lil booj

It’s an Anomaly the way you are I could never tear apart and leave a scar Keep the fastenings tight it’ll feel complete Wouldn’t wanna be anyone up against me Wouldn’t really call it home it’s just where I grew up Scraping floors at the tavern never get to feel the sun I been leaving every night I gotta train harder Making up the time didn’t know my father You don’t start with blade got simple wood chopper Gotta keep that guard up high like a solo knight keep it up like a ceiling alter Ever sleep at night with the rats no water Keep a flame going if you wanna new offer Offer take the weight and gain a sponsor And I’ll repeat and say you’re not her not her Lately everything is making even less sense I’ll try to finish that quest and imma cash out Pass out on the grass they think that I’m the last now Open up the crowd around take another route Move him like a Mercenary claw his eyes out Gets exciting which the chaos take a step down Wouldn’t really call it home it’s just where I grew up Scraping floors at the tavern never get to feel the sun I been leaving every night I gotta train harder Making up the time didn’t know my father You don’t start with blade got simple wood chopper Gotta keep that guard up high like a solo knight keep it up like a ceiling alter Ever sleep at night with the rats no water Keep a flame going if you wanna new offer

scrub (9anyal) by lil booj

gucci mane 2006 (9anyal) by lil booj

i guess i’m never over it (michael warren) by lil booj

cinematic (dead spyro) by lil booj

water landing (dead spyro) by lil booj

decanter (dead spyro) by lil booj

purpose (dead spyro) by lil booj

when you’ve got light eyes it kinda hurts when it fills your sight leave a heavy sigh every night bask in the moon light takes a while to keep enemies around gotta keep close by gotta go through it all sometimes gotta hold off that pride cause I been dissatisfied with the way we handle things listen to the rain when it falls you’ll hear it sings I don’t even know when you lie do you hold it on me Some day when you meet your match feel how that stings

H 2 I I wanna see you jump hit that up outta sight take that bump If you need it now now I need the energy up H H 2 I wanna see you jump Jump jump Wanna see you up up up For the second time Time time If I go tonight night Last thing I wanna see you jump Jump jump Wanna see see jump jump jump Wanna take it high high high Never said too high high high On it oh oh But I cannot see an ending But I cannot see an ending I got chains on my denim I got I got I got dulce dulce what I got what you need I got what you need I could walk it walk in why I can see you walking by serpentine yeah keep it light To the front I’m cutting time Put it aside that shit mine Totem up I don’t care now I don’t I don’t care now talking to myself I keep the totem too high I keep it I keep it I keep it way to high return it send it out I’m feelin fine Repeat the sequence back to me it says H H 2 I H 2 I I wanna see you jump hit that up outta sight take that bump If you need it now now I need the energy up H H 2 I wanna see you jump Jump jump Wanna see you up up up For the second time Time time If I go tonight night Last thing I wanna see you jump

Picking up the pieces once again And I been sending mixed signals hoping that you pick up on em wanted that reaction feelin like im steppin on em And you just want a fraction picking at the pieces oh When showing up is decent Where did you go I don’t think I could ask I don’t think I could ask for better And deserve it I don’t deserve it no I just wanna let it breathe I just gotta let it be Yeah they might not know how this shit get started but we sure know how to make it end keepin that tally 3 9’s out ten I been thinkin too much But I don’t need a break Break break I just need a break I just need a break break from the fake ones I just need a big break and a bank one I see you running round the 2 With the fake blues they catching up to you someday it’ll ring true I keep the armor on me I see my twin neat and all my brothers eat I’m awake through the night sleepin at the sunrise And I been sending mixed signals hoping that you pick up on em wanted that reaction feelin like im steppin on em And you just want a fraction picking at the pieces oh When showing up is decent Where did you go I don’t think I could ask I don’t think I could ask for better And deserve it I don’t deserve it no

