1 - It Makes It So Hard

[Verse] I'm watching a movie I made about my life In sepia tones I'm seeing it all for what seems like the thousandth time My childhood home [Pre-Chorus] We're at the part where I am hiding on the roof Wondering if anyone can bear to hear the truth I didn't know how to talk about my feelings I still don't [Verse] I watch my mother calling my name As she walks through the house to find me She lost her first son when we lived in Pittsburgh Before I was born [Pre-Chorus] No one ever talked about him, they thought that they were being brave But they couldn't fool me, I could see it in their faces I didn't know how to talk about my feelings I still don't [Chorus] And it makes it so hard It makes it so hard It makes so hard to tell the truth When you have to [Instrumental Verse] [Pre-Chorus] I wish that I could say all the things I need to say But I am still hiding in a hundred different ways I don't know how to talk about my feelings [Chorus] And it makes it so hard It makes it so hard It makes so hard to tell the truth When you have to And it makes it so hard It makes it so hard It makes so hard to tell the truth When you have to [Verse] I'm watching a movie I made about my life In sepia tones I'm seeing it all for what seems like the thousandth time My childhood home