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Dating with trauma — Pt. 1: how being a queer, femme-presenting survivor makes intimacy feel like a science experiment gone wrong: safe feels boring, unsafe feels electric, and sometimes you end up dating the wrong people not because you’re not queer — but because trauma, visibility, and thrill-seeking all team up to make the roster messy.this is Trauma Mommy Part 1: dating with trauma. reading my messy journal, complaining about men, and being honest about why i—queer femme, horny, and fragile—still end up seeing more dudes than chicks. it’s not because i’m “less gay,” it’s because women often feel safe — and safe feels boring when your brain wants fireworks. add childhood abuse, dissociation during sex, daddy-vampire energy, negging, and catcalls, and you get this beautiful chaos that i call my love life.i talk about saying “no” with no excuse, why attention is addicting even when it’s gross, and the weird gap between wanting control and wanting to be taken. i riff on age gaps as one example of that bait-and-switch pattern, read journal lines about who i actually am, and end with my bubble metaphor for healing (blow the stupid wand — tiny wins count). funny, horny, dark, and real — part one because this is too big for one episode.Trauma Mommy Pt.1 — attraction, dissociation, and why safe love feels boring. daddy vampires, saying “no” as a flex, and the small wins of healing.Trauma Mommy on Spotify → https://open.spotify.com/show/5YTdgyWy2s3VS6vtEPa952 (Spotify)Trauma Mommy on Audacy → https://www.audacy.com/podcast/trauma-mommy-76d30 (Audacy)Instagram / Social MediaInstagram: @kylievincenthasrisen → https://www.instagram.com/kylievincenthasrisen/ (Instagram)Appearances / Features / ExtrasWhat Happened To You? Ep #47 featuring Kylie Vincent → https://open.spotify.com/episode/7c4nITL5ldxIuc9iMFYN5R (Spotify)Yenta! podcast episode with you → https://creators.spotify.com/pod/profile/yenta/episodes/You-Need-a-Coat-Hanger-in-Bushwick-aka-Toilet-Babies-with-Kylie-Vincent-e36hsb0 (Spotify for Creators)Support / Extras / Everything ElsePatreon (for bonus content / behind-the-scenes) → https://patreon.com/kylievincentthefirst (Spotify for Creators)Beacons / link hub (all your links) → beacons.ai/kylievincent Watch Bird on YouTube → https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=cJmNJYOBslU

This week on *Trauma Queen*, I’m joined by my hilarious friend and stand-up powerhouse **Olivia Carter**. We dive into everything from the trauma of toxic relationships to navigating new love without losing yourself. We talk comedy, sex, hookup culture, trust issues, and how surviving assault shapes the way we move through the world.We also get into the darker corners of the industry—misogyny in stand-up, the male “ally list” we should really make, and what it means to joke about rape culture without losing your soul (or your spot on stage). Plus: Epstein conspiracies, Brandy Melville being actual children’s clothes, Joe Rogan asking me if I want kids, and how Olivia once tried hookup culture and immediately said “nah.”If you’ve ever been confused by dating, laughed through your trauma, or wondered if the algorithm is censoring women harder than anyone else—this is your episode.Support the pod + watch my stand-up special *Bird*: https://youtu.be/cJmNJYOBslUhttps://patreon.com/kylievincentthefirst?utm_medium=unknown&utm_source=join_link&utm_campaign=creatorshare_creator&utm_content=copyLinkFollow me & Olivia on IG:@ogcarter@kylievincenthasrisenLA Tickets:beacons.ai/kylievincent

:The episode features an interview with Canadian therapist Sarah Hull. The host, Kylie Vincent, and Hall discuss the "trauma of being misdiagnosed" and an underlying fear of the mental health medical field.They also talk about how a lack of understanding of mental health can make people feel "broken" and "stuck". The conversation covers the concept of neuroplasticity and how understanding it can reduce feelings of hopelessness.The discussion further explores the history of mental health diagnoses, including the DSM and the now-removed diagnosis of "hysteria".They connect these historical diagnoses to systemic issues like patriarchy and the misdiagnosis of women and queer people. The episode concludes with a conversation about the general distrust many people have with the medical system and how they can be retraumatized when attempting to seek help.The discussion further explores the history of mental health diagnoses, including the DSM and the now-removed diagnosis of "hysteria". They connect these historical diagnoses to systemic issues like patriarchy and the misdiagnosis of women and queer people. The episode concludes with a conversation about the general distrust many people have with the medical system and how they can be retraumatized when attempting to seek help.Patreon: https://patreon.com/kylievincentthefirst?utm_medium=unknown&utm_source=join_link&utm_campaign=creatorshare_creator&utm_content=copyLinkbeacons.ai/kylievincent

The Trauma of Being an American | Trauma Queen PodcastIn this episode I kick off my new format, *The Trauma Of…*, starting with **the trauma of being an American.**I talk about what it means to grow up Gen Z in a country where mass shootings and lockdown drills are normal, and how that shaped me during the Parkland era and beyond. I unpack the shooting of Charlie Kirk, not just as a headline but as an example of who gets to claim victimhood in America, and why our reactions to violence are so politicized.I get into abortion—my own experience, how the left polices the way women are “allowed” to talk about it, and the reality of living in a country where maternal mortality rates climb while access gets stripped away. I also take on resilience culture: the way survivors are praised for “bouncing back” instead of anyone questioning why we had to survive it in the first place.All of it ties back to the American myths of freedom, denial, and polarization—how both the right and the left are failing us, and why survival in this country gets mistaken for strength.Where to find meInstagram: @kylievincenthasrisenTikTok: @kylievincentthefirstShows & Merch: Beacons.ai/kylievincentthefirstSources and references in this episode include:* *The Daily* (Michael Barbaro + Robert Draper) on Charlie Kirkhttps://www.youtube.com/watch?v=sODN9H3pgdU* *This Is Propaganda* with Amelia Bonner on abortion storytellinghttps://open.spotify.com/episode/4OHkHLm0TRmpORlT4zrT4a?si=fkSFP04QSxGYjfjubIRtMg* Amanda Montell’s *Magical Overthinker* on resilience culturehttps://open.spotify.com/episode/3xsTIrsNxir1kLIudEazyr?si=gBBrg_dnQ_qdUZzjvJPWXg