and we all know happened I think It all burnt down in auburn And I won’t warrant that reaction but you can tell me all about it while we go check out consignment and every store It’s not replacements but holding places we cherish more than we know in the core choose the new ones it’s hard to face it adjust the ocular focus what’s ahead and I credit those before me chose adore me open the levy let’s start this out we gotta start letting this go to start living out our lives oh better said than done put the effort in we’ll get it right this time And if we don’t then I won’t hold it against you No I won’t I won’t I said Just Sever everything I thought I could I doubted through it all I called I talked It didn’t solve a thing I crawl along it’s staying underneath and we grew this outward distance claimed by forces outlawed from the trinsic Plains and we can just get out of there Out of reach again this time adjust the ocular focus what’s ahead and I credit those before me chose adore me open the levy let’s start this out we gotta start letting this go to start living out our lives oh better said than done put the effort in we’ll get it right this time

be my nail in a candle (sorrow bringer) by lil booj

Thought I had a better sense of this Astigmatism showing images that I don’t think I’ll miss At the cross road lamp lights circle in the mist What direction can we figure from the list Headed straight right through the shadow Got a fast pace walk past the gallows Fortified gate I’m not mistaken Better not be me that you’re replacing Can I use that match this needs inhaling I saw you tranced up by this painting All the details ever striking And we hesitate but only slightly i didn’t wanna be here in the first place so when you’re ready let’s go she put big rocks in this blunt i feel my skin turn to stone so imma be up all night just perfecting these songs i’m sorry im late i was just spinning think these pills make me more drunk i swear its not even fun love, baby tell me that i am the one and what’s said is done swear this denim packed with toxic i can’t feel my lungs you should check your phone i think too much and i miss your touch please excuse the interruption when i grab the clutch imma be driving all night imma drive up that road that we both know too well By the back of our hands our palms can sense it when the ridge fell I’m keeping two plates on me I can’t decide for your eyes sake baby I’ll keep it low just like the temperature this morning let’s keep on sorting this mess could you adorn me Headed straight right through the shadow Got a fast pace walk past the gallows Fortified gate I’m not mistaken Better not be me that you’re replacing Can I use that match this needs inhaling I saw you tranced up by this painting All the details ever striking And we hesitate but only slightly

what's that sudden urge to feel concerned now where was this all the way back when it was necessary the time surrounded by my adversaries and now and now and you got that double barrel shotgun once you got that double life and you can take a shot at either it won't mean it in this rife so you can take that ammunition place the shells right on the soil observation out of question careful planning left to foil i left i left after that outbreak it's over of course of course there's a remedy for this dismay the subtlety of being positive not sure what's left that i have got to give up and you got that double barrel shotgun once you got that double life and you can take a shot at either it won't mean it in this rife so you can take that ammunition place the shells right on the soil observation out of question careful planning left to foil and what's left for me drown out sound it's deafening i don't wanna settle this debt for free we found what wasn't meant for us right here

(okay okay) that's his name his name is hard to say he's always out there waiting and he waits until it's clear standing with his language and it's forcible in ear it all started with a transformation this guy i didn't think he was alive i beg your pardon I heard him talking just last night he used to be a dear to me all these gifts of jewelry origin a secret there's a fear indeed now he returned one day and started acting differently we can feel the sin and sense his argument is dry keep your distance if you value staying up alive with a sudden choice i'm faced to keep inside fallen at last into the profound its uneasy and it follows behind whether you want the cold ground or the warmth of the morning It's Mr K that's his name his name is hard to say he's always out there waiting and he waits until it's clear standing with his language and it's forcible in ear it all started with a transformation this guy i didn't think he was alive i beg your pardon I heard him talking just last night he used to be a dear to me all these gifts of jewelry origin a secret there's a fear indeed now he returned one day and he started acting different i can't trust him

