ever happened Look at me like you know what I'm going through Talk like you know me but I ain't ever fucked with you Acting like my homie since you don't know what to do Maybe out of fear for you don't want me on your bad side I don't mean to play the big bad guy In any situation I'm just doing what I do Tryna make it out the dark but I broke my flashlight Can't see a thing Don't wanna think Rather just blink Rather just drink Disconnect the link From my brain to my body Just another day with my hobbies So watch what you say in the lobby Might be on my way to stop the voices Conflicted with all the choices Overwhelming forces tryna take me down Once I let 'em then I'll be in the ground Sneaking around can barley hear me i don't make a sound Try something out and see what comes about Best just stop runnin' your mouth I'm not the one to complain to when my mind is trained to See the worst possibility in any outcome Expect the worse then it's less harsh when it doesn't come Doing the same since age eleven Burnin' it down became a felon Never got caught no ones tellin' No one even knows the shit that I've done Always been on the run Emotionless can't have no fun Cellophane around my gun And the gloves are always on Fuckin around might just start a problem But all I'm hearing is talking Stay away Rifle doesn't sway Shit won't change Don't try to pray See my soul through the barrel of an AK Spoken like a cynical sadistic Bitch I play with hexes from witches No crucifixes Nordic runes tatted on my wrist It's how I'm livin' While you copy shit you seein' on the television I'm really out here tuning in To the right frequency But frequently I seem to be Getting further away increasingly I'm just a bag of bones But still the demons seeking me Have no problem feasting the bits and pieces I don't know what's gotten into me Inching towards the gun on the counter Aiming it right at the mirror Don't wanna waste a shot Times getting nearer Always living in the future Makes the present less clearer Reverse the Hearse into the church Burn it down and turn the curse Set upon me since birth Flip the lights and drop the tabs Tripping out 'til I fade to black then again I'll wish it back Lift it up and tilt the flask Never can complete a task Somehow I'm sidetracked Unless I'm truly focused When I'm surrounded by the locust Emergence Dressing like an insurgent But I ain't a gun for hire I do my bidding by my own accord So you can send the wire But you'll be the next target I acquire Only dishing it to those who deserve it Want my respect then you have to earn it Won't say a word if somethings on my nerve I'll just back away and start to observe Keep the troops in the reserves 'Til I go far and start to hit reverse Tactical retreat Actual defeat Has yet to happen to me Anytime they get me I'm right back up on my feet I've been close to death way too high way too deep Off the hippie flip tabs and some shrooms Always bud in the mix Fucked up daily I can't be fixed But I'm just living since I love it Hollowed out bag of bones Living as a vagabond Nomadic traveler Never settled down With you I'm fine just roaming around Trippin' every second Death is just one step Away from my methods Dippin' to make a bad decision Head is spinning Like a top Waiting 'til I drop Try not to walk In front of me I might just knock On your door one night when you least expect it Like a broken record I just keep on repeating My fiefdom is nothing but the creatures Vaping in the bleachers Erased every sequence So I return to the deeps where I crawled out like a creep Sit and rot here unable to ever weep Same shit I do every week

prod. by; Blair Lyrics; Laying my head down on the gravestone I don't know about you but I'm getting blazed so Now if I need it I hit 'em up and they do what I say so Laying my head down on the gravestone Okay so disrespect the name bro I'll shoot 'em up like it's Halo Laying my head down on the gravestone Thinking about nothing but the payload I wanna blow up like I'm David Koresh, I'm just speaking my mind while I'm losin' my breath, only direction that I'm headed is death, so try to collect I'm constantly pressed to becoming so stressed I'm put to the test and I keep failing yet I know I'm a defect, outcast and a reject Pleading my fifth, while I'm sippin' one down Don't come around unless you bringing a pound Laying my head down on the gravestone I don't know about you but I'm getting blazed so Now if I need it I hit 'em up and they do what I say so Laying my head down on the gravestone Okay so disrespect the name bro I'll shoot 'em up like it's Halo Laying my head down on the gravestone Thinking about nothing but the payload I'm just doing what I do I never choose which avenue to peruse I'm overused and I'm over you, only knew the residue, now I know the revenue I'm just losing my mind and all my bets, yeah I said some shit that you best not forget Ripping bowls while I'm reaping souls from