We Are One Podcast

Jay was sent to Agape Boarding School under the belief that he needed to be “fixed.”He shares that, in his heart, he believes he was sent away in an attempt to “pray the gay away” — a decision rooted in fear, theology, and misunderstanding. What his parents may not have realized is that sending him to an all-boys boarding school would become one of the most traumatic chapters of his life.In this deeply honest conversation, Jay opens up about the abuse he endured at Agape — being physically attacked, jumped by other students, spiritually manipulated by staff, and living in an environment fueled by shame and control.Jay also bravely speaks about sexual abuse and the lasting trauma that follows — the confusion, the silence, and the long road toward healing.Olivia and Jay have an important conversation about the lack of love shown to the LGBTQ+ community within certain Christian spaces, and what it truly means to reflect Christ. They discuss the difference between faith and fear, accountability and condemnation, and how Christians should treat every human being with dignity and compassion.This episode is not about politics.It’s about humanity.It’s about what happens when identity is treated like a sin instead of a person.Jay’s story is raw, courageous, and necessary.

Ron was just 12 years old when he was sent to Agape Boarding School in Washington State in the mid-1990s — years before the school relocated to Missouri.In this deeply vulnerable episode, Ron speaks publicly for the very first time about his experience.Before Agape, Ron’s life was already marked by instability, navigating foster care and searching for safety in a system that failed him more than once. But what awaited him at Agape would compound that trauma.Ron opens up about the horrific abuse he endured at the hands of staff — and the dangerous culture inside the school where older boys often preyed on younger ones. He bravely shares about the sexual abuse he experienced at Agape and later at another ranch program he was sent to after leaving.This is not an easy conversation.It is raw. It is painful. And it is necessary.Ron’s story is a reminder that abuse at Agape did not begin in Missouri. It existed long before — and it impacted children who were already vulnerable.By speaking out for the first time, Ron is choosing courage over silence. His voice joins a growing number of survivors who are breaking decades of secrecy to say:You are not alone.

James was sent to Agape Boarding School as a teenager — a decision that would change the trajectory of his life.In this episode, James shares what it felt like to be sent away and subjected to the physical, emotional, and spiritual abuse that defined the culture of Agape. He opens up about the fear-based environment, the punishments, and the trauma he and so many other boys endured.But James’ story takes a complicated turn.After aging out, he remained at Agape and was hired as a staff member. For six months, he saw the system from the inside — not just as a student, but as someone expected to enforce the very structure that once harmed him.And then he was fired.Not for misconduct.Not for breaking rules.But because he “wasn’t mean enough.”James discusses what that experience revealed about the inner workings of Agape, the expectations placed on staff, and the culture of control that thrived behind closed doors. He also shares insight into the filming of Teen Torture Inc., the legislative process surrounding the bill that was eventually signed, and his thoughts on the closure of the school.We talk about what it means to survive something that was designed to break you — and what he would say today to those who once tried.This episode sheds light on the systemic nature of abuse at Agape and why closing a building does not close the wounds left behind.

Amanda returns to the We Are One Podcast to share a side of Agape Boarding School that many haven’t heard — the perspective of a young staff wife trying to navigate faith, marriage, and obedience inside a system she had been conditioned to trust.Raised in the Hyles IFB world, Amanda entered adulthood believing submission and loyalty were virtues above all else. But when she and her husband were placed at Agape Boarding School, she found herself feeling stuck, isolated, and unsure of where she fit — or how to question what was happening around her.In this episode, Amanda opens up about:​ What it was like working at an all-boys boarding school within the IFB system​ The pressure placed on young wives to comply and stay silent​ The internal conflict between “doing right” and sensing something was deeply wrong​ Her brief experience participating in Let Us Prey​ And how she and her husband ultimately made the decision to leave not just Agape — but the cult culture entirelyThis is a conversation about conditioning, complicity, awakening, and the courage it takes to walk away from everything you were taught to defend.More voices. More exposure. More truth.

This reunion episode brings the Reclamation Ranch series to a close.In this final conversation, we reflect, reconnect, and honor the courage of the girls who came forward to share their stories. Their voices, strength, and truth made this series possible.Thank you to every listener for the continued love and support throughout Season 3.Up next, We Are One begins a new survivor series focused on Agape Boarding School.If you are a survivor—or know someone who would like to share their story during the month of February—please contact [email protected] story matters. You are not alone.

