Girl In The Cupboard

8TH March  2024Today I finish her notes/letter on her life in India with her parents Don't forget to go back to the other episodes or just one might seem a bit odd!. Would be grateful if you could subscribe & like the episode so I know you are a real person :)Samaritans if you need just someone to talk please know you are never alone call 116 123 everyone deserves to be listened toContact me by email [email protected]

6TH March  2024Just a quick hello and update on the letter , back again tomorrow with a full episodeDon't forget to go back to the other episodes or just one might seem a bit odd!. Would be grateful if you could subscribe & like the episode so I know you are a real person :)Samaritans if you need just someone to talk please know you are never alone call 116 123 everyone deserves to be listened toContact me by email [email protected]

27th February 2024Out on our walk today I'am devastated out on my walk my mums letter has fallen out of my pocket, back home I sit on the sofa & start to read the next letters, apologies for the tears I cant believe they are lostDon't forget to go back to the other episodes or just one might seem a bit odd!. Would be grateful if you could subscribe & like the episode so I know you are a real person :)Samaritans if you need just someone to talk please know you are never alone call 116 123 everyone deserves to be listened toContact me by email [email protected]

23rd February 2024Out on our walk today where I read more of her letter/book pages, I discovered how I was born!Don't forget to go back to the other episodes or just one might seem a bit odd!. Would be grateful if you could subscribe & like the episode so I know you are a real person :)Samaritans if you need just someone to talk please know you are never alone call 116 123 everyone deserves to be listened toContact me by email [email protected]

22nd February 2024We are in the snug again today as we read more of mums letter/book, I discover a lot of things but iam shocked to read that he kept pigeons in the toilet! Don't forget to go back to the other episodes or just one might seem a bit odd!. Would be grateful if you could subscribe & like the episode so I know you are a real person :)Samaritans if you need just someone to talk please know you are never alone call 116 123 everyone deserves to be listened toContact me by email [email protected]

21st February 2024We are in the snug today with both cat  & dog, apologies for his behavior.  We read more of mums Book/Letter  where she talks about discovering shes pregnant with me,  rushed into marriage, stalking and her belongings being destroyed Don't forget to go back to the other episodes or just one might seem a bit odd!. Would be grateful if you could subscribe & like the episode so I know you are a real person :)Samaritans if you need just someone to talk please know you are never alone call 116 123 everyone deserves to be listened toContact me by email [email protected] if you need just someone to talk please know you are never alone call 116 123 everyone deserves to be listened toContact me by email [email protected]

20th February 2024Join our walk today where I read you mums letter that was found in her paperwork in the loft. Don't forget to go back to the other episodes or just one might seem a bit odd!. Would be grateful if you could subscribe & like the episode so I know you are a real person :)Samaritans if you need just someone to talk please know you are never alone call 116 123 everyone deserves to be listened toContact me by email [email protected]

19th February On our walk today doggie is full of spring, Iam back from the flu, I go over last weeks letter findings and my findings in the loft where I find mums wedding dress and lipstick. Dont forget to go back to the other episodes or just one might seem a bit odd!.  Would be grateful if you could subscribe & like the episode so I know you are a real person :)Samaritans if you need just someone to talk please know you are never alone call 116 123 everyone deserves to be listened toContact me by email [email protected]

14th February . On our walk today I talk about being stalked by the ex and the stepfather and what I found in the atticDont forget to go back to the other episodes or just one might seem a bit odd!.  Would be grateful if you could subscribe & like the episode so I know you are a real person :)Samaritans if you need just someone to talk please know you are never alone call 116 123 everyone deserves to be listened toContact me by email [email protected]

13th February . On our walk today I find my way in single life, socializing and being taken advantage offDont forget to go back to the other episodes or just one might seem a bit odd!.  Would be grateful if you could subscribe & like the episode so I know you are a real person :)Samaritans if you need just someone to talk please know you are never alone call 116 123 everyone deserves to be listened toSamaritans if you need just someone to talk please know you are never alone call 116 123 everyone deserves to be listened toContact me by email [email protected]