This week I dig up my old “Dear Salt” series (like Dear Sugar, but if she had cPTSD and worse boundaries). A listener writes in about getting harassed while babysitting in New York, and we spiral into what it means to protect kids, cry on public transit, and still feel like a “bad feminist” because you didn’t scream at a 6’7” man on the sidewalk.I talk about coming off a pharmaceutical buffet of antidepressants, dating while avoidantly attached, and why my best relationship is still with my dog. Also: Target food court trauma, Michelle Obama ruining soft pretzels, and why the only recourse against men might be public humiliation.If you’ve ever replayed an interaction with a creep 400 times, this one’s for you. It’s unhinged, funny, and deeply unserious about very serious things.New episodes every Friday.Submit to Dear Salt: https://docs.google.com/forms/d/e/1FAIpQLScxqPekor9OsC-Sx4Z0qRwFtedkIYiGh3wvsRiJK5CCXcChPQ/viewform?usp=pp_urlFollow me: https://www.instagram.com/kylievincenthasrisen/Watch my comedy special Bird: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=cJmNJYOBslUKeywords: trauma comedy podcast, queer comedian, survivor stories, feminist humor, antidepressant recovery, avoidant attachment, Kylie Vincent

an archived episode from youtube from an advice submission:I struggle with the idea of being a survivor. I have guilt that my assault(s) don't take up much space in my mind. In my day to day, I don't think of it much, but when I'm in a similar setting as when it occurred (a physical therapy session) I get really anxious, uncomfortable, sweaty, and angry. It makes me upset that I never said anything, and it makes me upset that I feel like imposter syndrome about it. I do feel it wasn't as bad as others' experiences have been, but I know that doesn't mean that my experience wasn't painful- it still violated me, crossed my boundaries and was evil. It was so subtle, that's what was so evil about it. Felt nuanced and so I didn't report anything because I felt so confused. I've been confused about it for years. I feel nervous going to the gynecologist and I just get emotional whenever I have to lay down in a medical setting and expose myself. Overall- I'm okay, I feel alright. I think it's just those settings I remember anything even happened to me, and that makes me feel guilty. I feel guilty that I feel okay, that my mind hasn't processed it on some level. Also I just want to say thank you for creating a space for me and this resource. <3 you're amazing.SUBMIT YOUR STORY HERE FOR ADVICE: https://docs.google.com/forms/d/e/1FAIpQLScxqPekor9OsC-Sx4Z0qRwFtedkIYiGh3wvsRiJK5CCXcChPQ/viewform?usp=pp_urlnew instagram: @kylievincenthasrisenpatreon for exclusive content: https://patreon.com/kylievincentthefirst?utm_medium=unknown&utm_source=join_link&utm_campaign=creatorshare_creator&utm_content=copyLinkeverything else: beacons.ai/kylievincent#sasurvivor #survivor #trauma #advice #darkcomedy

Kylie Vincent's "Trauma Queen Diaries" podcast is known for its Gen-Z dark humor, which she uses to address taboo but relatable topics such as mental illness and familial abuse. In her own words, she created the persona of "Trauma Queen" to "own that title and not feel like a a victim of that title, a victim of trauma". Instead, she positions herself as a "survivor of trauma and a queen who has kind of like, come through it".The podcast is a medium for Vincent's creative visual storytelling, with her content often being described as a combination of "misery memoir and wryly observational humour". The show aims to make people feel "less alone in their trauma" by being honest, hilarious, and tear-jerking.The show is described as a "heartfelt, thought-provoking piece that can make anyone feel less alone in their trauma". Vincent's approach is to address trauma in a way that is not sensationalized or self-indulgent, using comedy as a defense mechanism to navigate her own difficult life experiences. The podcast is not the only project under the "Trauma Queen" name; Vincent also has a book series titled Trauma Queen Diaries vol 1.The podcast discusses various aspects of healing from trauma, with some SEO keywords including mental health journey, depression survival story, suicide prevention, parenting with trauma, and generational trauma. The show focuses on normalizing conversations around challenging experiences and providing a free resource for survivors and allies to find "active and productive steps forward".

This week on Trauma Queen, Kylie Vincent records from the kitchen floor — where all great breakdowns (and breakthroughs) happen. In a world that’s burning, both online and off, she unpacks what it means to stay soft, angry, and outspoken when your vulnerability keeps getting weaponized — whether by algorithms or actual people.From getting banned off Instagram for calling out abuse, to navigating PTSD, abortion recovery, and broken friendships, this episode asks: how do we hold onto connection when trust keeps getting ripped away? What’s the cost of being honest, especially as a queer artist? And is it still possible to be hopeful — even if you don’t have God, Instagram, or your uterus anymore?This is a love letter to the survivors, the truth-tellers, the emotionally translucent gays, and the chaotic girls who still post from the ashes. Hope you’re doing okay. I’m not, but I am funny about it.💥 Watch my special ⁠BIRD on YouTube⁠ (yes, it will change your life)🎟️ Come see my ⁠live shows⁠ — NYC + LA dates up now🛍️ Grab the new ⁠MERCH DROP⁠ — limited run, unhinged & wearable📸 Follow my backup IG: ⁠@kylievincenthasrisen & @freekylievincent⁠✨ Support the pod + BTS chaos: ⁠Patreon⁠queer mental health podcast, PTSD storytelling, abortion comedy, banned from Instagram, Kylie Vincent comedian, feminist stand-up, Trauma Queen Podcast, LGBTQ+ creator podcast, social media censorship, queer comedy special, solo podcast Gen Z, feminist rant, queer storytelling, comedy about trauma, healing through humor