all of those who chose my road to walk down they should've just gone home I'm just doin my shit polishing chrome, abolishing hoes fuckin breakin' my bones Only matters if I'm getting so stoned so get out of my zone Stop hittin' my phone, I'm rippin' and gone, I'm dippin' quick Since I'm on a mission, wanna get in but there's no admission, you're missin' the point while I'm sittin' back lighting a joint Yeah I'm fixin' to leave, I'm drifting like the leaves, so don't try and miss me Laying my head down on the gravestone I don't know about you but I'm getting blazed so Now if I need it I hit 'em up and they do what I say so Laying my head down on the gravestone Okay so disrespect the name bro I'll shoot em up like it's Halo Laying my head down on the gravestone, thinking about nothing but the payload

prod. by; Blair Lyrics; Maybe, I'm just thinking something that'll never happen Take me for a fool and then you'll see what I'm packing Lately, had to utilize more but the purpose still is lacking Save me from the crypt I've settled in to hide from all the madness Crazy, but I never thought about my actions or thought anything fucking mattered Myself I continue to batter, my hopes have always been shattered and the reasoning is my own I can only blame the pattern, so step out of the way unless you want another hour I'd rather be home smoking on the sour, but there's too many vultures tryna devour What's left of me, nothing but a corpse, still enough to scorch you with the torch Yeah I know what you've seen isn't really much compared to all I knew growing up you'd be passing out before I remove your guts Baby I'd be better off above, if I wasn't here I could cease to be fuss Back to the garage she's in need of another cut, I could keep it up but I don't really give a fuck Say it again, I don't really give a fuck Only thing on my mind is how I'm stuck in front of you and I want to move along I'm not here to prove you wrong, so keep saying shit like you know what's going on Find the time to articulate, maybe I will take you serious, pay no mind to the ones who scream and act delirious When they wanna make a point without a theory it's silly when someone wants to be so fucking right Funny when they get scared when I come into the light If I can't teach 'em a thing or two I'ma have to bring out the stinger to teach a different perspective Of how I'm not reflective of how I've been countless times turning to a pathogen still running out of oxygen Can't keep up with these people who keep talking only nonsense Maybe from a lack of education, or it must come from a deeper dedication Each day I'm provided with a demonstration of how these issues stem from a persons expectations Usually also fueled by motivation set upon by countless generations Stupid shit to find yourself making all these statements Now I'm still just waiting, the goals keep on fading and I'm hating every choice I keep on making, breaking every chance of changing Laying down I can't wake up and don't know what I'm saying Probably blazing, if I'm not playing, actually an anomaly, everything you wouldn't wanna be Practically a curse, waiting to burst but I gotta rip a bong first, can't go outside without smoking down the herb Teeth latched onto the curb when I hear you speaking words, know you like to brag about the shit you don't deserve So don't say shit to me the surface ain't compared to my reserves Not a lot to say, it mostly comes in slurs, not a lot I see, mostly it is blurred Lost a lot like my mind also my time, let alone my fucking life Gave it all away for a feeling, didn't see the hallway sealing Shut up to the voices that like to shout, what's left but the agony and doubt Leaving it up to you to figure out, I'm merely here to be someone that you barley see There isn't much more to me then what's causing me to be Love it when I cease to breath, hoping that I fucking choke Cremate me with my bong lift my soul with the smoke, light it up and watch me go What have you gotten yourself into? I guess you went down the wrong road, wrong house to ask for gas No way back, you must be hooked and dragged to the basement because my butcher needs a new mask

prod. by; Blair Lyrics; Hold on, what did you say? I think I must've misheard. Is this nerd really tryna rap? It's absurd the amount of people with no purpose with their words Giving up, slowing down, shutting up, no time to pout, need to get fucked up before I go about My day I'm blazed up any second, bitch don't try me with that vibe checkin' all that dumb shit I won't be gettin' I'm not meant to be here, have I mentioned? In my perspective I'm perplexing the path Must avoid the reflexes but I can't adapt, I'm just doing that, moving back Get a view of the bigger picture, now I wanna move it back Who is that, standing looking wack, me sitting still lacking the emotion Still trapped in the commotion, wrapped up in the lowest form that you could be Hatred, agony, pain