In this episode of We Are One Podcast, Nyssa and Rachel share their experiences as survivors of Reclamation Ranch. What was presented as a place of help, healing, and “restoration” became a system rooted in control, fear, and spiritual manipulation.Together, Nyssa and Rachel speak honestly about life inside the ranch, the tactics used to enforce obedience, and the lasting impact that environment had on their sense of identity, safety, and faith. They unpack how religion was weaponized, how silence was expected, and how questioning authority came with consequences.This conversation is not about attacking faith — it’s about exposing abuse disguised as righteousness and giving voice to those who were never protected. Nyssa and Rachel’s courage in telling their stories is a reminder that survival itself is an act of resistance, and healing begins when truth is spoken out loud.

This is a 4-part series.Jennifer shares her life inside the IFB, including the relationship between Jack Patterson and her mother, Karen. She speaks openly and bravely about every form of abuse she endured and the systems that protected it. Now, Jennifer is choosing freedom—breaking away from control, silence, and fear, even if it means losing everything she once knew. This series centers truth, survival, and the courage it takes to reclaim your life.

This is a 4-part series.Jennifer shares her life inside the IFB, including the relationship between Jack Patterson and her mother, Karen. She speaks openly and bravely about every form of abuse she endured and the systems that protected it. Now, Jennifer is choosing freedom—breaking away from control, silence, and fear, even if it means losing everything she once knew. This series centers truth, survival, and the courage it takes to reclaim your life.

Jennifer shares her life inside the IFB, including the relationship between Jack Patterson and her mother, Karen. She speaks openly and bravely about every form of abuse she endured and the systems that protected it. Now, Jennifer is choosing freedom—breaking away from control, silence, and fear, even if it means losing everything she once knew. This series centers truth, survival, and the courage it takes to reclaim your life.

This is a 4-part series.Jennifer shares her life inside the IFB, including the relationship between Jack Patterson and her mother, Karen. She speaks openly and bravely about every form of abuse she endured and the systems that protected it. Now, Jennifer is choosing freedom—breaking away from control, silence, and fear, even if it means losing everything she once knew. This series centers truth, survival, and the courage it takes to reclaim your life.

In this episode, Sabrina continues sharing her story, revealing more about Reclamation Ranch and her experiences within the IFB. She speaks openly about the harm she endured and the impact of Jack Patterson, along with Trudy and Karen Patterson. This conversation centers survivor truth, accountability, and the long road toward healing.

In this powerful conclusion to Season 2, we focus on a pivotal chapter in Sabrina’s journey—her time at Reclamation Ranch, a troubled teen facility founded by Jack Patterson, a man with deep and ongoing ties to the Independent Fundamental Baptist (IFB) movement. This episode uncovers how Patterson’s influence connects back to the roots of our Season 2 Lester Roloff series, continuing the legacy of abuse masked as reform.While Sabrina has shared her full story on platforms like Preacher Boys and many others, this episode is specifically dedicated to the era of her life at Reclamation Ranch and the trauma she endured under Patterson’s leadership. Now an unwavering advocate for change, Sabrina uses her voice to fight for those still silenced by the troubled teen industry.Join us as we close out Season 2 with truth, strength, and a call for justice.

In this powerful episode, we sit down with Shawn, a former student of Hyles-Anderson College who has since become a licensed therapist. Shawn opens up about his time within the Independent Fundamental Baptist (IFB) movement, the impact of legalism and spiritual manipulation, and the long road to healing and freedom. Now using his voice and expertise to help others, Shawn shares unique insights into the trauma many survivors face—and how true recovery is possible. Whether you’re deconstructing your own past or simply seeking to understand, this conversation offers clarity, compassion, and hope.

