Purpose Creator Project

Feeling behind in life? Think you’ve missed your window?As artists, we often compare our journey to timelines that were never meant for us. But the truth is this:Your purpose doesn’t run on the world’s timeline — it runs on God’s.In this video, I share what I’ve learned over 13 years as a music creative:why your age doesn’t disqualify you, why delays are not failures, and why God’s love and truth are the real foundations of long-term artistic growth.If you’re an artist who feels stuck, late, or lost, this message is for you.✨ More episodes coming that dive deep into creativity, healing, God’s love, soul growth, and the inner journey of becoming the artist you were born to be.

For artists, the world keeps telling you to hustle harder, post more, be everywhere, chase every opportunity, and force your dreams into existence.But what if the next step in your creative purpose isn’t doing more?What if it’s letting go?This spoken-word and music offering, Until You Journey Through the Mist, explores the deeper spiritual, emotional, and artistic truth behind surrender. Letting go isn’t giving up. It’s the soft, honest, often painful process of releasing the expectations, pressure, trauma, false timelines, old dreams, and heavy identities that keep you far from your purpose — and far from God’s love.This piece is for artists who are tired. Artists who are burnt out. Artists who want to create from truth, not survival mode. Artists who want to return to the reason they started.If you feel like you’re carrying too much, this is your reminder:The space you’re searching for only appears when you let go.

In this episode titled 'a live ambient soundtrack to rediscover your purpose', I share the message behind my live ambient performance, a cinematic soundscape I composed for the Colour Maze — an immersive art space for children at the Sydney Festival. But what started as a creative project quickly became something much deeper.Watching children move through the space — curious, fearless, and full of wonder — reminded me of something I’d lost. It made me reflect on what it truly means to live with purpose… and how far many of us drift from that as we grow older. Through this music and message, I explore how we can reconnect with our soul, rediscover our childlike curiosity, and return to the emotional freedom we were all born with. If you’ve ever felt numb, disconnected, or like you’re just surviving instead of living — this piece is for you. 💛 May this be a space for reflection, healing, and remembering who you really are. 👉 Listen to the end for a powerful question that might shift something in you. If you're curious about what is God's Love and how to experience it?Watch the previous episode of this podcast! Be curious and join me on the Purpose Creator Project - a podcast where I explore life's greatest questions - what is the purpose of life and why are we here? I make this podcast available for free without a paywall. If you benefit from this podcast, and enjoy what I have to share and would like to express your gratitude with a donation, you can do so via Patreon: http://patreon.com/ellatronixofficial

For many years I chased love in all the wrong places, through relationships, substance abuse, partying and trying to fit in with the world. The thing is every path I took that I felt would give me those things, every pursuit I had, every relationship I had, never satisfied me and always led to the same negative outcome which was a feeling of emptiness, dissatisfaction, and a lot of pain and suffering, until one day that all changed.But first, let me take you back. For much of my life, a lot of things that I felt was good, loving, and would bring me happiness I know now, was in fact not love, but a deep conditioning that began in childhood, from what my family and society taught me to believe was love. It all started with my mother, if I did anything that would go against what she wanted for me, she would punish me with violence, and worse she would withdraw her love and give me the silent treatment.This taught me that in order for mum to love me, I’ve got to do what she wants, even if it means sacrificing my unique personality to fit hers, even if it meant, sacrificing my own desires for hers. There are many more stories like this in my childhood, that told me I’m not loveable, unless I do what others want me to do, even down to being sexually abused from the age of 5. So, by the time I became a teenager, I had no clue who I was or why I was here.The pain of my family relationships became unbearable and I made an oath to myself to never open my heart to anyone again. I found solace in substances, they became my friends, they would make me feel good; make me feel good about myself, give me courage, give me a sense of worth and belonging in this world. They made me laugh, forget about my problems, they made me confident and it felt like I had a million friends when the substances came for a weekend visit.I felt loved, I felt a warmth that I could never have in my interactions with people. I felt like I could love the world in a way that I couldn’t when I was sober. Of course none of that would turn out to be true, just a fantasy world and façade I created to avoid the deep emptiness I felt inside.But eventually substances became my enemy and after running myself into the ground with a string of failed relationships, I found myself quite an angry person, quite dark in my soul, full of hatred, resentment and violence. My heart was hard, I was quite self centred and just wanted other people to love me and make me feel good about myself because I hated myself so much. I had just had enough of creating so many problems for myself so in my early 30's I decided I wanted more for my life.Eventually in 2012 after getting sober, I came to realise that I really had no experience of actually feeling true love from anyone and I really had no idea what true love really was and that I had no idea how to love others either. So that became a desire of mine. I wanted to have an experience of feeling true real love, I wanted to know what true love looked and felt like.So I started to desire that, I would desire it in my heart, and I would say things to the universe like ‘I want to know what true love feels like’. I would sometimes have this desire when I was exercising in my room, or doing my passions and I would find myself randomly bursting into tears whenever I had this desire. It was overwhelming, I never questioned it, or knew what it was and it wasn't until 2014, I came across some information that was life changing - Divine Truth. The very basis of divine truth teachings was about developing a personal relationship with God and experiencing the Greatest Love of all – God’s Love.For anyone looking to experience true love in life, I hope this video opens your heart to the greatest gift that's on offer right now to humanity - God's Love. I encourage you to give this video a chance, this information could change your life as it has done for mine.