On this solo ep, I’m on my rock-and-roll girlboss shit, recording from my new lil studio apartment (not the van, mama, we upgraded). I talk about what it’s like learning how to have a home after being on the road with my wheelchair-bound soulmate Bonnie, missing her like crazy, and how we’re prepping to head back to New York. We get into separating art from the artist, living with conflicted reverence for the messed-up men who’ve made the media that raised us (Alfred Hitchcock, Father John Misty, I’m looking at you).I also touch on:the beauty of intentional gifts and DIY collage artthe healing power of cloggingschool trauma (aka why I still have nightmares about algebra)crying at a wedding and crying at a concerthow Bonnie has a fuller social life than meand what it means to move forward, even with a broken heart, a broke wallet, and some broken bones from capitalism.It’s chaotic. It’s cozy. It’s a window-washed ep of spirals, softness, and revelations.Keywords: trauma podcast, comedy podcast, solo episode, Kylie Vincent, queer comedian, dog mom, Father John Misty, Alfred Hitchcock, art vs artist, ADHD living, vanlife to apartment, Gen Z podcast, Bonnie the dog, neurodivergent creativity, emotional support animal, cancel culture comedy, millennial burnout, sad girl standup

This week on Trauma Queen, I sit down with LA comic and trans icon Effie for a convo that ricochets from Grindr ghouls to growing up evangelical, to how being horny and touch-deprived might actually be a gender. We talk about the brain not being done baking until you're 25, quitting cigs for gender affirming surgery, trans religious trauma, and why women dating men is the new taboo. Also: self-care as punishment, the girls finally showing up at the club, and our plan to rob the church. It’s messy, hot, and real as hell.Topics:trans comedy, religious trauma, queer dating, self-care fatigue, growing up Christian, stand-up in LA, gender and sexuality, cancel culture, shadowbanning, horny feminismTags:#TraumaQueenPodcast #TransComedian #ReligiousTrauma #QueerComedy #LAStandUp #CPTSD #GenderTalk #ComedyPodcast #QueerVoices #KylieVincent #EffieStandUpBonus content on the Patreon!Trauma Queen ZinesFollow me and Effie on Socials!

Kylie Vincent is back in their chaotic little corner, serving you raw truth and caffeinated delusions about IUD pain, the trauma of the Depo shot, hormonal acne, and why men need to suffer a little. We dive into women's health, birth control regret, CPTSD slow processing, and returning to Brooklyn after an abortion.She talks about being the "hottest girl in the psych ward," the goth girl you were warned about in high school and what it means to reclaim your body, your voice, and your own damn narrative in a world that still doesn’t want to hear women speak about abortion or rage.Also: stories of living in a van, performing new stand-up about her abortion, having girls nights that don’t hurt, and learning to exist without shame—even when the man who ghosted you post-pregnancy is watching your stories.Keywords: trauma podcast, abortion storytelling, cPTSD podcast, women’s health, birth control horror stories, Depo shot acne, Brooklyn comedy, solo show, queer comedian, stand-up about abortion, Kylie Vincent podcast, feminist podcast, ADHD and hormones, chaotic women pod, vanlife comedian, healing after abortionJoin the patreon for exclusive content!Abortion Zine!Schedule an appointment at planned parenthoodSee Kylie Live <3

In this raw and unfiltered solo episode, Kylie Vincent takes you inside the real, messy, painful, funny world of getting an IUD—post-abortion, post-hormonal crash, and deep in her Manic Pixie Dream Girl phase. From projectile vomiting on a Palm Springs girls trip to managing life with a paralyzed dog named Bonnie, Kylie shares the deeply personal, sometimes hilarious, sometimes gutting details of navigating reproductive healthcare in America right now.She talks about why she rushed to Planned Parenthood, the pain no one warns you about, how it compares to her abortion, the support she got (shoutout to the soft boy with cookies), and why making music on weed and Tylenol was the only way to survive the night.We get into defunding clinics, the power of community DMs, horny energy post-birth control, dating while bleeding, and how to advocate for yourself in the stirrups.TW: abortion, IUD insertion, chronic pain, medical trauma, bodily fluids (lol), and being too hot to be this inflamed.💌 Subscribe to the Patreon for the abortion zine, updates, and bonus episodes. 🎤 Catch Kylie on tour—Brooklyn + LA shows coming up.🌿 Shoutout to w33d, crickets, and creative coping.

on today's trauma queen podcast with kylie vincent we talk all about emotions and trauma. emotional avoidance, the "ick", anxious attachment, and boundaries.we answer listener's questions on how to deal with avoidance with emotions and trauma and communication. leading with love, care, and knowing yourself. TRAUMA QUEENS UNITE!join patreon! https://patreon.com/kylievincentthefirst?utm_medium=unknown&utm_source=join_link&utm_campaign=creatorshare_creator&utm_content=copyLinktrauma queen zine! https://www.blurb.com/b/12461160-abortion-storyfollow me and all my abusrdity! https://www.instagram.com/kylievincentthefirsthow do you gage who do be vulnerable with?how do you follow your gut?how do get close to people despite the mind body inclination to run away?black out memories?

In this candid and unfiltered episode of the Trauma Queen Podcast, Kylie Vincent invites listeners into her world as she navigates the complex aftermath of an abortion, two and a half months later. She openly discusses the "psychedelic" pain of her second period since the procedure , and shares why a beer at 7:30 PM is a perfectly understandable coping mechanism. With her "famously the world's worst producer" – her disabled dog, Bonnie – by her side , the host humorously reflects on her decision to save her family from Bonnie's potential baby-eating tendencies.This episode also delves into her journey of coming off SSRIs, describing the profound experience of being able to "feel things again" after years. She touches upon deeply personal topics, including a history of misdiagnosed mood disorders, chronic complex PTSD from childhood trauma, and the frustrating reality of how women's chronic illnesses are often overlooked in the medical system.Beyond the profound, the episode injects signature "Trauma Queen" humor with a hilarious recount of a "finance bro" who recently got Botox in his armpits. The host bravely explores themes of vulnerability in dating, the challenge of accepting compliments, and the desire for genuine connection in a world that often shies away from discussing sensitive topics like assault aftermath. She emphasizes the importance of authenticity, both in her art and personal life, and how it attracts genuine connections.PATREONhttps://patreon.com/kylievincentthefirst?utm_medium=unknown&utm_source=join_link&utm_campaign=creatorshare_creator&utm_content=copyLinkZINEhttps://www.blurb.com/b/12461160-abortion-storyKeywords: abortion experience, post-abortion recovery, SSRI withdrawal, mental health journey, C-PTSD, complex PTSD, women's health issues, chronic illness, dating challenges, vulnerability, authenticity, emotional healing, comedy podcast, personal storytelling, candid conversations, modern relationships, self-discovery, humor in trauma, unique perspectives, Los Angeles life, Botox for sweating, dog owner.

