1. So...I Burned my Life Down at 33: A High Achiever’s Awakening Into Divine Feminine Energy

Terrified of Being a failure. Turns out that failure saved my life. What happens when you thought you had it figured out and then several of your greatest fears come true at once?In the very first episode of Too Much Not Enough, I’m pulling the curtain back on the messy, full-body plot twist that led to me reclaiming myself. From leaving an emotionally manipulative, 7-year relationship and moving back in with my parents at 33… to discovering Human Design, having a spiritual awakening, being diagnosed with ADHD at 34, and finding my person at 35—this is the painful, raw, real story of what it took to stop performing and start belonging to myself.I share how I unhooked from perfectionism, stopped abandoning myself, healed my anxiety, reclaimed my weirdness, and learned to trust my own rhythm. This episode is for anyone in the thick of it—grieving the old story, craving more, and wondering if it’s too late (spoiler: it absolutely is not).Come join me for a chat cutie. You’re exactly right on time.Get immediate free access to The Return JourneyFive 10-minute audio activations rooted in devotion to self, designed to release the overwhelm of anxiety and self-doubt, while activating embodied feminine leadership.Chapters00:00 Welcome to Too Much Not Enough00:41 Episode Preview01:35 The Struggle of Too Much vs. Not Enough05:51 The Breakdown and Wake-Up Call26:15 The Break Up30:35 What the Fuck Happens Next?33:31 Reconnecting with the Body and Mind38:09 Surrendering to Life and Trusting the Process43:07 Celebrating the Real Me46:15 The Journey to Enoughness and Future DreamsThis podcast explores the deep connection between female leadership and the power of Divine Feminine Energy, helping the high-achiever and entrepreneur move beyond anxiety, exhaustion, overthinking and imposter syndrome, by exploring emotional intelligence, connection, and the art of receiving, while unpacking patterns like codependency, control, and resentment, and offering tools to regulate the nervous system, reconnect with intuition, and move toward clarity, confidence and trust all while celebrating intimacy, ambition, creativity, pleasure, abundance, and the grounding wisdom of somatics to find joy and transformation through alignment.