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**** (sirens) When you tell me that it isn’t how it happened It just feels like you’re erasing my brain And you tell me you don’t want to be contacted I just gotta fuckin laugh because you’re the one who drove away So tell me why you fucking left at 7 When the last time that I checked you texted me you’d stay til 8? And when you took a call while we were hanging It was my time you were taking Didn’t know I’d be the one to pay You won’t feel sorry you’re the villain in this story You fucking tore me up when all I wanted was a date You wouldn’t date me but you did invalidate me and You never had my back so I am turning it your way And you made me feel alone If I had one, this shit would hit close to home And the game was rigged and I’m sick and I’m fucking played And I made you laugh but all you made me is afraid And whatever that that you’re going through I wish you well But I invited you over all the same And I can’t call you but I gotta make a call So what I call it is what gives this song it’s name- **** (written 12/2021)