(it's very seldom and we're ordinary people and we’re alright, tell myself it's alright) Yeah it's dull enough for the eye i don't think it's blinding In spite of all the opposites tired of their findings I'll mull it off with tonics while opulent confiding I used to think of you so highly no lying Now i keep a tighter schedule every hour take a pill This house was unattended for a while where's the thrill Irritate provoke the selflessness it's what we hope for I checked the walls and every corner of this floor Sometimes you find something you wish you'd never seen It steals away expression yeah it takes the only gleam And your vision now is blurry muddled out Expression everywhere you see without doubt This pattern i recognize its steady all around me This lack of strength is serious discouraged by the founding A formless sort of figure follows on it plunges equal This optic sort of horror full of elms upon a steep hill This distraction I admit Entertains for the moment Occupy this until it Will, become my proponent Yeah it's dull enough for the eye i don't think it's blinding in spite of all the opposites tired of their findings I'll mull it off with tonics while opulent confiding I used to think of you so highly no lying

yeah you can keep that to yourself I don’t need to know that I don’t need to know that No I don’t need to know Just Leave my heart at ease Understand this final plea find the placement underneath this level of trust has gone too deep this rust has gotten to me If you got a selective memory Just choose the best of me for now And you can point it right back at me I’ll redirect this mess right back at you All I ever wanted Was the skeleton in your closet Now he haunts me He’s haunting me and he’s got me by the neck It’s holding tight for everything I said I try run away from this heart attack But I can’t see an ending I can’t see an ending for this And I’ll let myself down first that’s the way it goes that’s the way it goes Slip away but I thought that’s why you chose yeah I thought that’s what you chose If you got a selective memory Just choose the best of me for now And you can point it right back at me I’ll redirect this mess right back at you All I ever wanted Was the skeleton in your closet Now he haunts me He’s haunting me and he’s got me by the neck It’s holding tight for everything I said I try run away from this heart attack But I can’t see an ending I can’t see an ending for this

2X Don’t try to track me down I don’t wanna be found You can follow on behind me My impression on the ground I don’t even mean to show it But it ends up right there Better moments on ahead Why should I care Inclined to what I say I ain’t done with the meaning And get the selling point this currency defeated I’ll make a trade it’s only fair I hope that’s fine Sick of everything this steadily decline I say take a break for a minute now Reserve a little bit of patience alright And we made a mistake letting this allowed Uncertainty always finds the wrong time Finds the wrong time And what is uncertain I think I need a purpose 2X Don’t try to track me down I don’t wanna be found You can follow on behind me My impression on the ground I don’t even mean to show it But it ends up right there Better moments on ahead Why should I care

Made it to this point last year Ruminating what I did to deserve this Crossed arms in the blacked out cashmere Like this treatment has a purpose It’s cold in my chest another rest won’t make it better I used to think it had a reason It’s rough out west I’ll tough it out like the weather We used to always give it meaning Take take take from me what you want Take take take from me what you need And you get it you get it all Yeah ascend the filler might Dosing again no wonder why Going for days alone you might chase it down We get it we get it don’t mind And these days your heart reflects all the weather Cause it gets colder in December And last week when you left thought I’ll get better But now I wake up with no purpose And you’re so damn broken Can’t fix your heart it’s frozen And I don’t wanna spend another night alone You’re all I know Take take take from me what you want Take take take from me what you need And you get it you get it all Yeah ascend the filler might Dosing again no wonder why Going for days alone you might chase it down We get it we get it don’t mind

I don’t know how to tell My mental hasn’t been doing oh so well This feeling seeming bottomless I know because I fell down And I haven’t reached an ending I think it’s all depending And I’ll learn it all the hard way So you don’t have to But you won’t listen just like me And you’ll learn it through the tough way too But that’s just you And you’re just as likely All details left behind by blurred leering eyes With the deafening and dampened cries We find again and again and again Yeah we find again and again and again I got 3 3 3 that’s 9 out of 10 Got these angel numbers keep on living up inside my head yeah Wanna go and take from us I vet that Mmm mmm Still got your life and I don’t think you wanna bet that I I don’t think so It’s cause I know so Make a bit alone might just do it solo Hit the armory yeah flaunt it it doesn’t bother me Visit when you want takes some honesty yeah honestly Take in spades the suits won’t even talk for free no Roll another couple G’s yeah my g’s know Breathe out easily I’m focused I’m alright They ask the difference it’s difficult it’s always like I don’t know how to tell My mental hasn’t been doing oh so well This feeling seeming bottomless I know because I fell down And I haven’t reached an ending I think it’s all depending And I’ll learn it all the hard way So you don’t have to But you won’t listen just like me And you’ll learn it through the tough way too But that’s just you And you’re just as likely I’ll round the bend now I just need to lend a hand Take hold now but make that choice alone Allow the rest to take the mend and fill the land Yeah you may have won but take a look at what you’ve sowed The blade it takes but it gives in bold Told again this past has got its hold

