Just because you can’t see it doesn’t mean it don’t exist!

Being Trapped on your own Ride alone is the worst feeling go endure..

This is about my life and all the bad things that has happened to me and this is what made me the person I am today I will not let them win and control who I am as a person for I am stronger as a whole in myself. I am better then they will ever be they have hurt me in more ways you can ever imagine what happened to then you ask not a God damn thing there is no justice and ill tell ya why

Turtling helps us recognize the emotions and all the troubles we go through to help soothe ourselves and get us back to ground zero with the skills we learn we can find ourselves again and keep hiding in those shells we all keep ourselves buried in.

Helping me understand what one mind means Awareness and differentiation understanding my emotions are sperate from others

Early signs and symptoms of mental illness to me

Being alone is my worst fear what is yours

Don't give up when life has u down keep moving forward when your already down get up keep going

For those who bash the lives people are trying to gain back we are all mad here

Being humble and loving one another to help one another is building villages who can survive

Just some positive soul searching advice to get me threw my day helps to build positive energy so I’m not sending out negative energy

The worst time of day is mornings I’m a bear when are you the worst during your days

Working together to make magic happen for those to find self healing and energy to get threw the tough things

Knowing is one thing but going threw it is the battle you can study it all day long but you will never understand unless you have gone threw the battle and the daily struggles and what it takes just want to survive another day some of us are not so lucky to beat it

Always be who you are even if it’s u who gets hurt because then you know that the best person is the image you see in the mirror the people around you don’t see that but it’s what you believe in and see inside yourself

Typical everyday is a Monday like day where everything turns to shit for me

It’s 2019 and McDonald’s is selling outdated products could the food be outdated as well

The darkness in hope to recover what was lost and still remains dark and hopeless

The gifts of the babes personalities

Please stop sending me ur nasty body with out my permission your disrespectful and I’m tired of the warnings I give you on a daily I will post ur obscenely nasty selves to your own profiles so all of your family and friends and loved ones ect can see what kind of a human being you are I don’t care if I get reported I regret nothing and I don’t mind ruining you for the actions u make they have consequences and this is no threat it’s a promise. If it is not ok for others to see u then why is it ok for me to! Again last and final warning!

What we say and do is our way of coping with our inner weirdness we are the same in many same ways we are we that’s just us!

It speaks for its self if you feel the way I do

Changing who we are inside and changing the world on the outside

Just some off the wall hobbies I find myself doing which is odd I think me myself and I have an understanding

The moment my 6 year old has her episodes and her good moments when she is calm cool and collective and not so calm cool and collective we are the same

Giving up is not the answer even if we want to the fight is the hard part but are you strong enough to over come it I believe you are and your star will too shine bright to get you threw the darkness I know it

The feeling I have when I know I don’t belong In the life of happiness when I am in the corner watching my family be happy when clearly I am not but don’t know why

Guys I have dumb ass moments where nothing is as it seems and I get all worked up for nothing I need to know facts before I react but it’s hard when your a person like me that’s how people be getting hurt cuz we react out of impulses and that my friends is why you call me and make sure I know your hear or if u be pulling my chain I will find you and I will probably call u an ass hat but let me know before u be creepin up on me

Songs that best describes the broken pieces I have to sweep back up and try to reassemble on my own! Music helps me threw anything and everything it is my strength and it is my hope! Any music any genre I don’t care it’s the lyrics that I care about doesn’t matter the tone it’s the voice that matters to me

I to suffer from mental illness just like you please just hear me out before you start coming at me all o want to do is let u know we are all the same and I’m here to be your friend if you will be mine help me help you

Here is where I share all of my poetry it is my heart and soul that I pour out on paper threw the good times and bad times threw all versions of me my sadness my laughter my love hell all of the above

This is about the power in Jesus Christ if you are a believer in our lord I’m open to all religions and this is where I will put all of the worshiping in the world into positive light not just one but many either way we all believe in a higher power and I’ll prove to those that genre don’t define the words of god and genre can mean any type of music and prayer not just classic or original or funk or rap or rock or pop it’s all of it in the titles I will read the lyrics or literature and by artist I bet you won’t know what genre it’s from unless u look up the song but in the end we all worship and we all pray and we all believe and we all kneel to our gods and higher power we all spiritually believe in hope and faith and god

Drs are prescribing things that makes us worse so we will continue to go back to them don’t let them control you

Depression is what I am most days and everyday I’m a different person. Today I am hurting inside and out my story in my shoes

The moment my life changed forever and for what it’s worth I am sorry that person has her own demons but I battle mine jealousy is not the monster that will be the end of me it’s the voices that won’t leave me alone

Anchor • Flash back reading at night what feeling hopeless is like when they deserve some one better then me life for them would be perfect if I wasn’t the way I am

If any one has any poetry they want me to read out and have a creative name they wanna go by I’ll do a reading and shout out for you so others can see what’s going threw your minds and seeing threw your eyes send me a message threw email [email protected] let me know what you want the world to know help me help you threw all these struggles that won’t leave us alone it’s like we are stuck and no way out but I believe this is my way out and how to cope with my illness who knows maybe you to can see if this helps you subscribe to my channel and follow me to our destiny I will make a difference I promise you that!

Wow the people have the nerve to call me the one thing I know I’m not for what it’s was all for nothing haha jokes on you and I’m sorry you have the obligation to manipulate people to live but we don’t have to live this way

The things I get asked on a daily basis is answered with common sense and savage remarks! if u don’t want my sarcastic remarks then don’t ask me lame ass stupid questions! It’s common sense people think before you ask me anything 9 out of 10 times it’s not what u wanted to hear and brutally honest like a savage gone postal yea guys that’s me sorry not sorry

why do people take free stuff and sell it back to others? like it’s free and your selling it! we could have just sold it our selves and it doesn’t matter who u are or who your married too people deserve happiness and they deserve to have a family when they can’t have children or they spend thousands trying to conceive stop selling babies it isn’t right give people who meet the requirements on being good people have a family they have wanted so badly every one deserves a family it sucks being alone and don’t donate to ones who just sell things back donate to charities cuz it’s given right back to help those in need we all need a little help in our lives we deserve better respect and not some rat doing their dirty work we are slaves to our society and I refuse to partake in this selfish world covered with greed!

Leave the past behind you! Easier said then done I know trust me when I say this loosing some one may hurt but maybe it was for the better any out come to being forgotten just means they were not put there to begin with just a side step to get to where you are the here the now, don’t let those u once knew or loved be the very chains holding you down! Each and every one of you matter because your alive!!!

An in sight of one good day out of many bad days a outing with my step daughter and how much sleep deprivation I have all in all I will read back to this day and remember some good things are right in front of our face

Battling the demons we fight everyday doesn’t have to a war we can’t win! In fact we can win the war we can fight and we can do it together! The war isn’t over ; and it starts with taking the first step in the battle field holding your head held high and with strong force to defeat the demons that do not control us we have our own life to fight to live let alone fight to survive the voices in our heads a double war on our own is not a war I wanted but we endure it and everyday is harder and harder if fighting alone we are not alone millions like me deserve a fair fight

Mental illnesses is not a game it is not fun it is not what we had imagined our lives to be! We are controlled by our minds we are locked in a closet that we can’t get out of! We are people who have feelings who just want to be accepted and loved and understood! Take a walk in our shoes see what we see hear what we hear I know it’s pretty scary sometimes but that’s why our story is left untold we are different in our own ways but I do know that who ever I am everyday I fight the voices they don’t control me and I don’t let others define me I am who I am and so are you we are unique we are beautiful