The Silent Footprints | Stillbirth, Miscarriage, SIDS, Stigma, Baby Loss, Grief, SHINE for Autumn Act, Advocate, Legislation, Infant Loss, Pregnancy Loss, Maternity

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The Silent Footprints | Stillbirth, Miscarriage, SIDS, Stigma, Baby Loss, Grief, SHINE for Autumn Act, Advocate, Legislation, Infant Loss, Pregnancy Loss, Maternity

Have you lost a baby to miscarriage, stillbirth, or SIDS? Do you feel like no one understands the depth of your grief? Maybe you’re angry, bitter, depressed—or drowning in a sea of emotions that feel impossible to name, let alone explain. Perhaps you’ve heard well-meaning but hurtful comments or received advice that made you feel even more isolated. You might be wondering, Where is God in all of this? Or why our country hasn’t done more to prevent stillbirths and support grieving families.You are not alone. And this podcast is for you.I’m Lisa Rowell. In 2013, I gave birth to my stillborn daughter, Julianna Grace. That moment shattered my world. I didn’t know how to survive the pain. I wrestled with God, with grief, with questions no one seemed to want to answer. Ten years ago, I found myself on the edge of despair, holding a bottle of liquor and a handful of pills, ready to give up—until God stepped in and changed everything.From the ashes of that hear

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    92 | An Unconventional Prescription: Strength Training in a High-Risk Pregnancy with Isabelle Fisher

    Send us Fan MailListen today as Isabelle Fisher shares how from the very beginning , complications threatened the stability of the pregnancy—starting with heavy bleeding in the first trimester and progressing to a diagnosis of IUGR(Intrauterine Growth Restriction) caused by a calcified placenta and poor umbilical blood flow. By 32 weeks, everything changed. Faced with strict bed rest, the loss of her normal routine, and the reality that her baby girl was measuring weeks behind, this mother entered a season filled with constant monitoring, uncertainty, and unwavering hope.What happens next is both surprising and inspiring. After weeks of little improvement, her doctor made an unconventional recommendation: to return to light strength training—specifically upper body movement—to reintroduce circulation and activity her body had been accustomed to. In the weeks that followed, subtle but significant changes began to occur. Blood flow improved, nutrients reached her baby more effectively, and remarkably, her daughter turned from breech to head down. Though the journey ultimately led to an emergency C-section at 36 weeks, her baby girl arrived stronger than expected—a testimony to resilience, faith, and the body’s incredible response. In this episode, we explore the emotional highs and lows of this journey and reflect on the moment her OB affirmed what she now believes: that movement may have played a key role in giving her daughter the strength she needed in those final weeks.LETS STAY CONNECTED:Link TreeInstagramFacebookTwitterWebsiteGive if you feel led. All donations will go to the Julianna Grace Ministry. Click on general then the Julianna Grace Ministry.

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    91 | Still Blooming: Creating Community After Loss with Neisa Murry

    Send us Fan MailToday I sit down with the heart behind Hearts & Halos: Infant and Pregnancy Loss Awareness to hear the story that changed everything. What began as unimaginable grief—five miscarriages and the loss of a stillborn baby—became the foundation for a mission rooted in compassion, connection, and healing.She shares her personal journey through loss, the questions no one prepares you for, and the quiet reality so many families face without support. Out of that pain came purpose: the creation of Hearts & Halos, a nonprofit dedicated to walking alongside families navigating infant and pregnancy loss.Since launching in March 2025, Hearts & Halos has become a source of hope and community. Through healing bags, creative outlets like painting workshops, remembrance events, and virtual support circles, they are creating safe spaces where grief is acknowledged and no one has to feel alone. They’ve also helped connect families to vital resources, including counseling and financial assistance for end-of-life services.This episode is a powerful reminder that even in the darkest moments, something meaningful can grow. It’s about honoring the babies who are deeply loved, supporting the families who carry that love, and building a community where healing can begin—together.Amazon LinkEmail: [email protected] STAY CONNECTED:Link TreeInstagramFacebookTwitterWebsiteGive if you feel led. All donations will go to the Julianna Grace Ministry. Click on general then the Julianna Grace Ministry.

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    90 | Dr Christopher Stroud | Breaking from the System: One OB-GYN’s Bold Stand Against the Norms

    Send us Fan MailIn today’s episode, we’re diving into a conversation that challenges how we view miscarriage, stillbirth, and early infant loss.I’ve always believed that every loss matters—and that these experiences can impact a woman and her family for a lifetime. What has always stayed with me, though, is how often society treats these losses as something to “move on” from or quietly forget. But that couldn’t be further from the truth. Years ago, after sharing my testimony with a group of women, I had women in their 60s, 70s, and even late 80s come up to me and share their stories of loss—stories that felt as fresh and painful as if they had just happened.That’s why today’s conversation is so important.I’m joined by Dr. Christopher Stroud, an OB-GYN at the Fertility and Midwifery Care Center and the Holy Family Birth Center. His perspective on loss is both powerful and deeply compassionate. His passion for walking alongside women through grief is rooted in his understanding of when life begins. As he shares, “If you believe life begins when sperm and egg meet, then a positive pregnancy test means you are carrying a life—and when that pregnancy ends, you have lost a child.”Together, we explore the disconnect between what society often says about loss and what a grieving mother actually feels. Dr. Stroud speaks candidly about the ways physicians, healthcare providers, and culture can unintentionally dismiss grief—and why that needs to change.Because the truth is this: when a woman experiences loss, her heart knows exactly what happened. She isn’t overreacting. She isn’t holding on to something insignificant. She is grieving a child.If we expect women to simply “move on,” we have to ask ourselves—why does the pain run so deep?This episode is an invitation to rethink how we talk about loss, to approach grief with greater compassion, and to begin changing the language we use in both medicine and society.LETS STAY CONNECTED:Link TreeInstagramFacebookTwitterWebsiteGive if you feel led. All donations will go to the Julianna Grace Ministry. Click on general then the Julianna Grace Ministry.

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    89 Angel’s Law, Shine for Autumn, and Remembering the Victims of Shreveport Mass Shooting

    Send us Fan MailToday’s episode is a short but important conversation. It’s been a heavy week, and we’re taking time to talk about a few things that truly matter—both here in Louisiana and across the country.We’re highlighting the Shine for Autumn Act and why your voice is so important right now. This life-changing bill needs more co-sponsors, and even though many agree on its importance, action only happens when representatives hear directly from the people they serve. SHINE has made it incredibly simple to reach out—just a few clicks can make a real difference.We’re also discussing Louisiana Senate Bill 32, also known as Angel’s Law, which will be heard next week. Now is the time to show strong support. You can visit the Heidi St. James website to learn how to get involved, contact your legislators, and even show up in Baton Rouge if you’re able. Presence matters, and so does your voice.Lastly, we pause to honor and remember the lives lost in the recent mass shooting in Shreveport, Louisiana—so close to home and heavy on all of our hearts. Today, we remember these precious children:Jayla, 3 Shayla, 5 Kayla, 6 Layla, 7 Markaydon, 10 Sarahn, 11 Khedarrion, 6 Braylon, 5LETS STAY CONNECTED:Link TreeInstagramFacebookTwitterWebsiteGive if you feel led. All donations will go to the Julianna Grace Ministry. Click on general then the Julianna Grace Ministry.

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    88 | From NICU Nurse to Grieving Mother: Britney & Lily’s Story | Loving Lily Foundation Britany Holloway

    Send us Fan MailIn today’s episode, Britney Holloway shares the heartbreaking story of her daughter, Lily. As a NICU nurse, Britney once walked alongside families navigating unimaginable loss—offering comfort, support, and care in their darkest moments. But now, she finds herself on the other side of that grief… as a mother whose own baby has died.Join us as Britney opens her heart and gives a deeply personal perspective—one from both a medical professional and a grieving mother. She shares Lily’s story, the weight of loss, and how her journey led to the creation of Loving Lily’s Foundation.Through Loving Lily Foundation, Britney is bringing hope and awareness to infant loss. From honoring babies with ornaments on The Loving Tree, to creating a space for families to share their stories in her upcoming book Loving Lily, and offering daily encouragement through social media—she is building a community where grief is seen, heard, and held with compassion.This episode is a powerful reminder that even in the deepest pain, love continues to grow and reach others.LETS STAY CONNECTED:Link TreeInstagramFacebookTwitterWebsiteGive if you feel led. All donations will go to the Julianna Grace Ministry. Click on general then the Julianna Grace Ministry.