12th February . On our walk today I tell you about setting out on my own and how the ex stripped the house and left me with the mortgage Dont forget to go back to the other episodes or just one might seem a bit odd!.  Would be grateful if you could subscribe & like the episode so I know you are a real person :)Samaritans if you need just someone to talk please know you are never alone call 116 123 everyone deserves to be listened toContact me by email [email protected]

11th February . Out on marathon training today, not feeling great and the tracker keeps interrupting, so sorry about the quality! Today I tell you about my first boyfriend, house surfing and the day he tried to put me in a freezer to stop me leaving Dont forget to go back to the other episodes or just one might seem a bit odd!.  Would be grateful if you could subscribe & like the episode so I know you are a real person :)Samaritans if you need just someone to talk please know you are never alone call 116 123 everyone deserves to be listened toContact me by email [email protected]

9th February . Walk with me today with the stubborn dog, bad dreams are back with the memories I had forgotten Dont forget to go back to the other episodes or just one might seem a bit odd!.  Would be grateful if you could subscribe & like the episode so I know you are a real person :)Samaritans if you need just someone to talk please know you are never alone call 116 123 everyone deserves to be listened toContact me by email [email protected]

8th February . Walk with me in the rain today as I update you on the social services and going to the shop with no money. Dont forget to go back to the other episodes or just one might seem a bit odd!.  Would be grateful if you could subscribe & like the episode so I know you are a real person :)Samaritans if you need just someone to talk please know you are never alone call 116 123 everyone deserves to be listened toContact me by email [email protected]

7th February Come with me on my walk today with the doggie. Upsetting news from social services today which I talk about and tell you about our names being changed by deed poll Dont forget to go back to the other episodes or just one might seem a bit odd! they are only 10 mins ish each. Would be grateful if you could subscribe & like the episode so I know you are a real person :) Samaritans if you need just someone to talk please know you are never alone call 116 123 everyone deserves to be listened toContact me by email [email protected]

6th February Come with me on my walk today with the doggie. Today I talk about HP credit agreements and bailiffs coming to the door  Dont forget to go back to the other episodes or just one might seem a bit odd! Would be grateful if you could subscribe & like the episode so I know you are a real person :) Samaritans if you need just someone to talk please know you are never alone call 116 123 everyone deserves to be listened toContact me by email [email protected]

5th February Come with me on my walk today with the doggie. Apologies for the delay our internet has been down and then my computer crashed!!Today I talk about our need to steal to provide the basics  Dont forget to go back to the other episodes or just one might seem a bit odd! Would be grateful if you could subscribe & like the episode so I know you are a real person :) Samaritans if you need just someone to talk please know you are never alone call 116 123 everyone deserves to be listened toContact me by email [email protected]

4th February . Today I talk to you about yesterday episode while out on my run Dont forget to go back to the other episodes or just one might seem a bit odd!.  Would be grateful if you could subscribe & like the episode so I know you are a real person :) Samaritans if you need just someone to talk please know you are never alone call 116 123 everyone deserves to be listened toContact me by email [email protected]

2nd February Come with me on my walk today with the doggie. Today I talk to you of fond memories during carnival times and also the day I discovered my under ware in my stepfathers bedDont forget to go back to the other episodes or just one might seem a bit odd! they are only 10 mins ish each. Would be grateful if you could subscribe & like the episode so I know you are a real person :) Samaritans if you need just someone to talk please know you are never alone call 116 123 everyone deserves to be listened toContact me by email [email protected]

 1st February Come with me on my walk today with doggie. Talked about bullying and being pub children & i've emailed social services for my records. Dont forget to go back to the other episodes or just one might seem a bit odd! they are only 10 mins ish each. Would be grateful if you could subscribe & like the episode so I know you are a real person :)  Samaritans if you need just someone to talk please know you are never alone call 116 123 everyone deserves to be listened toContact me by email [email protected] if you need just someone to talk please know you are never alone call 116 123 everyone deserves to be listened toContact me by email [email protected]

