Profound Journey

I am myself surprised — it is actually happening!The first interview within the long history of Profound Journey.In this episode I am talking to my good friend Rick Jordan, a Sangha member of the Zen Buddhist group I started meditating with since my time in New Zealand started.Together we dive into various realms of practise, Ricks personal story and path to meditation, our understanding of spirituality, the concept of self and how to continue inquiring the mind and our beingness in this physical realm — especially after gaining insight into the inherent emptiness of all the things we hold so dear in this world. Enjoy!►► If you want to get in touch or have questions: [email protected]►► Check out the newsletter on Substack → here

A reflection on the internal monologue, how it shapes our world and sense of self, and about our choice to believe it.►► If you want to get in touch or have questions: [email protected]►► Check out the newsletter on Substack → here

In this episode of Profound Journey, I reflect on life with only €237 in my pocket, the strange calm that still persists, and what three months of Muay Thai training taught me about self-trust, detachment, and love.This one is about surrendering, questioning the role of money for a happy life, and becoming more okay with simply being.___________________________________________You can support me here:PayPal: [email protected]: wise.com/pay/me/vincentnikosh OR @vincentnikosh___________________________________________Episode resources:►► Instagram: Profound Journey►► If you want to get in touch or have questions: [email protected]►► Check out the newsletter on Substack → here

This week’s episode stems from a question that’s been echoing in my mind for a while now—a question that reveals the gap between how I think about existence and how I’m actually living it, especially in the small things: how I treat myself, the worries I hold onto, the subtle ways I forget what truly matters.I will share the latest insights that feel like keys to a more joyful and fulfilling life—seeds gathered from deep conversations with newfound friends, personal reflections, and yes, even a thought-provoking exchange I had with ChatGPT about all of this.I invite you to listen to this mix of clarity, chaos, and curiosity. Enjoy. 😊__________________________________________Episode resources:►► Instagram: Profound Journey►► If you want to get in touch or have questions: [email protected]►► Check out the newsletter on Substack → here

What do you do in a serious situation when you know you're about to enter a psychedelic journey after ingesting a tab of LSD?That's where I found myself when the ground started shaking in Northern Thailand due to a 7.7 magnitude earthquake that originated in Myanmar.In this episode, I want to share with you the insights I gained from that experience and offer a brief overview and personal take on ceremonial mind-altering facilitations._________________________________Episode resources:►► Instagram ⁠Profound Journey⁠►► If you want to get in touch or have questions: ⁠[email protected]⁠►► Check out the newsletter on Substack → ⁠here

In this solo episode, I unpack the emotional layers behind our routines, desires, and internal resistance. I explore why we chase what we do, how failing to meet our own standards can be a powerful teacher, what it really means to live with awareness, and how to trust the slow process of becoming._________________________________Episode resources:►► Podcast with Alain de Botton►► Instagram Profound Journey►► If you want to get in touch or have questions: [email protected]►► Check out the newsletter on Substack → here

In this episode, I reflect on the deeper purpose behind Profound Journey and whether I’m truly on the right path—or simply convincing myself I am. I open up about the paradox of freedom, the weight of having too many choices, and the tension between living in the moment versus creating with intention.What starts as questioning the structure and future of this project turns into something more raw: an exploration of doubt, desire, comparison, and the urge to walk away from it all. I also share a serendipitous moment—a message that reminded me why this work might matter, even when I can't see the impact.If you're navigating your own questions about purpose, contribution, or how to balance doing with simply being, this one might resonate.__________________________________►► Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/profound.journey/?igsh=MTgzY3hmZmdyem43MQ%3D%3D&utm_source=qr►► If you want to get in touch or have questions: [email protected]►► Check out the newsletter on Substack → https://profoundjourney.substack.com

In this episode, I dive deep into a struggle I’ve faced for years—sleep, self-sabotage, and the hidden effects of existential curiosity. I explore how my mind resists rest, not just because of poor habits, but because of something deeper: unfinished tasks, subconscious fears, and the need for control.I reflect on how my younger self used to be consumed by the fear of non-existence, how I’ve made peace with it over time, and why a subtle remnant of that fear still shows up in unexpected ways—like my inability to maintain a consistent sleep schedule.Beyond the philosophy, I break down why simply forcing myself into a routine hasn’t worked, and what I’ve realized instead.If you’ve ever found yourself self-sabotaging, procrastinating, or feeling stuck in cycles that seem impossible to break, this episode might give you something to think about.►► If you want to get in touch or have questions: [email protected]►► Check out the newsletter on Substack → https://profoundjourney.substack.com

This episode of Profound Journey dives into the concept of Intentional Surrender—the delicate balance between setting clear intentions and letting go of rigid control. We reflect on how life often unfolds in unexpected yet profoundly aligned ways when we stop forcing outcomes and trust the flow.Through Vincents personal stories of missed plans that led to better opportunities—like finding a van in an unexpected way, stumbling upon a tiny house, or receiving help at just the right moment—he illustrates how surrendering to life’s rhythm can lead to experiences beyond what we could plan ourselves.Expect deep insights on trust, flow, and the mysterious ways life delivers when we loosen our grip.►► If you want to get in touch or have questions: [email protected]►► Check out the newsletter on Substack → https://profoundjourney.substack.com

