The Pink Hearse Podcast

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The Pink Hearse Podcast

A real and whimsical look at what it means to be fully alive with all the joy and chaos and pressure and vulnerability and beauty. Take the ride along with unexpected guests and be inspired to fall in love with your own unique destiny and meaning.

  1. 125

    Bigger on the Inside with Marisa Michelson

    Fourteen languages will be utilized in this episode with our "FINAL guest" in air quotes. Zachary Murdock and Marisa Michelson meander their way through murky shallows of the soul swamp. They will dissect what it means to practice being a human being in our "FINAL" episode...Explore Marisa's work here: https://www.marisamichelson.com/Episode mixed, scored and narrated by Kevin Joseph GrossmannMusic by Marisa Michelson and The Constellation Chor featuring Vaacary MurdockArt by Zachary Murdock x Intestinal labyrinth by Lauren ZavlunovSupport the showThank you for listening... Unlock bonus material & support our show: patreon.com/Channelthesun & follow us on Instagram for magic creations: https://www.instagram.com/channelthesun/

  2. 124

    God Help Me, I’m Awake! Radio: “Here Goes Nothing” with Xenia Viray

    As we begin to wind down the Pink Hearse Podcast journey, I couldn't imagine a more powerful conversation to have. On this near final lap, our dear sister Xenia expounds gems galore out of seeming thin air while Zach intentionally puts his mind in the glovebox and lets something else steer. That something is Lauren and we end up crashing into ourselves, driving down the heart highway and reappearing on the other side giggling and refreshed. What a ride it has been. Can't wait to see what's next. Cat got your tongue? Gave a mouse a cookie? All signs point toward Franny drinking a glass of milk which was like "watching god pouring god into god." Somebody get this man a snack!Explore our new dice oracle book, "God Help Me, I'm Awake! Vol. 1 (Wisdom Quotes for Daily Reawakening)" - https://godhelpmeimawake.com/Explore Xenia’s magic work: https://www.instagram.com/mythsofcreation?igsh=NTc4MTIwNjQ2YQ==Produced by Kevin Joseph GrossmannHosted by Lauren Zavlunov x Zachary Murdock FieldGHMIA was founded by Zachary Murdock Field, Lauren Zavlunov, Michael Spivack, Kevin Joseph Grossmann and Brad DoanSupport the showThank you for listening... Unlock bonus material & support our show: patreon.com/Channelthesun & follow us on Instagram for magic creations: https://www.instagram.com/channelthesun/

  3. 123

    Stay Pink with Lyrivelli (A Lost Tape)

    In this lost episode from 2025, Zachary and Lyrivelli explore their New York City roots, the paradox of creativity and hustle and how to keep the blinders on like Central Park horses in order to stay focused on your own Path.Explore our new dice oracle book, "God Help Me, I'm Awake! Vol. 1 (Wisdom Quotes for Daily Reawakening)" - https://godhelpmeimawake.com/Episode mixed and scored by Kevin Joseph GrossmannListen to Lyrivelli’s music: https://open.spotify.com/artist/4EJJsZ2yljM1OZFcdnDVac?si=YGmHO0e7T_CUS_FSQWe7dAFollow Lyrivelli’s Journey: https://www.instagram.com/lyrivelli?igsh=NTc4MTIwNjQ2YQ==Outro Song by Zachary Murdock x RedButtonz x Kevin JosephSupport the showThank you for listening... Unlock bonus material & support our show: patreon.com/Channelthesun & follow us on Instagram for magic creations: https://www.instagram.com/channelthesun/

  4. 122

    God Help Me, I’m Awake! Radio: “Sheep Knuckles, Thanks Goats” with Danny Goler

    God Help Me, I’m Awake! has hitchhiked the Hearse like Sissy Hankshaw on a full moon joyride. On this episode we...what am I your bird mother? Chew your own podcast, listen and find out!Explore our new dice oracle book, "God Help Me, I'm Awake! Vol. 1 (Wisdom Quotes for Daily Reawakening)" - https://godhelpmeimawake.com/Featuring Mad Scientist Danny Goler. Explore his work: https://dannygoler.com/Produced by Kevin Joseph GrossmannHosted by Lauren Zavlunov x Zachary Murdock FieldGHMIA was founded by Zachary Murdock Field, Lauren Zavlunov, Michael Spivack, Kevin Joseph Grossmann and Brad DoanSupport the showThank you for listening... Unlock bonus material & support our show: patreon.com/Channelthesun & follow us on Instagram for magic creations: https://www.instagram.com/channelthesun/

  5. 121

    The Imaginary Friends Are Not Suicidal Horses with Molly Jordan

    What is, what was, what killed he, and what will it take to revive her? The Hearse's tank is overflowing, so let's soak up some straight gas as we speak to our guest, Molly Jordan, and a very special appearance from her grandmother. And we'll see who else decides to show up on this cross-universe road trip of an episode.Explore our new dice oracle book, "God Help Me, I'm Awake! Vol. 1 (Wisdom Quotes for Daily Reawakening)" - https://godhelpmeimawake.com/Episode mixed, scored and arranged by Kevin Joseph Grossmann Song "Audio 5643 (Shibari Version)" by Little Mother featuring Camille Tredoux x Zachary Murdock / Produced by Kevin Joseph GrossmannSupport the showThank you for listening... Unlock bonus material & support our show: patreon.com/Channelthesun & follow us on Instagram for magic creations: https://www.instagram.com/channelthesun/

  6. 120

    Trampling Gates with Jodi Strock

    In this episode, Zachary Murdock and our guest Jodi Strock give you the tools to make it through the labyrinth and learn what all that laughter is aimed at on the other side the other side the other side the other side...Explore our new dice oracle book, "God Help Me, I'm Awake! Vol. 1 (Wisdom Quotes for Daily Reawakening)" - https://godhelpmeimawake.com/Follow Jodi's journey: https://www.instagram.com/jodi_strocklmft/?hl=enEpisode mixed, scored and arranged by Kevin Joseph Grossmann Song "Artificial Tears" by Little Mother featuring Zachary Murdock x Morgan Weidinger x Brad Doan / Produced by Kevin Joseph GrossmannSupport the showThank you for listening... Unlock bonus material & support our show: patreon.com/Channelthesun & follow us on Instagram for magic creations: https://www.instagram.com/channelthesun/