yeah it's all I see Forgot what it means to be happy, too many demons tryna stab me, or some premonitions tryna grab me Only focused on what's happening and to that I'm still wondering while I'm wandering and pondering about my upbringing, my arise from nothing To the shit I got yeah it's mostly thanks to me, worked to get the dough so I could smoke the dope I don't know what's the meaning, every situation feels like a meeting that I want no part of being I would rather be seeing a blank TV or the walls I'm fleeing Wanna get out but I am keeping still retreating, broken down and beaten Conceited to myself and erased the reasons Now I'm nothing but a waste of breathing, see me the same season to season, need a cease and desist for the list of why I exist Done with this shit, I've had enough of all of it, my own bluff I'm calling it 'Cause my death I'm stalling it, in the alleyway I don't want your wallet, I been ballin' Now you're paying with your life don't try me with that shit bitch, I'm not that type of guy I can't listen to these lies just know what I say doesn't match what's in my mind Have to mask my opinions, put on my disguise Can't fit into this game any longer, hitting bongs don't wanna die a martyr Rather be flying farther away from this place, blast me off into space Now an alien race may dissect my face, wake up in the same state, rip it down and walk away No point in tryna talk today, I'm stuck locked inside a blockchain , smashed my brain, don't ask again what's my name Yeah I said call me K, then she drops, going 'til I say stop Had enough, time to make that guap, smoke that bud whatchu want If you near me better watch out 'cause I got the whole house 'bout to run your ass back to the hole now Don't even ask how, fuck off if you leeching, I'm seeking while being misleaded, mistreated I'm a Heathen, never looking up to Jesus, going 'til I'm deleted Still one way or another you won't make it back home Time for you to meet my chrome, we ain't talking browsers, Light him up like Bowser, sniper in the tower, shooting with my Mauser, turn around and blow it up while I'm smokin' sour Throw the roach in the gasoline, boom while I walk away you engulfed in flames but you still ain't hot, no not today

prod. by; Blair Lyrics; Lay it all out on the table now it's time to cut the losses sometimes just gotta let it be Done some shit I regret but regardless of the outcome I generally feel as if I'm not meant to be Maybe if I leave then the mass will be set free from my grasp, lost my soul and I can't come back What I'm hearing couldn't be farther from the truth, when I'm steering myself down and the day gets longer too Burnt every bridge and now all I have left is you All I have left is you, tell me now what it is to do, what else can I even prove? All I have left is you Misery, and the force that keeps you distantly I've been cursed since infancy, always known for infamy Any bitch talking shit to me gets shut down instantly, head is always slammin', what I'm doing not planning Work arounds and get me outs, excuses and the hidden routes Yeah I think about what I'm doing and I'd rather give it up, unable to live it up, looking for the different stuff Why have I been broken up, tossed aside and left to die? All I've done is give my life, in return I've lost it all Built it up just to fall, crumpled into a ball, crumpled into rubble stuck inside a frozen bubble always flashing seeing double Life is passing I'm in trouble, every passion ever had is in the past and that's a fact Inserted thoughts that feel unsorted in my introverted head that's used to being contorted, my view is all but inverted I'm out of order so don't lose your quarter tryna get me out of Mordor of my mind What I'm hearing couldn't be farther from the truth, when I'm steering myself down and the day gets longer too Burnt every bridge and now all I have left is you All I have left is you, tell me now what it is to do, what else can I even prove? All I have left is you What I'm hearing couldn't be farther from the truth, when I'm steering myself down and the day gets longer too Burnt every bridge and now all I have left is you All I have left is you, tell me now what it is to do, what else can I even prove? All I have left is you

