i’m just talkative

in this episode i speak about a song im writing rn,arirang releasing tomorrow,working with ishi on this song,turning 22, current conflict ,being into astrology and an album i have on repeat

in this episode i speak about how happy i was when i found out yungblud won his first grammy, why i cried after hearing his acceptance speech, how concerned i was when he took a break and how happy and proud i am of him

in this episode, I speak about having a crush for the first, how weird and new it feels, and getting many melodies and lyrics for a song i wrote about it all

In this episode, I speak about what I was doing/feeling before ,after and when I heard the arirang announcement.

in this episode i speak about how im more optimistic, how and why i sing better,how i was shy but now im more confident, how people have stopped playing their music so that it wont disturb me singing which helped me realize that people are kind,how my lungs are stronger now,why i don't feel bad when i dont work on my music everyday,how i couldn't believe i gained 70 followers in 8 months on tiktok and how im proud of myself

in this episode i speak about the new rep lyric change we got, the docuseries and how i loved it, how i felt alive while and after watching the docuseries,how taylor and bts feel like my friends and not a global phenomenon, how i felt when suga uploaded a story and when i saw the OT7 picture, it was the best day ever!

in this episode i speak about the song im working on and how i felt that something was off about it after recording the vocals for it

in this episode i speak about how i have been researching on fictional charcters that i resonate with and how im trying to incorporate them in the music im working on

in this episode i speak about how i relate to the lyric "failure brings you freedom" and how scary it was to change genre from working on dreamy pop for three years to suddenly changing my mind and making pop rock

in this episode, I speak about what happend and what comments i got when i had uploaded a song cover of the life of a showgirl ft sabrina carpenter

A quick check in and im just saying how grateful I am for chatgpt

in this episode i speak about how i don't know what makes me happy anymore,how i used to try different makeup styles before, and how i used to dislike my body and how social media was a bad place for me and how its one of the things that make me happy now

in this episode I speak about how I thought I should make positive songs only but not any more, What genre of music im making, how im stepping out of my comfort zone and I'm working on a hip-hop song., How I can't decide if I wanna make a piano based song or like rock based song,how i fear i cant visually represent my pop rock ep/album

in this episode i speak about why i started running,how i stepped out of my comfort zone and didnt stop singing even tho someone had entered the gym

in this episode i speak about the album the life of a showgirl, how much i love it!!, how i heard, what i feel about each songs in it (i hope i didnt miss any song)

in this episode me and ishi predict on what we think each song is gonna be about in the life of a showgirl , in hindsight oh boy was i wrong

in this episode i speak about how i feel mentally, my song that i write yesterday, why i can now cry on my tiktoks

in this episode speak about how i feel changing genres and switching to pop rock from making pop for 3 years, my inspirations, my fears and how free i feel now as compared to past years

in this episode i speak about the day taylor uploaed the Engagement post, How I felt, what I did and how I feel even right now.

In this episode, I speak about a song that I'm working on and how difficult it is to make it. And how I finally after years I got the production for it and how happy I am. And how I always make the best songs after having the worst breakdowns.

In the episode I speak about how happy and excited I am for the life of the showgirl;that comes out in 45 days, how I felt when I saw the vinyl variants and how i cant wait for it

In this episode I speak about how I can't choose if I wanna make/ release a sad album or a fairy tale theme album for my debut, As a sad song can show how my raw and vulnerable feelings And the pop album could it show how different I am and make me stand out from rest of everybody else.

in this episode I speak about how i kept changing my mind between having an EP or album first and why and how i have decided to put out an EP first the an album

in this episode, I speak about my accent and how i know what accent i have after years of wondering

in this episode, I speak about how i felt when i saw my name on google and how i was surprised to see this podcast and my socials being associated.

In this episode I speak about how i felt when I couldn't upload my first ever acting audition and How I plan on acting after I'm successful enough with my music

In this episode, I speak about auditioning for a short film for the first time and how I feel about everything, Why I feel overwhelmed and how this could be something in the future

In this episode, I speak about suga's discharge from the military,yungblud's album IDOLS ,bludfest 2025 and seeing suga's face after 2 years.

in this episode i speak about what happend and how i felt when i saw rm&v and jk&jm live

In this episode, I speak about how excited and happy i am cuz tomorrow RM and V are gonna be discharged from the military and how i cant wait

in this episode i speak about a dream i had one night where gracie abrams was my best friend

in this episode, I speak about how i felt and what i did when i read Taylor's letter about her buying her masters back

In this episode, I speak about an artist commenting on my post for the first time and how it made me feel and me picturing and imagining how it would feel to have people sing my song as a song cover and tag me.

In this episode, I speak about how I really want to teach young kids and how becoming a teacher was my dream before I wanted to become a singer-songwriter.

In this episode. I speak about the comment that I got on my TikTok and that made me so happy because it was one of the best comments that I've got from my acting online, How I have 60 drafts I don't know what to do with,and uploading my first song snippet which was so nervous,exciting and new

In this episode I speak about how I am balancing many things at once and why I fear not doing one of them in a day, And the pressure that I feel and always doing the right thing and not taking any breaks. Because taking breaks means that I'm not doing something productive.

In this episode, I speak about an open audition I saw on Instagram and I am wondering if I should go for it or not.

in this episode I speak about how I felt after watching kid laroi's documentary,how i feel stuck and feel like im not working hard enough, how I can't choose between acting or singing and what I'm gonna do about it

in this episode me and ishi speak about singers with different voices and doechii

in this episode ishi speaks about her fear and what's stopping her from doing what she loves,feeling confident but shy etc...

in this episode I speak about why I'm excited for, rep (tv), Taylor swift (tv), bts coming back from the military, and more

in this episode I speak about how I hate change and how I need to be informed prior no matter what

in this episode I speak about how I rediscovered my love for acting,how it started and how it's going

in this episode I speak about the last show of the eras tour,how it impacted my life , how much i love taylor and everybody who made the eras tour possible.

In this episode I speak about how music production has always been so hard for me, how I’ve improved and what I felt when my sister felt overwhelmed when she was working on my music

I’m this episode I speak about how I read a situation wrong and felt bad about it and how I don’t know what it’s like not to make a mistake

In this episode I recap all the things that I did and felt last week.

I never wanted to believe when someone said friends aren’t forever but life has made me think otherwise now and I hate it.

In this episode speak about how I lost my fandom name to a popular artist, and how it made me feel and why I’m mostly likely to be declining my first ever collab

In this Episode I speak about how I felt and what i did when I got my first collaboration request. In case you wanna be friends or collab with me.