  7. 119

    Untitled Document with Adam Mason

    America, the melted pot, the flame that got too hot. We still love each other, right? In this episode, Zachary Murdock interviews Adam Mason, and they teach us that the fractions are already divided and reduced. We just have to get over the common denominator. Demuninator. Well...Explore our new dice oracle book, "God Help Me, I'm Awake! Vol. 1 (Wisdom Quotes for Daily Reawakening)" - https://godhelpmeimawake.com/Explore Adam's work: https://www.adamajmason.com/Adam Mason graduated from the London International Film School in 1999.  Since then he has directed more than 300 music videos, 10 feature films and numerous commercials. Adam and his writing partner Simon Boyes have written and sold countless screenplays for, amongst others,  Paramount, Relativity, Universal, Skydance and Lionsgate.Episode mixed, scored and arranged by Kevin Joseph Grossmann Song "Made in China" by Little Mother featuring Zachary Murdock x Kaotic Steel x Camille Tredoux / Produced by Kevin Joseph GrossmannSupport the showThank you for listening... Unlock bonus material & support our show: patreon.com/Channelthesun & follow us on Instagram for magic creations: https://www.instagram.com/channelthesun/

  8. 118

    Talking in Your Sleep (A Unihemispheric Tête-à-Tête) with Kim Krans

    In this episode Zach and Kim do donuts in the Hearse and there's powdered sugar everywhere. From rolling triple ones (third eye snake eyes?) to unveiling the revolutionary art diet that will whip you into shape in thirteen seconds flat, Zim and Kach put their Pacifica powers to the test and although they don't appear to have found any answers, they definitely lost the questions.Kim Krans is a New York Times bestselling author and the founder and creative director of The Wild Unknown. Her occult-turned-mainstream drawings can be spotted on tarot cards, handbags, books, snowboards, celebrity social feeds, and tattoos across the globe…Explore our new dice oracle book, "God Help Me, I'm Awake! Vol. 1 (Wisdom Quotes for Daily Reawakening)" - https://godhelpmeimawake.com/Explore Kim's work: https://kimkrans.com/*The poet Kim references at the end of the episode is David WhyteEpisode mixed, scored and arranged by Kevin Joseph Grossmann Song "Phantom Womb" by Little Mother featuring Zachary Murdock and Jurelle / Produced by Prospect Lux and Funk KnucklesSupport the showThank you for listening... Unlock bonus material & support our show: patreon.com/Channelthesun & follow us on Instagram for magic creations: https://www.instagram.com/channelthesun/

  9. 117

    Permission to Let Go with Jana Roemer

    Are you cheating on yourself? Are you closer than you thought to being banned in Florida? Listen to this heavy mental episode and see how you could tease your longing playfully and become intimate with that part of you that snaps at witty jokes and quotes. Unlatch with host Zachary Murdock and our guest, Jana Roemer, as we collect our unconscious and gather our inevitables into these skin baskets we call ourselves.Explore our new dice oracle book, "God Help Me, I'm Awake! Vol. 1 (Wisdom Quotes for Daily Reawakening)" - https://godhelpmeimawake.com/ Jana has provided us with a Scorpio Astro Nidra Prayer. Listen here: https://attunetothemoon.sellfy.store/p/scorpio-astro-nidra-a-potent-prayer-pjfbw1/Episode mixed, scored and arranged by Kevin Joseph Grossmann Support the showThank you for listening... Unlock bonus material & support our show: patreon.com/Channelthesun & follow us on Instagram for magic creations: https://www.instagram.com/channelthesun/

  10. 116

    Grandma's Secret with Xenia Viray

    Purchase our dice oracle book, "God Help Me, I'm Awake! Vol. 1 (Wisdom Quotes for Daily Reawakening)" - https://godhelpmeimawake.com/In this episode, Zach and our guest Xenia Viray keep themselves honest and harmonious, concluding that conclusions may need to remain unmet in order to cool off in the weeds and figure out how much money really costs.Follow Xenia's journey: https://www.instagram.com/mythsofcreation/Episode mixed, scored and arranged by Kevin Joseph Grossmann Support the showThank you for listening... Unlock bonus material & support our show: patreon.com/Channelthesun & follow us on Instagram for magic creations: https://www.instagram.com/channelthesun/

  11. 115

    At the Limits of Their Tongues (In Baba Yaga's Hut) with P.D. Newman and Edward Crowe

    Well, the hearse is in the shop, so we're riding the rails of infusion along the most quote heavy route we can find. Join Zachary Murdock, Edward Crowe, and their guest P.D. Newman as the trio tunes into the true essence of being. All impractical practicalities have been disclosed. Enjoy.Explore P.D. Newman's work: https://www.simonandschuster.com/authors/P-D-Newman/210654539Mix x Score by Kevin Joseph GrossmannOutro song by I Am a UFO x Zachary MurdockSupport the showThank you for listening... Unlock bonus material & support our show: patreon.com/Channelthesun & follow us on Instagram for magic creations: https://www.instagram.com/channelthesun/

  12. 114

    Overripe Angel Slang with Normandi Ellis and Edward Crowe

    In this episode, Zachary, Edward Crowe, and their guest, Normandi Ellis, peel out in the Hearse and peel away the layers of the creative experience we call life. As a group, we gather to F the ineffable once and for all.Explore Normandi's work: https://normandiellis.com/Mix x Score by Kevin Joseph GrossmannCover art collage by ZM x Background green photo of Z by Erick MadridSupport the showThank you for listening... Unlock bonus material & support our show: patreon.com/Channelthesun & follow us on Instagram for magic creations: https://www.instagram.com/channelthesun/

