The Beautiful Chaos with Natasha

Episode 11 of Beautiful Chaos with Natasha is the definition of a major girl chat the kind you wish you could bottle up and replay with your best friends.This week, I sit down with local influencer, wife, and mom of three, Hannah Adams and let me tell you, she is a spitfire Leo in the best way.From the moment we sat down, the walls came down. This wasn’t surface-level conversation… this was real, raw, and completely unfiltered. The kind of dialogue that reminds you how powerful it is when women show up honestly and just say the things.We talk about friendships the good, the hard, and the ones that shape you. We get into marriage, the reality behind the highlight reel, and what it actually takes to show up for your partner and yourself. And of course… we had to get into book talk, because what’s a true girl chat without it? This episode feels like sitting around the table with your people laughing, venting, relating, and leaving feeling a little lighter and a lot more seen.In this episode, we talk about:Navigating adult friendships and evolving relationshipsThe real side of marriage and communicationMotherhood with three kids and balancing it allBook talk, current reads, and why it mattersShowing up authentically in every season of lifeIf you love honest conversations, a little sass, and a whole lot of “same, girl”… this one is for you. Episode 11 is LIVE on YouTube & anywhere you get your podcasts!New episodes bi-weeklyAvailable on Apple Podcasts, Spotify, and iHeartFull episodes on YouTubeLinktree:https://linktr.ee/thebeautifulchaoswithnatasha?utm_source=ig&utm_medium=social&utm_content=link_in_bio

Episode 10 of Beautiful Chaos with Natasha is one that will stay with you.This week, I sit down with Claire DeLay Oklahoma mom, wife, business owner, and a woman who has said yes to motherhood in more ways than one. Through foster care, adoption, and biological motherhood, Claire shares what it really looks like to open your home, your heart, and your life to children who need it most. This conversation is raw, honest, and deeply moving. We talk about the calling behind foster care, the emotional highs and lows, the unknowns, and the beauty that can come from stepping into something bigger than yourself. Claire brings a perspective that so many people don’t get to see  the reality behind the process, the love, the heartbreak, and the purpose.Whether you’ve ever considered fostering or adopting, know someone who has, or just want to better understand this world, this episode is for you.In this episode, we talk about:What led Claire to say yes to foster careThe reality (not the highlight reel) of fostering and adoptionNavigating motherhood in all its formsThe emotional impact on families and marriagesBalancing business, marriage, and a full homeWhy these children deserve more voices and more awarenessThis episode is powerful, perspective-shifting, and a reminder that sometimes the most beautiful things in life come from the hardest “yes.” Listen now on YouTube + wherever you get your podcastsIf this episode moved you, please share it you never know who might need to hear this story.  Resources + ConnectInterested in Foster Care in Oklahoma? Start Here:Oklahoma DHS (Official State Resource)https://oklahoma.gov/okdhs/services/foster/fostercarehome.html Oklahoma Fosters (Guided Support + Help Line)https://okfosters.org/ Step-by-Step Guide to Becoming a Foster Parenthttps://okfosters.org/oklahoma-human-services/AdoptUSKids – Oklahoma Informationhttps://adoptuskids.org/adoption-and-foster-care/how-to-adopt-and-foster/state-information/oklahomaTFI Oklahoma (Private Agency Support Option)https://oklahoma.tfifamily.org/programs/become-an-oklahoma-foster-parent/Follow Claire DeLay + Hear More of Her Story: Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/okiemommyy?igsh=MTV3c3JuZDh3cDhibg==TikTok: https://www.tiktok.com/@okiemommy?_r=1&_t=ZP-95Z4rvN7XskFrom This Episode:If you feel called or even just curious about foster care, we encourage you to take a step and learn more through the links above. There is such a need and it starts with awareness.New episodes bi-weeklyAvailable on Apple Podcasts, Spotify, and iHeartFull episodes on YouTubeLinktree:https://linktr.ee/thebeautifulchaoswithnatasha?utm_source=ig&utm_medium=social&utm_content=link_in_bio

Yes… we may not be on Bravo…but we couldn’t resist channeling a little Real Housewives energy because let’s be honest, motherhood, marriage, and friendships can feel just as dramatic sometimes. We’re sitting down and opening up about what life really looks like behind the scenes beyond the highlight reels and perfectly curated posts.In this episode, we talk about:The reality of maintaining deep friendships in busy seasons of lifeMarriage the growth, the challenges, and choosing each other dailyNavigating identity through motherhoodShowing up for each other in the hard moments, not just the easy onesLearning to give grace to ourselves and the people we loveThis episode is full of honesty, laughter, and those “same, girl” moments that remind you—you are not alone in any of it.Because at the end of the day…we might not be holding diamonds or taglines on Bravo…but we are holding families, friendships, and everything in between and that’s just as real. Watch on YouTube or listen anywhere you get your podcasts. Tag your “housewives” and share this episode with the women who do life with you. New episodes bi-weeklyAvailable on Apple Podcasts, Spotify, and iHeartFull episodes on YouTubeLinktree:https://linktr.ee/thebeautifulchaoswithnatasha?utm_source=ig&utm_medium=social&utm_content=link_in_bio

