Waves & Tides with Chineloromiheoma (Nelo)

I sat with my mother's grief long enough for them to introduce their roots to me.They said, "Chineloromiheoma, we travel all the way back to the women who nurtured silence and swore an oath to shame."They said, "Promise us, daughter, that the world will hear your voice and you will not bury your words."It's because of them that I write: the mothers who bore mothers who gave me their stories. Mothers who bore lineages that carry untold pain.Mothers who were told they were too much and forced to hide their wings.Because of them, daughters like me will flap our wings and soar.Daughters like me will scream.Daughters like me will be heard.To daughters who are living the stories their mothers dreamed of.For our healing.For our ancestry.For the ones coming after us.

Against all odds, I know I must put out this podcast.Blame my timing on Mercury retrograde. Communication, gadget issues. Why else did my phone start acting up, and I have to uninstall my app? I am here now, and I want you to listen to the thoughts I am sharing with you.The mental battle is subtle and intense, and because it is invisible, it challenges you to either hold audience for even the thoughts that seek to destroy you, the same way you would hold your creativity and the thoughts that please you.This is my welcome back. I apologize for serving you late, but Mercury retrograde and all the energies are present.See you at 7:00 p.m. for the next two weeks on Wednesday.

Sometimes you don't need niacinamide; you need to change your sexual partner. It might not be the vagina cookie you need; you might just need to detox your sexual partners.In this short episode, I shared a gem. Don't skip it. Don’t scroll past.I love you, Soul Family.💙

I missed you. Please tell me you missed me as well. If there is anything I want to leave you with, it is that:-Divinity is achieved in simplicity. -The Psalms is a book of spells. -The bible and other books of its kind were not written for you to assimilate carnally. -Changing religions feels like switching buses and umbrellas. Soul Family, get into it. Tell me what you think. I love you. 💙

This episode is unearthing. It's pulling the grasses, scratching the earth, sniffing the raw, and dipping our hands in dirt to find the gold. I channeled a bit of myself for myselves. For the souls pulling at their naked. For wandering spirits. For spirits thirsty for knowledge. For hearts seeking for love. For you. For me. Lol Grateful for a space to unmask. To unbe. To become.I love you.Thank you for being here, Soul Family.💙

Do you know your house?Are you in your house?I shared my personal experiences with you, like I do every time you hear me speak.I share bits of myselves. I share my gifts and how I navigate as all the people that we are. Is telepathic connection a thing for you? Let me know.Soul Family, if this resonates with you, share this.l love you.💙

If this feels like home to you, then this message is for you.Cheers to closing out cycles.Cheers to new beginnings and liberation.Soul Family, I share my soul and knowledge with you. I give you virtual hugs and ice cream. I do all these because I love you. Listen to the end.💙

It's so good to be back here.Waves and Tides will now be every fortnight, still Wednesday and always will be Wednesday. I missed you, Soul Family. We are back and here now. Hug me back, please.I love you.💙

I am constantly learning, redefining myselves, and you should, too.Do you check in with yourself in these ways too? You should. Even writing this is waking me up to the realization that I am laying things -ideas- down, and surrendering. You should stop over on X and read up April Downloads. It'll help you, especially if you are seeking a nudge on your path, if you are answering your calling, and if channeled messages are your thing.I love you, Soul Family.💙

All the pauses are little tears building up, lol.What hurts, should hurt. Letting go is painful, but if you have to get off a bus to get into the next one that takes you to your destination, wouldn't you? Also, for the lives that have passed on, isn't possible that they got off this bus into another that took them to their destination, to their freedom, maybe? Hey! The purpose of this is to see death as a transformation. It is to let yourselves die when they should, so you can rebirth in newer ways. What part of you do you need to let go of? What part of you needs to die? What part of you needs to give way for the incoming you? No transformation is butter on bread. Far from it. Did it cut you? Did you bleed? Did you feel pain? All of these are steps to dying, to release, to endings. I love you, Soul Family. I hope you never feel alone in this space. 💙Lashes are cute, but are they worth my sight? No.Here is the link to Khaleestah. https://www.instagram.com/khaleestah?igsh=MWNnMW1qZmN3bXJzcQ==Shop Khaleestah, follow our page, like our post, and shop our products for yourself and everyone around you.

