Lost in Saturn

I fought with the perfectionist in me for a lot longer than id like to admit to put this out. It's nowhere near perfect, but for some reason I had this thought that every episode was supposed to be (Especially the first one). Perfectionism has been a drain on my potential since Kindergarten. I want to so bad use all 4000 characters I am allotted to preface, and correct, and control; and explain away and give my excuses because that's what I have been conditioned to do. As I am typing this I am looking for reasons to not upload this, but I cannot find a single valid reason I shouldn't. Saturn is testing me But I studied.Welcome Home