  13. 113

    Words Fall Short with Camille Tredoux

    In this episode, Zach and Camille Tredoux make sure each other's costumes are on straight and wonder what do we do with these voices we're all given? Discover how death, be it a subtle reminder from this aptly named podcast or losing a loved one, has a profound impact on shaping our life. Buckle up and check your blind spots.Episode mixed, scored and arranged by Kevin Joseph GrossmannFollow Camille’s Journey: https://www.instagram.com/camilletredoux?igsh=cHNiM3E4aWk3c3B2Outro song by Little Mother available here: https://zacharymurdock.bandcamp.com/album/little-mother-sees-her-shadowPoetry by Zachary MurdockSupport the showThank you for listening... Unlock bonus material & support our show: patreon.com/Channelthesun & follow us on Instagram for magic creations: https://www.instagram.com/channelthesun/

  14. 112

    N0 Reality

    In this episode we learn where luck ran out for humankind and if it'll ever continue to lead us to drink from the fountain of joy again. Let's find out what's left when there is nothing left and how the entire world could be found on a street corner in Harlem. A true story of a fractaled young mind that returned from a journey to everywhere. With a special bit from our fellow writer, dreamer, and brother, Taylor Cox, we are in for a ride, folks. As a special treat, here is a link to the short film we made a while back about Zach's mental hospital journey x vision quest initiation: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=mq6KY2R45S8&t=117sEpisode mixed, scored and arranged by Kevin Joseph GrossmannSupport the showThank you for listening... Unlock bonus material & support our show: patreon.com/Channelthesun & follow us on Instagram for magic creations: https://www.instagram.com/channelthesun/

  15. 111

    The Place with Ruth Strassberg

    Just when we thought we were getting closer, we realize we have already arrived. Let our hosts Zachary and guest Ruth Strasberg welcome us all to The Place. We also learn that you can't spell truth without... well, I think you get it.Episode mixed, scored and arranged by Kevin Joseph GrossmannEpisode art by Jake Wade: https://www.instagram.com/jakefordwade/Listen to Ruth's episode on The Two Old Bitches Podcast: https://www.twooldbitches.com/podcast/2020/4/21/season-5-episode-10-ruth-strassberg-stranger-in-a-strange-landSupport the showThank you for listening... Unlock bonus material & support our show: patreon.com/Channelthesun & follow us on Instagram for magic creations: https://www.instagram.com/channelthesun/

  16. 110

    An Animated Exploration of the Ineffable with Churchill Veracocha

    Whether it's a ripple or a wave, all of our stones are sure to make motion in this eternal river. In this episode, Zachary and Edward dance in the rain in their scuba gear. Once you dry off, you might notice an appetite that can only be satiated with a visit to the poetry vending machine.Episode mixed, scored and arranged by Kevin Joseph GrossmannOutro song: "Snap! The Robot Awake" by Zachary Murdock x RedButtonz - https://distrokid.com/hyperfollow/zacharymurdock1/lectric-bibl-book-3Poetry by Zachary MurdockEpisode photo by Edward CroweSupport the showThank you for listening... Unlock bonus material & support our show: patreon.com/Channelthesun & follow us on Instagram for magic creations: https://www.instagram.com/channelthesun/

  17. 109

    Let There Be Crickets with Astrid Schmidt

    You're listening to this because you've decided to abandon the regular route and trust the silence. "To be nobody but yourself in a world which is doing its best, night and day, to make you everybody else, means to fight the hardest battle which any human being can fight." — e.e. cummingsJoin Astrid and Zach as they follow the Cricket.Experience our new music and poetry inspired fashion here: https://zacharymurdock.bandcamp.com/album/little-mother-sees-her-shadowEpisode mixed, scored and arranged by Kevin Joseph GrossmannFollow Astrid's journey: https://www.instagram.com/astridschmidt____/?hl=enOutro song by Little Mother available here: https://zacharymurdock.bandcamp.com/album/little-mother-sees-her-shadowPoetry by Zachary MurdockSupport the showThank you for listening... Unlock bonus material & support our show: patreon.com/Channelthesun & follow us on Instagram for magic creations: https://www.instagram.com/channelthesun/

  18. 108

    Dying to Grow with Corey Sweet

    In this episode, Zach and our guest Corey Sweet pick up where we left off and leave behind what they've picked up. We will rediscover that you can't plant seeds if you're holding on too tightly. Let's find out what we have to let go of to grow...Episode mixed, scored and arranged by Kevin Joseph GrossmannFollow Corey's journey: https://substack.com/@coreysweetOutro song by Jeremy Ian Thomas aka Soulajit and Zachary MurdockFeaturing songs by Corey Sweet x Smokey Robotic and Redman x Zachary Murdock and Eek-A-MousePoetry by Zachary MurdockSupport the showThank you for listening... Unlock bonus material & support our show: patreon.com/Channelthesun & follow us on Instagram for magic creations: https://www.instagram.com/channelthesun/

  19. 107

    8 Points in 9 Seconds, You Goofball (THIS IS NOT AN EXIT) with Nadia Szold and Geoffrey Young

    An exploration of poetry, oblivion, goofballism, and the finite ammunition known as exclamation points. Sponsored by Ooka Wooka… As a special bonus we have included a link to Nadia and Geoffrey’s soul affirming documentary, The Figures. Watch here: https://vimeo.com/1105630541?share=copyEpisode mixed, scored and arranged by Kevin Joseph GrossmannOutro song: "Keep Calling" by Zachary Murdock x RedButtonz out now > https://distrokid.com/hyperfollow/zacharymurdock1/lectric-bibl-book-1-2Support the showThank you for listening... Unlock bonus material & support our show: patreon.com/Channelthesun & follow us on Instagram for magic creations: https://www.instagram.com/channelthesun/

  20. 106

    Laugh at Death with Nicole Aniston and Edward Crowe

    “If people knew the truth they would cry at birth and laugh at death… “ In this episode Zachary, Edward and Nicole play the three blind mice investigating the elephant in the room. A little death, a little Shel Silverstein wisdom, a little reminder not to get trapped in your sensorial experience.Episode mixed, scored and arranged by Kevin Joseph GrossmannFollow Nicole's journey: https://www.instagram.com/realnicoleaniston/Follow Edward's journey: https://www.instagram.com/edward.crowe/Outro song by Zachary Murdock x RedButtonzPoetry by Zachary MurdockSupport the showThank you for listening... Unlock bonus material & support our show: patreon.com/Channelthesun & follow us on Instagram for magic creations: https://www.instagram.com/channelthesun/

  21. 105

    Her Intense Daydream of Me with Mary Antonia Wood, Ph.D.