At the end of last year I was invited by Sydney Festival to create a 45 minute score for an immersive art space for children called Colour Maze. It's the small wins like this with my external goals that made me reflect on where I started in 2012 as a creative and the lessons I've learned over the past 13 years to get to where I am today that have not only made some of my dreams a reality but also helped me to stay true to my dreams.In this episode, I share a couple of practical tips to help you achieve your external goals while laying the groundwork for internal growth through three key principles that has helped me so much in working through any challenge or obstacle on my journey.I'm still learning and growing so it's not my intention to make out that I know everything. Everything I share on this podcast is from my current understanding. My goal is to just share with you from where I am currently at in my understanding which is always ever evolving and changing. But I do know that I have experimented with everything I share and have experienced positive benefits.What You’ll Learn:As I share my journey to the Colour Maze, I'll share practical tips to help you with your external goals and staying true to your dreams.I will also share three key principles for internal growth that is guaranteed to lead to you achieving your external goals and staying committed to your dreams. Not only that will also lead you to more happiness, joy and fulfilment.Whether you're working on personal goals, career aspirations, or creative projects, this episode will provide you with the tools to stay grounded and stay true to what you want to achieve in life.Be curious and join me on the Purpose Creator Project - a podcast where I explore life's greatest questions!I make this podcast available for free without a paywall. If you benefit from this podcast, and enjoy what I have to share and would like to express your gratitude consider leaving a donation and join me on my Patreon!PS if you would like to join me as a guest on this podcast regarding your experience with the Great Experiment reach out to me!

Welcome to the first episode of The Purpose Creator Project! I’m your host, Ella, and I’m so glad you’re here.For as long as I can remember, I’ve wondered: Why am I here? What is the purpose of life? In my mid-30s, I found myself deeply unhappy, trapped in a cycle of pain and self-destruction. I was a fully functioning addict, working to party on the weekends, I was numb, depressed, and stuck in a corporate 9-5 job.But everything changed. Today, I’m 11 years sober, thriving as a full-time music creator, and experiencing a level of happiness and fulfilment I never thought was possible. The journey that brought me here not only transformed my life but also led me to the greatest love of all all—the true purpose of life, through what is known as The Great Experiment.At the heart of The Purpose Creator Project is The Great Experiment—a journey to uncover the truth about the purpose of life and the possibility of a God of Love and to ask for and experience that love in our own lives. This is not just an intellectual or religious pursuit, but a deep, soul-based experience that can transform us and our lives.Here, we’re not looking for quick fixes or surface-level strategies. We’re diving into an emotional and spiritual process that involves connecting with the real us – our soul, understanding our emotions, and receiving the divine love of God into our soul.This is a path of soul growth, where receiving God’s love becomes a foundation for living a life filled with purpose, creativity, and passion which leads to more joy, fulfilment and happiness.If you’ve ever wondered why you’re here, felt lost in your journey, or simply longed for a deeper sense of connection and meaning, this podcast explores the answers to lifes great questionsSo, if you’re ready to try the great experiment and explore what it means to live a life filled with meaning, love, and joy, pull up a pozzie and get comfy. Welcome to The Purpose Creator Project.I'm making this podcast completely free here over on Patreon where you'll get to watch it free from advertisements. If you appreciate this gift, consider making a one off donation or becoming a member. https://www.patreon.com/c/ellatronixofficial