pepper (iledless) by lil booj

I’ll melt the sand to make it clear this time around And you can weigh it out Hold tight to what you found I’ll melt the sand to make it clear this time around Yeah this time around Yeah this time 2X I just wanted to be efficient Wanted to help, I’ll listen Take care of everything that’s when you were my everything I just wanted to be no different Wanted to help You missing All of the reasons and now I can’t deal with anything else If I enjoyed being selfish I’d given up on this way long ago yeah way back And now I’m longing for another go No another go Need another chance maybe it’ll change that Out on the balcony I thought that you were proud of me But lately I’ve been waiting for the smoke to get louder Don’t think it’s fastening My breath goes out keep passing me up Hold that to yourself and maybe this will go faster 2X I just wanted to be efficient Wanted to help, I’ll listen Take care of everything that’s when you were my everything I just wanted to be no different Wanted to help You missing All of the reasons and now I can’t deal with anything else

Poor thing, thought it went missing Darling yeah caught up on a listening For why could it end up this way Can’t lie yeah I thought they would miss me Poor thing, thought it went missing Darling yeah caught up on a listening For why could it end up this way Can’t lie yeah I thought they would miss me Hope you got your lenses I'm tough to read like Like a poem there's meaning that you just can't see oh And whether it's meant to be or whether it was left to me ah Yeah I've gotten this way without forcing keys don't force the bleed no Would you really resent me if I let go of these maladies in my head Leaving me lessening my pain in such a way that leaves me dead Poor thing, thought it went missing Darling yeah caught up on a listening For why could it end up this way Can’t lie yeah I thought they would miss me Poor thing, thought it went missing Darling yeah caught up on a listening For why could it end up this way Can’t lie yeah I thought they would miss me She placed her hand on my collar bone Said I wasn’t even going home alone Try to keep it alive even though we were doubtful Keep telling lies yeah I’m sure it's a mouth full Yeah I’m sure it’s a mouthful And I’m sure it feels good to believe In each and every thing you say But it won’t but it won’t be my way

Yeah she put me in a hex Asked me where we goin next Keep it to myself until she ask again I just wanna hear her voice Second favorite noise beneath another heartbeat heartbeat Got a silver necklace on her wrist I’ll take us to a place that don’t exist unless we make it up again Always end up on her own It takes us up and down maybe move into a new town next week Propped up by the night sky lit up bright No words can describe how I feel this time Hold tight we can live here side by side Shadow casted by the moon light stay in line Frosted over kinda hard for me to read this sign Say aloud that you wanted this all confined So so so Yeah she put me in a hex Asked me where we goin next Keep it to myself until she ask again I just wanna hear her voice Second favorite noise beneath another heartbeat heartbeat Got a silver necklace on her wrist I’ll take us to a place that don’t exist unless we make it up again Always end up on her own It takes us up and down maybe move into a new town next week Oil painting up n down the walls Liminal spaces keep her calm Keep her on the lull yeah I just had another vision think it might come true Dressed up nice I can’t recall Yeah she put me in a hex Asked me where we goin next Keep it to myself until she ask again I just wanna hear her voice Second favorite noise beneath another heartbeat heartbeat Got a silver necklace on her wrist I’ll take us to a place that don’t exist unless we make it up again Always end up on her own It takes us up and down maybe move into a new town next week