    An exploration of creativity, soul, purpose, madness, witch consciousness and a whole bunch of other depthy beeswax. Not for the faint of psyche!In this episode, Mary and Zach investigate:> The ambiguous definition of an artist. > The artist’s function.> The artist’s duty.> The purpose of the world. > The definition defying definition of soul.> How the soul sees.> How we are vessels of soul.> Existing in the soulless West.> Divine madness and creative illness.> Suppression of witch consciousness.> The moody muse.> The loss of myth consciousness.> Trickster traits. Mary Antonia Wood is Program Chair and Associate Professor in the Depth Psychology and Creativity program at Pacifica Graduate Institute in Santa Barbara, CA., and the owner of Talisman Creative Mentoring, a practice that supports artists and creators of all types. Wood has been a visual artist for over thirty years, working in a variety of media.Purchase her illuminating book, The Archetypal Artist: Reimagining Creativity and the Call to Create: https://www.amazon.com/Archetypal-Artist-Mary-Antonia-Wood/dp/0367177978Learn more about Mary and her work: https://www.talismanmentoring.com/about.htmlEpisode art "The Goddess on Break" by Mary Antonia Wood.Episode mixed, scored, and arranged by Kevin Joseph GrossmannOutro song by Zachary Murdock x RedButtonzSupport the showThank you for listening... Unlock bonus material & support our show: patreon.com/Channelthesun & follow us on Instagram for magic creations: https://www.instagram.com/channelthesun/

  22. 104

    When Iron Man Falls

    How do you know when it’s time to give up? How much pain is too much? How many off days should you endure until you say, “you know what? I think I’m at the wrong party.”Mix x Score by Kevin Joseph GrossmannFeaturing Taylor CoxSong: “Keep Calling” by Zachary Murdock x RedButtonzSupport the showThank you for listening... Unlock bonus material & support our show: patreon.com/Channelthesun & follow us on Instagram for magic creations: https://www.instagram.com/channelthesun/

  23. 103

    Oar Splinters with Edward Crowe

    Merrily, merrily, merrily, merrily, life is but a dream...Episode mixed, scored, and arranged by Kevin Joseph GrossmannPoetry by Zachary Murdock FieldPhoto art by Mike LaneSong: "Fantasia Cryogenic" https://distrokid.com/hyperfollow/zacharymurdock1/everythings-dreamingSupport the showThank you for listening... Unlock bonus material & support our show: patreon.com/Channelthesun & follow us on Instagram for magic creations: https://www.instagram.com/channelthesun/

  24. 102

    The Sugar Detectives

    Let’s play a game of HORSE on the mini-hoop. Or better yet, HEARSE. Scrabble on the dark side of the sun? No, no. How about Hangman on cocktail napkins in lieu of an inflight movie on our way to over that way? Thumb twiddles and ink spillage, clean up on aisle 101.Mix x Score by Kevin Joseph GrossmannSong: “unh!” By Zachary Murdock x Red ButtonzSupport the showThank you for listening... Unlock bonus material & support our show: patreon.com/Channelthesun & follow us on Instagram for magic creations: https://www.instagram.com/channelthesun/

  25. 101

    Reverse Vertigo (Dessert for Dinner) with Mr. Blizzard and Mrs. Hardt

    The title says it all...Mix x Score by Kevin Joseph GrossmannFeaturing Mr. Blizzard and Mrs. HardtCover photo by Erick MadridSong: “Sweet Fangz” by Zachary Murdock x RedButtonz x REISupport the showThank you for listening... Unlock bonus material & support our show: patreon.com/Channelthesun & follow us on Instagram for magic creations: https://www.instagram.com/channelthesun/

  26. 100

    Indoor Rainbows

    This is where a description would be if I felt like writing a description. Mix x Score by Kevin Joseph GrossmannFeaturing Taylor CoxPicture of Zach’s father’s eye…Support the showThank you for listening... Unlock bonus material & support our show: patreon.com/Channelthesun & follow us on Instagram for magic creations: https://www.instagram.com/channelthesun/

  27. 99

    Becoming One Self with Normandi Ellis

    In this episode, Zachary and renowned author Normandi Ellis, explore the healing properties of poetry, following your destiny in chaotic times, and dare we say, the meaning of it all.Explore Normandi's work: https://normandiellis.com/Mix x Score by Kevin Joseph GrossmannCover photo by Erick MadridSong: “The Monster is Your Friend” > https://soundcloud.com/zacharymurdock/the-monster-is-your-friend-1?in=zacharymurdock/sets/scout-the-albumSupport the showThank you for listening... Unlock bonus material & support our show: patreon.com/Channelthesun & follow us on Instagram for magic creations: https://www.instagram.com/channelthesun/

