Thoughts of a relapsing drug addict

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Thoughts of a relapsing drug addict

A 100% true life account of what it’s like being a heroin addict in the United States. Dealing with ups and downs no censorship here folks. You’ll catch me at my most unfiltered emotional times. And my happiest of times. I encourage anyone to reach out to me via facebook page tumblr Instagram whatever it’s all under thoughts of a relapsing drug addict or gmail is [email protected]

  1. 121

    Just an update

    Not much but I'll do a real episode later

  2. 120

    The new crew

    Son doing imaging episode with some new people and if you like the personalities let me know I’ll get them back and all that stuff so thank you everyone

  3. 119

    In the bedroom of the new apartment

    Just me talking about life and what’s going on well I can’t get a new bedroom in the new apartment in order and that was before I found out I had to leave said new apartment

  4. 118

    We out here

    We’ll talk about YouTube channels, codependency relationships rock bottom rehab and some other things as usual

  5. 117

    Post arrest update

    Just a boring update about the going ons of me

  6. 116

    shout outs for the group

    shouting out people

  7. 115

    Let’s just talk about stuff in the cold

    Just a few segments of talking about stuff got stuck out in the cold and was thinking about a lot of things

  8. 114

    Another run at the clarion

    Rambling about what’s been happening And how I don’t know if I should be worried if I should be mad

  9. 113
  10. 112

    2021 into 2022 NYE annual pod party

    Just a quick talk with knight rider right after midnight so are the first hours of 2022 we talk about all sorts of things like imagine if someone was living in your attic and you didn’t know about it

  11. 111

    The Christmas episode that’s not really about Christmas

    Just a multi segments of randomness and updates about my life and goings-on followed by the segment that I’m calling late night talks with nico and Millie

  12. 110
  13. 109

    Riding in cars all the time

    Just me and my girlfriends bullshitting while driving around and running errands

  14. 108

    Update on life with Unc from nodsquad

    OK and I reconnect after not speaking with each other for fuck probably almost 2 years and we both been through a lot in those two years and as usual we talk about everything from the college duty toxic gaming community to talking your family about your drug use and everything in between so here is another unedited unfiltered uncensored long ass talk between us.

  15. 107

    The roughly 100th episode extravaganza

    in this episode Lee and I catch up after what feels like way too long. Lee shares his medical issues with us on top of still working full time, we discuss a new withdrawal medication lofexidine that is essentially Tylenol for withdrawal. As well as the usual touch on topics of drug use such as  what type, how much, how we administer, and a lot more you'll have to listen to find out. And we bring a new guest on named Cody Mendoza whom I met on instagram after reaching out to me, not doing so well because of a mutual friend that we both lost way to soon. If you're a regular listener than Im sure you know who that friend is. RIP Kennedy. join us for you're morning dose of laughs and inspiration and remember life is shit sometimes but being rich with homies like this makes the shit smell like roses. 

  16. 106

    New relationship episode

    New relationship status and hardships we are facing early on but overcoming and getting through it

  17. 105

    The current updates and status of my experience in this simulation of life as to now

    Talk about lots of things from secret conspiracies to video games to a new lady in my life. On the last segment I am going to say trigger warning of all sorts of things I know my podcast has trigger warnings all the time but we get into all sorts of sexual innuendos abuse rape male and female domination and others so listen with care I’m not trying to offend anyone the views and opinions expressed in this podcast do reflect my beliefs and that’s all I have to say about that

  18. 104

    Meanwhile in my simulation scenario

    Just me venting about some stuffs. Then me fucking with my computer

  19. 103

    my life up until now

    some random stuff

  20. 102

    Roommate peril

    Bitch about roommates talk gaming alil about life and a lot of nothing

  21. 101

    Podcast gaming cereal interface os

    In this episode we talk about everything from my new PC gaming addiction to Reese’s purse to operating systems to Anna the girl he bailed out of jail and her birthday she’s been a guest a handful of times we talked about how we need a new cohost for different podcasts and God knows what else so just check it out

  22. 100

    New year same shit let’s do better in 2021 2020 set the bar pretty low

    Had a different episode recorded but decided to not release that one so here is a short new year update

  23. 99

    In the meantime… There is a new woman in my life who is rad as fuck

    So in this episode I elaborate on the story started last week about my new girlfriend and talk about the new sensation of blues and traveling and being the rock it a girlfriend family funeral. I’m on all our other normal shenanigans

  24. 98

    The first day together

    I just update alil and talk about my new friend and we talk about a crazy thing that happened through the night

  25. 97

    The election episode that’s not about politics

    Me and a friend Just talk back and forth about a lot of stuff. Sorry for sound quality i didn’t have the mic with me.