To wrap up the Hyles series, Olivia sits down with her next guest, Grace — the most recent graduate to share her experience at Hyles-Anderson College. Grace attended from 2022 to 2024 and offers a rare, up-to-date look at what life inside the institution is like today. Trust us — you do not want to miss this. As we listen, it’s clear that decades of abuse and toxic systems are still deeply rooted. Grace opens up about the moment the blinders fell off for her, the dangerous realities of the Bus Ministry while witnessing in Chicago neighborhoods, and the intense pressure placed on women to conform to narrow definitions of what it means to be a “good Christian woman.” Her story is a powerful reminder that while time moves on, the deep issues within the IFB world remain

In today’s episode, Olivia is joined once again by Robyn as they continue our Hyles Series and take a hard look at where First Baptist Church of Hammond stands today. After the arrest of Jack Schaap, John Wilkerson became the new pastor — but has anything truly changed? While some claim Wilkerson has a heart for survivors, this episode uncovers unsettling truths that suggest otherwise.We discuss how Wilkerson has maintained a culture of silence, cover-ups, and continued proximity of predators to vulnerable individuals on campus. Is he a reformer, or just another wolf in sheep’s clothing?You don’t want to miss this conversation.Also — if you haven’t yet, be sure to check out Robyn’s book and listen to her full story growing up in this environment and attending Hyles-Anderson College in Season 1, Episode 4. Her personal experience adds powerful context to everything we discuss today.

In this powerful follow-up episode, Alissa returns to share more deeply about her experience with Jack Schaap, the former pastor of First Baptist Church of Hammond. She opens up about the subtle and calculated grooming she endured, the manipulation that blurred boundaries, and the lasting impact it left on her life. Alissa also reflects on where she is today in her healing journey, offering hope and solidarity to other survivors who may feel alone in their stories.

In this episode, Olivia sits down with Amanda—an advocate and survivor you may recognize from the Let Us Prey documentary. Amanda has continued to bravely speak out, shedding light on the abuse and cover-ups within the IFB, particularly at First Baptist Church of Hammond (FBCH), Hyles-Anderson College (HAC), and Hammond Baptist (HB).Born and raised in this environment, Amanda opens up about what life was really like behind the scenes. She shares disturbing insights into how FBCH operated, including how massive scandals were routinely swept under the rug. From the manipulation in the bus ministry to shocking scare tactics—like the time she was pressured into swallowing live goldfish—Amanda’s story reveals the deeply rooted control and fear used to maintain power.

In this special introduction to our latest series, Olivia sets the stage for an in-depth look at Jack Hyles, his family, and the empire he built at First Baptist Church of Hammond (FBCOH). This episode explores the foundation of his influence, the deep-rooted scandals that shook FBCOH, and the role of organizations like the Christian Law Association (CLA) in protecting churches instead of survivors.From the shocking cases of Jack Schaap and Dave Hyles to the culture of silence within the IFB, Olivia breaks down the layers of controversy surrounding this powerful institution. Featuring archival clips and firsthand accounts, this episode lays the groundwork for a gripping series that uncovers the truth behind the pulpit.

To conclude The Bethel Files series, Olivia sits back down for Part 2 with Chad Miller. In this powerful episode, Chad and Olivia discuss the full timeline of Bethel, the struggles 17-year-old Chad faced with his mental health at the time, and how abandonment issues continue to impact him today.Chad shares deeply about his experience at Reclamation Ranch, founded by Jack Peterson—a significant figure in the IFB and Teen Training International (TTI) world. He doesn’t hold back as he details firsthand what life was like at the ranch and the lasting effects it had on him.The conversation also explores Chad’s journey filming Troubled Teen Industry on HBO Max, including an emotional reunion with another Bethel survivor. He also goes further into the heartbreaking story of Bradley, one of the individuals featured in the documentary.Don’t miss this raw and eye-opening conclusion to The Bethel Files series.

In the final episode of The Bethel Files series, Olivia sits down with Bethel Boys Academy survivor Chad Miller. Chad shares his journey of being sent to Bethel in Lucedale, Mississippi, at just 17 years old. He opens up about his experiences under the control of founder Herman Fountain, revealing the abusive and manipulative environment that defined his time at the academy.Chad also discusses key red flags parents should be aware of when considering such facilities and reflects on where he is today. But his story doesn’t end here—Chad wasn’t only sent to Bethel. Stay tuned for part two, where he exposes life at yet another ranch.All videos & photos in this episode were sourced from:🔹 BK Productions🔹 Teen Torture INC

In this powerful continuation of The Bethel Files, Olivia sits down with Bethel Boys survivor Micah, who bravely shares his harrowing journey. Micah reveals the shocking truth of how he was drugged, woke up believing he was headed to Disney, and instead found himself trapped at Bethel. He opens up about the lasting trauma, the intense PTSD he endured, and the therapy that helped him reclaim his life. Micah’s story is one of resilience, courage, and hope—showing that healing is possible even after the darkest of experiences.