  28. 98

    Surprisingly Poetic Autopsy Reports with Xenia Viray

    In this episode, Zachary and Xenia explore the whack-a-mole nature of healing, the claustrophobia of wearing bodies, the relentless onslaught of dust bunnies, and how to relax into your destiny during terrifying cosmic turbulence. Xenia also illuminates the often overlooked truth, that many, if not all of us, are one of a kind animals and that no matter how often we examine the encyclopedia, we won’t be able to find ourselves represented. Which means you should… well, listen to the episode and find out!Follow Xenia's journey: https://www.instagram.com/mythsofcreation/Mix x Score by Kevin Joseph GrossmannCover photo by Erick MadridSupport the showThank you for listening... Unlock bonus material & support our show: patreon.com/Channelthesun & follow us on Instagram for magic creations: https://www.instagram.com/channelthesun/

  29. 97

    Say Lilith featuring Lisa Marchiano and Molly Mitchell-Hardt

    In this episode Zachary, Lisa and Molly explore the mysterious identity of the Lilith archetype, how to kill time during an apocalypse, and the difference between dad jokes and mom jokes. And a bunch of other depthy things of course.Follow Lisa's journey: https://www.instagram.com/lisamarchiano/Listen to her podcast, This Jungian Life: https://thisjungianlife.com/Follow Molly’s journey: https://www.instagram.com/mollymitchellhardt?igsh=NTc4MTIwNjQ2YQ==Listen to Molly’s podcast, The Whole Paradox: https://thewholeparadox.buzzsprout.com/Mix x Score by Kevin Joseph GrossmannCover photo by Erick MadridSong: “how many buddhas?” > https://distrokid.com/hyperfollow/zacharymurdock1/lectric-bibl-book-5Support the showThank you for listening... Unlock bonus material & support our show: patreon.com/Channelthesun & follow us on Instagram for magic creations: https://www.instagram.com/channelthesun/

  30. 96

    Reminder to Die featuring Edward Crowe

    Note to self: you are not obligated to be who you were yesterday. Voluntary rebirth is encouraged. Realize, when you open your eyes to a new day, this is an opportunity to step into your own greatness, to adopt a new perspective, to approach the world in a brand new way. Please remember to nurture your imagination, and when the hypnosis is overwhelming, remember to die… Death is only a transition, a new beginning.Follow Edward's journey: https://www.instagram.com/edward.crowe/Episode mixed, scored, and arranged by Kev: https://www.instagram.com/kevin826joseph/Poetry by Zachary Murdock: https://www.instagram.com/zacharymurdockandthemuse/Art by Kyro Wolf x Edward Crowe: https://www.instagram.com/kyrowolf/Song: "møøn language" from Êlectric Biblë (Book 4) > https://distrokid.com/hyperfollow/zacharymurdock1/lectric-bibl-book-4Support the showThank you for listening... Unlock bonus material & support our show: patreon.com/Channelthesun & follow us on Instagram for magic creations: https://www.instagram.com/channelthesun/

  31. 95

    Love's Gravity featuring Soula Saad

    In this episode, Soula and Zach discuss their undying irrational optimism, the healing properties of creativity, the misunderstood nature of the word "apocalypse," and how to find a country inside yourself when the material world is aflame.Follow Soula's journey: https://www.instagram.com/soula.saad/Follow Soula's Feminitude Channel: https://www.instagram.com/feminitude_channel/Audio score / mix by Kevin Joseph GrossmannPoetry by Zachary Murdock FieldSong: "love's gravity" > https://distrokid.com/hyperfollow/zacharymurdock1/electric-bible-book-2Photo by Taylor Cox x Art by Sher VantigerSupport the showThank you for listening... Unlock bonus material & support our show: patreon.com/Channelthesun & follow us on Instagram for magic creations: https://www.instagram.com/channelthesun/

  32. 94

    Koyaanisqatsi (A Lost Tape) featuring Dr. Sara Al Madini

    A lost tape from the Hearse trunk, in this episode Dr. Sara and Zachary explore how to stay on your Path through materialistic illusions, holding things lightly in the name of reverence, eternity in time, and being yourself in a world that is constantly trying to change you into something else.Follow Dr. Sara Al Madini’s journey: https://www.instagram.com/saraalmadani?igsh=NTc4MTIwNjQ2YQ==Intro music by Jeremy Ian Thomas / Episode mixed by RedButtonz x Kevin Joseph GrossmannPoetry by Zachary Murdock FieldSong: “Life on Mars” by Zachary Murdock - Support the showThank you for listening... Unlock bonus material & support our show: patreon.com/Channelthesun & follow us on Instagram for magic creations: https://www.instagram.com/channelthesun/

  33. 93

    Overdue Library Books (A Posthumous Conversation with Tom Robbins)

    In this episode, we honor one of Zach’s greatest creative inspirations, the immortal Tom Robbins. Zach writes:“Dear Tom,Before you left your body, I came close to you through a few different friends. I now possess an unedited proof of Jitterbug Perfume inscribed by you. I wanted to have you on the show and of course in essence I did. Since a teenager your work has served as imagination jumper cables for the flying saucer that is my soul. In lieu of a literal conversation, I thought I’d ask you some questions and have loved ones read your answers that echo from your immortal pages. Can’t wait to hang with you, Hesse and Taylor when it’s time and while I’m in a body, please give me a sprinkle of that wild imagination and courage you embodied so ferociously. Thank you for being truly you. Love you, man.”Friends reading Tom’s words in order of appearance:Tom WaitsDavid FieldKevin Joseph GrossmannBryan Mootz Camille TredouxRoch Blizzard Hardt-FieldMolly Mitchell-Hardt FieldRodney NormanSher VantigerLauren ZavlunovDavid SkylerXenia VirayKaotic SteelRoch Blizzard Hardt-FieldMichael SpivackEdward CroweBrad DoanScott RandellJurelleAstrid SchmidtTracy RoseJoseph “JK5” AloiDennis MitchellJiggs LoveWe love you, Tom!Audio score / mix by Kevin Joseph GrossmannPoetry by Zachary Murdock FieldSong: “Timeless Love” by Zachary Murdock x RedButtonz x Alberto Bof x Noah HernandezSupport the showThank you for listening... Unlock bonus material & support our show: patreon.com/Channelthesun & follow us on Instagram for magic creations: https://www.instagram.com/channelthesun/