prod. by; Blair Lyrics; Going to my haven since I'm cravin' everything I've made up but still I need savin' Facin' three bowls then I wake up chasing waiting, giving my all 'til I'm fading Black it out now I'm evading what's going on around me I just let the evil surround me 'til I can't keep counting Each day 'til tomorrow I'll be better maybe I'm just under the weather or it's just the fact that my brain is severed From finding pleasure in building pressure 'til I'm nauseas, get cautious with all my thoughts and moves Keep getting higher 'til I'm on the moon, then I can't be consumed Let it loose like a cannon, Gamma rays like I'm Banner but my strength's not my advantage Always messing with these antics, granted I have never seen the answers Man it's getting kinda real, tryna box up how I feel Now I'm losing all my chances to regain any sense of planning, but I'm failing like I'm Bannon I'm a chancellor of the madmen and the prospect of the saddest Father failed and mother tried to build it back up but I'm always in the gutter going under stuck in wonder, wishing I was wiser while thinking I know too much with no way to use it Snoozing and just drooling, sitting still I'll lose it, so confused Smoking to the music, rip it and down and lose it, Don't know what I'm doing, don't know what I'm proving to myself and anyone next to me I been everything in the game, player, coach, to the referee Red card, yeah I'm causing penalties, before 18 did a few felonies But no one seen shit if anyone ever did someone would be telling me Smoking dope since elementary, moved on to the tabs and the ecstasy Remember me, the shadow speaking selectively Gather up my thoughts collectively, 'til I'm ready to repeat the cycle which keeps tryna sweep my right up off my feet Can't complete to these beeps and these flashing lights Can't compete to the things that I've seen in the clashing life that I used to know but keep crashing right Back into it, I'm a bad influence on my own interests, invested in the misuse of any substance Mix it up that's how I love it 'til there's nothing in my stomach then I gotta vomit let it all out Don't hit the carpet, might not get me started, I've restarted and corrupted what I've regarded as what I've constructed Now I keep following my instructions which leads me back to the pact made with no discussion Feeling like I'm concussed, feeling like I'm living rough Need to be lifted up, think I've given enough, nothing gets returned Just the smoke to my lungs when the weeds burned Just the chemistry of THC and the nicotine but no longer is it justified It would be no different if I just died Currently nothing equals me, just made a few thou in a week, Spend it on the food, drugs and my screen, the way I don't mean to be Urgently sedating me like I'm in surgery but I'm only feeling like an emergency nothings happened purely analytically Adding up theories 'til my mind detonates atomically, bombs in me Still got a hundred shot of artillery banging on the daily it's killing me, it's killing me

prod. by; Blair Lyrics; Lotta things that I'm promising chilling at the bottom ring Ain't gotta thing on my mind I don't even know what I'm doing Nothing that I'm proving I'm just snoozing always losing Can't ever come out successfully If I'm ever doing it I'm going obsessively Anything to stray from the evil which possesses me I only hear shit selectively so you better be ready to repeat Stare you in your eyes while thinking about my demise Acting so surprised every time that I arrive I've derived from the guns and knives since I was deprived of feeling alive Might as well just end another life What I'm doing take my time, gotta move slow Since I've been broke where I go got these hoes tryna touch my clothes Too bad I'm wearing robes, only the worthy can get close Bitch I run the globe, haven't you known Since I was a seed that was sown nothing in this world could stop me doing wrong Now I'm fucking gone, look around realize I've brought upon too much pain for far too long What have I done? Time to rip another bong, rip another bong Been here way too long now I'm all I got I've let it all begone, boiled over the top What have I become, when will it all stop? Been here way too long now I'm all I got I've let it all begone, boiled over the top What have I become, when will it all stop? When will it all stop? Constantly telling myself I'll be nothing, Honestly it may be true but I'm rushing away from the fire I've been touching Burning down my soul, ripping out my mind through a black hole Been up and down, all around the globe, outer space other galaxies unknown This the one I'm stuck on wish I could just go back to the one where I belong Away from all the pawns of a game known as life Participation required and I know I won't ever get this right Sitting home with nothing on my mind not a dollar to my name smoking getting high Now I do the same but I make a few hundred every night But it doesn't mean shit when there's no end in sight This feeling will persist yeah I'll drain all my might, all my might Been here way too long now I'm all I got I've let it all begone, boiled over the top What have I become, when will it all stop? Been here way too long now I'm all I got I've let it all begone, boiled over the top What have I become, when will it all stop? When will it all stop? Been here way too long now I'm all I got I've let it all begone, boiled over the top What have I become, when will it all stop? Been here way too long now I'm all I got I've let it all begone, boiled over the top What have I become, when will it all stop? When will it all stop?

