10. Nocturne in e flat major - 杰

nocturne in e flat major*translated by PLSnight weeps. like an old lady who recounts relentlessly:i hate being inherently unattractivei hate being scarcely known for my vast skyi hate my tomorrow that will pale againi hate my ups and downs constantly shrouded in mists and cloudsi hate my infatuationsi hate my boundlessness even morewhich often tends to blind methe nocturne tonight, reverberating inaudibly in the forest…as a ghost in this mortal world, how should i respond?the things i hate, dislike, even those i am passionate aboutare so small. yet when the needle of a thorn stabs me they become enormously clear and determinedi cannot respond, only to forget about hate and lovewith invisible hugs, preaching to and fro on the floor of the night.