this is hazel

Hazel talks about the quiet pressure of trying to be “cool” and how that idea slowly turned into something exhausting.Through a recent trip to Whistler, she reflects on how easily life can become overly serious, where every choice needs to feel productive, meaningful, or “right.” She shares how this mindset shows up in everything from hobbies and relationships to the way we spend our time and how it slowly takes away the ability to simply enjoy things.Looking back at childhood, Hazel explores what it meant to do things without questioning their value, and how that sense of play and trust in ourselves can get lost over time.This episode is a gentle reflection on redefining what it means to be “cool” not as an image to chase, but as the ability to trust your choices without constant doubt.A conversation about letting go of pressure, being less serious, and finding your way back to something more natural. This is a public episode. If you would like to discuss this with other subscribers or get access to bonus episodes, visit thisishazel.substack.com

In this episode, we talk about overthinking. why it happens, why it feels like control, and how it slowly takes away your peace, presence, and ability to move forward. I also share a few simple, practical ways to break the cycle, including how to notice when you’re overthinking, how to stop letting worries take over your entire day, and how small actions can help you get out of your head. This is a public episode. If you would like to discuss this with other subscribers or get access to bonus episodes, visit thisishazel.substack.com

In this episode, I read through real comments from people learning English and something interesting stood out.Almost everyone is asking the same question: “How long does it take to become fluent in English?”And behind that question, there’s usually a deeper feeling, frustration, confusion, and the sense of “I’ve been studying for years, so why am I still not fluent?”So in this episode, I share my honest thoughts and personal experience with learning English, not as a perfect speaker, but as someone who also went through the same process.We talk about why memorizing sentences doesn’t last, why your mind goes blank in real situations, and why your English might feel like it’s “not working” even when you’re studying consistently.Instead of focusing on perfect methods, we explore the actual process of language learning, repetition, exposure, making your own sentences, and slowly building a natural sense over time.This episode is really about that in-between stage of learning English, where you understand a lot, but still can’t fully express yourself.If you’ve ever felt stuck, inconsistent, or frustrated with your English progress, this conversation is for you. This is a public episode. If you would like to discuss this with other subscribers or get access to bonus episodes, visit thisishazel.substack.com

Ever had someone just… throw off your whole mood? Not with words or insults, but with tone or attitude alone. It can leave you frozen, frustrated, and questioning yourself.In this episode, I share a moment that taught me there’s a third way—beyond reacting with anger or shutting down. It’s about choosing kindness with boundaries, even when people are rude, distant, or unreachable.We’ll talk about why most of someone’s negativity isn’t actually about you, how to protect your own peace, and why responding kindly can be a powerful choice—even when it doesn’t seem to change anything.Whether you’re navigating work, friendships, or family, this episode offers a practical perspective on keeping your cool, standing your ground, and choosing empathy in moments that could easily ruin your day. This is a public episode. If you would like to discuss this with other subscribers or get access to bonus episodes, visit thisishazel.substack.com

i believed i was a great dancer. or at least, i thought i was.in this episode, i revisit my old dance videos and face the truth about what i used to think i could do. from winning a small award at 19 to being labeled the “good student,” i held onto an identity that made me proud… and also kept me performing for others.when a contemporary dance team posted an audition notice, i filmed my submission and went back to watch my past performances. the gap between what i thought and what i actually saw was humbling, and it made me reflect on what it really means to be “good.”this episode is about effort, growth, and embracing the messy, imperfect versions of ourselves. sometimes trying is the point. not perfection. This is a public episode. If you would like to discuss this with other subscribers or get access to bonus episodes, visit thisishazel.substack.com

I thought I was a good listener. But one dinner changed my mind.Maybe loving someone isn’t about saying the right thing.Maybe it’s just about listening.if you want to see me, come check my video on Youtube: this is hazel This is a public episode. If you would like to discuss this with other subscribers or get access to bonus episodes, visit thisishazel.substack.com

You might think you started learning a new language just for travel or easier conversations. But while you’re practicing words and pronunciation, something much deeper is happening.In this episode, I share how language learning quietly reshapes your brain, builds empathy, and changes the way you see yourself and the world. It’s not just about communication, it’s about personal growth, deeper connections, and becoming a more open version of yourself. This is a public episode. If you would like to discuss this with other subscribers or get access to bonus episodes, visit thisishazel.substack.com

So I actually said a New Year’s resolution out loud last year for the first time ever and it got me thinking. Do we really need them or can we just do things because we feel like it, not because we have to.if you want to see me, come check my video on Youtube: this is hazel This is a public episode. If you would like to discuss this with other subscribers or get access to bonus episodes, visit thisishazel.substack.com

Come check my video on Youtube: this is hazel This is a public episode. If you would like to discuss this with other subscribers or get access to bonus episodes, visit thisishazel.substack.com

love you! Come check my video on Youtube: this is hazel This is a public episode. If you would like to discuss this with other subscribers or get access to bonus episodes, visit thisishazel.substack.com