Can I get one more minute before you go and mess it all up Would you do that for the meantime meantime Would you give one more vision seeing where did you fall from Would you do that for the meantime meantime Can I get one more minute before you go and mess it all up Would you do that for the meantime meantime Would you give one more vision seeing where did you fall from Would you do that for the meantime meantime So persuade me till I’m nauseous You don’t wanna be the one to cause this and I can be your crash test dummy Send me head first I’ll land on my feet Evidently burning slowly Tired of the pavement show me concrete I won’t falter on my own conviction Vindicated I don’t feel the sickness Listen up when you’ve really gone the distance Go ahead you can write it down and list them Can I get one more minute before you go and mess it all up Would you do that for the meantime meantime Would you give one more vision seeing where did you fall from Would you do that for the meantime meantime Can I get one more minute before you go and mess it all up Would you do that for the meantime meantime Would you give one more vision seeing where did you fall from Would you do that for the meantime meantime

Early morning promises never see the light of day What was it like when you were half the earth away And nights I couldn’t sleep I told myself it wasn’t cause of you Now I’m older think it’s over take the hint I’ll take the clue I’m just glad I found some folks that keep me around And passing down the torch I wish the flame would just go out This ideation holds its grip I’ve gone too far with it by my side This echo goes in my essence Don’t abide don’t abide It’s just a cheap trick they play to keep you off their mind Oh oh Early morning promises never see the light of day What was it like when you were half the earth away And nights I couldn’t sleep I told myself it wasn’t cause of you Now I’m older think it’s over take the hint I’ll take the clue Afternoon I find myself starting off the day too late Remember who I was when you were half the earth away Now I cannot eat I cannot sleep no answer will comply And now I’m colder broken shoulder lean on me I’ll bid my time Is it way too much to ask For something in this life To maybe just last Long enough for me to even know what the hell to do I get far enough But all I really needed was you

make it so (pekarot x red jon) by lil booj

These dreams that I Have seen as of late They wake me up quickly as if for my sake Cause when I fall It’s all done for you And know what I’ve done I’m pedaling through And magnesium and iron pills Swallow it down To keep me still I’ve fallen down I get back up But not before I felt the ground With gravel stuck beneath my skin I take a moment to breathe it in And what I saw with crystal eyes Outlasting me and you combined And now I say with certainty I am the person I wanna be I wanna be I wanna be I wanna be

And they always ask How did you forget I didn’t choose to I got distracted and that’s my fault I’ll own up to it like it was written on the ground in chalk If I controlled it from the start I think I could make that call (brecken) I was walking so far Thought everything was okay Locked in my car All the stuff you’d given back to me One chance now its all gone Coulda give you the world but now i write a song About all of the misery that me and you have come by I don’t need you temporarily like i need sunlight Like life forever and ever just take me back I could write a letter cause we’re better with a gap I thought it was all good Gave you everything that i could But you never gave it back to me (halfhearted) Tryna find my way back up Bet you wish you never messed around I been tryna keep my head up But my demons keep pulling me down I gotta get outta this town again But you made it so i never get out Lay me down to rest in a flowerbed Pull my petals and my roots out the ground And they always ask How did you forget I didn’t choose to I got distracted and that’s my fault I’ll own up to it like it was written on the ground in chalk If I controlled it from the start I think I could make that call

I been feeling constrained and it’s not just by the time for the betterment of mine and so I left it all behind me but it’s also costly I’ll pay that price again Pay the price with all of my attention failing every way and now it’s only just a mention I’m under rested I’m not interested in what lies behind that wall call who you want don’t dial me up I’ll be your jester boy laugh with me then go cry alone we’ve fallen in that ploy of others can’t you feel that tone this shift in what I’ve known Erasing what I’ve shown go back to the outgrown and overshadowed oh no it’s always been that way what’s different now I couldn’t even tell ever since I could remember we’ve been going through hell And maybe thats the point at least now I think we’ve got a choice it’s my turn It’s my turn to hear your voice I gotta know was it broken from all of that noise or did go, did it go right on its own no matter answer prolly doubt it overcrowded I Been feelin I been feeling constrained and it’s not just by the time for the betterment of mine and so I left it all behind me but it’s also costly I’ll pay that price again Pay the price with all of my attention failing every way and now it’s only just a mention I’m under rested I’m not interested in what lies behind that wall call who you want don’t dial me up