Join your Trauma Queen, Kylie Vincent, in this raw and honest episode as she shares her personal journey post-abortion, a little over a month after her experience. Kylie delves into the complex emotions of feeling hopeless and useless, yet finding profound ways to connect with her body and navigate intense societal feelings.In this powerful conversation, Kylie reflects on the current state of the world, dissecting the lack of empathy and the pervasive brainwashing that she believes is stripping away human connection. She doesn't shy away from expressing her rage towards the administration and encourages listeners to focus their energy on the "big bad guys."This episode offers a candid look into:Post-abortion healing and emotional processingCoping with feelings of hopelessness and personal agencyThe impact of societal conditions on empathyCritiques of political leadership and cultural influencesFinding strength amidst trauma and frustrationTune in for a deeply personal and thought-provoking discussion that will resonate with anyone navigating challenging times, seeking to understand complex emotions, and looking for a voice that speaks truth to power.Trauma Queen Podcast, Kylie Vincent, post-abortion, abortion experience, emotional healing, hopelessness, empathy, societal issues, political critique, personal journey, mental health, trauma recovery, podcast for women, current events, social commentary.new trauma queen zine: abortion out nowhttps://www.blurb.com/b/12461160-abortion-guidesubscribe to patreon & follow on IG: https://patreon.com/kylievincentthefirst?utm_medium=unknown&utm_source=join_link&utm_campaign=creatorshare_creator&utm_content=copyLink@kylievincentthefirst #TraumaQueenPodcast #KylieVincent #PostAbortion #AbortionHealing #MentalHealth #Empathy #SocietalIssues #Podcast #PersonalStory #TraumaRecovery #WomensHealth #HealingJourney #CandidConversations #CurrentEvents #SocialJustice

Alright, settle in, because this isn't just any podcast. This is, and I don't say this lightly, a tight-lipped podcast. Yeah, we keep it, we keep it contained. We keep it young and tight. Remember when I used to say that all the time? That was my whole thing. People associated that with me. And that feels good, to be associated with being young and tight.So, here's the deal. We're doing news headlines. But not, like, everyone's dying headlines (I was crying before this looking at headline updates). No, no, no. This is a pre-pod world. Chris Evans proposed to his wife, Alba, and he thinks he screwed it up. And you're like, 'What did he do?' Let me tell you, that guy, he's beautiful, but at what cost? He tried to learn 'Will you marry me?' in Portuguese. Practiced all week. So much that he was making an omelet and just started saying it. Like a song. But it's not a song. It's 'Will you marry me?'. And we found out, it's actually really easy to learn Portuguese. He's a f**king bitch, I hate Chris Evans.Then, then we get into it. Phineas and Ferb is returning. Forty new episodes. Forty! That's, that's a lot for what that show is. I had crippling anxiety watching that show because they never got caught. Candace was so close every time. The mom just thought she was a narc. That bothered me. The mom was a gaslighter. We're talking songs from that show. "Busted". I wanted them to get busted.And then, and this is big, this is where it gets real. I asked about wife swap. Who would I wife swap with? Gypsy Rose Blanchard. Yeah, I want to co-parent with Gypsy for a week. And you're going to ask, 'What was it like killing your mommy?' I want to get into it. And then I find out she's complaining about money, but she's going to Sally Beauty and dyeing her hair all the damn time. Twenty bucks? Girl, I shop at Sally's, you're dropping sixties! We're also talking about crushes. What does a crush mean to you? I've been journaling daily about this since 2014. My first crush, Daniel. My mom would hear me in my room, 'Daniel!' because that was the code to my diary. A real crush is using them as your bank passcode. And then, we talk about Skype. Ali was getting targeted by pedophiles on Skype. Just dicks on the screen. But not me, you know, some people get massive opportunities.Category: Comedy, Cultural Commentary, Unscripted, Entertainment, Pop Culture Keywords: Chris Evans, Phineas and Ferb, Gypsy Rose Blanchard, pop culture, comedy, unscripted, satire, ironic, celebrity, relationships, childhood, internet, Skype, entertainment, funny podcast, bizarre, cringe, dramatic.Follow us @kylievincentthefirst & @alicekaywaller

In this highly anticipated episode back of the Trauma Queen Pod, host Kylie Vincent invites listeners into her remarkably candid world, sharing a journey that navigates the unexpected twists of life. With her signature blend of raw honesty and sharp wit, Kyle recounts the realities of post-abortion recovery—including the rather unscripted experience of hormonal shifts leading to an unforgettable incident in Palm Springs. (Spoiler: it wasn't the cocktails, and Planned Parenthood apparently omits that detail from their pamphlets.)Beyond the intimate health updates, Kylie humorously chronicles her unconventional past, from embracing minimalist living in an SUV and a custom van to surviving less-than-ideal circumstances in a New York apartment that felt straight out of a Dickens novel. Now, listeners will discover how this nomadic path unexpectedly led her to a surprisingly serene (and blessedly secluded) LA canyon apartment, where her nervous system has, against all odds, found its zen.Joining Kylie (and occasionally rousing from a nap) is her affectionately dubbed "worst producer in the world," Bonnie, adding another layer of charming chaos to the mix. For those seeking relatable stories, a good laugh, and proof that even the most challenging experiences can be approached with humor, this episode is a must-listen.In this episode, listeners will explore:Kylie Vincent's refreshingly honest account of abortion recovery and its less-talked-about hormonal aftermath.The comedic realities of her unique housing history, from four wheels to cramped city living, culminating in mountain tranquility.Her candid (and perhaps slightly cynical) take on wealth, privilege, and the daily grind.The unexpected joys of finding peace amidst personal upheaval.And an introduction to the pod's famously sleepy producer.Tune into the Trauma Queen Podcast for an unfiltered, witty, and surprisingly therapeutic dive into life's more embarrassing (and ultimately empowering) moments.