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    87 |Invisible Grief, Visible Change | Invisible Footprints with Joclyn Townsend

    Send us Fan Mail A wave of change is sweeping through America as states increasingly acknowledge the deep grief and multifaceted challenges stemming from miscarriage, stillbirth, and early infant loss. From mental health crises to financial hardship, the impact is immense. This episode introduces you to Joclyn Townsend, who, through her own experience, is leading the charge for greater understanding and support in Tennessee. Listen as Joclyn shares her inspiring story and reveals the steps she's taking to foster awareness in her state. This conversation is designed to inspire you to champion change in your own community.  Invisible Footprints is an organization committed to providing resources, support, and advocacy for families navigating pregnancy and infant loss. We strive to ensure compassionate care and amplify awareness in honor of every child, particularly those in communities most affected.LETS STAY CONNECTED:Link TreeInstagramFacebookTwitterWebsiteGive if you feel led. All donations will go to the Julianna Grace Ministry. Click on general then the Julianna Grace Ministry.

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    86 | Hannah Hope: A Story of Prayer, Loss, and Raw Faith | Brittany Craft

    Send us Fan MailIn one of our most raw and courageous conversations to date, Brittany Craft joins us just seven months after the passing of her daughter, Hannah Hope. Grab tissues as though this is hard to hear its a story that must be shared. Brittany walks us through a harrowing road of maternal trauma—from a difficult first birth to a complicated miscarriage, and ultimately, the loss of the daughter her community so fiercely prayed for.Today, we discuss the "fresh and raw" reality of grief and the desperate need for better bereavement care, including resources like cooling cradles. Brittany’s story is a profound reminder that while God sees every loss, we are called to do the same. This episode arrives at a pivotal moment as Senate Bill 32 (Angel’s Law) passes the Louisiana Senate, reminding us all that every life matters and every loss deserves to be acknowledged.LETS STAY CONNECTED:Link TreeInstagramFacebookTwitterWebsiteGive if you feel led. All donations will go to the Julianna Grace Ministry. Click on general then the Julianna Grace Ministry.

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    85 | Angel’s Law: The Beginning of a Nationwide Shift in Bereavement Care | Star Legacy Foundation with Sarah Rodriguez

    Send us Fan MailIn this timely episode, we explore the growing movement to bring compassionate bereavement care into hospitals across the United States.Last year, Texas made history with Everly’s Law—the first bill of its kind—establishing standards for bereavement care and requiring hospitals maternity wards to provide cooling cradles. These cradles allow grieving families the sacred gift of time with their baby after loss.Now, Louisiana is stepping forward with Senate Bill 32, also known as Angel’s Law. This legislation aims to provide similar care in NICU’s and Maternity Wards—ensuring that families facing unimaginable loss are met with dignity, compassion, and support during their most difficult moments. But implementing meaningful change like this can come with challenges and costs. That’s where organizations like the Star Legacy Foundation come in. Rather than each state starting from scratch, Star Legacy offers established, evidence-based resources that hospitals can immediately utilize—ranging from stillbirth prevention research and bereavement training to nurse accreditation, support groups, and continuing education.As more states begin to consider similar legislation, partnerships with organizations like Star Legacy Foundation could be the key to making bereavement care both effective and sustainable.Join us as Sarah Rodriguez shares how the Star Legacy Foundation is helping shape the future of bereavement care—equipping hospitals, supporting families, and working to prevent stillbirth through education and advocacy.Founded in 2006 by bereaved families, the Star Legacy Foundation has grown into a nationwide network of healthcare professionals, researchers, and advocates dedicated to stillbirth awareness, prevention, and compassionate care. Their mission continues to impact families across the country—bringing hope, support, and change where it’s needed most.LETS STAY CONNECTED:Link TreeInstagramFacebookTwitterWebsiteGive if you feel led. All donations will go to the Julianna Grace Ministry. Click on general then the Julianna Grace Ministry.

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    84 | The Harbour Knoxx Peabody Foundation | A Stillborn Harbour, Elizabeth's Heart Attack and God Providence

    Send us Fan MailOn December 6, 2022, Elizabeth Peabody experienced a missed diagnosis of a placental abruption. Her pregnancy had been healthy and progressing normally, but at 34½ weeks everything suddenly changed. Elizabeth began hemorrhaging and her blood pressure became dangerously unstable.She was rushed by ambulance to Berger Hospital and later transported to Grant Medical Center. Tragically, by the time she arrived, it was too late — baby Harbour no longer had a heartbeat.On December 7, 2022, at 1:20 PM, Harbour was delivered stillborn.The grief that followed was unimaginable. In the aftermath of losing her son, Elizabeth later suffered a heart attack — a devastating physical reminder of the profound heartbreak that accompanies such a loss.But this is not where the story ends.Today, Elizabeth shares how what the enemy meant for evil, God used for good. Out of unimaginable loss, a new ministry was born — The Harbor Knoxx Peabody Foundation, created to honor Harbour’s life and bring hope, awareness, and support to other families walking through loss alone.LETS STAY CONNECTED:Link TreeInstagramFacebookTwitterWebsiteGive if you feel led. All donations will go to the Julianna Grace Ministry. Click on general then the Julianna Grace Ministry.

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    83 | Beast Games Finalist Cory Sims: Faith, Pregnancy Loss, and What Five Million Can’t Buy

    Send us Fan MailCory Sims, player #191 on Beast Games, made it all the way to the final round—standing just one step away from the $5 million grand prize. To many, walking away without the money might look like defeat. But for Cory, it wasn’t.After watching Beast Games, I felt a strong nudge to reach out to him through social media. I had a feeling Cory and his wife might have one to share. Knowing that 1 in 4 women experience pregnancy or infant loss, I wondered if their journey might include both heartbreak and hope.In today’s episode, Cory opens up about a personal story he and his wife have walked through—three devastating losses and three incredible blessings. Through grief, unanswered questions, and moments where he wished he could take away his wife’s pain, Cory shares what it was like to stand beside her when there was nothing he could do to fix the hurt. Yet through it all, they stayed rooted in God’s Word and prayer, finding strength in their faith even in the hardest moments.Just a week before I reached out to him, Cory released his book, What Five Million Can’t Buy: Faith, Integrity, and the True Definition of Winning. In it, he shares more about the faith that guided him—something viewers didn’t fully see on Beast Games—and how true victory isn’t measured by money, but by faith, integrity, and staying true to what matters most.This is a powerful conversation about loss, faith, marriage, and redefining what it really means to win.LETS STAY CONNECTED:Link TreeInstagramFacebookTwitterWebsiteGive if you feel led. All donations will go to the Julianna Grace Ministry. Click on general then the Julianna Grace Ministry.

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    82 | Heidi’s Legacy: Jamie Strahl, Hope After Loss, and the Fight for Angel’s Law

    Send us Fan MailLast July, I had the honor of speaking with Jamie Strahl about her heartbreaking loss and the story of her daughter, Heidi Saint James. Since that conversation, so much has changed.During our first conversation, I shared some advice with Jamie about how families can help advocate for change in laws surrounding stillbirth and infant loss. Since then, Jamie has turned her grief into action by launching a nonprofit in honor of Heidi Saint James, ensuring her daughter’s life continues to make a lasting impact.In the midst of advocacy and healing, Jamie has also welcomed a beautiful new baby into her family—a reminder that hope can grow even in the hardest seasons.Jamie has also joined forces with Kristi Lamarque-Bordelon to advocate for Senate Bill 32, also known as Angel’s Law. This legislation aims to bring meaningful change and support for families experiencing stillbirth and infant loss in Louisiana.In this episode, Jamie shares the journey since we last spoke—how Heidi’s legacy is inspiring advocacy, what it looks like to fight for change, and the hope that continues to guide her forward.Click here to help pass Senate Bill 32 in Louisiana!LETS STAY CONNECTED:Link TreeInstagramFacebookTwitterWebsiteGive if you feel led. All donations will go to the Julianna Grace Ministry. Click on general then the Julianna Grace Ministry.

