minecraft therapy

yall got me fudged up

aka drafting kenyan drake in the second round

in todayz episode i crash tf out!!!!!!

"do you ever feel ashamed? i think of the past, only to show what i became" - aries, party people. cmon, you on ur favorite music streaming service of choice, go listen to it

anagram for shame is e-mash. im gonna electronically mash my shame into DUST

drink the tears of your enemies

janice soprano in anger management

"What else do you want your audience to know?" i am alive and you are alive(0:00) locked-in itis(7:52) the cycle of desire(16:11) free me from our industrial capitalist productivity hellscape(18:36) the free will enjoyer has logged on(23:51) where have all the chill guys gone(27:32) anti-influencing

homo sapiens creating society: yes, we shall embark on this endeavor, to break free of the shackles of our animalistic nature and reach for higher idealsme 10,000 years later: ooga booga throwa poop on da canvas!!!!!!!!!!!(0:00) intro(1:25) what is good art?(3:53) perfectionism is the enemy(13:05) quality is overrated(21:24) overvaluing quality alienates our humanity(27:09) enjoy the process(29:28) originality is a lie(36:36) you impart your humanity on everything you do(39:29) why do anything? why are we alive? why why why

only took going to the depths of my soul to figure this one out(0:00) intro(1:13) what is confidence?(5:23) why is it good to be confident?(14:03) why have i been unconfident?(18:05) trust the infinite brilliance that is your being(29:47) confidence tips and tricks(48:23) closing thoughts

(0:00) intro(5:00) nostalgia for the culture(9:34) nostalgia for the camaraderie(11:09) nostalgia for the simplicity(16:40) my comfort zone is only who i used to be(20:20) making room for new things(28:50) getting comfortable with the void(33:04) what am i actually gonna do? small steps(37:09) the cycles of life(41:30) trying to be optimistic(44:35) what's offline?

(0:00) intro (2:04) character development (14:43) gratitude (19:14) become ungovernable (27:59) "work" (34:08) staying relaxed (37:12) being honest with myself (42:28) staying true to myself (48:44) overthinking (54:59) acceptance (1:01:30) message to my future self

so tonite im gonna party like it's 1999 (0:00) time flies when the world order is collapsing (1:33) what are vibes (4:23) presidential elections as vibe checks (9:41) the 2020s so far (14:41) big daddy trump (17:51) a zero sum world (23:17) art is the algorithm (30:18) sports as bread and circuses (34:59) the failed promise of big tech (42:16) oligarchy (46:52) so what do we do?

personally i would simply not kill people but what do i know (0:00) why talk about war? (2:29) what is war? (11:00) reject modernity (nations, war), embrace tradition (village life) (17:11) can we say no to war? (22:24) justifications for war (30:59) the cost of war (literally) (36:52) war is peace war is good (41:35) can things be different?

idk what to say here thanks for listening on spotify :)

hi

first of all through god all things are possible so jot that down(0:00) spirituality vs religion(5:03) atheism(8:43) faith(15:43) spirituality in my life(18:42) ego(23:37) love

you could make a religion out of this!(0:00) concert storytime & intro(8:47) breaking out of the simulation(12:45) the energy(16:21) hold the line!!! (of who you are)(27:29) will we always be who we used to be?(39:09) let yourself be

when mxmtoon said "no one ever says all the love you give might not be enough" i felt that(0:00) DEPRESSION(1:10) depression in my brain(10:45) depression in my body(14:08) PURPOSE(18:34) depression in my life(26:27) fighting depression physically(34:04) LONELINESS(39:04) fighting depression mentally(44:01) don't stop believin(46:47) PURPOSE PURPOSE PURPOSE(49:00) if you hug the abyss, the abyss hugs back(54:29) why is everyone depressed(58:34) enjoy your life :)

also get a planner(0:00) intro(3:47) everyone is always self-motivated(8:57) you can do everything right and still be unhappy(10:49) if you're gonna sell out, sell out all the way(14:03) if you're gonna be broke, you might as well be happy(17:43) don't work harder for someone else's dream than your own(20:09) no ragrets(21:11) don't take your job that seriously(23:34) prioritize(25:51) nobody gives a f(28:30) you can just leave(29:49) people should not be disrespectful to you(30:55) burn all the bridges you wanna burn(32:51) if you don't wanna do it, just don't do it(33:47) don't make everyone else's problems your problems(40:04) literally no one knows what they're doing(44:51) protect your energy(46:58) money basics(48:37) be pound wise penny foolish (or pound wise penny wise)(52:07) start saving (duh)(53:04) investing(58:00) 401ks and IRAs(1:01:08) nothing on your screen is real(1:03:53) lightning round (cleaning, exercise)(1:06:36) treat your passion like a job(1:08:58) take breaks(1:12:02) your mindset is everything(1:12:54) don't be stressed(1:14:09 - don't compare; you have everything you need(1:17:16) be present(1:20:38) this too shall pass(1:22:16) the way out is in(1:23:46) you're ok

father time undefeated(0:00) feeling like i don't have enough time(3:07) "time management"(10:55) time, death, existence(22:15) follow your bliss :)

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH(0:00) i am stressed(03:20) it's not good 4 me 2 b stressed(07:12) working WITH stress(13:18) what if it doesn't end well?(16:38) tuning out(26:22) gratitude(29:50) pessimism(36:50) it's going to be ok

im going to become a tree(00:00) who am i even(03:04) - men in dresses(08:50) just don't think about it lmfao(11:04) what is self-expression?(16:46) what if no one likes who i really am and i die alone(26:09) self-expression in capitalism(34:34) confidence(37:10) human connection(38:06) kindness(41:10) NEVER APOLOGIZE

now with 100% less video!(00:00) i feel like i haven't been enjoying life(10:39) why joy?(26:57) the perfect life(34:34) big joys(38:35) litte joys(45:12) setting myself up for joy(49:53) appreciating the joy already in my life(53:35) in conclusion this essay is about