If you woke up next to me And I wasn’t there in my own right I would say, let it go We’ve got a long day ahead Gotta make it outside Gently put our jewelry away We don’t need it where we’re heading not this time Looking back this oddly feels the same If I repeated some words would u be surprised We tend to think the same way when these things arise When these things arise If it was up to if it was up to me I would just decline And if i fall Would you pick me up despite all the harboring hate like Sharp wire wrapped upon my plate feel the Scrape build after every bite I take It’s a, class act type of move ain’t it Could you even tolerate another person faking Every piece of their persona do they think we’re stupid I don’t believe it anymore it’s such a hassle such a chore It leaves me feeling so bored and all they want is us more more more And if i fall Would you pick me up despite all the harboring hate like Sharp wire wrapped upon my plate After Everything now it’s all hate Could you be authentic while I share a few words Would you feel comfortable with being the one that’s hurt The one that’s hurt Gently put our jewelry away We don’t need it where we’re heading not this time Looking back this oddly feels the same If I repeated some words would u be surprised We tend to think the same way when these things arise When these things arise If it was up to if it was up to me I would just decline

You don’t pull my strings cause I swapped em out for keys You might be able to play accordingly I think I only did it for the dopamine Don’t overthink it don’t be mean Just need some guidance Just a new instruction This infrastructure crumpled up it’s losing gumption I’ll build this life in bits and pieces drawn in silence It’s drawn in silence it’s drawn in silence I’ll sit back by the stream of flowing where we stacked the stones taller Think we even dropped a dollar so it could Find its own way like we wanted Now I’m only feeling haunted by the river gone solid so we trade Everything for ocean fodder Hoodies for the buttoned collar Made us something that we’re not I dream for better days We don’t have to share a word your thoughts is what I’ve always heard We’ve always been depraved Just need some guidance Just a new instruction This infrastructure crumpled up it’s losing gumption I’ll build this life in bits and pieces drawn in silence It’s drawn in silence it’s drawn in silence

When all you know is how to hide in the snow Blend in like you don’t feel cold Those feelings inside aren’t mine Not mine but I Feel the blame despite it all In spite of all I face It’s laced through wire Every day I feel tired Just put the shame away 2X Let me get the resin lay me down in amber Hold the flame keep it still like a lantern Watch it fall real slow can’t look away Between my hands is only your face Think I need some rehabilitation How do people get the energy to face it Every time I try to help myself it goes wrong Attention short but this life yeah it feels long When it all goes down Will you be there to make a sound Don’t let me go without a trace And would you even hear me out When everything gets displaced And you don’t even know my name Just please don’t let me down No doubt now doubt Please don’t let me down 2X Let me get the resin lay me down in amber Hold the flame keep it still like a lantern Watch it fall real slow can’t look away Between my hands is only your face

what we doin (bessjxx wheresky) by lil booj

Candelabra hold me up until I’m burning out again Appalachia in the mountains how much money can I spend Foreign objects all around me is there something that I missed Smoke what’s left of what i got and now they put me on a list My chains they hit together that noise will make you shudder These fools think they know me boy you are not my brother Keep my wire on barb tight knit no stressing effortless like the way I’m dressing FFY Scars not healing Nothing that I’m feeling spent the bag and made it back That’s not something that I lack Finding meaning Staring at the ceiling Copped a fit and it’s all black Who could’ve guessed that They can’t keep up so then they try to bring me down but it don’t faze me I’ve been moving city to city you lookin lazy Said that you got something to say so make it hasty Thinking you could do it like me you must be crazy Candelabra hold me up until I’m burning out again Appalachia in the mountains how much money can I spend Foreign objects all around me is there something that I missed Smoke what’s left of what i got and now they put me on a list My chains they hit together that noise will make you shudder These fools think they know me boy you are not my brother Keep my wire on barb tight knit no stressing effortless like the way I’m dressing I brought the keys out to the surface now let’s put it all to work And After after all that time spent you’d hope it’s better off than worse I dyed my hair to match the fit like what you know about it I won’t give up until this shit gets crowded Round it up like I’m trippin over every sentence Someone tell me what I’d like to hear it’s almost near me Close by my side but it fear me Gray skies blue lights follow around again Candelabra hold me up until I’m burning out again Appalachia in the mountains how much money can I spend Foreign objects all around me is there something that I missed Smoke what’s left of what i got and now they put me on a list My chains they hit together that noise will make you shudder These fools think they know me boy you are not my brother Keep my wire on barb tight knit no stressing effortless like the way I’m dressing Yeah I’m in the Big O take a look at the bank now On the road smoked out take a look around Tripps at the mall we gon need another minute He can do it he just need to make decisions Scars not healing Nothing that I’m feeling spent the bag and made it back That’s not something that I lack Finding meaning Staring at the ceiling Copped a fit and it’s all black Who could’ve guessed that They can’t keep up so then they try to bring me down but it don’t faze me I’ve been moving city to city you lookin lazy Said that you got something to say so make it hasty Thinking you could do it like me you must be crazy