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    81 | Whom Shall I Send? Kristi Lamarque-Bordelon’s “Send Me” and Louisiana Senate Bill 32 Angel's Law

    Send us Fan MailHave you ever met someone you had been praying for… without even knowing who they were yet? After nearly 13 years of my personal prayer, God raised up Kristi Lamarque-Bordelon — a compassionate registered nurse with years of experience in bereavement care — to help change the way families are supported after the loss of a baby. Kristi is the face behind Senators proposed Senate Bill 32 known as Angel's Law.Kristi’s journey began in the place of grief. After the loss of her own child, who was born and died at 20 weeks, her life took an unexpected turn. Nursing had never been part of her plan. Even after completing her prerequisites, she doubted she would be accepted into nursing school. She never wanted to work in labor and delivery — it felt too painful, too close to her own loss. She began working with children and, over time, found herself in labor and delivery. During those years, she experienced additional losses and wrestled with questions she didn’t yet understand. Then one day, a fellow nurse told her, “I think you should work in bereavement.” Around that same time, a missionary at church preached on the Great Commission and asked, “Will you go?” Kristi said yes — not knowing where God would send her. That same week, she was approached again about bereavement care. It was then she realized: this was her calling.One evening, while watching television — something she rarely did — she heard about Everly’s Law. She felt prompted to research what it would take to pass similar legislation in Louisiana. Believing she was simply being obedient, she emailed several legislators. Within a week, Senator Patrick McMath’s office scheduled a conference call.In this episode, Kristi shares what is currently missing in hospital bereavement care, what compassionate and standardized care should look like, and how cooling devices like a CuddleCot or Caring Cradle can give grieving families the priceless gift of time with their baby. She also speaks to the urgent need for universal education and consistent standards for nurses across Louisiana.Contact your Representative and click here for email request you can just copy and paste. LETS STAY CONNECTED:Link TreeInstagramFacebookTwitterWebsiteGive if you feel led. All donations will go to the Julianna Grace Ministry. Click on general then the Julianna Grace Ministry.

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    80 | Living Healthy Without Missing the Fun with Stevie Dowd

    Send us Fan MailStevie is back on the podcast, and this time we’re going even deeper. In this episode, I’m joined again by Stevie Dowd, Registered Nurse and Certified Diabetes Care and Education Specialist, as she walks us through the heart of managing blood sugar: nutrition, movement, and insulin.With her signature compassion and clarity, Stevie explains how everyday choices around food and activity truly impact the body—and removes the fear and confusion that often surround insulin. Whether you’re navigating gestational diabetes, supporting a loved one, or simply wanting to better understand your health, this conversation is filled with practical wisdom, reassurance, and hope.LETS STAY CONNECTED:Link TreeInstagramFacebookTwitterWebsiteGive if you feel led. All donations will go to the Julianna Grace Ministry. Click on general then the Julianna Grace Ministry.

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    79 | A Tiny Cradle, A Big Calling with Ashley Opliger | Bridget's Cradles

    Send us Fan MailIn today’s episode, Ashley Opliger of Bridget’s Cradles shares the powerful story behind her ministry and the life of her daughter, Bridget Faith. Ashley lives in Wichita, Kansas, with her family, and her journey began in 2014 when Bridget was born still at just 24 weeks and 5 days after a pregnancy filled with complications, including a subchorionic hemorrhage, 11 weeks of bed rest, and ultimately a placental abruption.As Ashley’s mother lovingly prepared for her granddaughter’s early arrival, she felt led by God to knit the sides of a small blanket into what would become a tiny cradle. When Bridget Faith was born weighing only 13 ounces, that handmade cradle allowed Ashley and her family to hold her—a moment of comfort that would forever change Ashley’s life.After returning home in grief, Ashley cried out to God and felt Him calling her to create Bridget’s Cradles, a ministry that now brings comfort to countless families experiencing loss.Listen as Ashley shares how her faith transformed from lukewarm to fully on fire, and how God turned unimaginable ashes into something beautiful. Be sure to explore the links below to connect with Ashley’s podcast, book, and website.Bridges CradlesPodcastCradled in HopeLETS STAY CONNECTED:Link TreeInstagramFacebookTwitterWebsiteGive if you feel led. All donations will go to the Julianna Grace Ministry. Click on general then the Julianna Grace Ministry.

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    78 | Understanding Gestational Diabetes with RN Stevie Dowd

    Send us Fan MailToday on the podcast, I’m joined by my dear friend Stevie Dowd, RN, CDCES. Stevie is a wife, mother of two, Registered Nurse, and Certified Diabetes Care and Education Specialist with over a decade of nursing experience. More than seven of those years have been devoted specifically to working with thousands of patients managing various forms of diabetes. Her heart for education and patient care is evident in everything she does.Stevie’s nursing journey began on an inpatient pediatric unit, where she worked nights as a new RN. As a new mom, the long nights were challenging, and she felt led to seek a role with more consistent daytime hours. That transition led her to a position as a Diabetes Nurse at Willis-Knighton Health System, where she provided inpatient diabetes education across all four Willis-Knighton hospitals. She also taught diabetes classes and offered individualized, one-on-one education and management in office settings.For a time, Stevie worked at Brentwood Behavioral Health Hospital, but her passion for diabetes education never faded. She eventually returned to that calling, providing telephonic diabetes education programs to patients across multiple states, as well as offering in-home health education. Through every role, Stevie has remained deeply committed to helping people feel informed, supported, and empowered in their health journey.In today’s episode, we focus on gestational diabetes—a diagnosis that often comes around 28 weeks of pregnancy and can feel overwhelming and unexpected. Stevie compassionately explains what gestational diabetes is, how it’s tested, and practical ways to manage blood sugar during pregnancy. Most importantly, she speaks directly to the heart, reminding listeners that gestational diabetes is not something you caused and is not a personal failure. This episode is filled with reassurance, education, and hope, and I know it will bring comfort to so many families navigating this season.LETS STAY CONNECTED:Link TreeInstagramFacebookTwitterWebsiteGive if you feel led. All donations will go to the Julianna Grace Ministry. Click on general then the Julianna Grace Ministry.

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    78 | A Winter Storm Update and Words of Comfort

    Send us Fan Mail Today’s episode is a short update in light of the winter storm. I want to ask you to join me in praying for expecting mothers and fathers who may be feeling anxious, especially with concerns about getting to the emergency room. Please remember—emergency rooms are still open and available if you need them. Stay safe, and listen in as I share a few encouraging scriptures to bring comfort and peace during this time. LETS STAY CONNECTED:Link TreeInstagramFacebookTwitterWebsiteGive if you feel led. All donations will go to the Julianna Grace Ministry. Click on general then the Julianna Grace Ministry.

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    77 | Why H.R. 570 Matters to Stillbirth Families

    Send us Fan Mail In today’s episode, I talk about an important bill currently sitting on Capitol Hill—H.R. 570—introduced by Representative Morgan H. Griffith of Virginia’s 9th District. In 2018, Rep. Griffith heard from a constituent about the unfair financial burden that stillbirth places on mothers, fathers, and families. Unlike many lawmakers, he was deeply moved by their story and began working to change this injustice. I urge you to contact your members of Congress and ask them to cosponsor H.R. 570. Share your story. Let them know the emotional and financial weight families carry after a stillbirth. Our voices matter, and our stories can help move this bill forward so that families across the United States are no longer left to face this painful burden alone. Click here to find your congressmen.LETS STAY CONNECTED:Link TreeInstagramFacebookTwitterWebsiteGive if you feel led. All donations will go to the Julianna Grace Ministry. Click on general then the Julianna Grace Ministry.