  34. 92

    Soul Yawn (What is Success?) featuring Scott Randell

    In this episode, Zachary and Scott examine genius, destiny and responding to the call. From setting out as wide-eyed-puppies, to earning their scars in the rugged terrain of the music industry, Scott and Zach share their experiences of passion, hope, defeat and heartbreak, only to end back where they began, deeply rooted in their calling and connected to dare I say, the divine.Scott Randell is an entrepreneur, music industry professional, talent manager, business consultant, real estate investor, and event production specialist. His career spans music, live events, entertainment strategy, and real estate development, with a focus on authenticity, industry credibility, and strategic ownership. He has built a path defined by navigating multiple disciplines simultaneously—bridging music, creative development, large-scale event production, and investment ventures.Follow Scott’s journey: https://www.instagram.com/scottjrandell?igsh=NTc4MTIwNjQ2YQ==Audio score / mix by Kevin Joseph GrossmannPoetry by Zachary Murdock FieldSong: "sweet fangz" > https://distrokid.com/hyperfollow/zacharymurdock1/lectric-bibl-book-3Second Song: “soul yawn” by Zachary Murdock x RedButtonz x Noah HernandezSupport the showThank you for listening... Unlock bonus material & support our show: patreon.com/Channelthesun & follow us on Instagram for magic creations: https://www.instagram.com/channelthesun/

  35. 91

    Home Again, Home Again featuring Astrid Schmidt

    In this episode, Zachary and Astrid explore owning your destiny, seeing everything as a universal nudge toward wholeness, and how whether we like it or not, we’re all going to Chicago. Home again, home again, jiggity jig!Astrid is a Certified Gestalt Therapist, trained at the Gestalt Center for Psychotherapy, and received her Master of Social Work from Columbia University. She has been a social worker for 20 years. After several years working as a clinical social worker with children and families in East Harlem, Chinatown and the South Bronx, she opened her private psychotherapy practice in New York City in 2006.Astrid's website: https://www.astridschmidt.com/Follow Astrid's journey: https://www.instagram.com/astridschmidt____/?hl=enAudio score / mix by Kevin Joseph GrossmannSong: "Tongues" by Zachary Murdock x RedButtonzCover photo by Lula Hyers: https://www.instagram.com/lulahyers/?hl=enSupport the showThank you for listening... Unlock bonus material & support our show: patreon.com/Channelthesun & follow us on Instagram for magic creations: https://www.instagram.com/channelthesun/

  36. 90

    Own Nothing featuring Rodney Norman

    These wisdoms from our episode with Rodney crossed my mind in relation to everything going on in the world right now. Easier said than embodied and of course we fluctuate between fear and remembering. To die before we die. According to the ancients that is the goal. As the doors of perception are burned clean, please give me the strength to continue letting go…Felt timely so we decided to share the episode again.Follow Rodney's journey: https://www.instagram.com/rodneydnorman/Audio score / mix by Kevin Joseph GrossmannSong: "pre - sober up" by Zachary Murdock x Red ButtonzSupport the showThank you for listening... Unlock bonus material & support our show: patreon.com/Channelthesun & follow us on Instagram for magic creations: https://www.instagram.com/channelthesun/

  37. 89

    Year of the Snake featuring Jana Roemer

    In this episode, Jana & I have a picnic with Buddha, exchange perspectives on the ineffableness of being & get as close to the flame as moths can fly without being completely consumed. It was a joy to explore the shedding of old paradigms & revel in the essence of ourselves & the world as they become more & more apparent. Long story short, my mood ring was royal blue at the end of the conversation. Much love to everyone tuning in, what a transformative time to be alive! Jana Bio: There are so many ways to be a Human and within each life, we live multiple incarnations determined by our choices. To explain who I am by listing experiences, hardships or moments of joy only offers a distorted glimpse. We live. We make choices. We deal with consequences. We break, we grow, we forgive, we celebrate, we laugh. This is life. We all do it and it looks different for each of us. In the end, we all long for the same things: To be heard. To be seen. To belong. To love and be loved.  Follow Jana: https://www.instagram.com/jana_roemer/Listen to The Whole Paradox Podcast episode featuring Jana: https://thewholeparadox.buzzsprout.com/2201512/episodes/16423937-endings-new-consciousness-and-the-astrology-of-2025-with-jana-roemer  Episode mixed and arranged by Kevin Joseph Grosmann  Song by RedButtonz x Zachary Murdock x Kevin Joseph Grossmann x Sher Vantiger x Oliver Malcolm x Noah Hernandez x Calixte  Cover photo by Erick MadridSupport the showThank you for listening... Unlock bonus material & support our show: patreon.com/Channelthesun & follow us on Instagram for magic creations: https://www.instagram.com/channelthesun/

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    Lay Down in the Fire (Pt. 2) with David Field

    Wisdom only carries us so far. Cerebral processing can only digest x-amount of experience. The body must grieve. Dance. Rest. The more we let go the richer we are? Five days after the first episode with my father, post him losing his home in the LA fires, I felt called to return to the Hearse and connect with him from a place of tenderness, fear and sadness. As the ash settles in his heart, I am struck by the parallel reflections I see in him and all of us, those of the eternal phoenix and the terrified mortal.Episode mixed and arranged by Kevin Joseph GrosmannSong - "Release" stream here: https://distrokid.com/hyperfollow/zacharymurdock1/electric-bible-book-2Support the showThank you for listening... Unlock bonus material & support our show: patreon.com/Channelthesun & follow us on Instagram for magic creations: https://www.instagram.com/channelthesun/

