05/19/2001

Hola! Welcome to episode 12 of Paris in NYC! This episode was really hard for me to record, I was really sick and had lost my voice and kept messing up and having to re record every 30 seconds. I was also just very emotional because the person I spoke about in this episode was someone that was very dear to me, and I wished that I would have realized that while I still had time to dedicate more time to speaking with him while he was alive. I made the mistake of feeling the comfort of thinking that he would always be around and we would grow old together and talk often about our lives. But comfort is something that I learned is not promised. He was so important to me and I didn’t even know it. His death put a lot of things into perspective for me and it triggered a lot of changes in my life. I recorded this two weeks ago and could not get around to writing a summary for it and therefore was holding off on releasing it, but here it is, and this is from the heart, because everything else I speak about on the podcast is honest, raw, and true to myself. Thank you for watching over me, I miss you and love you dearly. Make sure to subscribe and share with your friends! Follow my instagram page @_parisinnyc_ for more daily content and videos! Here is what to expect: 00:00- Introduction 00:43- The most romantic boyfriend I ever had 03:50- The funeral that changed my perspective 10:49- The loneliest year of my life 14:01- A first date 16:33- The 4 stages of a relationship 21:18- Self awareness 22:51- Nilson I miss you and love you, thank you