Little Dark One - Mindless Tranquility

In this episode, I talk about aphantasia, and what it’s like to not see images in my mind.What started as a simple realization turned into something deeper…understanding why my memories feel fragmented, emotional, and not visual.This is a reflection on memory, perception, and why I describe things by how they feel… not how they look.

In this episode, I go back to the beginning, Chile, childhood, and the memories that remain.Not a perfect timeline.Just fragments.Feelings.Textures.Small things that stayed.A reflection on memory, dissociation, aphantasia, and the strange tenderness of remembering only pieces.

In this episode, I talk about what it felt likebefore I understood traumawhen emotions would shift quicklyand small things felt overwhelmingand how, without the words,I just thought…this is who I amthis is about learning later in lifethat there were actually reasons for itand what it feels liketo finally start putting words to it

This one is about why I started writing…not from a plan, but from a place of confusion, hurt, and trying to understand things that didn’t have answers.It’s about how writing became a way to slow everything down… and start making sense of it.If you’ve ever sat with questions that don’t have clear answers… this might resonate.

This is my first recording…I didn’t plan it. I just hit record.It’s a little chaotic… a little honest… and probably more real than it should be.If you’re here listening… thank you.