Come with me on my walk today with doggie. I want to dedicate this episode to my real dad, my real hero and everything I ever wanted from a dad and more, how I discovered I had another dad and our journey to make it legal Dry January failed, after yesterday I needed a big fat glass of wine! Dont forget to go back to the other episodes or just one might seem a bit odd! they are only 10 mins ish each. Would be grateful if you could subscribe & like the episode so I know you are a real person :) Samaritans if you need just someone to talk please know you are never alone call 116 123 everyone deserves to be listened toContact me by email [email protected]

Come with me on my walk today with doggie. Today I talk about new start for mum and the stepfather and what life was like.  Their new social life and visits to my room at night. Dry January Continues 2 more days to go!Dont forget to go back to the other episodes or just one might seem a bit odd! they are only 10 mins ish each. Would be grateful if you could subscribe & like the episode so I know you are a real person :) Samaritans if you need just someone to talk please know you are never alone call 116 123 everyone deserves to be listened toContact me by email [email protected]

Come with me on my walk today with doggie. Today I tell you about the stepfather by hell. Dry January Continues one drink with my bathDont forget to go back to the other episodes or just one might seem a bit odd! they are only 10 mins ish each. Would be grateful if you could subscribe & like the episode so I know you are a real person :) Samaritans if you need just someone to talk please know you are never alone call 116 123 everyone deserves to be listened toContact me by email [email protected]

Come with me on my run today, left the doggie in bed. I talk about being left on my own to babysit, mum dating again, her drinking and the meeting of my step father. Dry January Continues Dont forget to go back to the other episodes or just one might seem a bit odd! they are only 10 mins ish each. Would be grateful if you could subscribe & like the episode so I know you are a real person :) Samaritans if you need just someone to talk please know you are never alone call 116 123 everyone deserves to be listened toContact me by email [email protected]

Walk with me today with the doggie for an early stroll while i digest what happened yesterday. Dry January ContinuesDont forget to go back to the other episodes or just one might seem a bit odd! they are only 10 mins ish each. Would be grateful if you could subscribe & like the episode so I know you are a real person :) Samaritans if you need just someone to talk please know you are never alone call 116 123 everyone deserves to be listened toSamaritans if you need just someone to talk please know you are never alone call 116 123 everyone deserves to be listened toContact me by email [email protected]

Sit on the sofa with me a I read doctors notes that confirm bruises and suspected cruelty, public hitting me at school and racism all before I was 6 Dry January breaks for a glass of red tonight as i finish reading these notes - sorryDont forget to go back to the other episodes or just one might seem a bit odd! they are only 10 mins ish each. Would be grateful if you could subscribe & like the episode so I know you are a real person :) Samaritans if you need just someone to talk please know you are never alone call 116 123 everyone deserves to be listened toSamaritans if you need just someone to talk please know you are never alone call 116 123 everyone deserves to be listened toContact me by email [email protected]

Jan 26th JanuaryWalk with me and the doggie, today I talk about leaving home at 15 and being homeless for the 1st time. Dry January continues. Dont forget to go back to the other episodes or just one might seem a bit odd! they are only 10 mins ish each. Would be grateful if you could subscribe & like the episode so I know you are a real person :) Contact me with any questions, will address then in the next episode if I can : [email protected] Samaritans if you need just someone to talk please know you are never alone call 116 123 everyone deserves to be listened toSamaritans if you need just someone to talk please know you are never alone call 116 123 everyone deserves to be listened toContact me by email [email protected]

Jan 25th JanuaryWalk with me and the doggie today, I talk about how scared I am to contact social services. Money struggles continue having to use alternatives for loo roll and being the smelly child at schoolDry January continues. Dont forget to go back to the other episodes or just one might seem a bit odd! they are only 10 mins ish each. Would be grateful if you could subscribe & like the episode so I know you are a real person :) Contact me with any questions, will address then in the next episode if I can : [email protected] Samaritans if you need just someone to talk please know you are never alone call 116 123 everyone deserves to be listened toSamaritans if you need just someone to talk please know you are never alone call 116 123 everyone deserves to be listened toContact me by email [email protected]