prod. by; Blair Lyrics; Things won't change if you just up and leave I try to do things to keep my mind at ease I've done a few things that you would not believe Made a few friends but mostly enemies So turn the tides away and the waves won't reach Listened to everything said by those before me Always thinking of a secondary get away or just a plan B Somethings bound to go wrong, it's written into my story Not here for the fame nor the glory merely here to be part of the cycle plant the banner near to me Thinking of the theories for any possibility of why it's killing me Head banging like artillery, look around and it's still me Wondering where it all went wrong, maybe I knew all along Time keeps on passin' and I'm feeling stagnant and I don't know why I continue to live this kind of life Come here with me, and then you will see there is a lot more to this dream, I know how it seems Time keeps on passin' and I'm feeling stagnant and I don't know why I continue to live this kind of life Come here with me, and then you will see there is a lot more to this dream, I know how it seems Please turn around don't come my way Gotta go back smoke an eighth to my face Too many people that I can not relate I'm steady with the iron when you're far away But I'm deadly with the steel when you're in range Can't you see I don't fit in to this strange place that we're all destined to stay Please don't mind the mess that I make Or the lives that I take, fuck with me straight to the grave I'll place your fate Underneath the mezzanine, hidden like a submarine, never gonna see Split you up like Byzantine, sipping on the kerosene doing things people never dream of Conquering while I'm conjuring up another bowl of green Even if it was spoken on you would not believe fuck it all what I want can't be achieved Time keeps on passin' and I'm feeling stagnant and I don't know why I continue to live this kind of life Come here with me, and then you will see there is a lot more to this dream, I know how it seems Time keeps on passin' and I'm feeling stagnant and I don't know why I continue to live this kind of life Come here with me, and then you will see there is a lot more to this dream, I know how it seems

prod. by; Blair Lyrics; Blind from the light when I opened up my eyes, unhinged lost in the desert, might not make it back in time So I gotta go, time to unload, no time to reload I'm always on the move in my own world, still I got the news Never cared about the views or better yet the rules I'm not interested much in social interaction or delving too much in these distractions from living in a human fashion I'm still chasing the unknown while tracing my way home, through the shaded woods I roam That's exactly where I'll go, 'cause I've been this way before Now I'm feelin' way too cold 'cause I'm built up just to fold but I'm still I'm still chasing the unknown while tracing my way home, through the shaded woods I roam That's exactly where I'll go, 'cause I've been this way before Now I'm feelin' way too cold 'cause I'm built up just to fold, built up just to fold Now I don't even really know but I feel like it's getting old My kingdom full of loathe, ruler of the unknown 'Cause once I lost my soul I had nowhere else to go Dipping way too low so I gotta get high now I'm back on the path to the place where I crashed Find the fragments that still remain, broken pieces not from a ship or plane just my bones and a little bit of ash Maybe I shouldn't ask but the questions will outlast I'm just moving too fast wait till one day and it all fades to black Then I can't wish it all back, wish it all back I'm still chasing the unknown while tracing my way home, through the shaded woods I roam That's exactly where I'll go, 'cause I've been this way before Now I'm feelin' way too cold 'cause I'm built up just to fold but I'm still I'm still chasing the unknown while tracing my way home, through the shaded woods I roam That's exactly where I'll go, 'cause I've been this way before Now I'm feelin' way too cold 'cause I'm built up just to fold, built up just to fold Now we take another step back towards the light dark times stay behind us always in sight Found a cave to shelter in for the night, gather up supplies gotta get the fire bright All seems fine 'til I realize I'm sitting right where I was my whole life so I go inside Start thinking something doesn't feel like I'm even a part of real life maybe I just feel high But I couldn't be and I know I shouldn't be but currently I'm running out of currency and the energy is soon to deplete I just hope I make it so I see something come of this I can proudly be Giving back to the ones who never abandoned me I don't wanna be no celebrity, fame is not what I seek I just wanna spread my scripts across the seven seas, live eternally I'm still chasing the unknown while tracing my way home, through the shaded woods I roam That's exactly where I'll go, 'cause I've been this way before Now I'm feelin' way too cold 'cause I'm built up just to fold but I'm still I'm still chasing the unknown while tracing my way home, through the shaded woods I roam That's exactly where I'll go, 'cause I've been this way before Now I'm feelin' way too cold 'cause I'm built up just to fold, built up just to I'm still chasing the unknown while tracing my way home, through the shaded woods I roam That's exactly where I'll go, 'cause I've been this way before Now I'm feelin' way too cold 'cause I'm built up just to fold but I'm still I'm still chasing the unknown while tracing my way home, through the shaded woods I roam That's exactly where I'll go, 'cause I've been this way before Now I'm feelin' way too cold 'cause I'm built up just to fold, built up just to fold