In this deeply moving and faith-filled episode of Beautiful Chaos with Natasha, I sit down with Kimberly Haar to talk about her powerful testimony, healing journey, and unwavering trust in God through life’s darkest seasons.Kimberly opens up about her story of pain, restoration, and redemption and how the Holy Spirit and her personal relationship with the Lord carried her through moments she never thought she would survive.We also talk about her book, Healing from Life’s Deepest Hurts, and the heart behind its message: that true healing is possible, even after unimaginable loss and heartbreak.What makes this episode especially meaningful is that we recorded it on the 25th anniversary of my biological mother’s passing—a sacred and emotional moment that God clearly ordained.Together, we reflect on:Walking through grief and lossLearning how to forgive without closureSetting healthy boundaries while healingLetting go of the need for an apologyFinding peace without validationAllowing God to heal what people cannotWe talk honestly about how forgiveness can feel impossible when you never receive the apology you deserve and how sometimes, freedom comes when you release that expectation and give it to God instead.This episode is a reminder that:Healing is a processGrief has no timelineForgiveness is for your freedomGod can redeem every broken placeIf you are walking through loss, heartbreak, betrayal, or unanswered pain, this conversation will meet you right where you are.A Gentle EncouragementIf you’re carrying wounds that no one sees…If you’re tired of waiting for closure…If you’re struggling to forgive…This episode is for you.You don’t have to carry it alone. God sees you. He is near. And healing is still possible.Connect & ShareIf this episode spoke to your heart:Share it with someone who needs hopeLeave a reviewTag us on social mediaYour story matters. Your healing matters.New episodes bi-weeklyAvailable on Apple Podcasts, Spotify, and iHeartFull episodes on YouTubeLinktree:https://linktr.ee/thebeautifulchaoswithnatasha?utm_source=ig&utm_medium=social&utm_content=link_in_bio

In this powerful and honest continuation of our conversation, I sit back down with my friend Tiffani for Part Two of “Moms on Edge.”After Episode 4 aired, we were overwhelmed by the response. So many of you reached out asking for more—more honesty, more vulnerability, more real-life conversations about motherhood and mental health.So we came back.In this episode, we go deeper into what it truly looks like to be moms who are navigating mental illness, emotional exhaustion, and the pressure to “do it all” while still trying to protect our peace.We open up about:    •    Living with Bipolar II and Borderline Personality Disorder    •    How mental health impacts motherhood    •    The emotional weight moms carry behind closed doors    •    Being a mom of an only child and why we chose that path    •    Learning that being “selfish” can actually be healthy    •    Choosing what’s best for you so you can be your best for your childWe also talk honestly about the decision to have one child and why that choice isn’t about “missing out”—it’s about survival, stability, and stewardship of our mental and emotional health.This episode is a reminder that:You are not weak for needing boundariesYou are not selfish for protecting your mental healthYou are not failing if your family looks different than othersYou are doing the best you can and that matters.If you’ve ever felt overwhelmed, guilty, isolated, or unsure if you’re “enough” as a mom, this conversation is for you.A Gentle ReminderIf this episode brings up heavy emotions for you, please know you’re not alone. There is strength in seeking support, community, and professional help. Your mental health matters.Connect & ShareIf this episode encouraged you:Share it with another mamaLeave a reviewTag us on social mediaYour voice helps this message reach someone who may need it today.New episodes bi-weeklyAvailable on Apple Podcasts, Spotify, and iHeartFull episodes on YouTubeLinktree:https://linktr.ee/thebeautifulchaoswithnatasha?utm_source=ig&utm_medium=social&utm_content=link_in_bio