In this episode, Olivia sits down with Justin, a survivor of Bethel Boys Academy, to share his story. Justin opens up about his life before Bethel, what led to him being sent there, and the abuse he endured while inside. He also sheds light on what he personally witnessed William Knott do and explains why his mom and cousin ended up moving to Bethel and working there.Justin’s story is another powerful example of the corruption and mistreatment that took place under Herman Fountain’s leadership. His voice, like so many others, deserves to be heard.Tune in to hear Justin’s story and help us continue exposing the truth about Bethel Boys Academy.

In this powerful episode, we kick off our new series with guest Dave Bowsher. Dave opens up about his time at Bethel Academy in Lucedale, Mississippi, shedding light on the abuse and trauma he endured. Together, Dave and Olivia discuss the school’s founder, Herman Fountain, the involvement of William Knott, and other facilities that continue to profit off pain and suffering. They also dive into the broader issue of the Troubled Teen Industry (TTI) and explore how we can take action to create stronger laws that protect children from these harmful institutions.Dave was also featured in Teen Torture Inc. on HBO Max, so be sure to check that out for more insight into the fight against abusive programs.Tune in for an eye-opening conversation that exposes the reality behind these so-called “reform” programs and what we can do to make a difference.

In this powerful episode, we sit down with a mother-daughter music duo who found their voices not just in song, but in freedom. Once deeply immersed in the fundamentalist world, they share their journey of breaking away—from singing rigid hymns in church to creating music that reflects their true selves. Together, they open up about the struggles of leaving behind legalism, the challenges of rebuilding their faith and identity, and how music became both their refuge and their rebellion. Tune in for an inspiring conversation about breaking free, finding harmony, and reclaiming the melody of life on their own terms.All right to the music belong to Christiana Miller Music.

n this episode, we sit down with Paul Miller, a former member of The Millers, a well-known evangelistic singing family that traveled to over 500 IFB churches, colleges, and events across the U.S. Paul opens up about how he became involved with the IFB and IBLP, embracing the movement’s extreme standards and tightly controlled lifestyle.We explore the growing trend of people walking away from fundamentalism—what is driving them to leave? What eye-opening experiences led Paul and others to question the system they once followed? We also did a Q&A with Paul, where he answers some of your questions!Stay tuned for Thursday, when we sit down with his wife and daughter to hear their experiences—what it was like to be a woman in the IFB, the pressures of evangelical ministry, and their firsthand encounters with some of the most extreme aspects of the IFB world.

Tony Cuellar joins us to share his unique experience growing up in the IFB as a missionary kid with well-known parents who ran an evangelical children’s program—his father dressed as Barney the Clown and his mother as Happy the Lion. If your church ever hosted them, you’ll want to tune in.In this episode, we take a deep dive into the IFB bus ministry, exposing the division it creates between bus kids and church members. Tony also sheds light on the deeper issue: the IFB’s patriarchal system and why true change is impossible when power remains in the hands of controlling pastors.Join us as Tony speaks candidly about his journey and the dangers of a system designed to protect itself above all else.

In this eye-opening episode of Seeing the Bigger Picture, we sit down with Pastor Trevor WayBright as he shares his powerful journey of faith. Trevor reflects on his experiences within the Independent Fundamental Baptist (IFB) world, the challenges of breaking free from toxic systems, and how he rediscovered a more authentic faith outside of the legalistic framework. His story is a moving reminder that while religious systems may fail, hope and healing are still possible. Join us as we explore what it truly means to separate faith from harmful practices and find freedom on the other side.

In this episode, we sit down with John York, a pastor who was once deeply entrenched in the Independent Fundamental Baptist (IFB) world. Growing up as a pastor’s kid (PK), John was raised with the weight of expectations—striving to become the “perfect Christian” under the strict rules and standards of the IFB system.John opens up about his journey of deconstruction, the pivotal moments that led him to question everything, and the difficult decisions that ultimately cost him everything. But through the grace of God, he found redemption, restored his family, and now leads with a renewed perspective—one rooted in authenticity and the true love of Christ.Thank you, John, for sharing your powerful story and helping bring awareness to the realities of life within the IFB. Your voice is an important part of this series, and we are so grateful for your honesty and heart.