Don’t listen to this episode. I mean it, don’t listen to this episode if you haven’t listened to the episode before this one. Make your way there first. “I am thinking, all rituals don’t have to be messy. It’s blood, yes, but can't it be dressed beautifully?”You are not prepared for all the turns this episode will take you through. Don’t listen without water, I promise you are going to need it as you journey through these thoughts. I am always making my way through these thoughts carefully, I advice that you sink your knee deep into these thought processes and explore yours too. This episode wakes your thoughts. What will you do, stay awake or fall back to sleep?Of course, I want to hear your thoughts. Leave me your comments. I'd love to read them.I love you, Soul Family.💙

Oge Chi = God’s time.Oge chukwu ka nma = God’s time is the best.It’s igbo language. There was a shift, can you tell? Did you feel it? Things have felt a lot different and even intense. Believe me, my thoughts just smiled at me. They took the face of a honey-eyed, brown skinned forehead. Somewhat a teacher, who is a lover and a disciplinarian. Maybe my thoughts have faces and different voices. You can’t see me smile, but I just did. I want to ask you to smile and if you ask me why, I want to reply with, "Because this space sees you, and you are always welcome."Don’t go running into these thoughts with your shoes on, you will lose them. I love you, Soul Family.💙

Your soul knows its way, trust it. I almost didn't make it here today, but I am glad I did. We should know when to be prayer warriors and when not to be. I feel balance. May we find the balance we need to keep walking our path.I love you, Soul Family. 💙

If you love out of order, you will love this episode. Nothing is normal, except you consider talking to yourself as one, then, of course, you are welcome. If it is in the past, leave it in the past. Say no to all its glitters and charms. When the past returns, it has no new story, only newer lessons. This is season 4 episode 35, and I just want to, again, see who we become with these thoughts. Don’t walk my thoughts with your shoes, you might lose them.Happy Wednesday.💙

Allow the month of March march you into a new timeline. I think you should book your seat for the next week’s episode, but again, may it never be one of those HYPE-IT-only-to-deliver-mid episodes. Lord Help Me!I channel these feelings and write them in my notes. I have no idea what is different today. Do you entertain the urge, too- to burn it down because you know you can build again? Happy Wednesday, Soul Family.💙

You should prepare for your death and return, too. I think you should. Remember, souls never die; right?I shared my fatigue and felt strength along the line. Maybe if you are tired and you listen, you might feel a bit of strength, too. This is the 33rd episode and, Soul Family, I am most grateful for you. I love you.💙

The change in my voice, the city life seeping in, and the sounds in-between—I think of editing them out, and I think, Where? Will that be colouring the rawness? Will that make these sharpened thoughts go blunt in your ears? Please let me know. Please let me know what you think.I entertained thoughts. I always do. In this episode, I take you through thoughts flowing in multiple directions. I take you through lives living beyond what meets the normal eye. I talk you through sacrifices, chasing, and every thought I spin into a web.There is a sacrifice for every stage. When nothing is happening, everything is happening.Soul Family, happy Wednesday, and enjoy the podcast. 💙

I am not kidding, I think semen retention should be a thing. I think it's okay that these realities can sometimes demand that I live them or turn them down or switch to the next. I think if you saw the February Download, you know respiratory issues can be a thing and you should take better care of your throat and lungs. I think you should tell yourself beautiful positive stories often. I think you should to keep hope alive.I think the Creator is not so serious and we humans, sometimes, take things too seriously for a creator who most likely creates out of fun and other moods. Anyway, you read all these right? Leave me your thoughts. Go all the way in the comment section.

Here, I was visiting the night, I was sharing pieces of selves existing freely, without restrictions and without fear. Listen for the bird. Listen for the bird sound. I hope it makes you happy.Here's a link to my Meduim profile, where I write about events like this: https://medium.com/@chineloromiheomaYou can catch up with me on Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/chineloromiheoma?igsh=eTduYThkdXU5NmEx&utm_source=qr

It gets tiring on somedays, carrying your emotions and your kindness in a world that mocks you for your soul. Don’t get tired.Every time you can, remain kind, be kind. Kindness is a seed that grows to become a tree. Someday, it will shelter you again, like you have sheltered others. 💙Click this link to follow me on Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/chineloromiheoma?igsh=eTduYThkdXU5NmEx&utm_source=qr

Are you living your dream or are your parents living their dreams through you? The constant body pain you experience could just be trauma because it’s stored in the body. Some of you need healing, not pills.May these words water your soul always.💙

Hi lovers!Welcome again. It's good to have you back from everywhere you have been. I hope you feel the same way towards me. If you have never shared this link, please do. Here you go! 🫂🫂🫂Virtual hugs Soul Family. We go again this year. This time, more intentionally.

I am behind schedule, I apologize.Sharing love, company, and hugs in words that pull you closer and love your inner detail. Happy Celebration, my Soul Family.💙

I am a child at heart I am a child always I have no desire to morph into anything else that is not born from this innocenceGo find your inner child Set that child free Sometimes that undeserving sadness is because you haven't traveled inside of you to raise your inner child to healing and every other emotion.

Darling, every thing you do is either rooted in your trauma or your healing. The whys are important, ask yourself these questions. You are dissociated from yourself, you don’t respond to touch, sexual pleasures, you wear shame…Who is speaking? Is it you or your trauma?

