Lun Moonatik

On a mission. Exploration. Calculate. Discover. The force that channels life into our world started trembling weeks ago. The answer? Enlightenment? In front of me? Hidden for ever? The best equipment and the most appreciated experts boarded with me. We follow. Recordings. Extrapolate. Stay focused. We are already too far to return back to the last safe point. Pressure? Insomnia? I'll rest. One day I will. Crew's collective energy field keeps us energetic and motivated. Forward...

A new clue. Direction. Brighter. Valid numbers. The pieces of this puzzle are aligning, feeding our confidence. Celebration. We are happy. Doubts crossed. Inhale life. What seemed like an impossible task is now within our reach. A bit more. We can. Mind open. Expectation. Wherever I look I see members stopping to talk, smiling cheerfully. Working hard. Finalization. Closer. All together! All the data we collected points to the one and only possible outcome. A final push...

Error? Skewed. Why? Disappointment. After diligently following logic, we ended up in a strange place. New rules. Unseen forms. Sweat. No escape. Despair is spreading among some of us rapidly reducing output. The struggle. Fight. What's left? Recalculate. A few heroes started working faster than possible, with ultimate precision. Discoveries. Beyond limits. A new era. Confirmed. This new reality is scary, yet it gives us hope we'll survive. Rebirth...

J: "I am lost now. Don't know who I am. Nor where I come from. Whom to ask for help? Strangers. Just strangers around me. Am I real?" V: "I will wait for you." J: "I need to get out. Yeah, up and running... Water! It feels good to refresh my body. I'll enjoy these few moments of my own ignorance and let the fresh water caress my skin. Oh! Feels good." V: "You are beautiful." J: "Okay. It is time to think. No panic this time. Where did I come from and where should I go? Is there a reason why I'm here? I'll start digging around, maybe there's a meaning to be found somewhere close." V: "Look! It is so bright over there." J: "I was never here before. Could I be at the start of a new cycle? The heat is taking over. Upcoming ride will be good!" V: "Follow me..."

J: "I am lost now. Don't know who I am. Nor where I come from. Whom to ask for help? Strangers. Just strangers around me. Am I real?" V: "I will wait for you." J: "I need to get out. Yeah, up and running... Water! It feels good to refresh my body. I'll enjoy these few moments of my own ignorance and let the fresh water caress my skin. Oh! Feels good." V: "You are beautiful." J: "Okay. It is time to think. No panic this time. Where did I come from and where should I go? Is there a reason why I'm here? I'll start digging around, maybe there's a meaning to be found somewhere close." V: "Look! It is so bright over there." J: "I was never here before. Could I be at the start of a new cycle? The heat is taking over. Upcoming ride will be good!" V: "Follow me..."

J: "I am lost now. Don't know who I am. Nor where I come from. Whom to ask for help? Strangers. Just strangers around me. Am I real?" V: "I will wait for you." J: "I need to get out. Yeah, up and running... Water! It feels good to refresh my body. I'll enjoy these few moments of my own ignorance and let the fresh water caress my skin. Oh! Feels good." V: "You are beautiful." J: "Okay. It is time to think. No panic this time. Where did I come from and where should I go? Is there a reason why I'm here? I'll start digging around, maybe there's a meaning to be found somewhere close." V: "Look! It is so bright over there." J: "I was never here before. Could I be at the start of a new cycle? The heat is taking over. Upcoming ride will be good!" V: "Follow me..."

J: "I am lost now. Don't know who I am. Nor where I come from. Whom to ask for help? Strangers. Just strangers around me. Am I real?" V: "I will wait for you." J: "I need to get out. Yeah, up and running... Water! It feels good to refresh my body. I'll enjoy these few moments of my own ignorance and let the fresh water caress my skin. Oh! Feels good." V: "You are beautiful." J: "Okay. It is time to think. No panic this time. Where did I come from and where should I go? Is there a reason why I'm here? I'll start digging around, maybe there's a meaning to be found somewhere close." V: "Look! It is so bright over there." J: "I was never here before. Could I be at the start of a new cycle? The heat is taking over. Upcoming ride will be good!" V: "Follow me..."

J: "I am lost now. Don't know who I am. Nor where I come from. Whom to ask for help? Strangers. Just strangers around me. Am I real?" V: "I will wait for you." J: "I need to get out. Yeah, up and running... Water! It feels good to refresh my body. I'll enjoy these few moments of my own ignorance and let the fresh water caress my skin. Oh! Feels good." V: "You are beautiful." J: "Okay. It is time to think. No panic this time. Where did I come from and where should I go? Is there a reason why I'm here? I'll start digging around, maybe there's a meaning to be found somewhere close." V: "Look! It is so bright over there." J: "I was never here before. Could I be at the start of a new cycle? The heat is taking over. Upcoming ride will be good!" V: "Follow me..."

Every bit of my soul trembles. I rapidly move forward in a straight line. The view is magnificent. What's beneath the surface? I'll immerse into the unknown.