In this episode, we sit down with Barbara, who shares her powerful story of resilience in the face of unimaginable challenges. At just 17 years old, Barbara found herself navigating teen pregnancy, enduring heartbreaking loss, and grappling with the judgment of her church community. After experiencing a devastating miscarriage at 5-6 months pregnant while at summer camp, she returned home only to face the scrutiny of the church deacons. Just one week after her father’s absence, they demanded she stand before the congregation to ask for forgiveness—but her mother refused to let that happen.Join us as Barbara recounts these life-altering moments and shares how they shaped her journey, leading her to the person she is today. This is a story of heartbreak, courage, and defying expectations.

Today, we’re joined by Jules, a survivor with a story that is as heartbreaking as it is inspiring. Growing up in foster care, Jules faced unimaginable abuse at home and in church. Her entire childhood was shaped by pain, and at just nine years old, that abuse resulted in her becoming pregnant. At ten, she became a mother.Instead of receiving the support and protection she desperately needed, Jules was failed by the very people who should have helped her. Her baby, just 10 months old, was taken from her—an unthinkable loss that still weighs heavily on her heart.Through the darkest of times, Jules has shown incredible strength, courage, and faith. In this episode, she shares her journey of survival, the enduring pain of her child’s disappearance, and how she has fought to reclaim her life despite all odds.Jules, thank you

This special episode marks the one-year anniversary of We Are One Podcast. Join Olivia and Jen as they celebrate a year of raising awareness, sharing stories of courage, and standing in solidarity with survivors. Reflecting on the powerful voices and impactful moments that have shaped the podcast, they discuss lessons learned, milestones achieved, and the community that has grown around the mission. With heartfelt gratitude, they honor the strength of every survivor and look forward to continuing the fight for truth and justice.

In today’s episode, Olivia and Jen sit down with their guest, Ashley, who shares her powerful journey of transformation and resilience. Ashley opens up about her childhood in a non-Christian household and her decision to turn her life around by accepting Christ at the age of 17.She bravely reflects on the challenges she faced after becoming pregnant as a teenager and the treatment she received within the church community. Ashley discusses the deeply personal reasons behind her decision to share her story publicly—doing it for her kids and to inspire others.Join us for this heartfelt and raw conversation as Ashley speaks forward with courage and love.

In this episode, we sit down with Tamra to dive into her experiences growing up in the Independent Fundamental Baptist (IFB) church and the challenges she has faced since leaving. Together, we tackle difficult topics, with a focus on the impact of spiritual abuse, the expectations placed on women, and the fear that comes with breaking free. Tamra’s openness sheds light on the emotional journey of healing and reclaiming one’s identity. Thank you, Tamra, for your courage and willingness to share your story with us.

In today’s episode, Olivia and Jen sit down with their guest, Abby, to discuss her powerful story. Abby opens up about difficult topics, including her struggles with eating disorders, sexual abuse, and other forms of trauma. Trigger warning is strongly advised.She also sheds light on the challenges she faced while attending an IFB school, including enduring physical abuse. As the conversation unfolds, Abby reveals a shocking scandal involving a local IFB pastor.Join us as we uncover these deeply personal and impactful stories in today’s episode. Don’t miss it!

Happy Thanksgiving! 🦃🍂 Olivia and Jen are diving into some wild Independent Fundamental Baptist (IFB) sermons and sharing their unfiltered reactions. We hope you’ll join us in the fun—and maybe even play this episode at your Thanksgiving table! It’s a great way to spark conversations with your family, share in the absurdity, and keep exposing the outrageous things they say. Let’s keep the dialogue going!

In today’s episode, Olivia and Jen sit down with Wendy to discuss her experiences growing up in the Independent Fundamental Baptist (IFB) church. Wendy shares her story of enduring and witnessing abuse within the church, shedding light on the harsh realities she faced. She speaks about the lack of understanding and support for individuals with special needs, reflecting on the challenges her two brothers—who have the mental capacity of children as adults—encountered in the IFB community. Wendy also reveals the disturbing physical abuse teachings her IFB pastor promoted regarding special needs children.Beyond her personal story, Wendy provides valuable insights into grooming behaviors and shares warning signs parents can watch for to protect their children.And for a shocking twist: murder?! Tune in to learn about JT and the mystery surrounding his untimely death in this eye-opening and unexpected episode.