For years, I was consumed by the fear of death—trapped in an endless loop of anxiety and panic attacks. In this episode, I share my journey through existential dread, the cycle of fear, and how I confronted the terror head-on. From therapy to seeking deeper meaning, I explore what ultimately helped me break free and find clarity. If you’ve ever struggled with anxiety, meaninglessness, or the weight of existence, this episode is for you.►► If you want to get in touch or have questions: [email protected]►► Check out the newsletter on Substack → https://profoundjourney.substack.com

Today, we're gonna face the abyss. Together we will explore the nature of perception, the limitations of human experience, and the existential weight of our impermanence. Through reflections on personal experiences, philosophy, and the silent workings of our body, I try to uncover the deeper mysteries of this existence.This will be a deep dive into the unseen layers of reality and the ultimate question: What are we doing here?Some key points include: The Subjectivity of Reality – How our unique conditioning and biology shape our perception of the world. The Silent Workings of the Body – How much of our experience happens beyond conscious awareness. The Narrow Window of Human Perception – What we’re missing beyond our sensory limits. Breaking Free from Illusions – How chasing external validation is a futile pursuit. Facing the Abyss – Confronting the meaninglessness of existence and what lies beyond. Dying Before You Die – Letting go of old identities to uncover a deeper experience of life. ►► If you want to get in touch or have questions: [email protected]►► Check out the newsletter on Substack → https://profoundjourney.substack.com

What makes life truly meaningful?It's a question I've wrestled with for years. In this episode, I feel like I'm getting closer to an answer. I explore the contrast between the Western mindset of striving and becoming versus the Eastern approach of contentment and presence.You'll hear about:The beauty in the simplicity of lifeHow Western schooling shapes our behaviorA raw take on the flaws in the system►► If you want to get in touch or have questions: [email protected]►► Check out the newsletter on Substack → https://profoundjourney.substack.com

In this episode, I reflect on the evolution of Profound Journey—how writing has become an essential part of my life, the challenge of making my work more concise, and my shifting perspective on growth and recognition. I explore the pressure of personal branding, my resistance to the hustle mindset, and a newfound sense of patience with my path. I also share thoughts on self-acceptance, the importance of writing for its own sake, and the healing lessons of Vipassana in dealing with injuries.

This week on the Profound Journey podcast, I reflect on the lessons learned during my time at the Muay Thai camp, from navigating physical setbacks to embracing a more balanced approach to discipline. I explore the shift in my self-talk, newfound patience, and the unexpected gifts of new friendships. Plus, I share a transformative meditation experience that gave me a glimpse of pure awareness. Tune in for insights on self-regulation, inner kindness, and the simple yet powerful practice of asking 'Why?' to uncover deeper truths.

In episode four of Profound Journey, I dive into the challenge of self-improvement—especially the repeated cycles of starting new habits, only to stumble along the way. The episode touches on the idea of rediscovering the childlike wonder and fearlessness within us, and how my lifelong curiosity and fear of death have shaped my current journey.I also discuss the overwhelming nature of the countless paths and practices available for self-growth.This episode is about the journey, not just the destination—and trusting that the process will lead to the right space.

In episode three of Profound Journey, I reflect on the tension between the way I want to live and the way I’ve been conditioned to live—caught between ambition and a longing for simplicity. As I grow older, I find myself drawn more and more to what some might call "woo-woo" wisdom, seeking a life in harmony with nature, yet struggling with the ego-driven pursuit of more. I share insights from my travels in Vietnam, where pollution and exploitation of resources brought into sharp focus the consequences of progress at the planet's expense. This episode also touches on my personal journey toward detachment, symbolized by shaving my head and losing a cherished necklace—a lesson in letting go. As I prepare for a Muay Thai bootcamp in Thailand, a recent injury reminds me that life has a way of teaching us patience and the value of simplicity.

In episode two of Profound Journey, I dive deep into the hidden patterns that often hold us back, exploring the self-sabotaging behaviors we unknowingly repeat—whether it’s procrastination, unhealthy coping mechanisms, or distractions. I reflect on how these actions are rooted in past pain and discomfort, and why they can be so hard to change. Drawing from psychology and personal experience, I discuss the power of the mind to shape our reality and how our beliefs, both conscious and unconscious, can influence our behavior. I share my own struggles with distractions and self-doubt, and how I’m learning to face these uncomfortable patterns head-on, with the hope of creating lasting change. This episode is about embracing our imperfections, understanding the root of our habits, and showing up for ourselves on this messy, transformative journey.

In this debut episode of Profound Journey, I dive into the path that led to the creation of this project, sharing reflections on birth, early life, and the way our unique journeys shape us. I explore the curiosity that’s been with me since childhood—about life, death, and meaning—and how it’s guided me through some of my most challenging and transformative experiences. From battling existential crises to realizing that perfection is the enemy of progress, I discuss the messy, beautiful unfolding of my own growth and the lessons I’ve learned along the way. This episode marks the beginning of a raw, heartfelt exploration of self-discovery, mindfulness, and the pursuit of deeper truths. Join me as I embrace the journey, imperfections and all, and share my reflections with the hope of sparking curiosity and connection in yours.

Why are we here, and what does it truly mean to be alive? This question has guided me through years of exploration, leading me to embrace practices, experiences, and perspectives that continue to shape my understanding of life and the self. Profound Journey was born from this pursuit—a platform dedicated to self-discovery, deep living, and uncovering meaning in an ever-complex world. In this first episode, I share the foundation of Profound Journey—why it exists, what you can expect, and how this project will evolve. More than just a podcast, this is a space for reflection, insight, and connection. Together, we'll navigate life’s biggest questions and explore the tools that help us live with greater depth and clarity. Welcome to Profound Journey.