  26. 96

    Season 4 opener

    My first episode in quite awhile so I talk about the election halloween and then I went off on my beliefs about religion.

  27. 95

    Milestone 10K

    Well I’ve reached 10000 listens so thanks everyone and I’ll get a full episode up in the next few days I love you all

  28. 94

    Tryin to stay cool in this fuckin heat

    We talk methadone updates shout outs more shout outs updates and general ramblings

  29. 93

    Recovery? Trying again... maybe it’ll go better this time around

    We talk methadone treatment and how my early recovery is going. The 1 year anniversary of when Kennedy passed away. The state of the world along with van updates and a bunch of nonsense rambling as usual.

  30. 92

    A Smokey evening

    A talk with my friend Smokey about all sorts of everything from the beginnings of addiction to everything else

  31. 91

    A long conversation with miles

    sex,Hookers,needles,death,love,and a lot in between

  32. 90

    Ad for the live stream

    Just letting everyone know that I’ll be going live on Facebook at 10 PM mountain time roughly and hope to see everyone there

  33. 89

    Shoutouts to al

    I don’t remember what I talked about i recorded this a few days ago

  34. 88

    Mic check

    I just thought id do a quick little episode to test my new microphone out which i think sounds great

  35. 87

    Moving onward and upward

    We talk plans what’s going on or mental state and all in all just positive outlook for the future

  36. 86

    Just a grand ole morning

    Random talk about the state of the world and basic everyday stuff Anna banana makes a quick appearance and we take Phelony on a walk

  37. 85

    The little bit about me

    Can you talk a bit about me and some things about how I am becoming more comfortable with who I am and we talk about some societal changes as far is the world being more open to certain things and a talk with my friend oh I was away from for a bit and now we’re back together

  38. 84

    My view from the end of the world

    Just alil about how the pandemic is going

  39. 83

    Before court update

    A brief update of my situation before court. I’ll update when I get out.

  40. 82

    The Valentine’s Day episode

    Just babbling on about my arrest and clean time

  41. 81

    Ramble on Ramada

    We talk about life and it’s goings ons and we have special guest back nodded out Anna mumbling alil bit and we about my talk sexual preferences among other things

  42. 80

    First full 2020 season 3 opener just ramblings about stuff

    Just 3 parts of me rambling about what’s going on sorry took so long been super busy and will get all the affiliate links up and going on the next episode I’m sorry I’m slacking today https://www.facebook.com/donate/478467159478429/?fundraiser_source=external_url

  43. 79

    Leaving 2019 in the rear view and entering 2020 with an open heart and eyes wide

    We talk about how van life is treating me. How christmas was for me. We look back and remember Kennedy for the beautiful human that she was. We talk vein health and some harm reduction stuff.part 3 up on the roof top oasis in downtown

  44. 78

    Pre-Christmas episode we went from stuck in a hotel parking lot to stuck in an auto shop parking lot

    Well it’s me ranting about stuff while driving and then alil talk about the current situation of my #vanlife adventures

  45. 77

    It’s not all fun and games

    We talk about some serious shit so trigger warning please respect and be nice

  46. 76

    Thanksgiving episode

    Talk about holidays and all sorts of things

  47. 75

    Guardian angels all around

    My arrest story beginning of my book Walmart shoplifting incident

  48. 74
  49. 73

    We vent

    We vent about road partners and talk about how I helped a family

  50. 72

    A morning talk with James from Korea

    I finally talk to James from Korea about nitrous mafia football handicapping teaching becoming drug therapists and more

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ABOUT THIS SHOW

A 100% true life account of what it’s like being a heroin addict in the United States. Dealing with ups and downs no censorship here folks. You’ll catch me at my most unfiltered emotional times. And my happiest of times. I encourage anyone to reach out to me via facebook page tumblr Instagram whatever it’s all under thoughts of a relapsing drug addict or gmail is [email protected]

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