take it as a sign (dead spyro) by lil booj

https://soundcloud.com/breckenford https://soundcloud.com/user-642636378 support tha lads So you wanna talk about another life yeah Maybe one where it went a little differently Maybe in that one we got it all right yeah All we needed was a little consistency And Yeah I wanna do it over I want to make it up I want to make it last a lifetime You’ve got my guarantee I’ll give you the refund if you like (halfhearted) I’ve been walking down a long road Thought you were my back bone Always found my way back home but I I Hope it never hurts I know that I’m the worst karma working and it put me in the dirt I can still see the wine stain on my shirt Try to fix it, better burn it, cause it’s never gonna work If it’s all no guarantees, just know you have one half of me So you wanna talk about another life yeah Maybe one where it went a little differently Maybe in that one we got it all right yeah All we needed was a little consistency And Yeah I wanna do it over I want to make it up I want to make it last a lifetime You’ve got my guarantee I’ll give you the refund if you like (brecken) And if you really want me to leave you I’ll give you one last dance I’ll give you one more chance that you see me Without any blood on my hands I’ll tell you what you want you’ll believe me Just until I wake up to scram You always thought that love was deceiving Yeah it is Yeah it is

unprepared (michael harrison) by lil booj

emilee (king theta) by lil booj

i just wanted to know ft. spookybands (gaxillic) by lil booj

need u alright ft. Kanashi by lil booj

paperboy ft. swiiif (uglybeats) by lil booj

cut down ft. hoepless (9anyal) by lil booj

https://www.youtube.com/@irby314 Cause I’ve been punctured but I don’t know who holds the blade I been led I been led led led astray I got a slow leak And I guess it’s here to stay I Guess it’s here to stay I Guess it’s here to stay every extension that I go n place right on myself leading me right on to the next one no one told me about the right directions So I guess I’m helpless it feels infectious it feels Infectious It does it does I’ve been punctured please just tell me who When I look around the room i get distracted from the wound no second thought just Rip it all apart like monsoon think it’s out of touch the way you’re never in tune we must be under a full moon again took all my energy siphoned just like I’m dead no matter effort I only see the end ahead better off without any words that you’ve said Cause I’ve been punctured but I don’t know who holds the blade I been led I been led led led astray I got a slow leak And I guess it’s here to stay I Guess it’s here to stay I Guess it’s here to stay I don’t see the road in front of me So I’ll just pave it All the things you kept all to yourself yeah you can save it Cause I’ve been punctured and please just tell me who When I look around the room it’s always you

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support https://soundcloud.com/pekarot_161 recorded with my beeb inkspores We’re just two broken bodies made of coffee cups and bone But I’ll need some conversation once we safely make it home And invite me in for one last night I don’t know where to go But I’m dealt the hand so better learn to play it’s not just for show it’s not just for show it’s not just for show and what’s a little understanding faced against the shame and I brought this candle light to show our way around this place I gave you both of my hands until it’s known to be replaced I’ll never have enough glue to seal away all of the pain all of the and my cursive isn’t great I hope someday to accept it like the curvature of my spine it’s incomplete it’s just a set back I’ve gone through enough of those to understand it’s not the end just take another detour best direction yet got nothing left not to confess