Jan 24th JanuaryWalk with me and the doggie today, I talk about how I need to know the answers so do I  request my records from social services? its either going to solve the mystery or make things worse. Dry January continues. Dont forget to go back to the other episodes or just one might seem a bit odd! they are only 10 mins ish each. Would be grateful if you could subscribe & like the episode so I know you are a real person :) Contact me with any questions, will address then in the next episode if I can : [email protected] Samaritans if you need just someone to talk please know you are never alone call 116 123 everyone deserves to be listened toSamaritans if you need just someone to talk please know you are never alone call 116 123 everyone deserves to be listened toContact me by email [email protected]

Jan 23nd JanuaryWalk with me and the doggie as I dissect yesterdays episode and tell you how I copedDry January continues. Dont forget to go back to the other episodes or just one might seem a bit odd! they are only 10 mins ish each. Would be grateful if you could subscribe & like the episode so I know you are a real person :) Contact me with any questions, will address then in the next episode if I can : [email protected] Samaritans if you need just someone to talk please know you are never alone call 116 123 everyone deserves to be listened toSamaritans if you need just someone to talk please know you are never alone call 116 123 everyone deserves to be listened toContact me by email [email protected]

Jan 22nd JanuaryI sit on my sofa today and read you my medical report to social services, sorry got really upset reading it out.  I think if this was now I would have been in care. Had my cheat drinking day, had 3 wines, hangaxiety big time next day, back on dry January thank goodness!  Dont forget to go back to the other episodes or just one might seem a bit odd! they are only 10 mins ish each. Would be grateful if you could subscribe & like the episode so I know you are a real person :) Contact me with any questions, will address then in the next episode if I can : [email protected] Samaritans if you need just someone to talk please know you are never alone call 116 123 everyone deserves to be listened toSamaritans if you need just someone to talk please know you are never alone call 116 123 everyone deserves to be listened toContact me by email [email protected]

Jan 20th JanuaryWalk with me today as I talk about the guilt of being invited to a friends house for tea and the worry of mum trying to kill herself Day 20 not drinking!Dont forget to go back to the other episodes or just one might seem a bit odd! they are only 10 mins ish each. Would be grateful if you could subscribe & like the episode so I know you are a real person :) Contact me with any questions, will address then in the next episode if I can : [email protected] Samaritans if you need just someone to talk please know you are never alone call 116 123 everyone deserves to be listened toSamaritans if you need just someone to talk please know you are never alone call 116 123 everyone deserves to be listened toContact me by email [email protected]

Jan 19 th JanuaryWalk with me today as I talk about our struggles to fund the basics like food, electricity, washing in cold water and school warm milk!Day 19 not drinking! although i had a sip!Dont forget to go back to the other episodes or just one might seem a bit odd! they are only 10 mins ish each. Would be grateful if you could subscribe & like the episode so I know you are a real person :) Contact me with any questions, will address then in the next episode if I can : [email protected] Samaritans if you need just someone to talk please know you are never alone call 116 123 everyone deserves to be listened toContact me by email [email protected] if you need just someone to talk please know you are never alone call 116 123 everyone deserves to be listened toContact me by email [email protected]

Jan 18 th JanuaryWalk with me today as I tell you about my life at the new school.Day 18 not drinking! Dont forget to go back to the other episodes or just one might seem a bit odd! they are only 10 mins ish each. Would be grateful if you could subscribe & like the episode so I know you are a real person :) Contact me with any questions, will address then in the next episode if I can : [email protected] Samaritans if you need just someone to talk please know you are never alone call 116 123 everyone deserves to be listened toContact me by email [email protected] if you need just someone to talk please know you are never alone call 116 123 everyone deserves to be listened toContact me by email [email protected]

Jan 17th Thank you so muchWalk with me today as I tell you about about my first day at the new school, talking about it today made me cry so apologies for the sniffles Day 17 not drinking! Dont forget to go back to the other episodes or just one might seem a bit odd! they are only 10 mins ish each. Would be grateful if you could subscribe & like the episode so I know you are a real person :) Contact me with any questions, will address then in the next episode if I can : [email protected] Samaritans if you need just someone to talk please know you are never alone call 116 123 everyone deserves to be listened toSamaritans if you need just someone to talk please know you are never alone call 116 123 everyone deserves to be listened toContact me by email [email protected]