prod by. Blair Lyrics; Okay yeah, I think I get it now, I'm never meant to let it down, always hoping for a better route, Maybe just the easy way out, 'cause I'm blazed to the face off some A-grade flames, Separate me from my fate, ash shall be my only gate Lessons learned on a daily rate, I'm confessin' everyone around me is so fake, I don't know why I stay up so late, eyes closed thinking 'bout the whole day, Now way to escape, I'm just always on the chase, Wishin' I was dreaming but I'm still wide awake, Why do I take any reason to make another mistake? I'm just about to break, no need to wait, let it all inflate until I evaporate, No need to hesitate with what I'm boutta demonstrate, Withdrawals and desires guide me 'til I contemplate, Can't get it straight with what I'm tryna generate, Why can't anyone penetrate my emotions or my mental state, Everyday feels the same, way too blank, and I cannot think, eyes open try to blink but it all stays the same, Way too bleak, way too bleak Still I catch myself staring at the wall, Wondering if I lost it all, If I'm meant to fall why should I try I'm just tryna stall, Questions I found I once scrawled, Now I ask around and the answers more dissolved, I guess the meaning will never be solved, It'll take a few more centuries before we evolve In between two revolutions, generation of pollution, Destination is the ruins, realization of our roots, how we're all so doomed, Incantations more illusions, less conclusions more institutions, Humanity tuned to computers, No need to hesitate with what I'm boutta demonstrate, Withdrawals and desires guide me 'til I contemplate, Can't get it straight with what I'm tryna generate, Why can't anyone penetrate my emotions or my mental state, Everyday feels the same, way too blank, I can not think, eyes open try to blink but it all stays the same, Way too bleak, way too bleak No need to hesitate with what I'm boutta demonstrate, Withdrawals and desires guide me 'til I contemplate, Can't get it straight with what I'm tryna generate, Why can't anyone penetrate my emotions or my mental state, Everyday feels the same, way too blank

prod. by Blair Lyrics; Where am I going? My direction is wayward, Why does it have to be the moments never savored? Why to myself do I sound like a stranger? Code red: somethings always keeping me in danger, Smokin' bongs to my face tryna dodge the anger, Grindin' against the bottom with the anchor, While tryna get back to the harbor but it's been a while, So I can't imagine hittin' soil, reaching the destination I've been speaking upon since leaving the beaches we claimed way too long ago, took along way too many who didn't wanna go, The choice was casted off into the water with the carcass of the captain of this vessel So I recommend you turn around unless you want my metal, I don't need to tote a Glock to hit you with my bardiche, While your hits are hardly heavy and I can tell you're not ready to accept your fate against me, Persistent pressure, Any time, any day, any weather I'm stuck with this persistent pressure, Takin' defensive measures, hoping that it all gets better, No more of this persistent pressure, With my finger on the lever I could end it all and never have to endeavor this, Never have to endeavor this, Persistent pressure, Any time, any day, any weather I'm stuck with this persistent pressure, Takin' defensive measures, hoping that it all gets better, No more of this persistent pressure, With my finger on the lever I could end it all and never have to endeavor this, Never have to endeavor this, I could keep on guessing why these people wanna get me, Or I could just go light it up 'cause I'd rather be smokin', Ask yourself if you wanna find out if I'm really jokin', Or if I'm honest with my scripts, my promise never broken, I could always keep on going 'bout how I hate this fuckin' moment, In which I can't escape the loop it just keeps on going, Yeah the cycle will not retire, never will I regain desire, Lost all hopes and thoughts to aspire, I must push forward for no purpose my life will ever inspire, Dragging through the plain of pain, never feeling tired, Only of the way I be dominated by the fire, Drifting to corruption and destruction, chaos is my instruction I must follow until disorder, Building up for nothing, heart starts beating harder, Thoughts keep on racing 'cause I thought that I was smarter but, Thought that I was smarter but, Persistent pressure, Any time, any day, any weather I'm stuck with this persistent pressure, Takin' defensive measures, hoping that it all gets better, No more of this persistent pressure, With my finger on the lever I could end it all and never have to endeavor this, Never have to endeavor this, Persistent pressure, Any time, any day, any weather I'm stuck with this persistent pressure, Takin' defensive measures, hoping that it all gets better, No more of this persistent pressure, With my finger on the lever I could end it all and never have to endeavor this, Never have to endeavor this,