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    76 | Behind the Instagram Smiles with Janelle Batucan

    Send us Fan MailIt never gets old. While scrolling Instagram, I came across Janelle Batucan's page and watched a video of her grieving so deeply that it took me right back to my own journey of loss. My heart ached for her, and I felt led to reach out and ask if she would be willing to share her story.Even with grief still fresh, Janelle courageously said yes.So often we see “picture-perfect” moments on social media, but we never truly know the heartbreak someone is carrying behind the smiles. Janelle knows this reality all too well. She has endured unimaginable loss, saying goodbye to two precious babies—Oliver in 2021 and Elianna in 2025.In today’s episode, Janelle shares the heart behind her post, the importance of making space for grief, and what it truly means to survive after loss. She also opens up about how God has carried her through her darkest days.As we begin this new year, I pray her story brings comfort, encouragement, and hope to your heart. Listen in and be reminded that you are not alone.LETS STAY CONNECTED:Link TreeInstagramFacebookTwitterWebsiteGive if you feel led. All donations will go to the Julianna Grace Ministry. Click on general then the Julianna Grace Ministry.

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    75 | Returning to the Heart of The Silent Footprints

    Send us Fan MailHappy Gentle New Year. As we begin 2026, I wanted to slow down and revisit the heart behind Silent Footprints. This podcast was created to honor the precious little lives that were with us for only a moment, yet changed us forever. My hope has always been to walk beside families on the quiet and often unseen road of pregnancy and infant loss — offering comfort, support, and faith-filled encouragement. Here, we remember that our babies matter, our stories deserve to be told, and none of us are truly alone. We don’t try to erase the pain; instead, we gently make space for healing, remembrance, and light in the middle of deep grief.In this episode, I also encourage you to share your story, support others in your community, and be part of creating change — reminding hurting families that they are seen, they are loved, and God is near to them, too.LETS STAY CONNECTED:Link TreeInstagramFacebookTwitterWebsiteGive if you feel led. All donations will go to the Julianna Grace Ministry. Click on general then the Julianna Grace Ministry.

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    74 | Leaning Into God: Daniel’s Legacy and a Mission of Hope with Ashley Waters

    Send us Fan MailIn today’s episode, Ashley Waters bravely steps out of her comfort zone to share the deeply personal story of her son, Daniel. Daniel was Ashley’s second child — a little boy eagerly anticipated and expected to arrive in April 2023. But just one week before his due date, during a routine appointment, Ashley and her family received devastating news: Daniel’s heart had stopped beating.Ashley recounts the shock, the trauma, and the indescribable pain of saying goodbye far too soon — a grief that continues, intertwined with a love that never fades. Out of that heartbreak, Daniel’s Drive was born: a mission to honor Daniel’s life by ensuring families facing infant loss receive compassionate bereavement support and are never forced to walk through loss alone.Each year, Daniel’s Drive hosts an annual golf tournament in celebration of Daniel’s birthday, raising funds to donate Caring Cradles to hospitals across Georgia. These cooling devices offer families the priceless gift of more time — time to hold, love, and say goodbye — something Ashley wishes she had been given with Daniel.Through love, advocacy, and action, Ashley and her family are transforming grief into purpose. Daniel’s Drive continues to bring comfort, awareness, and hope — one cradle, one family, one story at a time.LETS STAY CONNECTED:Link TreeInstagramFacebookTwitterWebsiteGive if you feel led. All donations will go to the Julianna Grace Ministry. Click on general then the Julianna Grace Ministry.

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    73 | Born of Mary: The Promised Messiah for All

    Send us Fan MailThis Christmas, we reflect on Luke 2:1–20 and the miraculous story of Jesus’ birth. Join us online on Christmas Eve as Pastor Dan Gillman from Calvary Chapel Shreveport shares a powerful message filled with hope, truth, and encouragement.The holidays can be incredibly hard, especially for those walking through grief and loss. This message is a reminder that you are deeply loved and seen by God. He knows your pain. He sees every tear. Luke 2 reminds us that Jesus came for all—the lowly and the celebrated alike.You are not forgotten. You are being prayed for. Cry out to the Father—He will meet you right where you are.Blue Letter BibleEnduring WordLETS STAY CONNECTED:Link TreeInstagramFacebookTwitterWebsiteGive if you feel led. All donations will go to the Julianna Grace Ministry. Click on general then the Julianna Grace Ministry.

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    72 | Before the Manger: Mary’s Pregnancy and the Love of God

    Send us Fan MailToday, Lisa Rowell reflects on Luke 1 and the deep, overwhelming love God has for us. She shares how the Christmas story can feel very different after the loss of a baby—how familiar verses take on new meaning when viewed through the lens of grief.In this episode, Lisa talks about the birth of Jesus and how much God loves us as He willingly gave His own Son so we could have direct access to Him. For grieving parents, this truth can bring both ache and comfort, holding space for sorrow while pointing to hope.This episode is for anyone walking through loss during the Christmas season and longing to feel God’s presence in the midst of heartbreak.#PodcastEpisode #ChristianPodcast #Luke2 #ChristmasThroughGrief #FaithAndLoss #PregnancyLoss #InfantLoss #StillbirthAwareness #GriefAndHope #HopeInJesus #HealingHearts #YouAreNotAlone LETS STAY CONNECTED:Link TreeInstagramFacebookTwitterWebsiteGive if you feel led. All donations will go to the Julianna Grace Ministry. Click on general then the Julianna Grace Ministry.

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    71 | Using Your Voice for Impact: Stillbirth Advocacy with Nina Doherty

    Send us Fan MailThree years ago, I met Nina Doherty in Washington, D.C., where we were both advocating for the SHINE for Autumn Act and the Stillbirth Prevention Act. Today, Nina opens up about the heartbreaking loss of her grandbaby, Stella Joy — a tragedy that brought a double portion of grief as she mourned both her grandchild and the pain her daughter was enduring.Nina, a mother of three with healthy pregnancies of her own, was shocked when her oldest daughter lost her baby at the end of what had been a picture-perfect pregnancy. One phone call changed everything: her granddaughter had died. Stillbirth remains overlooked and under-discussed in our country, leaving families unprepared and unsupported.In the midst of her grief, Nina stepped into advocacy — raising awareness, fighting for change, and urging others to use their voices. In this episode, she shares practical encouragement on how to reach out to legislators, how to share your story with confidence, and why your voice truly can make an impact.Nina and I have been in multiple meetings together, and I’ve learned so much from her wisdom, courage, and passion. I know this episode will encourage you and help ease the fear around speaking up. Tune in — you don’t want to miss this conversation.LETS STAY CONNECTED:Link TreeInstagramFacebookTwitterWebsiteGive if you feel led. All donations will go to the Julianna Grace Ministry. Click on general then the Julianna Grace Ministry.

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    70 | Hope for the Holidays: Encouragement for the Grieving Heart

    Send us Fan Mail In today’s episode, Lisa Rowell offers heartfelt encouragement for anyone navigating grief during the holiday season. Whether your loss is recent or many years have passed, the holidays can stir deep emotions. Lisa shares simple, compassionate suggestions to help you cope, create space for your feelings, and care for yourself during this time. Most importantly, she reminds you that you are not alone—and that you can make it through this holiday season with hope and gentleness toward yourself. LETS STAY CONNECTED:Link TreeInstagramFacebookTwitterWebsiteGive if you feel led. All donations will go to the Julianna Grace Ministry. Click on general then the Julianna Grace Ministry.

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    69 | A Full-Circle Moment: Becoming a Voice for Children in Foster Care with Bersheika Player-Harris

    Send us Fan MailIn this episode, I share a deeply meaningful moment—watching a longtime friend of mine, Robin Kent, officially be sworn in as a CASA worker. As a former foster child who once had my own CASA advocate, a kind woman from England named Mrs. Shirley Williams, this experience felt incredibly full-circle.During the ceremony, I also met my friend’s supervisor, Bersheika Player-Harris. She is the CASA Outreach and Training Coordinator in Shreveport and works for the Volunteers for Youth Justice. Seeing her pregnant reminded me of the importance of sharing the Count the Kicks app—something close to the hearts of many who’ve experienced pregnancy or infant loss. Our conversation also brought me back to the powerful impact CASA workers have on the lives of children in foster care.Today, Bersheika joins us to talk about what it truly means to be a CASA worker. A Court Appointed Special Advocate speaks with the child, their family, foster parents, teachers, and others to understand the child’s needs. They provide the court with vital, objective information that helps judges make decisions about a child’s future.Listen in today—and consider becoming an advocate for a child in foster care in your own community.LETS STAY CONNECTED:Link TreeInstagramFacebookTwitterWebsiteGive if you feel led. All donations will go to the Julianna Grace Ministry. Click on general then the Julianna Grace Ministry.