Some how reading my journal makes me speak fast, but I hope this made sense to you. art art artLove you guys, and thanks. Come check my video on Youtube: this is hazel This is a public episode. If you would like to discuss this with other subscribers or get access to bonus episodes, visit thisishazel.substack.com

I look a bit crazy (I was crying inside when the cat was around me because I was so touched hahaha).Hey you, I’m here again this week 👋Hopefully it’s not too messy hehe just some random thoughts on loneliness. Come check my video on Youtube: this is hazel This is a public episode. If you would like to discuss this with other subscribers or get access to bonus episodes, visit thisishazel.substack.com

breakup anxiety is more common than we thinksending love Come check my video on Youtube: this is hazel This is a public episode. If you would like to discuss this with other subscribers or get access to bonus episodes, visit thisishazel.substack.com

Hey guys, thanks for being here to listen to my ramblings.. welcome to my serious random thoughts, hihi. and yes, keep your sensitivities! I know I gave you the most random thoughts here, but I believe you understand me..my smart people 🤍Love you, and enjoy the video! Come check my video on Youtube: this is hazel This is a public episode. If you would like to discuss this with other subscribers or get access to bonus episodes, visit thisishazel.substack.com

Hey you, I'm here this week again!Lately, I’ve been thinking a lot about friendships. how they change, fade, and sometimes just… disappear. hoho as a person who loves being alone, I may enjoy the loneliness. idk. enjoy and love you 🥰 Come check my video on Youtube: this is hazel This is a public episode. If you would like to discuss this with other subscribers or get access to bonus episodes, visit thisishazel.substack.com

Hey everyone! here's another video of my english series. i have so much to share about english accents cus it's something I've been working hard on as part of my english studies. let me know what you think!sending love love Come check my video on Youtube: this is hazel This is a public episode. If you would like to discuss this with other subscribers or get access to bonus episodes, visit thisishazel.substack.com

Hey everyone, how’s it going, thanks so much for visiting.This week I hoped to wrap up my thoughts and give you a clear conclusion to my confusion and understanding. haha during the talk, I found myself lost once again,any tips or advice you guys can share? sending love!Come check my video on Youtube: this is hazel This is a public episode. If you would like to discuss this with other subscribers or get access to bonus episodes, visit thisishazel.substack.com

I was worried the video might look too depressing, but somehow it turned out oddly silly haha.Hope you enjoy it! Thank you for your support.Sending love ♥︎ Come check my video on Youtube: this is hazel This is a public episode. If you would like to discuss this with other subscribers or get access to bonus episodes, visit thisishazel.substack.com

Another ramble today, but please understand—cuz it was my birthday! Hope you have an amazing, beautiful, lovely day :) Come check my video on Youtube: this is hazel This is a public episode. If you would like to discuss this with other subscribers or get access to bonus episodes, visit thisishazel.substack.com

My second English video_If you want to get good at that language and you enjoy learning it, it will all come together someday. Don’t worry. I’m still in the process of reaching my goals, but I’m excited to share my journey with you all.These are the methods I’ve been using to learn English. If you’re struggling with learning a new language or English in particular, I hope this video helps!Have a great day.sending love.. 🤍 This is a public episode. If you would like to discuss this with other subscribers or get access to bonus episodes, visit thisishazel.substack.com

Hey everyone, how's your summer going? This video is almost for myself. I hope you are achieving many things that make you happy. Sending love, Come check my video on Youtube: this is hazel This is a public episode. If you would like to discuss this with other subscribers or get access to bonus episodes, visit thisishazel.substack.com

Hello guys, I hope you are doing well. I got a lot of help from this book and wanted to share the story. I hope my stories can help you someday! See you around, sending love. 🤍 Come check my video on Youtube: this is hazel This is a public episode. If you would like to discuss this with other subscribers or get access to bonus episodes, visit thisishazel.substack.com

I hope you're all enjoying my content. Sending lots of love your way! This is a public episode. If you would like to discuss this with other subscribers or get access to bonus episodes, visit thisishazel.substack.com

Thank you! I'm happy that you found me. It's getting warm in Vancouver. Wherever you are, I hope you are having a sweet day. Cheers, mate! Ho ho ho. Come check my video on Youtube: this is hazel This is a public episode. If you would like to discuss this with other subscribers or get access to bonus episodes, visit thisishazel.substack.com

Hi guys, Thanks for your support. It means a lot to me. I’ll share more about myself, and I hope that helps you. Come check my video on Youtube: this is hazel This is a public episode. If you would like to discuss this with other subscribers or get access to bonus episodes, visit thisishazel.substack.com

No matter where you are, I want to thank every one of you.I'm sharing my personal journey in the hopes that it connects with you and brightens your day. This is a public episode. If you would like to discuss this with other subscribers or get access to bonus episodes, visit thisishazel.substack.com

Hey, thank you all 💟 This is a public episode. If you would like to discuss this with other subscribers or get access to bonus episodes, visit thisishazel.substack.com