In this heartfelt and eye-opening episode of Beautiful Chaos with Natasha, I sit down with my dear friend Elizabeth O’Neill to talk about her journey as a mom raising her profoundly deaf son.Elizabeth shares how stepping into the deaf community completely transformed her view of motherhood, advocacy, and faith. What once felt overwhelming became one of the greatest blessings of her life—bringing light, purpose, and deeper compassion than she ever imagined.Together, we talk about:What it’s really like raising a profoundly deaf childLearning and using American Sign Language (ASL) as a familyNavigating motherhood in a world that isn’t always accessibleHow the deaf community became a source of strength and joyWhy awareness and inclusion matter more than everWe also highlight Happy Hands Tulsa, a school and resource center that supports deaf and hard-of-hearing children and families right here in Oklahoma.This episode is all about awareness, empathy, and embracing the beautiful ways God writes our stories—even when they look different than we expected.Whether you’re a parent, educator, advocate, or simply someone who wants to better understand the ASL and deaf community, this conversation will leave you encouraged and inspiredIn This Episode, You’ll Hear About:Elizabeth’s personal motherhood journeyRaising a child in the deaf communityThe power of early intervention and educationWhy ASL mattersBuilding confidence and independence in childrenFinding beauty in unexpected seasonsResources & LinksAt the bottom of this episode description, you’ll find helpful links and resources including:ASL learning toolsDeaf community organizationsEducational support resourcesAdvocacy and inclusion informationLocal and national support networks Be sure to check those out if you’d like to learn more or get connected.Connect With Us:If this episode encouraged you, please consider:Leaving a reviewSharing with a friendTagging us on social mediaYour support helps us continue sharing real stories that matter!!New episodes bi-weeklyAvailable on Apple Podcasts, Spotify, and iHeartFull episodes on YouTubeLinktree:https://linktr.ee/thebeautifulchaoswithnatasha?utm_source=ig&utm_medium=social&utm_content=link_in_bio

In this powerful episode of Beautiful Chaos with Natasha, Natasha sits down with Dr. Kayse Shrum pediatrician, motivational speaker, and the 19th President of Oklahoma State University for an honest conversation about faith, leadership, and motherhood in high-pressure spaces.Dr. Shrum opens up about what it’s really like to be a woman and a mother working in a male-dominated world, carrying big responsibility, and still staying grounded in her values, family, and faith.Together, they talk about the behind-the-scenes reality of balancing career, calling, and kids the guilt, the growth, the prayers, and the perseverance it takes to show up every day with courage and grace.This episode is for every mom who has ever wondered:“Am I doing enough?”“Can I chase my calling and still be present at home?”“Is it okay to want more and still love my family deeply?”The answer is yes. And Dr. Shrum’s story proves it.In This Episode, We Discuss:•What it’s like being a woman in leadership in a male-dominated space•Balancing motherhood, marriage, and a demanding career•Navigating pressure, criticism, and expectations•Leading with integrity and faith•Overcoming self-doubt and mom guilt•Staying true to your values in high-stakes environments•Encouragement for women pursuing big dreams•Why obedience to God matters more than approval⸻Key Takeaway:You don’t have to choose between being a great mom and walking in your calling. God equips you for both. When you lead with faith, humility, and courage, He will cover every step.⸻About Our Guest:Dr. Kayse Shrum is a pediatrician, motivational speaker, and former university president who is passionate about empowering women to lead boldly while staying rooted in family and faith.⸻Let’s Stay Connected:If this episode encouraged you, please share it with a friend, leave a review, and tag us on social media.Your support helps this message reach more moms who need it.Thank you for being part of the Beautiful Chaos family. Dr. Shrum Platforms:  https://www.instagram.com/drshrum?igsh=MWZob2R4cjlyMmh3dg==https://www.facebook.com/share/1CEU5B8hYq/?mibextid=wwXIfrNew episodes bi-weeklyAvailable on Apple Podcasts, Spotify, and iHeartFull episodes on YouTubeLinktree:https://linktr.ee/thebeautifulchaoswithnatasha?utm_source=ig&utm_medium=social&utm_content=link_in_bio

In this powerful and deeply honest episode, Natasha sits down with Tiffani Pugliese to talk about something so many moms carry quietly — mental illness while trying to be the best mother possible.Together, they open up about what it looks like to parent while navigating anxiety, depression, and the daily work of mental health. This conversation isn’t about perfection — it’s about self-awareness, healing, and choosing help.We discuss:• What managing mental illness in motherhood really looks like• Tools and practices that have helped most on our healing journeys• The importance of being bold, resilient, and radically honest with yourself• Why asking for help is not weakness -  it’s love• The difference between just being a “happy mom” and being a mentally healthy motherThis episode is a reminder that taking care of your mental health isn’t selfish — it’s one of the greatest gifts you can give your children. When we heal, they benefit.If you’re a mom who has ever felt overwhelmed, ashamed, or afraid to speak up — this conversation is for you Listen now and know you are not alone.Tiffani’s Platforms Links: https://www.instagram.com/willowgraceartistry?igsh=MTFsNHl2cG5veHhpeA==https://www.instagram.com/tiffpugliese?igsh=MWZsdnFjeTZmMjc3bw==New episodes bi-weeklyAvailable on Apple Podcasts, Spotify, and iHeartFull episodes on YouTubeLinktree:https://linktr.ee/thebeautifulchaoswithnatasha?utm_source=ig&utm_medium=social&utm_content=link_in_bio