Trauma Queen Podcast by Kylie VincentS2: Abortion GuideIn this multi part Abortion Guide, 25 year old ex mother Kylie Vincent takes you through what to expect when you're not expecting. (TW abortion, mental health, addiciton, etc.)In Part 1, Kylie takes you to through all the events leading up to finding out she had been pregnant for almost two months. Follow Kylie on IG & TikTok: @kylievincentthefirstSee Kylie Vincent Live!: beacons.ai/kylievincentthefirstJoin Patreon for bonus: patreon.com/kylievincentthefirstAbortion Resources: https://www.abortionfinder.org/https://www.plancpills.org/https://www.plannedparenthood.org/planned-parenthood-hudson-peconic/patient-resources/abortion?utm_source=google_cpc&utm_medium=ad_grant&utm_campaign=cbc_ggrant_our_services&utm_content=get_abortion&gad_source=1&gclid=CjwKCAjwwe2_BhBEEiwAM1I7sZCiSweqcDilbRWkbyLPgw_FRFAIFOhwaFif49YYs9ZsG98dRadwUBoCNHcQAvD_BwE---"...I’m very lucky to have been in California at the time of my positive pregnancy test as someone who spends a lot of time in the south. The planned parenthood was able to offer me low income treatment for $50. I am still processing and healing but I plan to be transparent for all my femme followers that have gone through similar experiences and might endure in the future.I want to thank all my friends and chosen family for all the support. I was able to access affordable, non judgmental, safe care with a room to stay in and people that care about me.That being said, I have two solo show dates scheduled in LA @juniorhighla on April 20th & 27th. I thought about cancelling because my new solo show is very physical and just me for a hour 15 about more taboo topics, but I risk a cancellation fee from the venue that I can’t afford.On top of that, performing and doing my art is very healing and connective for me. I would really appreciate it if you guys passed along the show info to your LA peeps, so I don’t have to worry about ticket sales or cancellation fees as I recover.I promise I will give my whole heart and soul to the show and the thought of seeing all my baddies there to support would really mean a lot.Thank you and sending love from me and Bonnie always xo."

hey I’m 7 weeks pregnant and currently going through the abortion process after 4 weeks of undiagnosed constant nausea and throwing up (haven’t had a real meal in a month) with no answers including from ER doctors who did not do my urine test until literally 2 days ago after the second time I went to the ER with no relief from the constant hell I’ve been in the last two weeks.I just turned 25 I live in a van, low income af as I continue to peruse my artist dreams, disabled dog mom, and no “traditional family” support, but huge chosen family support....(cont. below)Trauma Queen Podcast by Kylie VincentS2: Abortion GuideE1: Part 4In this multi part Abortion Guide, 25 year old ex mother Kylie Vincent takes you through what to expect when you're not expecting. (TW abortion, mental health, addiciton, etc.)Follow Kylie on IG & TikTok: @kylievincentthefirstSee Kylie Vincent Live!: beacons.ai/kylievincentthefirstJoin Patreon for bonus: patreon.com/kylievincentthefirstAbortion Resources: https://www.abortionfinder.org/https://www.plancpills.org/https://www.plannedparenthood.org/planned-parenthood-hudson-peconic/patient-resources/abortion?utm_source=google_cpc&utm_medium=ad_grant&utm_campaign=cbc_ggrant_our_services&utm_content=get_abortion&gad_source=1&gclid=CjwKCAjwwe2_BhBEEiwAM1I7sZCiSweqcDilbRWkbyLPgw_FRFAIFOhwaFif49YYs9ZsG98dRadwUBoCNHcQAvD_BwE---"...I’m very lucky to have been in California at the time of my positive pregnancy test as someone who spends a lot of time in the south. The planned parenthood was able to offer me low income treatment for $50. I am still processing and healing but I plan to be transparent for all my femme followers that have gone through similar experiences and might endure in the future.I want to thank all my friends and chosen family for all the support. I was able to access affordable, non judgmental, safe care with a room to stay in and people that care about me.That being said, I have two solo show dates scheduled in LA @juniorhighla on April 20th & 27th. I thought about cancelling because my new solo show is very physical and just me for a hour 15 about more taboo topics, but I risk a cancellation fee from the venue that I can’t afford.On top of that, performing and doing my art is very healing and connective for me. I would really appreciate it if you guys passed along the show info to your LA peeps, so I don’t have to worry about ticket sales or cancellation fees as I recover.I promise I will give my whole heart and soul to the show and the thought of seeing all my baddies there to support would really mean a lot.Thank you and sending love from me and Bonnie always xo."

Trauma Queen Podcast by Kylie VincentS2: Abortion GuideE3: Part 3In this multi-part Abortion Guide, 25 year old ex mother Kylie Vincent takes you through what to expect when you're not expecting. In Part 3, Kylie gets to Los Angeles, California and runs out of her Zofran medication, which causes her to have around the clock sickness again, unable to keep food or beverages down. Her relationship with doctors and hospitals as someone with a chronic illness (autoimmune disease). In addition, Kylie talks about the family she met camping last summer living out of the van and since then they have grown close and been there for her like family. During this sickness, Kylie was taken in by them.On April 9th, two days after Kylie's 25th birthday, after days of not being able to do anything or keep food down, she took herself to the ER room again (this time in California). The doctor asks if there's a chance of pregnancy, Kylie doesn't think this is the case as nothing "happened" the last time she had sex two months ago that would cause this. Also, she had no idea hyperdermis existed. After talking about it on social media, multiple mothers say the experienced this type of horrible pregnancy that caused them to be sick the ENTIRE PREGNANCY! Kylie also talks adopting one day, intergenerational trauma, abusive childhood homes, how she found out she was pregnant, and the certainty of what was going to happen next, but the uncertainty of how painful it would really be. (TW abortion, mental health, addiciton, etc.)Follow Kylie on IG & TikTok: @kylievincentthefirstSee Kylie Vincent Live!: beacons.ai/kylievincentthefirstJoin Patreon for bonus: patreon.com/kylievincentthefirstAbortion Resources: https://www.abortionfinder.org/https://www.plancpills.org/https://www.plannedparenthood.org/planned-parenthood-hudson-peconic/patient-resources/abortion?utm_source=google_cpc&utm_medium=ad_grant&utm_campaign=cbc_ggrant_our_services&utm_content=get_abortion&gad_source=1&gclid=CjwKCAjwwe2_BhBEEiwAM1I7sZCiSweqcDilbRWkbyLPgw_FRFAIFOhwaFif49YYs9ZsG98dRadwUBoCNHcQAvD_BwE