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    68 | A Mother’s Instinct: Kerri Aronson’s Story of Loss and Purpose

    Send us Fan MailI first met Dr. Kerri Aronson in 2024 when she was pregnant and advocating in Washington, D.C. — like so many of us there, determined to get the attention of our legislators and bring awareness to the heartbreak of preventable stillbirth. Our hope was simple: to show why bills like the SHINE for Autumn Act (H.R. 5469/S. 2858) are so desperately needed.Kerri’s story began as she prepared for her scheduled C-section to welcome her daughter. But when her baby’s movements suddenly changed, she knew something was wrong. Like too many mothers, Kerri delivered her stillborn baby — and soon began searching for answers and ways to make a difference.Her search led her to Debbie Haine Vijayvergiya, the driving force behind the SHINE for Autumn Act, and to the organization Healthy Birth Day. After reaching out, Kerri received an invitation to join them in Washington, D.C. to advocate for legislation that could save lives — including the Stillbirth Prevention Act, which successfully passed in 2024.Tune in to hear Kerri share her powerful story, her journey to advocacy, and why speaking out matters now more than ever.LETS STAY CONNECTED:Link TreeInstagramFacebookTwitterWebsiteGive if you feel led. All donations will go to the Julianna Grace Ministry. Click on general then the Julianna Grace Ministry.

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    67 | Beyond the Crown: Brianna Sistrunk Mrs. Alabama America’s Mission to Bring Hope After Loss

    Send us Fan MailBrianna Sistrunk, Mrs. Alabama America 2025, is the perfect example of beauty, strength, and purpose. At first glance, you might assume her journey has been easy—but behind the crown is a story of unimaginable loss and unwavering faith.In 2015, Brianna faced the heartbreak of losing her daughter, Madison Reign, who was born still at 19 weeks gestation. She has also endured an ectopic pregnancy. Out of that pain, Brianna found her purpose—using her platform to advocate for women who have experienced pregnancy loss, infant loss, and preterm labor.Pageantry became more than just a competition for her—it became a mission. Through her role as Mrs. Alabama America 2025, Brianna is a voice for countless women walking through grief, reminding them that they are not alone.In this heartfelt episode, Brianna shares her journey to the crown, her daughter’s beautiful legacy, and how her faith in Jesus Christ continues to carry her through every season. She also talks about her ongoing advocacy work with the Star Legacy Foundation and March of Dimes, two organizations dedicated to supporting families and raising awareness around pregnancy and infant loss.This episode will leave you encouraged, inspired, and reminded that even in loss, there is hope.Follow Brianna on Instagram, Facebook, and YouTube to stay connected with her story and advocacy work.Click here to follow Mrs. Alabama America:Instagram: @mrsalabamaamericaFacebook: Mrs. Alabama America & Miss for America Strong Click here for more information about foundations Brianna Supports:Star Legacy FoundationMarch of Dimes ( Alabama chapter)LETS STAY CONNECTED:Link TreeInstagramFacebookTwitterWebsiteGive if you feel led. All donations will go to the Julianna Grace Ministry. Click on general then the Julianna Grace Ministry.

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    66 | Held in Hope: Bringing Dignity to Early Pregnancy Loss with Kenzi Covarrubias

    Send us Fan MailFinally, more organizations are beginning to acknowledge the deep pain and grief families experience when they lose a baby within the first three months of pregnancy. Since launching the Juliana Grace Ministry, I’ve heard countless stories from mothers who feel isolated after a miscarriage—a word I absolutely hate. Too often, doctors and hospital staff make insensitive comments, leaving families feeling dismissed in their pain.That’s why creating the Miscarried Child Certificate in Louisiana was so important—to bring dignity and recognition to every life, even those lost before 20 weeks.I’m so grateful to welcome Kenzi Covarrubias the Vice President of Held in Hope to today’s episode. Held in Hope provides miscarriage kits designed to support and equip women walking through first-trimester pregnancy loss. These kits are distributed through OBGYNs, emergency departments, midwife practices, care centers—and are now shipped across the United States.Tune in to hear why this ministry is so needed, how you can help spread the word, and ways to comfort a mother who experiences pregnancy loss. Sadly, many still receive little to no guidance from medical professionals during such a heartbreaking time—but together, we can change that.Held in Hope can be found here:www.heldinhope.orghttps://www.instagram.com/held.in.hope/https://amzn.to/47AhUSQLETS STAY CONNECTED:Link TreeInstagramFacebookTwitterWebsiteGive if you feel led. All donations will go to the Julianna Grace Ministry. Click on general then the Julianna Grace Ministry.

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    65 | Pregnancy and Infant Loss Awareness Month | Senator John Kennedy

    Send us Fan Mail As we close out the month of October—an especially meaningful time as it marks Pregnancy and Infant Loss Awareness Month—I want to take a moment to share a few words of encouragement and some exciting news from Senator Kennedy’s office. After attending the Wave of Light event hosted by my friend Samantha at LSU St. Mary’s Hospital, I was reminded of how deeply God loves you. In this episode, I want to encourage you to share your story—with your legislators, your friends, your family, and anyone who needs to know that there is hope and life after the death of a child. LETS STAY CONNECTED:Link TreeInstagramFacebookTwitterWebsiteGive if you feel led. All donations will go to the Julianna Grace Ministry. Click on general then the Julianna Grace Ministry.

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    64 | When Grief Finds Purpose: Jen Rogalski's Story and Empty Arms Bereavement Support

    Send us Fan MailI first met Jen at a celebration dinner in Washington, D.C. Her joyful spirit immediately stood out—but like so many of us, her advocacy for Stillbirth Awareness comes from a deeply personal place. In April 2023, Jen lost her son at 37 weeks and 5 days gestation. Feeling isolated in her grief, she turned to Google and discovered Empty Arms Bereavement Support, where she found community and renewed purpose.In today’s episode, Jen shares her journey through loss and healing, and how she became involved with Empty Arms. Her story is one of strength, connection, and hope—and I pray it encourages you as much as it did me.LETS STAY CONNECTED:Link TreeInstagramFacebookTwitterWebsiteGive if you feel led. All donations will go to the Julianna Grace Ministry. Click on general then the Julianna Grace Ministry.

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    63 | Yes, Miscarriage Is Birth | Pregnancy After Loss Doula with Sarah Lingle

    Send us Fan MailI’ve been following Sarah Lingle on Instagram since 2024, drawn to her faith-filled encouragement for mothers like me who have experienced the loss of a baby. Sarah’s story began while she was already serving as a doula. In January 2021, she faced unimaginable heartbreak when she lost her first baby, lovingly named Peanut.In this episode, Sarah shares the deeply personal story of her pregnancy, the day she was rushed to the hospital, and the shocking encounter with a nurse more focused on COVID protocols than her own wellbeing. She walks us through the moment she went into labor and gave birth to her baby—an experience that powerfully affirms what so many of us know to be true: miscarriage is still giving birth.By the grace of God, Sarah’s story didn’t end there. After a long season of infertility, she welcomed her rainbow baby in February 2023. Today, as a certified Birth and Bereavement Doula, Sarah uses her own story of loss and redemption to serve and comfort other mothers at every stage of their journey to motherhood.Sarah can be found here:Instagram: www.instagram.com/paldoulaThe Pregnancy After Loss Podcast: www.pregnancyafterlossdoula.com/podcastWebinar (Supporting Families Through Loss: The 5 Most Common Mistakes Birthworkers Make and How to Avoid Them): www.pregnancyafterlossdoula.com/webinarLETS STAY CONNECTED:Link TreeInstagramFacebookTwitterWebsiteGive if you feel led. All donations will go to the Julianna Grace Ministry. Click on general then the Julianna Grace Ministry.