  39. 87

    Lay Down in the Fire featuring David Field

    In this episode, Zach talks to his dad who just lost his home in the LA fires. As Hellen Keller said, “Life is either a daring adventure or nothing. Science may have found a cure for most evils; but it has found no remedy for the worst of them all—the apathy of human beings. Security is mostly a superstition. It does not exist in nature, nor do the children of men as a whole experience it.” Join Zach and David as they explore their experiences of embodying this universal truth.Episode mixed and arranged by Kevin Joseph GrosmannSong by RedButtonz x Zachary Murdock x Kevin Joseph Grossmann x Sher Vantiger x David Parks x Noah HernandezCover photo by Erick MadridSupport the showThank you for listening... Unlock bonus material & support our show: patreon.com/Channelthesun & follow us on Instagram for magic creations: https://www.instagram.com/channelthesun/

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    The Pink Compass Your Mother Broke But We Can Still Read It - HERE I LIE

    SUMMONING YOURSELF. SUDDENLY THIS TECHNIQUE SEEMS INCREDIBLY PRESSING TO RELAY. YOU DO NOT PRESS PLAY ON YOUR BELLY BUTTON AND EXPECT TO SIMPLY BE ON, NOW DO YOU? NO, COAXING THE YOU OUT OF THE WHO YOU THINK YOU ARE IS A MUCH MORE HOCUS POCUSY ORDEAL. THINK KINDERGARTEN ARTS & CRAFTS MEETS 1920’S NEW ORLEANS VOODOO. WHO DAT WHO SAY WHO DAT WHEN I SAY WHO DAT? YES. PUTTING THE BOO! IN BOO WHO? TO SCARE THE I AM OUT OF ITS CRYOGENIC COCOON. FIRST THINGS FIRST. FORGET WHAT PARENTS, PRIESTS & TEACHERS TAUGHT YOU, TOSS YOUR RADIO INTO THE TUB & BURN YOUR BOOKS. GOOD. NOW WHERE WAS I?YOURS FORGETFULLY,MR. SOMETIMES DARLINGand now we must break character or rather pretend to be normal and type out the proper credits i guess. here goes...episode written and performed by Zachary Murdock x Kevin Joseph x Molly Mitchell-Hardt x Lauren Zavlunov x Ruby Modinemusic by x Kevin Joseph x Zachary Murdock x Joshua Morales x Sher Vantigermixed by RedButtonzcover photo by Erick Madridstay beautiful & mostly foolish!Support the showThank you for listening... Unlock bonus material & support our show: patreon.com/Channelthesun & follow us on Instagram for magic creations: https://www.instagram.com/channelthesun/

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    I.N.K. 5 (Mango Shivers Monkey Wrench)

    poetry from an upcoming book by Zachary Murdockwritten & performed by Zachary Murdock x music by Kevin Joseph x mixed by RedButtonzSupport the showThank you for listening... Unlock bonus material & support our show: patreon.com/Channelthesun & follow us on Instagram for magic creations: https://www.instagram.com/channelthesun/

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    The Pink Compass Your Mother Broke But We Can Still Read It - IN LIEU OF REHAB

    KALEIDOSCOPICALLY SPEAKING, THE DATA CHANGES THE OBSERVER & SO ONE MUST BE WARY OF THE INTEL THEY INGEST. FOR EXAMPLE, A TRUSTED SOURCE INFORMS YOU THAT THE WORLD IS ENDING, CLAIMING THAT THE PEBBLE IN THEIR SHOE IS CATACLYSMIC AND YOU RUN SCREAMING “ALL IS LOST” INTO THE SANCTUM OF YOURSELF. YOUR GENIUS PANICS. YOUR MANIC DEPRESSIVE YELLS “I TOLD YOU SO!” IN LATIN. YOUR LOVER SWALLOWS POISON & YOUR HOLY MAN GUFFAWS. INDIVIDUALLY, ALL OF THESE INCIDENTS ARE NOT NECESSARILY A BAD THING BUT IN UNISON THEY HAVE THE POWER TO REALLY SHIFT YOUR TIDES. SO ARMOR YOU AMORE & KNOW THAT MORE OR LESS LESS IS MORE IN REGARDS TO GATHERING INFORMATION. YOURS EXISTENTIALLY,MR. GODDAMN DARLINGand now we must break character or rather pretend to be normal and type out the proper credits i guess. here goes...episode written and performed by Zachary Murdock x Kevin Joseph x Molly Mitchell-Hardt x Lauren Zavlunov x Sirimusic by Red Buttonz x Kevin Joseph x Zachary Murdock x Sher Vantigermixed by RedButtonzcover photo by Taylor Coxstay beautiful & mostly foolish!Support the showThank you for listening... Unlock bonus material & support our show: patreon.com/Channelthesun & follow us on Instagram for magic creations: https://www.instagram.com/channelthesun/

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    The Pink Compass Your Mother Broke But We Can Still Read It - MY WEDDING RING DOESN’T FIT ANYMORE PLUS I LOST IT (TWICE)

    INERTIA BE DAMNED! I AM HERE TO UNEARTH THE HELL YES. GOOD SIR, PLEASE DO NOT SHINE YOUR SPELUNKING HEADLAMP IN MY EYES. LOOK AWAY! I DO NOT MEAN BUSINESS, I MEAN PLAY, PLIABLE AND PLAY DOUGHY, PLATO WOULD BE PROUD IF HE COULD SEE ME SO FAR OUT OF THE CAVE. MAYBES AND MAYBE NOTS HAVE NO BEARING ON MY BOISTEROUS BOUNCE, I AM UNEQUIVOCALLY BATSHIT FOR THE ESSENCE OF THE DAWN. MARROW OR BLUE BLOOD ONLY. DO NOT GIVE ME THAT RED JUICE OR ANYTHING THAT'S IN THE LIGHT. HIDDEN IS THE BOON I SEEK, A PICKPOCKET OF THE ANCIENT BARDS, I'VE REWIRED ABRAXAS AND MY COSTUME IS SHEER NUDITY THESE DAYS. BESIDES, I LOVE YOU TOO MUCH TO JOKE ABOUT THE YOLK. YOU SILLY EGGMAN. RELAX IN MY PRESENCE, MY SISTER DATED GOD.YOURS INTUITIVELY,MR. D FOR DARLINGand now we must break character or rather pretend to be normal and type out the proper credits i guess. here goes...episode written and performed by Zachary Murdock x Kevin Joseph x Molly Mitchell-Hardt x Lauren Zavlunov x Ruby Modinemusic by Red Buttonz x Kevin Joseph x Zachary Murdock x Sher Vantigermixed by RedButtonzcover photo by Erick Madridstay beautiful & mostly foolish!Support the showThank you for listening... Unlock bonus material & support our show: patreon.com/Channelthesun & follow us on Instagram for magic creations: https://www.instagram.com/channelthesun/