In today’s episode, we sit down with Eleanor, who shares her journey of growing up in multiple religious denominations, including the Independent Fundamental Baptist (IFB) and the Institute in Basic Life Principles (IBLP). Eleanor sheds light on the controlling and abusive behaviors she endured throughout her life, offering a raw and powerful perspective.She also opens up about being diagnosed with ADHD and Autism, and the unique challenges of trying to fit in—even as the homeschool girl rocking denim skirts. Eleanor’s story highlights the resilience it takes to break free from a lifetime of pressure and control.Thank you, Eleanor, for sharing your experiences on today’s episode. Don’t miss the sneak peek at the end for next week’s guest and story!

In this special bonus episode, Olivia and Jen sit down to debrief the whirlwind Facebook smackdown that erupted when Taylor Swift brought her Eras Tour to Indianapolis, IN…we talk about the double standards (You Belong with Hypocrisy) and relentless judgment (Look What You Made Us Do) coming from some Independent Fundamental Baptist (IFB) keyboard warriors. The irony of seeing men preach their opinions (I Knew You Were Trouble) while holding up scripture signs is truly Flabbergasting.Join us as we break down the social media drama, call out the smallest men (Mad Woman energy!), and let’s see how many more rise up in outrage. It’s time to shake it off and speak up, Swiftie-style!I mean … we really are never ever ever going back … like ever.

In this impactful episode, Olivia and Jen sit down with Lisa, who shares her story of growing up in the IFB and the challenges she faced. Lisa opens up about her father’s attempt to abandon her in another country when she was just 4 years old and describes the difficulties of living under the strict rules of her IFB parents. She also bravely sheds light on the abuse she experienced at Hyles-Anderson College and First Baptist Church of Hammond (FBCOH) and what ultimately led her to leave the IFB.In an open and heartfelt discussion, Olivia, Jen, and Lisa explore many topics, including forgiveness and how scripture addresses it. This episode is especially meaningful for those struggling with toxic relationships within the IFB and the challenge of forgiveness.Note: There are a few moments of audio lag due to technical issues, but we hope you’ll stay with us through this powerful conversation. Thank you, Lisa, for your courage in sharing your story with us today.

In this powerful episode, we sit down with the daughter of an Independent Fundamental Baptist (IFB) pastor who shares her harrowing experiences of abuse and the restrictive teachings she endured and witnessed throughout her life. She opens up about the pressure placed on women in the IFB to conform to unrealistic standards, leading many—herself included—to struggle with eating disorders and issues with self-worth. Through her story, we uncover the ways these teachings impact mental and physical health, shedding light on a culture that often prioritizes control over compassion. Join us as we bring awareness to the hidden struggles faced by women in IFB communities and discuss the path to healing and reclaiming one’s voice.

In the final installment of our Lester Roloff series, hosts Olivia and Jen have a surprise for listeners—a powerful guest appearance by another courageous survivor, Cindy. Cindy opens up about her journey growing up in an IFB church and the rebellious teenage years that led her to be sent to the Rebekah Home for Girls. She shares her harrowing experience there and how, in an unexpected twist, the "Christian Alamo" played a pivotal role in her eventual escape.This episode goes beyond Cindy’s past, diving into her life now, where she provides thought-provoking insights into accountability, parenting, and reflections on what she might do differently if given the chance. The conversations are deep and meaningful, resonating strongly with both Olivia and Jen, who hope listeners find this episode not only informative but a blessing as well.A huge thank you to Cindy for her bravery in closing out our Lester Roloff series and for bringing awareness to the abuse she endured within the church, her home, and Lester Roloff’s enterprise.

In this episode, hosts Olivia and Jen sit down with Johnna, a survivor of Happiness Hill Christian Academy. Happiness Hill was an offshoot of Lester Roloff's ministry, run by the Palmers, who had worked closely with Roloff before establishing their own home. Roloff, a well-known fundamentalist pastor and evangelist, left a controversial legacy that continues to be examined.Johnna bravely shares her experiences, uncovering the abuse she endured and witnessed at Happiness Hill. She reveals shocking new details that even surprised our hosts. As a psychology student, Johnna offers valuable insights into the long-lasting effects of such trauma and emphasizes the importance of seeking professional help. She also discusses the many different forms of therapy available to survivors today.Thank you, Johnna, for speaking out on today’s episode. And be sure to listen through to the end—do you think Lester Roloff is comparable to Carol Baskins, or is Jen a true conspiracy theorist? Let us know what you think!