Trauma Queen Podcast by Kylie VincentS2: Abortion GuideE2: Part 2In this multi-part Abortion Guide, 25 year old ex mother Kylie Vincent takes you through what to expect when you're not expecting. In Part 2, Kylie discusses how her pregnancy went undetected for two months despite going to the ER multiple times, they did not give her a urine test. The horrors of medical care in America, the gut feeling of knowing when something is wrong with your body, but being gaslit as a woman, taking care of her dog while she was sick and pregnant, traveling while pregnant (unknowingly), being out of work and financially surviving during sickness, pregnancy, and abortion. In addition, hypodermis pregnancy, red flags of pregnancy (sensitivity to all senses), the father of her unborn child who struggles with addiction, invasive medical treatment like an ultrasound. The vulnerability of being romantic, prioritizing work over romantic relationships, confronting someone you love with addiction, being demisexual. Kylie also addresses the complex emotions behind having feelings for the person you got pregnant from and how he showed up during the abortion process (he didn't at all). Kylie is no stranger to loving people with the disease of addiction, growing up with her Aunt who later passed from an overdose. (TW abortion, mental health, addiciton, etc.)Follow Kylie on IG & TikTok: @kylievincentthefirstSee Kylie Vincent Live!: beacons.ai/kylievincentthefirstJoin Patreon for bonus: patreon.com/kylievincentthefirstAbortion Resources: https://www.abortionfinder.org/https://www.plancpills.org/https://www.plannedparenthood.org/planned-parenthood-hudson-peconic/patient-resources/abortion utm_source=google_cpc&utm_medium=ad_grant&utm_campaign=cbc_ggrant_our_services&utm_content=get_abortion&gad_source=1&gclid=CjwKCAjwwe2_BhBEEiwAM1I7sZCiSweqcDilbRWkbyLPgw_FRFAIFOhwaFif49YYs9ZsG98dRadwUBoCNHcQAvD_BwE

hey I’m 7 weeks pregnant and currently going through the abortion process after 4 weeks of undiagnosed constant nausea and throwing up (haven’t had a real meal in a month) with no answers including from ER doctors who did not do my urine test until literally 2 days ago after the second time I went to the ER with no relief from the constant hell I’ve been in the last two weeks.I just turned 25 I live in a van, low income af as I continue to peruse my artist dreams, disabled dog mom, and no “traditional family” support, but huge chosen family support....(cont. below)Trauma Queen Podcast by Kylie VincentS2: Abortion Guide, E1: Part 1In this multi part Abortion Guide, 25 year old ex mother Kylie Vincent takes you through what to expect when you're not expecting. (TW abortion, mental health, addiciton, etc.)In Part 1, Kylie takes you to through all the events leading up to finding out she had been pregnant for almost two months. Follow Kylie on IG & TikTok: instagram.com/kylievincentthefirstSee Kylie Vincent Live!: beacons.ai/kylievincentthefirstJoin Patreon for bonus: patreon.com/kylievincentthefirstAbortion Resources: https://www.abortionfinder.org/https://www.plancpills.org/https://www.plannedparenthood.org/planned-parenthood-hudson-peconic/patient-resources/abortion?utm_source=google_cpc&utm_medium=ad_grant&utm_campaign=cbc_ggrant_our_services&utm_content=get_abortion&gad_source=1&gclid=CjwKCAjwwe2_BhBEEiwAM1I7sZCiSweqcDilbRWkbyLPgw_FRFAIFOhwaFif49YYs9ZsG98dRadwUBoCNHcQAvD_BwE---"...I’m very lucky to have been in California at the time of my positive pregnancy test as someone who spends a lot of time in the south. The planned parenthood was able to offer me low income treatment for $50. I am still processing and healing but I plan to be transparent for all my femme followers that have gone through similar experiences and might endure in the future.I want to thank all my friends and chosen family for all the support. I was able to access affordable, non judgmental, safe care with a room to stay in and people that care about me.That being said, I have two solo show dates scheduled in LA @juniorhighla on April 20th & 27th. I thought about cancelling because my new solo show is very physical and just me for a hour 15 about more taboo topics, but I risk a cancellation fee from the venue that I can’t afford.On top of that, performing and doing my art is very healing and connective for me. I would really appreciate it if you guys passed along the show info to your LA peeps, so I don’t have to worry about ticket sales or cancellation fees as I recover.I promise I will give my whole heart and soul to the show and the thought of seeing all my baddies there to support would really mean a lot.Thank you and sending love from me and Bonnie always xo."

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Back in the booth solo, back in Pamela Vanderson mode, and back in the same trauma cycles I swore I’d broken. We’re talking clarity, self-delusion, and the mental gymnastics required to convince yourself you’re “healed.” Also, Bonnie’s officially producing this podcast now, which means things might actually run smoothly—against all odds.Other topics on the docket: - Bonnie's adoption story- pandemic love, relationship- living with jewish family , comparing my jewish family -vaping and accutance -depo shot- taking care of my body in LA- elon musk is random by spreading his seed- time is privilege - being home schooled by myself when I was 14- living in a beach town- RHOOC, but poor- too financially responsible, now not- jobs i worked in NYC- my grandparents are from NYC- my heaven is conservatives serving me coffee and i don't tip them-artists wayFollow meKylie: [@kylievincentthefirst] on Instagram & TikTokSupport the pod and get bonus content: [patreon.com/kylievincentthefirst]Other stuff: www.beacons.ai/kylievincent#TraumaQueenPodcast #elonmusk #QueerComedy #NonbinaryComedians #GenZHumor #BreakTheRules #StandUpComedy #UnhingedAndThriving #genzhumor Tap in.