Yes! Energy exchange should be a big deal. That wart is not clearing up anytime soon because of your association. Who are you sleeping with? Soul family, this is the juicy episode; sip till finish.💙

I am coming from a lot of feelings. There is the retrograde; there is the new moon on December 1st. If it is a lot to take in, I get you. I know it can be, but breathe; you are divinely supported. Chinwe said I was rapping; do you think so too? Tell me. 💙

Soul family, stay with me till the end of these thoughts. I drifted into selves but all that matters is that I put out these messages and I share these feelings.KeduBawo niYaya kakeHow are you??💙

Everything I got today, I got mostly in 3’s. The cowries, the shells, the hugs, and the love. If you leave with anything from this episode, I hope it is kindness. 💙

This space holds me and every one of us, even on our tired days.Today, I let myself breathe and if you are seeing this, take a deep breathe; go on, fill up your stomach with air.Now, release as you relax your shoulders.You are welcome. You are allowed to be tired and even on those days, you matter.💙

Sometimes think of ancestral blessings too. There are blessings in your lineage that you inherited as well. Just like the thoughts before this episode, they call you to awareness and to listen. Thank you, Soul Family. You matter to me.💙

This episode demands your ears to listen because it evokes an understanding within you. Fam! No description suits this episode. Be present from start to finish.I love you.💙

This is one of those recordings you didn't even know was going to be born, but you are talking about food as art and food as magic, and here it is. Foodie’s double check-in; it's World’s Food Day.I give virtual ice cream if you stop over at Luna station. 💙

Self-expression is playing out here. Thought processes that wake you into your thought process or scare you. You will decide after listening. Am I communicating with like minds? Let me know if this resonates, fam.💙

Remember, rest is part of the journey. So if you need to rest currently, please do. I promise you, this recording is not chaotic. It's a lot of things, but definitely not chaotic. Listen to the end– the gems are prettier at the bottom.

Kaji doesn't just have a knack for music, she is a great artist. I am mentioning this because I listened and needed to point that out. Should I be sorry for how these thoughts are processed? Will that not again be a disservice to all that we are? This is raw. This is how these thoughts climb on each other to start a party in my head. Besties, music as a transport system, what do you think? Don’t just listen, share your thoughts with me.

You are listening to my random thought at 3:16 am. I was depleted and almost unwell. My day was filled with pulls here and there, but, Soul Family, I was never not going to show up. These thoughts, from releasing all the expired bonds, purging yourself of these father and mother wounds to wandering if you also think about the demons you created out of the people you broke. They broke you, but into what? An angel? A demon? These thoughts filtered through and I became their audience.

Take your adult self on a trip to your childhood. Who knows what you will find? Who knows what will find you?

Fam💙 you are not alone. We all get the chills sometimes and carry that fear towards Ember months.Go get your headsets and listen. Let’s navigate together.

Remember, the round table is my head and we flow here with our thoughts and thought processes.When you listen to this, I want us to dialogue. Is bathing a cleansing ritual? Do you agree it is?

It’s windy where I am, but I caught these thoughts and I am sharing them with you. I can see the white lotus, I hope you can see them with these words.You don't bloom all year, give yourself grace.

When you make your way here, leave your footwear outside, come in quietly, find a suitable position, close your eyes if you want and just follow the sounds. Somedays, we will tell stories, other days we will dialogue, but on every full moon, we will gather. The moon will be watching. This is where the Moon stations.

“A giver doesn’t lack.” This Is not when you give and fold your hands in. Giver, nothing will get in if you keep folding your hands. If you give, then you should receive, and to receive, you should keep your hands open.

To first save anybody, you must first be able to save yourself. Stop stepping into roles that give you and your inner child such heavy weights to lift. You cannot save everyone and everyone is not for you to save.

So often we fall into the line of losing ourselves and following the shadows of the ones before us. Listen! You have an identity. You carry your spark; light it.

Take the garbage out. All the garbage you were fed when you could only swallow and had no teeth to chew. Your softness is not weakness. Your anger is not always poison. When you unlearn, relearn you, make contact with your shadows. Allow your darkness introduce you to your light.

Even the uncertainties, the rest, your countless I-don't-knows, believe me, they're all part of the journey. The journey is like flipping through a photo album, through book pages. Your journey will unfold, dear soul. Keep walking

If we desire a new beginning then we must be ready to end. There is no creation without destruction. To heal, you have to be a little broken. The lights can only come in through the cracks. 💙

This introduction took way more time than I thought it would. I wanted something warm yet cold, a place where anyone and everyone fits, whether you like it cold or not. So if you've found yourself here, welcome. This is my very first episode, detailing what to expect from me. We show up every Wednesday and I look forward to experiencing everything unfold with you.