prod. by Blair Lyrics; Skip the cutscene going straight for the game play I don't want to listen to what you have to say How else is there for me to demonstrate that I don't need your shit get the fuck out my space, huh All of these people that I will not relate Until we're wound up where we're meant to remain Underneath the sediment is our final place Accomplishments just embellishments, now I've seen both sides I don't exist Took too many turns and I missed the exit, but I cannot quit It makes no sense Who I am now, you'll see later Gonna go outside a defuse the anger Takin' off flight but not from a hanger I'm the pilot who'd be dozing off, crash the plane or just get us lost Tryna blow up but my fuse is spoiled, probably 'cause I wasn't born royal On the contrary I'm always loyal Ready to expand but so confused Seems to me like I'll always lose Or at least just be lost forever Never mind that if were together Still I ask when will it end, the answers never 'cause for too long my brains been severed Now there's too many things I can't remember Flippin' from the months January to December January to December Seen it all fade out, now I want it back Heard all the lies watched how they act Now I really know that I'm not meant to relax Always stressed, can't debate that fact and it kills me everyday how I can't go back Gotta move forward watch the world collapse Breath it all in just relax Fill up my lungs with the dust and ash Feels like I'm 'bout to crack Rather be getting high or smashed My whole path is plagued with rats and dysfunction, know questioning that I will never find my purpose Or forever be stuck on the surface Tryna make sense of the circus No ringleaders just a bunch of fucking freak shows Toss it back like a free throw Down the hatch it goes, vessel for the drugs and chemicals Wish I could figure out the cheat code Get my mind back to where it's supposed to be, cold

prod. by Blair Lyrics; Who I be, but the man, with zero sort of plan So much left to give with zero cause or demands So I think all the chaos that I've caused in this land is gettin' to be a bit too much, oh I don't burn it down to dust though Anything in my pathway gets crushed so Which seems so great except to those you love and the ones who smoked the bud First times messin' around with the drugs Seems like these days keep getting shorter 'cause my mind don't work and I'm still outta order But I get approached, don't wanna waste your quarter Feelin' like I'm on the edge just livin' on the border Of a dream and reality, maybe it's just mortal Maybe it's just Mordor Maybe, I don't know maybe, maybe I'm immortal I don't know maybe maybe I Now I'm seldom selfishly tryna tell them what's wrong with me Seems like it's all make believe Until I build something up and tear it down instantly Why must I constantly face these allegations Now I'm runnin' out of patience And I'm startin' to lose my pace and I can't even comprehend because a thousand thoughts keep racing at a million miles a minute, so don't get me wrong I ain't mad I just need my space when I'm feeling bad Start staring off I get kinda dazed then the spiral starts to steepen I begin falling off the deep end Can't keep up with my own two feet or the things I be speakin' Did it for no reason and I wish be free of these contortions With any sort of ration I have trouble finding portions Always need more and more and now I'm not settled 'til the morning morning, morning Seems like these days keep getting shorter 'cause my mind don't work and I'm still outta order But I get approached, don't wanna waste your quarter Feelin' like I'm on the edge just livin' on the border Of a dream and reality, maybe it's just mortal Maybe it's just Mordor Maybe, I don't know maybe, maybe I'm immortal I don't know maybe maybe I Seems like these days keep getting shorter 'cause my mind don't work and I'm still outta order But I get approached, don't wanna waste your quarter Feelin' like I'm on the edge just livin' on the border Of a dream and reality, maybe it's just mortal Maybe it's just Mordor Maybe, I don't know maybe, maybe I'm immortal I don't know maybe maybe I Maybe, I don't know maybe, maybe I'm immortal I don't know maybe maybe I Maybe, I don't know maybe, maybe I'm immortal I don't know maybe maybe I