This week on Trauma Queen, I’m joined by stand-up comedian and Reductress writer Freddie Shanel. Freddie started doing comedy at 11—at school assemblies. In Singapore. We talk about growing up under strict rules, learning how to break them (including gender), and how they went from doing censored kid comedy to being a silly personal comedian.If you’ve ever repressed your entire personality for survival, used comedy as a coping mechanism, or realized gender is just another rule to break, this episode is for you.Listen now or live a life of regret. Your call.Follow us:Kylie: [@kylievincentthefirst] on Instagram & TikTokFreddie: [@freddieshanel1] on Instagram & TikTokSupport the pod and get bonus content: [patreon.com/kylievincentthefirst]#TraumaQueenPodcast #FreddieShanel #QueerComedy #NonbinaryComedians #GenZHumor #BreakTheRules #StandUpComedy #UnhingedAndThriving

Jamie Wolf just got dumped, and instead of processing it like a healthy person, he’s here. We talk about heartbreak, humiliation, and the mental gymnastics required to convince yourself you don’t deserve it.Also, fun fact: we’ve both been institutionalized. So naturally, we compare notes on psych ward life—the characters, the chaos, and the moment you realize the guy pacing in circles isn’t leaving anytime soon.If you’ve ever dated the wrong person, taken the wrong meds, or looked a psychiatrist in the eye and lied through your teeth to get discharged, this one’s for you.Listen now. Or don’t. Either way, we’ll be fine (we won’t).Follow us:Kylie: [@kylievincentthefirst] on Instagram & TikTokJamie: [@jamiewolfcomedy] on Instagram & TikTokSupport the pod and get bonus content: [patreon.com/kylievincentthefirst]PTSD Madlib Book ready to order !https://www.blurb.com/b/12308398#TraumaQueenPodcast #JamieWolf #BreakupsAreHell #PsychWardAllStars #ImFineItsFine #DarkHumor #UnwellAndUnbothered

This week, I unravel elegantly with my best friends, Eric Osovsky (singer) and Miranda Swain (actress). We’re embodying straight-guy-podcast confidence, but with self-awareness and better banter. Expect chaotic debates, unsolicited advice, and some heartfelt moments buried under layers of irony.Dry humor, reckless honesty, and just enough self-delusion to keep things interesting. If you love conversations that teeter between genius and total nonsense, welcome to Trauma Queen podcast!!Join the Patreon for additional unhinged content!https://patreon.com/kylievincentthefirst?utm_medium=clipboard_copy&utm_source=copyLink&utm_campaign=creatorshare_creator&utm_content=join_linkFollow Eric: https://www.instagram.com/ericosovskyFollow Miranda:https://www.instagram.com/mirandaswainFollow me:https://www.instagram.com/kylievincentthefirst#TraumaQueenPodcast #ComedyPodcast #RedScareVibes #Unfiltered #friends #friendpodcasts #unwellpodcast #redscarepodcast

In this episode of the Trauma Queen Podcast, host Kylie Vincent is joined by hilarious Naomi Karavani, stand-up comedian with an amazing special you should all check out now called Firecracker. Donate to the patreon please! I am making everything all by myself I am drowning -Kylie Naomi opens up about the behind-the-scenes madness of filming her comedy special, including the unexpected help she enlisted in a parking lot. She also shares her wildest—and most unforgettable—story about a “diaper daddy” with unique preferences, proving once again that truth is stranger (and funnier) than fiction. Kylie and Naomi don’t shy away from heavier topics, navigating conversations about trauma, the role of comedy in processing difficult experiences, and the absurd realities of modern America. There’s also plenty of levity as they riff on everything from the enduring hotness of Luigi to Kylie’s overdue crash course on cocaine culture. This episode is a must-listen for fans of bold, boundary-pushing comedy, unfiltered storytelling, and insightful takes on what it means to laugh through life’s challenges. #TraumaQueenPodcast #NaomiKaravani #FirecrackerComedy #StandUpComedian #DiaperDaddyStories #HotLuigi #ComedyWithHeart

ACAB = All Cops Are Beautiful? Trauma Queen Podcast: This week, Kylie Vincent (stand-up comic, certified vibe) and KC Schornima (SNL weekend update writer, sauna Casanova, stand-up comedian) catch up on all the drama. Highlights include: Kylie monetizing hangs. KC confessing she slept with a hot cop once (oops), impressing women in steamy saunas, connecting with the youth at college shows, and attempting to cancel the youth. It’s unhinged, it’s relatable, and it’s exactly what your serotonin-starved brain needs. Perfect for gays, girls, survivors, and everyone who enjoys comedy that’s funny and slightly unwell. #TraumaQueenPodcast #ChaoticEnergy #HotCopConfessions #GenZHumor #ACABbutMakeItFlirtyJoin the patreon! https://patreon.com/kylievincentthefirst?utm_medium=unknown&utm_source=join_link&utm_campaign=creatorshare_creator&utm_content=copyLink

happy new years babies! 2025 and we're movin' on some scary sh*t! hope you guys didn't have the worst holidays and you're not feeling dead inside. cos same mamma! today's episode is just kylie vincent. they are so relatable they can talk to themselves for 40 minutes wahoo! okay, so i've been having nightmares. are you a nonbinary b word with CPTSD? Then strap in honey. Sexual trauma makes for sleep deprevation, can't get up in the morning because i have to take the sleeping medication in order to sleep, vicious cycle aint it? whatever the world is gonna end in like 4 days anyway. but you know what helps? These patches that were prescribed to me to help with CPTSD episodes are called clonidine patches!! https://medium.com/@kylierosevincent/cptsd-hot-girl-disorder-c0fa49488639 my relationship with my body and mind, not knowing left from right as a child when you're uncomfortable all the time, you become uncomfortable in your own skin https://medium.com/@kylierosevincent/the-seasons-of-my-abuse-9d98d1da6cc5 how i got into standup https://youtu.be/DfxmynQfsGw im in new york, show tonight at scorpion records!! https://www.instagram.com/p/DELgfo8xeCr/?utm_source=ig_web_copy_link&igsh=MzRlODBiNWFlZA== talking about my exes , what kind of relationship i want in the future, hoping for a long distance relationship, i love being alone, im a closeted polyamarous person, mommy kink, gentle, passionate, silly loves im friends with people who would buy a ball gag on a sunday morning let people figure things out themselves!! when has forcing something to happen ever work?i can'r be with ppl who share shame during sex kareoke in durham north carolina sex with strangers its not my favorite thing. sleepovers are TOUGH. if we dont have a repore, im not queefing. dating with being on a strict sleep schedule lmao. never been good at staying in one place to know me is to know that i enjoy a lot of things on my own. being an entertainer socially on instagram.com/kylievincentthefirst the feeling and aura of dreams shame, disgust, confusion, anger, and a huge desperation of why why became a parent if you don't want to be for the hard stuff? its like any relationship, you have to be there for the bad, to get the benefits of the good who is actively trying to be a better person, it's not being perfect, it's been honest that you're not male approval honestly hour, thank you 2024 for supporting bird, keep watching, more to come babies! https://youtu.be/cJmNJYOBslU