  44. 82

    I.N.K. 4 (Full Of Nothing)

    poetry from an upcoming book by Zachary Murdockwritten & performed by Zachary Murdock x music by Kevin Joseph x mixed by Red ButtonzSupport the showThank you for listening... Unlock bonus material & support our show: patreon.com/Channelthesun & follow us on Instagram for magic creations: https://www.instagram.com/channelthesun/

  45. 81

    Zanzibar Blue

    Art. A fine line between diary and entertainment, suicide note or love letter to a friend. An obituary, a recipe, a map, a confession, a rule book, a myth, evidence that you're here.Written and performed by Zachary Murdock FieldEpisode scored, mixed and arranged by Kevin Joseph GrossmannClassical composition "Seeing In Reverse" by Prospect LuxSong: "Fantasia Cryogenic" by Zachary Murdock x Camille Tredoux x Jurelle. Listen to the song here: https://distrokid.com/hyperfollow/zacharymurdock1/everythings-dreamingFeaturing the inevitably infinite Taylor CoxSupport the showThank you for listening... Unlock bonus material & support our show: patreon.com/Channelthesun & follow us on Instagram for magic creations: https://www.instagram.com/channelthesun/

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    Thank You Death featuring Edward Crowe

    Death is often considered to be an end. In this case it's the beginning...Intro written and performed by Edward CroweEpisode mixed by Kevin Joseph GrossmannSong: Thank You Death by Zachary Murdock produced by Jeremy Ian ThomasSupport the showThank you for listening... Unlock bonus material & support our show: patreon.com/Channelthesun & follow us on Instagram for magic creations: https://www.instagram.com/channelthesun/

  47. 79

    No Signal

    Sometimes off a cliff is the only way to escape...----------Credits:Written and performed by Zachary Murdock FieldEpisode scored, mixed and arranged by Kevin Joseph GrossmannClassical composition "Parallel Chambers" by Prospect LuxFeaturing the inevitably infinite Taylor CoxSupport the showThank you for listening... Unlock bonus material & support our show: patreon.com/Channelthesun & follow us on Instagram for magic creations: https://www.instagram.com/channelthesun/

  48. 78

    Wild Thing Life featuring Amnesia Poetry

    A lost file... written before but somehow from tomorrow.Written and performed by Zachary Murdock featuring Taylor CoxMusic by Kevin Joseph and Prospect LuxMixed by Prospect LuxSupport the showThank you for listening... Unlock bonus material & support our show: patreon.com/Channelthesun & follow us on Instagram for magic creations: https://www.instagram.com/channelthesun/

  49. 77

    A_VOID (Chapters 0-11)

    Much love to everyone who came to our film premiere / album release this past weekend and to those of you who were with us in spirit. This project represents a culmination of deep searching, wild collaboration and poetry as a way of life. The film and album are now available online and without further ado we will be disappearing into the Void.Watch the film: https://youtu.be/ms7OH0USZ6Y?si=4gbcJgoh8aCxnuGcListen to the album: https://too.fm/k2omdar/presavecallback?context=pre_save&service=spotify&redirecturl&actionid&order=6690859b51c0c8474a9ef026&user=Sacred%20Journey%20of%20the%20Sun&status=success&origin=presavecallbackAs Hesse wrote in his masterpiece, Demain, “I have no right to call myself one who knows. I was one who seeks, and I still am, but I no longer seek in the stars or in books; I'm beginning to hear the teachings of my blood pulsing within me. My story isn't pleasant, it's not sweet and harmonious like the invented stories; it tastes of folly and bewilderment, of madness and dream, like the life of all people who no longer want to lie to themselves.”No more lies. No more phones. No more trying. No more words. See you on the other side.Guests in order of appearance:The film features a diverse cast of voices:Chris BiancoJanet LansburyAmber Magnolia Lily Fangz Krissy LynnMike Greenfield Lisa MarcianoMichael MeadeJoseph Awuah-DarkoAaron FrazerNicole AnistonEdward CroweProduced and Written by Zachary Murdock x Channel the SunFilm Directed by Anthony Ryan JohnsonMusic by Jeremy Ian ThomasMusic and Sound Design by Kevin Joseph GrossmannRe-Recording Mix and Sound Design by Joshua D. MoralesCover photo by Erick MadridSupport the showThank you for listening... Unlock bonus material & support our show: patreon.com/Channelthesun & follow us on Instagram for magic creations: https://www.instagram.com/channelthesun/

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    God Help Me, I'm Awake! featuring Lily Fangz

    “The progress of an artist is a continual self-sacrifice, a continual extinction of personality.” — T.S. EliotIn this episode, Zachary and Lily explore the excruciating bliss of awareness and the sacrifice required of the artist.Follow Lily’s journey here: https://www.instagram.com/lilyfangz?igsh=MzRlODBiNWFlZA==Episode mixed and arranged by Kevin JosephMusic by Jeremy Ian Thomas and Zachary MurdockSupport the showThank you for listening... Unlock bonus material & support our show: patreon.com/Channelthesun & follow us on Instagram for magic creations: https://www.instagram.com/channelthesun/

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A real and whimsical look at what it means to be fully alive with all the joy and chaos and pressure and vulnerability and beauty. Take the ride along with unexpected guests and be inspired to fall in love with your own unique destiny and meaning.

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Zachary Murdock

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