Jan 16thThank you so much! Over 9k views! Walk with me today as I tell you about the day of my Xmas dinner being thrown at my dad on paper and a pop up message from an aunty long forgotten from the other side!Day 16 not drinking!Dont forget to go back to the other episodes or just one might seem a bit odd! they are only 10 mins ish each. Would be grateful if you give me a like so I know your a real person and even a subscribe! Contact me with any questions, will address then in the next episode if I can : [email protected] if you need just someone to talk please know you are never alone call 116 123 everyone deserves to be listened to.Contact me by email [email protected] if you need just someone to talk please know you are never alone call 116 123 everyone deserves to be listened toContact me by email [email protected]

Jan 15thThank you so much! Over 8k views! Today I talk about being used as mums pawns in her struggle to cope with her separation. Dealing with mums Agoraphobia and going to court with mum as a 7/8 year old fighting to get more then 50p per month maintenance from dad on paper. Dont forget to go back to the other episodes or just one might seem a bit odd! they are only 10 mins ish each. Would be grateful if you give me a like so I know your a real person and even a subscribe! Contact me with any questions, will address then in the next episode if I can : [email protected] if you need just someone to talk please know you are never alone call 116 123 everyone deserves to be listened to.Samaritans if you need just someone to talk please know you are never alone call 116 123 everyone deserves to be listened toContact me by email [email protected]

Jan 12th JanA new school and a new home, with hope of a new beginnings Day 12 not drinking, but today I want to. Stay safe and happy.Dont forget to go back to the other episodes or just one might seem a bit odd! they are only 10 mins ish each. Would be grateful if you give me a like so I know your a real person and even a subscribe! Contact me with any questions, will address then in the next episode if I can : [email protected] if you need just someone to talk please know you are never alone call 116 123 everyone deserves to be listened to.Samaritans if you need just someone to talk please know you are never alone call 116 123 everyone deserves to be listened toContact me by email [email protected]

Jan 11th JanThis has been a tough story to tell, Ive no other words todayDay 11 not drinking, but today I want to. Stay safe and happy.Dont forget to go back to the other episodes or just one might seem a bit odd! they are only 10 mins ish each. Would be grateful if you give me a like so I know your a real person and even a subscribe! Contact me with any questions, will address then in the next episode if I can : [email protected] if you need just someone to talk please know you are never alone call 116 123 everyone deserves to be listened to.Samaritans if you need just someone to talk please know you are never alone call 116 123 everyone deserves to be listened toContact me by email [email protected]

Jan 10th JanIve decided to contact the dad on paper ex siblings, might be a bad thing I dont know, hoping it will give me clarity on timeline as its whirling around in my head. Day 10 not drinkingHave a good day, stay safe and happy.Dont forget to go back to the other episodes or just one might seem a bit odd! they are only 10 mins ish each. Would be grateful if you give me a like so I know your a real person and even a subscribe! Contact me with any questions, will address then in the next episode if I can : [email protected] if you need just someone to talk to 116 123 everyone deserves to be listened to.Samaritans if you need just someone to talk please know you are never alone call 116 123 everyone deserves to be listened toContact me by email [email protected]

Jan 9th JanSo to tell my story, I do have to tell my mums. I am telling you the memories of my mum and how she's remembered it, however yesterday I did research and it does look like its true. Day 9 not drinkingHave a good day, stay safe and happy.Dont forget to go back to the other episodes or just one might seem a bit odd! they are only 10 mins ish each. Would be grateful if you give me a like so I know your a real person and even a subscribe! Contact me with any questions, will address then in the next episode if I can : [email protected] if you need just someone to talk to 116 123 everyone deserves to be listened to.Samaritans if you need just someone to talk please know you are never alone call 116 123 everyone deserves to be listened toContact me by email [email protected]