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    62 | Stillbirth Prevention on Capitol Hill | Part 2

    Send us Fan MailToday’s episode wraps up my trip to Washington, D.C. from last month — and what an incredible finish it was! I had two days left, and it began with the SHINE for Autumn Act being introduced on the House side. I spent the day meeting with several Louisiana leaders — congressmen, congresswomen, and senators — and to my surprise, Congressman Cleo Fields signed on to the bill right in front of us. I felt so favored by the Lord and deeply privileged to be part of this important work.On Thursday, September 18th, I met with Majority Leader Steve Scalise, Congresswoman Julia Letlow, Congressman Troy Carter, and Senator John Kennedy. Then on Friday, September 19th — National Stillbirth Prevention Day — I wrapped up meetings with Congressman Clay Higgins, Speaker Mike Johnson, and Senator Bill Cassidy.As I headed to the airport, I had one last, unexpected moment — meeting Senator Ted Cruz, which truly felt like the cherry on top of an already unforgettable trip.I hope this episode encourages you to have faith, step out boldly, and make a difference right where you are. And as a quick update: Congressman H. Morgan Griffith from Virginia has introduced bill HR 570, which would provide families a $2,000 tax credit if they’ve experienced a stillbirth.LETS STAY CONNECTED:Link TreeInstagramFacebookTwitterWebsiteGive if you feel led. All donations will go to the Julianna Grace Ministry. Click on general then the Julianna Grace Ministry.

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    61 | Stillbirth Prevention on Capitol Hill | Visit with Speaker Mike Johnson

    Send us Fan Mail In this episode, I share about my recent advocacy trip to Washington, D.C., where I joined Healthy Birth Day, Debbie Haine Vijayvergiya—the founder of SHINE for Autumn—and fellow Count the Kicks advocates to talk about preventable stillbirth and the importance of passing the SHINE for Autumn Act. I walk you through my first day on Capitol Hill, giving insight into what the process of advocating for a bill can look like. Along the way, I share how God orchestrated some incredible moments, including an unexpected meeting with Speaker Mike Johnson. This trip was filled with answered prayers and powerful encouragement, and I hope my story inspires you as much as it did me. LETS STAY CONNECTED:Link TreeInstagramFacebookTwitterWebsiteGive if you feel led. All donations will go to the Julianna Grace Ministry. Click on general then the Julianna Grace Ministry.

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    60 | God’s Plan in the Midst of Pain: The Safe Haven Baby Box Mission

    Send us Fan MailIn this powerful and moving episode, we sit down with Monica Kelsey, the founder of Safe Haven Baby Boxes, to hear her extraordinary testimony. Monica boldly and unapologetically shares her personal story—one that begins in August 1972, when her 17-year-old birth mother survived a brutal assault and faced an unplanned pregnancy. Against all odds, she chose life, abandoned Monica safely at a hospital just hours after birth, and unknowingly set the course for a mission that would one day save countless babies.Today, Monica’s passion burns bright as she works to ensure that no baby is ever abandoned in an unsafe place. Through Safe Haven Baby Boxes, she has created a compassionate and practical solution for mothers in crisis, giving them a safe and anonymous way to surrender their newborns.Join us for this heartfelt conversation about redemption, purpose, and the power of turning pain into a movement that saves lives.LETS STAY CONNECTED:Link TreeInstagramFacebookTwitterWebsiteGive if you feel led. All donations will go to the Julianna Grace Ministry. Click on general then the Julianna Grace Ministry.

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    59 | Miles’ Mission: Turning Grief Into Purpose

    Send us Fan MailIn this  episode, we share the story behind Miles' Mission — a powerful movement born from the heartbreak of losing Miles Owen Moore, who was stillborn on October 11, 2021. His passing forever changed his family, inspiring them to take their pain and turn it into purpose.Join Jennifer and Dr. Michael Bullock as they open up about their journey through grief and the many challenges they discovered along the way — gaps in hospital care, legislation, and resources that left families like theirs without support. Rather than let grief consume them, they chose to be the hands and feet of Jesus, giving a voice to those who feel voiceless.Dr. Bullock also shares insights from his book, Even Now I Know, where he vulnerably reflects on his experience as a pastor, husband, grandpa, and father navigating unimaginable loss — always returning to Scripture as his source of strength.Together, we explore the heart of Miles' Mission: offering hope, healing, and advocacy through Christ-like compassion, standardized care, resource connections, awareness-raising, and community partnerships.This episode is for anyone touched by loss — a message of hope, faith, and the power to turn grief into a mission that honors every life.LETS STAY CONNECTED:Link TreeInstagramFacebookTwitterWebsiteGive if you feel led. All donations will go to the Julianna Grace Ministry. Click on general then the Julianna Grace Ministry.

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    58 | From The Biggest Loser to the Biggest Mission: Buddy Shuh’s Story of Loss and Hope | The Tears Foundation

    Send us Fan MailWhen Buddy Shuh stepped onto the set of The Biggest Loser in 2012, millions of viewers saw a man determined to reclaim his health. What they didn’t see was the deeper story—the heartbreak that had quietly shaped his life for years.Back in 2006, Buddy and his wife were joyfully preparing to welcome their baby girl when a routine prenatal appointment turned their world upside down. Doctors discovered their daughter was missing several vital organs and diagnosed her with spina bifida, leaving only a slim chance of survival. Against all odds, she was born with a cry that filled the room and lived for five and a half precious months before passing away on March 8, 2006.Buddy opens up about those raw days: the bittersweet moments holding his daughter, the calls no parent ever wants to make, and the heartbreak of meeting a funeral director just hours after her passing. Financially unprepared, he wrestled with guilt and self-doubt, carrying both emotional and physical weight as the years passed.A simple phone call from his brother in 2011 changed everything. Together, they auditioned for The Biggest Loser—and to Buddy’s shock, he was chosen from hundreds of thousands of hopefuls. On Season 13, he shared his daughter’s story with more than ten million viewers, transforming his grief into testimony.That visibility led to a life-changing invitation from The Tears Foundation, an organization founded by Sarah Slack after the loss of her son Jesse. What began as Sarah’s mission to help one family afford a headstone has grown into an international movement—offering financial help for funeral expenses, emotional support, and a community of love and healing for grieving families.In this episode, Buddy reflects on the road from loss to purpose: how The Biggest Loser gave him a platform, how TEARS gave him a mission, and how even in the darkest chapters, hope can emerge.LETS STAY CONNECTED:Link TreeInstagramFacebookTwitterWebsiteGive if you feel led. All donations will go to the Julianna Grace Ministry. Click on general then the Julianna Grace Ministry.

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    57 | The Dark Truth About My Brother’s Death

    Send us Fan MailToday, I open up and share a story I have never spoken about publicly before—the story of my brother’s death. While it was ruled as SIDS, I’ve carried the belief in my heart that his life was taken for monetary gain. My biological father had a desire to profit from the twins—or even through my death—and that shadow has followed me for decades.In this episode, I share the details and events that unfolded both before and after my brother’s passing, moments that have weighed heavily on me for the last 32 years.What gave me the courage to finally bring this story into the light was hearing Linda from He Knows Your Name Ministry in Episode 53. Her testimony reminded me that every life has value, and that silence doesn’t honor the ones we’ve lost.My brother’s life mattered then. It still matters today.LETS STAY CONNECTED:Link TreeInstagramFacebookTwitterWebsiteGive if you feel led. All donations will go to the Julianna Grace Ministry. Click on general then the Julianna Grace Ministry.

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    56 | Grieving Together: Luis Melara’s Story of Losing His Sister Ana Mary

    Send us Fan MailIn this episode, Luis Melara, the son of Rosie Melara, opens up about the heartbreaking loss of his sister, Ana Mary, in 2010. What began as a season of hope, joy, and anticipation quickly turned into grief and heartache. Luis shares how, as a young child, he learned to grieve openly alongside his family, discovering the power of walking through sorrow together.Through their journey, his family found meaningful ways to honor Ana Mary’s life, and in the process, Luis developed a deep compassion for others. He reflects on how this early exposure to grief shaped his emotional intelligence, teaching him that grief is not something to “get over” but a lifelong process—one that can foster empathy, connection, and healing.Join us as Luis shares his story of loss, resilience, and the lifelong lessons of empathy that emerged from his family’s shared grief.LETS STAY CONNECTED:Link TreeInstagramFacebookTwitterWebsiteGive if you feel led. All donations will go to the Julianna Grace Ministry. Click on general then the Julianna Grace Ministry.

