You’re World (‘You’re’ is on Purpose)

Dude just walking in public can be overwhelming. There is all this negative energy peering into your souls 24/7. Like what? What tf did I do to you? I’m just trying to vibe go eat shit. It used to be insanely overwhelming, but as you can tell I’m…getting over it. I’m legitimately filming a recording of me talking in Walmart so yeah I’d suppose my advice is working.

You desire love.You desire to be loved, to feel seen.No matter how hard you try to go,”oh well just not in this generation. It’ll never happen for me.” I highly beg to differ.There’s so much information all around abt, “do this and it’ll get their attention, do that and they’ll never leave you.” All that is, is manipulation. It will never give you what you truly desire….for YOU to be loved. Not whatever mask you’re wearing. People either love you, or they don’t; but we allow our own desires to cloud the vision. That is why YOU must learn to love, see, and accept yourself truly just as you are. Free on your own. Then when you least expect it, love will find you.

I kinda stray off topic but I talk abt my own personal experiences with gaining weight. How hard that’s been for me to accept the body I have now and still find ways to love myself even tho I don’t have the body I had when I was 16 and starving…which I hated myself even more than. I have nothing to envy abt that girl…yet that part in the brain doesn’t always want to shut up. So I hope listening brings some form of comfort. It gets juicier towards the end. The whole things juicy tho. If you like consider subscribing

What if I told u miracles happen to ppl all the time? Everyday. U r MEANT to experience miracles. This one’s a DUSEY ngl. As I take u with me to experience my trip to Cali we end up covering some mind boggling perspectives that may change the way u view reality. U may even get some heavy truths click. As I discuss self worth, how our beliefs, how we feel, everything we are, our chemistry. Everything truly chapels our reality. You don’t need external resources. It doesn’t matter who u r or where u started. Everything u need to change, is yourself. But u must believe u r worthy of better.If you feel as if I provided some value into ur day, consider leaving a donation. It would really help me out, Thank You! (And hey what u give is what u get) if u know u know;)https://www.paypal.me/beeonherway

Okay maybe the title was a bit of a hook. We’re actually taking a closer look because things aren’t always what they seem to be, so cmon. Allow me to shatter your perspective with what you needed to hear today.I also ended up getting distracted so I break down my philosophy on why people always end up getting the life they choose. As well as discussing why I don’t believe in marriage or “the one” but rather believe love is an abundant source and having someone in your life even for a week, a month, a year, or ten, it’s always worth it.

Still waiting for that apology? I’m here to tell you to cut the tie, it ain’t ever gonna happen bbg. Ever wonder why you feel guilty, bad, why you don’t want to look someone in the eye? Why you avoid confrontation or look to start confrontation? Isn’t sad to think who we are is so heavily programmed as a child and the rest of our life’s we spend running from the truth, dressing up to play pretend. When we’re all just sad children.

What if being the chosen one doesn’t exist?What if we choose ourselves and that decision is what catapults us into another reality? Just having that sliver of faith in ourselves, just enough to take that jump.We will also be discussing time. A big ball of wibbly, wobbly, timey, wimey stuff. Your past doesn’t exist yet we tend to operate as a murky residue of our past. By rewriting your past, you are in a state of continuously creating your future, in the present. Quantum realities baby.

It’s all bullshit

I believe one of the hardest things for the heart of a big lover, is wanting to love everyone, giving even when they have nothing left to give. To try to show everyone they are worthy of love, while neglecting to love yourself. When you understand how valuable your kindness is, you start recognizing how beautiful you are, you start to understand that those people ARE still worthy of love; but you don’t deserve to get treated like that. By recognizing self worth and creating boundaries we naturally attract new people into our life who will return that energy.

A quick rant about February 14 as I’m on a beach in California Why you’ll never be happy and that’s okay life isn’t about being happy if I’m being realQuick rant about why never to try a vapeThen we dive deeper into some heavy topics.The importance of sticking around, the beautiful potential of the other side and it is truly a tragedy for those who won’t get to experience the blessing life has to offer. Don’t let them win. Don’t let them define you.

I’m not saying I know if love exists but I know women are more than sex. Dr Orion spreads a toxic message to young women, that we are most valuable at 18, right when we become legal. We should just make ourselves readily available to men, fuck them till their brains melt. That every year after 18 our value decreases. To me, that is an abomination of a message to spread.We should not be raising women to think like this period. That we don’t deserve to have a partner who sees us as more than a porn video. That is women don’t give men what they truly want (sex) then why should we dare expect his attention?I believe we should be teaching women that if a man thinks like that? Run. You are so much more than a warm body. You deserve someone who treats you like a human. Coming from an 18 year old.

Wtf is happening in the dating world. I got such a big heart, I just wanna experience that type of love you read. Maybe it doesn’t actually exist but how hard is it to listen to someone? To speak to someone with love even when you’re angry? To remember the small details? Leave them notes? Just love and support each other. I don’t want to play games.

It’s easy when you’re having a bad day to scroll on social media. See everyone with the snapshot of their biggest hits and think, what is wrong with me? You see the beautiful people, rich people; but what is so much more fascinating is all the devastation that happens behind the screen. Realizing you’re not the only one who has been through what you’ve been through.I share brief snapshots of other peoples stories including sexual trafficking, hosts of only fans, and what’s happening with illegal immigration in America.I hope this sheds light on some of the dark sides of humanity and makes you feel a little less alone so you can appreciate where you are in your life right now.