In Episode 3 of Beautiful Chaos with Natasha, Natasha sitsdown with Kendall Welden — a small-town girl who has built a million-dollar empire through entrepreneurship, consistency, and faith.Kendall is a wife, mom of three, business owner, and content creator whohas built not only successful brands, but a beautiful family and an engagedsocial media community. In this episode, she pulls back the curtain on thereal life behind social media — the pressure, the stigma, the expectations,and the reality of being visible online while raising a family.This conversation dives into motherhood in the spotlight, balancingambition with presence, and navigating the tension between real life andcurated content. Kendall also shares honest advice for women who want tobuild a career in social media — what it truly takes, what to protect, andhow to stay grounded.At the heart of it all is faith — following your gut, being led by the Lord, andtrusting His guidance in both business and motherhood.In this episode, we talk about:Building a million-dollar business from a small town.The reality behind social media vs. what people see online.The stigma of being active on social media as a mom.Balancing motherhood, marriage, and ambition.Advice for women wanting to build a career on social media.Being led by faith and following your God-given intuition.This episode is for women who feel called to build — without losingthemselves, their families, or their faith in the process.https://www.tiktok.com/@themrswelden?_r=1&_t=ZP-92seoYB24D9https://www.instagram.com/themrswelden?igsh=OG96MDF1cWJiMmN6New episodes bi-weeklyAvailable on Apple Podcasts, Spotify, and iHeartFull episodes on YouTubeLinktree:https://linktr.ee/thebeautifulchaoswithnatasha?utm_source=ig&utm_medium=social&utm_content=link_in_bio

In Episode 2 of Beautiful Chaos with Natasha, Natasha sitsdown with the one and only Kelsey Davis known for her viral Small TownTikToks, unapologetic honesty, and saying the things most people are tooscared to say out loud.This conversation is bright, loud, transparent, and yes a little controversial.Natasha and Kelsey dive headfirst into real-life topics like being astepmother, growing up as a stepchild, and how those experiences deeplyshape motherhood, identity, and relationships. Nothing is sugar-coated.Nothing is off limits.This episode is full of honesty, perspective shifts, laughter, and real advicethe kind you don’t hear on social media highlight reels.In this episode, we talk about:Being a stepmother and navigating that role with honestyGrowing up as a stepchild and how it impacts adulthoodHow blended families shape motherhoodGiving (and receiving) real advice — not the Pinterest kind.Breaking generational patterns.Saying the quiet parts out loud.This episode is for anyone navigating motherhood, blended families, orcomplicated emotions and needs to hear that they’re not alone, broken, ordoing it wrong.Expect truth. Expect laughter. Expect perspective.And expect to walkaway feeling seen.https://www.tiktok.com/@thebluntblondekd?_r=1&_t=ZP-92se3TU3IGFNew episodes bi-weeklyAvailable on Apple Podcasts, Spotify, and iHeartFull episodes on YouTubeLinktree:https://linktr.ee/thebeautifulchaoswithnatasha?utm_source=ig&utm_medium=social&utm_content=link_in_bio

In the very first episode of Beautiful Chaos with Natasha, Natashashares her personal story the highs, the heartbreak, and the hard seasons that shaped who she is today. This episode is a raw and honest look at motherhood, mental health, and navigating life when everything feels overwhelming. Natasha opens about the struggles she faced, the moments she felt stuck and unseen, and the turning point that changed everything what lead her to ask for help.By choosing to speak up, Natasha found healing, support, and a new pathforward. This episode is a reminder that you don’t have to carry it all alone, and that strength isn’t found in silence, it’s found in honesty.In this episode, we talk about:Natasha’s personal journey and hardships.Motherhood and mental health the power of asking for help. Breaking the stigma around speaking up.How vulnerability became the beginning of healing.This episode is for anyone who has ever felt overwhelmed, isolated, or afraid to ask for help and needs to be reminded that their voice matters.New episodes bi-weeklyAvailable on Apple Podcasts, Spotify, and iHeartFull episodes on YouTubeLinktree:https://linktr.ee/thebeautifulchaoswithnatasha?utm_source=ig&utm_medium=social&utm_content=link_in_bio

The Beautiful Chaos with Natasha is a podcast that gives space to real stories,raw conversations, and the beautiful mess of life.This show is about motherhood, identity, faith, friendship, mental health,purpose, and becoming even when life feels loud, heavy, or uncertain. Eachepisode features honest conversations with women from all walks of lifewho are navigating their own version of chaos and learning how to findbeauty within it.No filters. No perfection. Just truth, growth, laughter, and heart.If you’ve ever felt overwhelmed, unseen, or like you’re figuring it out as yougo this space is for you.New episodes bi-weeklyAvailable on Apple Podcasts, Spotify, and iHeartFull episodes on YouTubeLinktree:https://linktr.ee/thebeautifulchaoswithnatasha?utm_source=ig&utm_medium=social&utm_content=link_in_bio