Kylie Vincent (comedian/artist) is joined by her best friend Ali Waller (artist/sofunnydoesn'tneedtodoitforvalidationonstageeverynighttypecomedianbeat) i flew to stay with ali in durham north carolina. here is our durham vlog: https://youtu.be/1qeyAHIEPdg ali and i's relationship status is complicated. is she my ex or is she my girl? kylie is poly? we have a heated debate obviously kylie and ali are they, but fiscally he because what the hell is up with this wage gap we talk about trauma informed art...that's how Ali and I met and that's ALi's SHT! please go support her amazing art god i love this woman.... we talk about sex work and our relationship to our own sexuality because of it we also mention the justin baldoni bs. but we were just riffing and making fun of our twisted world, we are so dark, deep, and sensitive. oh honey it's lit now. subscribe to the trauma queen podcast! I love missing bills every month, but I can give that love up if you guys wanna put more money to the pod, especially as the next steps of this trauma queen dynasty begins. love u guys, hope u enjoyed the animations as much as i did. kylie xo

part 1 everyone welcome my best friends to the pod!!! This is just one of many iconic Trauma Queen episodes featuring these legends. Give them a follow! In order of appearance: Kylie Vincent (LA) Comedian/Artist IG @kylievincentthefirst | see a show! Join the patreon for exclusive content :) https://patreon.com/kylievincentthefirst?utm_medium=unknown&utm_source=join_link&utm_campaign=creatorshare_creator&utm_content=copyLink Ali Waller (Durham/NYC) Casting Artist/Sculptor IG @alicekayw | get cast by Ali! A. Grey (NYC/Barcelona) Filmmaker/Book Sculpture IG @yungknee | purchase American Vista! Miranda Swain (NYC) Actress/Writer IG @mirandaswain | check out her art! In this episode, I am joined by all my best friends for call her daddy level fighting. Classic that every one of my friends enters at different times with different energy. Obviously, Ali is my favorite since she came in first wearing my merch. Annie is getting ready for her film premier, while Miranda is hung over and late because of her nap. We talk chasing down delivery guys, Annie and Miranda's night out together, my night out with a Hinge date, and Ali's brand deal that caused tension in her house due to addressing weird guys who only like shaved girls. We talk about Paul Mescal on SNL, Ali & I showering together in our old NYC apartment, Miranda having a 98% in school, and the dream of at least one of us getting a house to house all of our friends together. My girl friends prove that girls can be horndogs too! #paulmescal #snl #callherdaddy #vanlife #queerpodcasts #lgbtq

i hate kylie vincent presents: trauma queen podcast ep 2 why are you freaking out right now? it's not like i'm posting this on x formerly known as twitter. new gnx kendrick lamar album goes hard. losing my mind, easy, done it before, will do it again. lost my zoloft, found my zoloft. joined a drum circle in venice (sorry) running for my life in planet fitness, not having a podcast because it's hard to set up. being a non binary girl is hard subscribe to patreon! https://www.patreon.com/c/kylievincentthefirstutm_medium=unknown&utm_source=join_link&utm_campaign=creatorshare_creator&utm_content=copyLink THIS ANGLE IS SO FUNNY!!!! went on the road with my friend sam morrison, it was horrible, we had fun though. IM USING MY HANDS A LOT! "i'm a special needs type of person" i need to take care of myself or i'll end the night watching the first 48 hours with a guy that i boink and now i'm crying. 48 hours later i wake up because my sleeping meds sort of knocked me out sort of. basic human needs versus extra typa stuff. learning to be charmastic to survive. i wrote a freestyle rap and showed it to my friends. it was awkward. as a teen, i was troubled, but i never got into trouble. LOSER! MY TRAUMA QUEEN DIARIES IS NOW AVAILABLE TO PURCHASE WOOO! https://www.blurb.com/b/12205605-trauma-queen-diaries-vol-1 collaging, film photography, travel, dog, adorn' for making zines now that trump is elected im releasing a bunch of stuff before it's illegal to be gay i will 100% be straight for my career. stick around the end for unseen stand-up clip on the road

Kylie Vincent had a 37 year old father describe her as "this generation's trauma trendsetter". Seen on Comedy Central's Stand Up Featuring Series, Netflix Is A Joke Radio, and Bird (5 star Edinburgh Fringe). you can order yourself a copy of trauma queen diaries vol 1 fking caliornuia fck kylie screams into pillows and realizes she's too much of a stoner to scream without coughing which is really annoying for looking cool when someone attacks you. kylie trips over herself in this video and spills water. she's the most chaotic girl on earth. in this first ep, kylie talks no money, donald trump, famous men making 4 million dollars talking about deer meat hormones, self harm, truth teller of the familty, chill egg donor, dissaciating on camera, idk if tyhis podcast should exist either? representation of really mentally ill femme people. is manic pixie dream girl even cute anymore? is it mental illness or is it stupid btch syndrome? shout out to baron trump shout out, guided trauma queen meditash, back in california, living in a van is immersion therapy for my childhood, get up, get outside, don't unalive yourself, i want women to make money so peoples money is investing in women, incel community IG @kylievincentthefirst