Jan 8th JanThis journey is having so many twist and turns, I dont know who to believe now, finding stuff mum has written is a bit topsy turvy and upsetting. Day 8 not drinkingHave a good day, stay safe and happy.Dont forget to go back to the other episodes or just one might seem a bit odd! they are only 10 mins ish each. Would be grateful if you give me a like so I know your a real person and even a subscribe! Contact me with any questions, will address then in the next episode if I can : [email protected] if you need just someone to talk to 116 123 everyone deserves to be listened to.Samaritans if you need just someone to talk please know you are never alone call 116 123 everyone deserves to be listened toContact me by email [email protected]

Jan 7th JanJoin my run today while I talk about my mum stuck in a run down house with two small kids, cold and hungry while dad on paper had dinners at his mums. I also talk about how running saved me. Day 7 not drinkingHave a good day, stay safe and happy.Dont forget to go back to the other episodes or just one might seem a bit odd! they are only 10 mins ish each. Would be grateful if you give me a like so I know your a real person and even a subscribe! Contact me with any questions, will address then in the next episode if I can : [email protected] if you need just someone to talk to 116 123 everyone deserves to be listened to.Samaritans if you need just someone to talk please know you are never alone call 116 123 everyone deserves to be listened toContact me by email [email protected]

Jan 7th JanI could not upload yesterday, silly tech issue, so did another day 6 this has a little more then the original so a bonus epsiodeDay 7 not drinkingHave a good day, stay safe and happy.Contact me: [email protected] if you need just someone to talk to 116 123 everyone deserves to be listened toSamaritans if you need just someone to talk please know you are never alone call 116 123 everyone deserves to be listened toContact me by email [email protected]

Jan 6th JanCome with me on my run today - Today mum is pregnant,  married the man we call the dad on paper and the haunted houseDay 6 not drinkingHave a good day, stay safe and happy.Contact me: [email protected] if you need just someone to talk to 116 123 everyone deserves to be listened to. Contact me by email [email protected] if you need just someone to talk please know you are never alone call 116 123 everyone deserves to be listened toContact me by email [email protected]

Jan 5th JanCome with me on my walk today - Today mum left foster and went into the big bad world on her own. Day 5 not drinkingHave a good day, stay safe and happy.Contact me: [email protected] if you need just someone to talk to 116 123 everyone deserves to be listened to. Samaritans if you need just someone to talk please know you are never alone call 116 123 everyone deserves to be listened toContact me by email [email protected]

Jan 4th.Come with me on my walk today navigating flood water of last nights storm, today I talk about mum and I being fostered out. Day 4 not drinkingHave a good day, stay safe and happy.Contact me: [email protected] if you need just someone to talk to 116 123 everyone deserves to be listened to. Samaritans if you need just someone to talk please know you are never alone call 116 123 everyone deserves to be listened toContact me by email [email protected]

Jan 3rd.Come with me on my walk where today with my stubborn dog as  I talk about my grandparents dying. How the twins stayed with their mum on their own for 3 days before calling the authorities.Day 3 not drinkingHave a good day, stay safe and happy.Contact me: [email protected] if you need just someone to talk to 116 123 everyone deserves to be listened to. Samaritans if you need just someone to talk please know you are never alone call 116 123 everyone deserves to be listened toContact me by email [email protected]

2nd January 2024Today I start at the beginning with mums story & explain the title  of the podcast more.Apologies for the little part of wind noise, it was a bit blowy on the dog walk!Thank you for all the emails, iam gob smacked how quickly this has reached people, happy to answer any question's you have. Day 2 not drinkingHave a good day, stay safe and happyContact me: [email protected] if you need just someone to talk to 116 123 everyone deserves to be listened to.Samaritans if you need just someone to talk please know you are never alone call 116 123 everyone deserves to be listened toContact me by email [email protected]

Happy new year and the launch of my new podcast.  A tiny intro today,  just to let you know what I will be chatting about. I am not sure if anyone will listen to this, if you do let me know! Day 1 not drinkingContact me: [email protected] if you need just someone to talk to 116 123 everyone deserves to be listened to.Samaritans if you need just someone to talk please know you are never alone call 116 123 everyone deserves to be listened toContact me by email [email protected]