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    55 | Lisa Rowell | Prayers for D.C. and the Untold Story of the Death of my Baby Brother

    Send us Fan MailIn this heartfelt episode, Lisa opens up about a story she has never shared publicly—the story of her baby brother who passed away in 1992. For decades, his life has been hidden in silence, but Lisa feels compelled to finally tell it from her own perspective. With raw honesty, she invites you into the pain, the questions, and the journey of faith that followed his death.As Lisa prepares for an upcoming trip to Washington, D.C., she asks for prayer—both for strength and for courage to share her brother’s story with the world. This episode is more than just a memory; it’s a testimony that every life, no matter how short, matters deeply to God and carries a divine purpose.Tune in to hear Lisa’s heart, her struggle, and the powerful reminder that every baby’s life is precious in the eyes of God.LETS STAY CONNECTED:Link TreeInstagramFacebookTwitterWebsiteGive if you feel led. All donations will go to the Julianna Grace Ministry. Click on general then the Julianna Grace Ministry.

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    54 | Rebekah Mitchell President & Founder of M.E.N.D | The Story Behind M.E.N.D.

    Send us Fan MailJust after the one-year anniversary of Rebecca Mitchell’s son Jonathan’s stillbirth, she came across a baby’s obituary in the Dallas newspaper and felt compelled to send the grieving mother a sympathy card. That simple act sparked a powerful friendship rooted in shared sorrow. Within weeks, they connected with two other mothers who had also experienced the unimaginable loss of a baby.What began as a few phone calls, emails, and meetups soon blossomed into something more — a community of healing. That’s when M.E.N.D. (Mommies Enduring Neonatal Death) was born.In this episode, Rebecca shares her powerful journey through grief, how M.E.N.D. came to life, and the incredible impact it has made over the past 24 years. With chapters across the country, M.E.N.D. now offers monthly support groups, remembrance ceremonies, and education for healthcare providers on compassionate care for families after loss.Rebecca also shares how you can start a M.E.N.D. chapter in your own community — because no one should have to grieve alone.To all who find themselves needing M.E.N.D., her message is clear: You are not alone. You are deeply loved, and you are surrounded by women who truly understand.LETS STAY CONNECTED:Link TreeInstagramFacebookTwitterWebsiteGive if you feel led. All donations will go to the Julianna Grace Ministry. Click on general then the Julianna Grace Ministry.

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    53 | Linda Znachko Founder of He Knows Your Name Ministry | How One Woman Is Giving the Voiceless a Voice

    Send us Fan MailIn this powerful and emotional episode, I’m joined by Linda Znachko, founder of He Knows Your Name ministry and author of the award-winning book He Knows Your Name: How One Abandoned Baby Inspired Me to Say YES to God.What began as heartbreak over a baby abandoned in a dumpster became a calling that reshaped Linda’s life. She couldn’t bear the thought of a child leaving this world without dignity—and so began her mission to ensure that every life, no matter how short, is seen, named, and honored.💔 Hear how God led Linda to give that baby a proper burial and how that one "yes" became the foundation for a ministry that now brings names, dignity, and honor to countless children.Founded in 2009, He Knows Your Name is rooted in the belief that every life is sacred—whether a child took a breath or not. Linda has been called not through credentials, but through God’s equipping, to be an advocate for life—often, at the grave.Linda also works alongside Safe Haven Baby Boxes, raising awareness about the Safe Haven Law and educating communities on safe, life-giving alternatives for infants in crisis.🕊️ This episode is a must-listen if you believe in the power of honoring life, saying yes to God’s nudges, and making space for the voiceless to be remembered.LETS STAY CONNECTED:Link TreeInstagramFacebookTwitterWebsiteGive if you feel led. All donations will go to the Julianna Grace Ministry. Click on general then the Julianna Grace Ministry.

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    52 | Jen Rowray-Healthy Birth Day | Stillbirth is Preventable: Why We're Returning to the Hill to Fight for Families

    Send us Fan MailIn this short but powerful episode, I’m joined by Jen Rowray of Healthy Birth Day, Inc. and Count the Kicks to talk about an important cause—stillbirth prevention. I share my plans to travel to Washington, D.C. from September 17–19 to advocate for legislative change and life-saving awareness. One of the key efforts we’re supporting is the Shine for Autumn Act, which seeks to improve stillbirth data collection—something critically needed, as many stillbirths go unrecorded, hindering public health efforts to prevent them. The act also calls for increased access to fetal autopsy training to address the nationwide shortage of perinatal pathologists, and it aims to bring much-needed education and awareness to parents—many of whom have never even heard of stillbirth or prevention until they’ve experienced it firsthand. While in D.C., we will talk to legislators about the change we need to save lives—sharing our personal stories and the proven data that has already helped prevent countless stillbirths. We also discuss National Stillbirth Prevention Day, observed on September 19th, a day dedicated to honoring families affected by stillbirth and promoting initiatives to save lives. Additionally, we highlight the exciting launch of Count the Kicks in Louisiana, a state that loses an average of 344 babies to stillbirth each year. With its proven impact, Count the Kicks has the potential to save 1 in 3 at-risk babies—an estimated 97 lives annually in Louisiana alone. Whether you want to join us in D.C., support efforts in your local community, or help from home, this episode shows how you can be part of this life-saving movement. Here are some ways you can help:📝 Complete the Financial Impact Survey🏛️ Light up a building in honor of National Stillbirth Prevention Day📜 Request a proclamation for National Stillbirth Prevention Day💬 Share your story to help raise awareness and encourage prevention📲 Raise awareness on social media by posting facts, stories, or helpful resources🧰 Click here: Healthy Birth Day Tool KitIf you have any questions contact Jen Rowray: [email protected] STAY CONNECTED:Link TreeInstagramFacebookTwitterWebsiteGive if you feel led. All donations will go to the Julianna Grace Ministry. Click on general then the Julianna Grace Ministry.

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    51 | Meg Roland | Trauma and the Brain: Where Neuroscience Meets Faith

    Send us Fan MailHave you ever felt stuck after trauma—trapped in panic, fear, or constant survival mode? In this powerful episode, I sit down with Meg Roland, a Provisional Licensed Professional Counselor with Clint Davis Counseling, to unpack what’s really happening in our brains after trauma—and why it can feel impossible to move forward.Meg shares the same insight that brought me peace at a women’s retreat and helped me understand the deep effects of losing my daughter, Julianna Grace. For years, I didn’t realize that unresolved family trauma had already impacted my mental health long before that heartbreaking day. I nearly gave up—but God had other plans.Through a compassionate and faith-based lens, Meg explains the importance of community, connection, and the healing power of secure attachment to both God and others. Her approach blends logic and emotional honesty to help us move toward wholeness—body, mind, and soul.If you’ve experienced trauma or feel stuck in survival mode, this conversation is for you. LETS STAY CONNECTED:Link TreeInstagramFacebookTwitterWebsiteGive if you feel led. All donations will go to the Julianna Grace Ministry. Click on general then the Julianna Grace Ministry.

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    50 | Candace MacDaniels Faith in the Fire: Losing 7 Babies, Immunocompromised, and Homeschooling Through Chronic Illness

    Send us Fan MailIn this episode, I sit down with my new friend and fellow homeschooling mom, Candace MacDaniels. Candace’s story is one of control, surrender, and challenging faith. After receiving a kidney transplant 25 years ago, she became immunocompromised and later developed autonomic dysfunction. Convinced that motherhood wasn’t in the cards due to her health, she set out to chase her dreams—until she met her husband.What followed was a painful journey of losing 7 precious babies and wrestling with the need to control what felt out of control. But through years of grief and seeking God’s comfort, Candace eventually welcomed 2 beautiful girls. Candace also shares how God used her health challenges to lead her into homeschooling—something she never thought possible due to financial pressures and student loans. But one exhausting workday changed everything, helping her realize the need to be more present with her family. Her health issues haven't gotten better but she’s learned to grab onto the Lord and her life has become a light to many around her. Tune in as Candace shares how her faith carried her through heartbreak and into the unexpected beauty of motherhood, healing, and home education.LETS STAY CONNECTED:Link TreeInstagramFacebookTwitterWebsiteGive if you feel led. All donations will go to the Julianna Grace Ministry. Click on general then the Julianna Grace Ministry.