First moments out there. My eyelids squeeze to let in just the minimum amount of light. While walking towards the shade I get curious about new surroundings. The sounds that reach my ears are mellow and pulsating. I assume this might be a friendly habitat. Upon reaching the shade I sit down and relax. Feeling the warm air full of smells I've never encountered before going in and out of my nose with each breath, I begin to calmly observe. The colors start to dance around me and together with intensifying sounds form a rapidly moving vortex. Without hesitation I enter it and am lifted high at the top within milliseconds. Riding the vortex across this magical new world feels surprisingly right. I belong here. https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ziBRJB71TBE

Suddenly, I find myself on the ground. The colors start to rapidly pale until everything becomes grey. I feel fear. Don't know why. But I know something bad is about to happen. One big red line comes out of the ground and reaches for the sky ending in a slow explosion. Then everything becomes quiet. I have a feeling something terrible is approaching fast. That hunch is quickly followed with intense pain in my head. I am so scared that my chests compress. I cannot breathe. Then I throw up. Repeatedly. Kneeling on the ground I realize. I am alone. I might never feel another soul. Alone forever. I start to cry. Groans become loud. Somehow, it feels liberating to indulge in despair. A tear after tear is rolling down my cheek. Tasting my salty tears brings memories from my early childhood. I lay down with arms over my head. After some time, exhausted I fall asleep. https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=6DG4DfD6Rjk

As I open my eyes, I see colors talking in the corner. All the rainbow colors are there, in many shades and shapes. As I listen to their voices, it becomes obvious. Each of them is a unique being. Person? Soul? They notice me. With welcoming gestures, they invite me to approach closer. As if I knew it always, the fact that I am one of them seems self-evident. We are connected and feel each other's pulses. As we start to fly, I am not able to think about past events. Or plan for the future. I feel love. I am one of the many. And we are one. We dance. We laugh. We are here. https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=BRq-GIQCOXo

Big thanks to BURG for remixing my track!

Kids playing and mothers smiling, on friendly shores they are sunbathing, breathing the air until daylight ends, happiness around us make me swing on sand

I wasn't aware of the dangers lurking around while enjoying my latest session of a low end rumble. Hypnotic lines were crossing the boundaries to my pleasure, so I let the machines seduce me. Suddenly everything was drawn into the vortex

Track credits: Music and Performance: BURG / Tara Busch, I Speak Machine Music: Jouni Ollila, Jarmo Ollila Lyrics: Jarmo Ollila, Hanna Hasselberg Ollila, Jouni Ollila, Eleanor Ollila Remix by: Dragan Pozder aka Lun Moonatik

I'm watching the world from the warm spot high above. Enjoying my thing... Couldn't care less about all the stuff behind

Hey... Patch me now Receive my pulse Forget the world Taste my lust Caress my pots Slowly, gently Now harder More... more... Go on... Feel my mellow soul I'm made just for you I sing, I growl Cry and smile Just touch me Listen... I'm melting the moment for you More... more... Listen... Yeah... I'm your machine You... You're my beloved operator Explore my universe Listen... Listen... More... more... Listen...

One morning I woke up in a strange place, never seen something like that before. Everything was so weird, yet warm and welcoming. It felt rewarding to wander around...

Now let yourself go, the adventure starts...

Inspired by the changes in emotions caused by changes in an environment. Written and produced in October 2018.

Track written and produced September 2018

I shall return to where I feel at home

I shall rise and fall

I shall progress

I shall enjoy my pleasures

I shall dance with you again

I shall cry. I shall jump of joy

I shall love other humans

I shall return to where I feel at home I shall rise and fall I shall progress I shall enjoy my pleasures I shall dance with you again I shall cry. I shall jump of joy I shall love other humans I shall seek for the mystery I shall explore myself

I shall explore myself

I shall return to where I feel at home I shall rise and fall I shall progress I shall enjoy my pleasures I shall dance with you again I shall cry. I shall jump of joy I shall love other humans I shall seek for the mystery I shall explore myself

The questions that I ask myself and don't share with anyone else

The questions that randomly evolve inside my neural mess

The questions that form when I hear your gentle voice

The questions that steer to naive, optimistic plans

The questions that flirt with my wildest dreams

The questions that paralyze my lucid self

The questions that mix mania with beauty

The questions that compress my thoughts

The questions that enter critical zone

The questions that demand action now

The questions that stab me deep

The questions that lead me to explore what I've never felt before

The questions that I ask myself and don't share with anyone else The questions that randomly evolve inside my neural mess The questions that form when I hear your gentle voice The questions that steer to naive, optimistic plans The questions that flirt with my wildest dreams The questions that paralyze my lucid self The questions that mix mania with beauty The questions that compress my thoughts The questions that enter critical zone The questions that demand action now The questions that stab me deep The questions that lead me to explore what I've never felt before

3rd track from Parallel Heat EP, recorded in spring 2018

2nd track from Parallel Heat EP, recorded in spring 2018

1st track from Parallel Heat EP, recorded in spring 2018