Olivia & Jen sits down with another brave survivor to discuss her experience at the Jubilee Home. Our guest, Caryn, has chosen to keep her identity hidden, and we always prioritize the safety and comfort of our survivors and guests during interviews. In this episode, Caryn provides insight into her life before being sent to the Jubilee Home—a facility established by Lester Roloff for women 18 years and older. She also sheds light on her life after leaving, including some revealing experiences at Hyles-Anderson. You won’t want to miss a word of this conversation.Hosts Olivia and Jen are excited to continue the Lester Roloff series with next week’s episode. Stay tuned until the end for a special preview!

In this powerful episode, Olivia and Jen sit down with Barbara Anne, a survivor of the Rebekah Home for Girls, owned by Lester Roloff. Barbara bravely opens up about the abuse she endured both at home and during her time at the Rebekah Home. She details the physical, sexual , emotional, and spiritual abuse she suffered, sharing how these experiences have impacted her life as an adult. Barbara also discusses the toll her trauma has taken on her personal relationships and how she continues to cope with PTSD and night terrors as a result of her past.Be sure to check out the added clips on YouTube, where we include visuals and additional context to Barbara’s story. We highly recommend watching for a fuller understanding of her journey.

Join hosts Olivia and Jen as they kick off a 5-week series exploring the life and legacy of Lester Roloff. In this episode, they dive deep into the history of who Lester Roloff was, the rise of Roloff Enterprises, and why they are still operating today despite numerous allegations. We'll also shed light on the abuse accusations, court rulings, and the infamous "Christian Alamo" showdown in Texas, which became a pivotal moment in IFB history.Stay tuned for the rest of the series, and don’t miss next week’s episode where we sit down with our first survivor, Barbara Anne, to hear her powerful story.

In this powerful episode of We Are One Podcast, hosts Olivia and Jen sit down with Alissa, a survivor of abuse within the Independent Fundamental Baptist (IFB) church. Alissa shares her harrowing experiences across three different IFB churches, each marred by scandal, and her time at Hyles-Anderson College. She sheds light on the pervasive grooming culture in the IFB and the difficulty of escaping abusive situations.Alissa recounts the trauma of being harassed and stalked by her abuser, even after marrying her first husband. Despite these hardships, she offers hope to others, affirming that healing is possible. She also discusses the damaging impact of purity culture on her first marriage and her personal life, as well as the church’s view on divorce. Alissa’s story is one of survival and resilience, and she shares how, with the support of her parents she was able to divorce and now be remarried and is better on the other side after leaving the IFB & church scene. Tune in to hear her courageous story of breaking free and finding peace on the other side.

We’re back! In this exciting first episode of Season 2, Olivia sits down with her new co-host, Jen, to discuss all things coming up this season. We share some exciting spoilers, talk candidly about the trolling we've experienced, and clear up some common misconceptions about our podcast. Most importantly, we readdress our mission and the passion that drives us: to create a platform where survivors of abuse within Independent Fundamental Baptist (IFB) churches can share their stories and be heard. We’re excited for what’s to come and look forward to continuing our work to raise awareness and bring about change

Welcome to Sinner Britches Season 1 Reunion special. I thought it would be fun and cool to record with season 1 guest members and review over season 1 and hear who’s stories impacted who and how and we just had a fun open conversation. Thank you so much for the endless love and support. LETS GO SEASON 2 baby!

Season 1 finale is so special because on today’s episode I sat down one on one with my mom. My mom opens up about how she got lured into the cult and she brings up a lot of things about her childhood. My mom opens up about the reasons why she left our former church and left the IFB cult . We speak about our experiences together and our final straw. I’m so thankful my mom was able to open up and share her experiences, opinion and story!

I sit down one on one with Shannon to speak about her journey to Motherhood. Shannon sheds light on the Foster Care and Adoption process and the struggles her family had faced throughout. Shannon explains her experiences with the system and opens up about her mental health and the mental toll it takes on one that’s going through this. Shannon thank you for speaking on today’s episode!