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    49 | Jamie Strahl – Honoring Heidi: A Story of Loss, Intuition & Love (Part 2)

    Send us Fan MailIn this powerful second part of a two-part series, I sit down with Jamie Strahl—a grieving mother turned passionate advocate—who shares the heartbreaking yet hope-filled story of her daughter, Heidi. What began as a routine delivery quickly turned into tragedy due to the negligence of a nurse and medical malpractice that forever changed Jamie’s life.Jamie opens up about the moments leading up to Heidi’s birth, the unsettling behavior of the nurse on duty, and the haunting silence that followed the delivery. Despite her unimaginable loss, Jamie has chosen to honor her daughter’s memory in a beautiful way—through a ministry that sends birthday cards to grieving families in memory of Heidi.With tenderness and strength, Jamie walks us through those early moments of grief and the beginning of her journey toward healing and purpose. Her story is not just one of loss—but of love, resilience, and the power of remembering. Listen in as we laugh, cry and celebrate the beautiful legacy Heidi is leaving on our hearts. Grab tissues, listen closely, and be reminded of the power of a mother’s intuition—and the strength it takes to speak up, even in the most vulnerable moments.LETS STAY CONNECTED:Link TreeInstagramFacebookTwitterWebsiteGive if you feel led. All donations will go to the Julianna Grace Ministry. Click on general then the Julianna Grace Ministry.

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    48 | Jamie Strahl – Honoring Heidi: A Story of Loss, Intuition & Love (Part 1)

    Send us Fan MailIn this powerful first part of a two-part series, I sit down with Jamie Strahl—a grieving mother turned passionate advocate—who shares the heartbreaking yet hope-filled story of her daughter, Heidi. What began as a routine delivery quickly turned into tragedy due to the negligence of a nurse and medical malpractice that forever changed Jamie’s life.Jamie opens up about the moments leading up to Heidi’s birth, the unsettling behavior of the nurse on duty, and the haunting silence that followed the delivery. Despite her unimaginable loss, Jamie has chosen to honor her daughter’s memory in a beautiful way—through a ministry that sends birthday cards to grieving families in memory of Heidi.With tenderness and strength, Jamie walks us through those early moments of grief and the beginning of her journey toward healing and purpose. Her story is not just one of loss—but of love, resilience, and the power of remembering. Listen in as we laugh, cry and celebrate the beautiful legacy Heidi is leaving on our hearts. Grab tissues, listen closely, and be reminded of the power of a mother’s intuition—and the strength it takes to speak up, even in the most vulnerable moments.LETS STAY CONNECTED:Link TreeInstagramFacebookTwitterWebsiteGive if you feel led. All donations will go to the Julianna Grace Ministry. Click on general then the Julianna Grace Ministry.

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    47 | Texas State Representative Mihaela Plesa | Everly’s Law: A New Standard for Grief, Compassion, and Change

    Send us Fan MailIn this powerful episode, I sit down with Texas Representative Mihaela Plesa, the woman behind Everly’s Law (HB 37)—a groundbreaking bill that lays the foundation for improved prenatal bereavement care in Texas and, we hope, nationwide.This landmark legislation was inspired by a heartfelt conversation during her campaign—when a neighbor vulnerably shared her story of losing her baby, Everly Grace Talman. That moment became the seed of real change. Everly’s Law ensures that families facing stillbirth, neonatal death, or fetal demise are met with compassionate care, counseling, and innovative bereavement technology. As of now there is no standard of care.Right now, there is no consistent standard of care. Too often, families are rushed out of the hospital, their time with their baby cut short—leaving wounds that never fully heal. Everly’s Law changes that. It ensures families receive compassionate support, access to bereavement technology, and time to grieve with dignity. Representative Plesa walks us through what it took to pass this life-changing bill, how it will be implemented across hospitals by September 1, 2025, and why this is only the beginning.👉 CALL TO ACTION: Let’s make this the standard in every state. Share this episode with your local lawmakers. Contact your legislators. Let them hear this story, share your story, so they can take action. Because every family deserves dignity in their grief—and care that truly honors their loss.LETS STAY CONNECTED:Link TreeInstagramFacebookTwitterWebsiteGive if you feel led. All donations will go to the Julianna Grace Ministry. Click on general then the Julianna Grace Ministry.

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    46 | Jeremy Sutton | A Father’s Unseen Wounds: How Love and Loss Never Fade

    Send us Fan Mail In this episode, we talk with Jeremy Sutton—a devoted father, husband, and physical therapist with 15 years of experience. Jeremy opens up about his personal journey through miscarriage, sharing the challenges he and his wife Monica faced and how the experience continues to impact him today. He reflects on the importance of advocacy, the deepening of his heart through fatherhood, and the powerful connections he’s witnessed as clients share their own stories of loss. Jeremy’s honest and heartfelt perspective offers comfort and insight for anyone touched by miscarriage. LETS STAY CONNECTED:Link TreeInstagramFacebookTwitterWebsiteGive if you feel led. All donations will go to the Julianna Grace Ministry. Click on general then the Julianna Grace Ministry.

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    45 | Tomeka Isaac | A Story of Stillbirth, Survival, and System Failure | Jace's Journey

    Send us Fan MailIn May 2018, Brandon Isaac found himself facing the unthinkable. His wife, Tomeka, lay unconscious in a hospital bed, fighting for her life after being diagnosed with HELLP Syndrome—a life-threatening pregnancy complication. Just weeks from her due date, their son, Jace Alexander, no longer had a heartbeat. Tomeka endured 45 days in the hospital, survived 7 major surgeries, and ultimately walked out of the hospital alive, though forever changed. Her survival was nothing short of miraculous, thanks to urgent medical intervention, skilled doctors, and the power of prayer.But the Isaacs soon learned that Tomeka’s illness and Jace’s death could have been prevented. Out of their heartbreak was born Jace’s Journey, an initiative dedicated to raising awareness about maternal health disparities and the urgent need for better care. In this episode, we share their powerful story—of tragedy, survival, and advocacy—and highlight why so many mothers and babies are still at risk. This is more than a story of loss; it’s a call to action.LETS STAY CONNECTED:Link TreeInstagramFacebookTwitterWebsiteGive if you feel led. All donations will go to the Julianna Grace Ministry. Click on general then the Julianna Grace Ministry.

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    44 | Heaven, Hope, and the Books That Helped Me

    Send us Fan Mail In this episode, I share personal reflections on heaven, inspired by the loss of my daughter, Julianna Grace. I discusses how that experience led to a deep curiosity and excitement about what lies beyond this life. The episode features a curated list of book recommendations—some for grieving parents, others for children—each offering comfort, answers, and insight about heaven. Topics explored include whether Heaven is boring, if we’ll have jobs, and whether we’ll recognize our loved ones. The episode concludes with the poem Gone From My Sight by Henry Van Dyke, which offers a beautiful new perspective on death and the afterlife. Book Recommendations:Heaven, by Randy Alcorn Where did TJ Go?, by Annie F Downs Our Heaven Baby, by Leah Vis Eternal Perspectives, by Randy AlcornDeath of a Little Child, by Dr. J. Vernon McGeeLETS STAY CONNECTED:Link TreeInstagramFacebookTwitterWebsiteGive if you feel led. All donations will go to the Julianna Grace Ministry. Click on general then the Julianna Grace Ministry.

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ABOUT THIS SHOW

Have you lost a baby to miscarriage, stillbirth, or SIDS? Do you feel like no one understands the depth of your grief? Maybe you’re angry, bitter, depressed—or drowning in a sea of emotions that feel impossible to name, let alone explain. Perhaps you’ve heard well-meaning but hurtful comments or received advice that made you feel even more isolated. You might be wondering, Where is God in all of this? Or why our country hasn’t done more to prevent stillbirths and support grieving families.You are not alone. And this podcast is for you.I’m Lisa Rowell. In 2013, I gave birth to my stillborn daughter, Julianna Grace. That moment shattered my world. I didn’t know how to survive the pain. I wrestled with God, with grief, with questions no one seemed to want to answer. Ten years ago, I found myself on the edge of despair, holding a bottle of liquor and a handful of pills, ready to give up—until God stepped in and changed everything.From the ashes of that hear

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