support king theta <3 https://soundcloud.com/kingtheta I’m sick and tired of the game plan To turn my life around I’m not good at reaching out no So I’ll forfeit everything just take it all from me just go And I use everything I own until it’s Beyond repair and I still Try to make it work I don’t know why I don’t know why It’s like I Just can’t accept it struggle With every process need some Help here and there it’s all I ask it’s all I ask Cause I’ve exhausted all of my synapses No longer knowing how I can combat this Said that I didn’t make it on time I’ve pushed the luck met every deadline I’ll push the tree I’ll chop the roots There’s nothing left for me to do We’ll make it work we always have I’ve got your heart and you’ve got my knack No stepping stones more like thumb tacks It’s not that deep but still fights back it still fights back Cause I use everything I own until it’s beyond repair And I still try to make it work you call it unfair To every new machine I never put it out of misery If I let go I fear them missin me these spirits listening And I trusted you and I gave it all away but I I kept one thing And it’s on me always yeah I’ll keep that ring you gave me Spin it round on my finger daily And you keep that same old smile Hope I get to see it for a long while now I’m not good at reaching out Not enough hands in sight not to pull me out I’ve exhausted all I’ve exhausted everything Said that I didn’t make it on time I’ve pushed the luck met every deadline I’ll push the tree I’ll chop the roots There’s nothing left for me to do We’ll make it work we always have I’ve got your heart and you’ve got my knack No stepping stones more like thumb tacks It’s not that deep but still fights back it still fights back

I’ve never made a song about my upbringing when it comes to religion but was inspired to make this one day, maybe you’ll find some solace in this track and thank you for listening ~booj support https://soundcloud.com/deadspyro I never said that I was a believer I don’t try to disprove so I guess I’m neither recite what’s on the page I’m not aware of what I’m saying my thoughts are on a swing they’re never still it’s always swaying hop up right on the scale with all the choices that I’m weighing there’s just no chance I’m staying there’s just no chance I’m staying the praise is way too often where’s the meaning where’s the source they try to make you feel all safe and sound up in those doors I’m not okay that I had no say in what was placed inside my brain ironic in the way of how that window pain was stained it’s how I feel inside it’s partly beautiful disdain but the rest I’ll sum it up it’s pretty much revolving pain I don’t look back and see it as helpful more so detrimental the judgement isn’t justified it’s only supplemental they say it’s bad manners when you don’t share but I don’t want none of what you got to offer not in there no they say it’s all that matters when you reach a breaking point all that’s left is that you still get to own your share 2X recite what’s on the page I’m not aware of what I’m saying my thoughts are on a swing they’re never still it’s always swaying hop up right on the scale with all the choices that I’m weighing there’s just no chance that I’m staying there’s just no chance that I’m staying

https://soundcloud.com/irby314 https://soundcloud.com/decksmusic you said it too many times to everybody else it’s got no meaning left I don’t wanna close the distance I just wanna close my eyes until I can’t see Nothing but the stars in the sky light pollution ruins every single sight every sight living Midwest life on the east coast It’s gotten old at this point I don’t hold it close I’m unabashedly bashing my own head in want something new I’ve got no answers left in I’m unabashedly lashing out in spite then what’s left to do that’s not over stretchin I’m not accepting this (Decks) i’ve been having a hard time adjustin i don’t want it to amount to nothin you unravel the spite and corruption i know im stuck, whats the point in reduction i, been holding on nothing falling past the point i took too long i saw the problem with the story all along i wouldn’t have done that if i knew how i was ending up why? a troubled thought gotta leave this fuckin town i been here too long if i heard what u had said i wouldn’t be movin on all the stars are burning out, all my wishes gone its far too often my conscience makes me regret the topic i’m too anxious over nothin is this why im still stuck here? murder the man but not the memory east coast, now i know thats where they’ll bury me far along the shoreline i cant sit and waste my time x2 I just wanna close my eyes until I can’t see Nothing but the stars in the sky light pollution ruins every single sight every sight living Midwest life on the east coast It’s gotten old at this point I don’t hold it close I’m unabashedly bashing my own head in want something new I’ve got no answers left in I’m unabashedly lashing out in spite then what’s left to do that’s not over stretchin I’m not accepting this