11. My Past Lives [Part 1]: Confronting Karmic Guilt

This episode is the first part of a multi-epsiode series about my personal past lives, where I dive deep into all the past life regressions I have done so far and the important lessons I was able to learn from them. In this opening episode, I share the story of my very first regression – a life marked by deep love, but also profound guilt, loneliness, fear, and powerlessness. By exploring this lifetime through reading you the full journal entry I wrote immediately after the regression, you will witness the transformative healing impact this experience has had on me (and may have on you, if you decide to try it yourself).I revisit the experience of growing up with my mother, a healer, on the edge of a forest, and the traumatic events that led to her execution after being accused of witchcraft. What followed was a life lived in hiding, shaped by isolation and the heavy belief that I was somehow responsible for her death. This lifetime ultimately ended in despair — but the regression itself became a powerful portal for understanding patterns I still carry today. I reflect on the emotional themes that surfaced, the life circumstances that led my higher self to show me this memory, and the profound lesson around guilt that shifted my relationship with my mother. –Most of my past life regressions (this first one included) I've done by myself, using a recorded meditation that I found online. Here's the link (spotify): Past Life Regression Guided Meditation–Here are the links (also spotify) for the podcasts I mention in the episode:1. Past Lives with Mayra Rath2. The Past Life Regression Podcast3. Wisdom from the Akasha4. The Soul Alignment Podcast 5. This is Mariya–If you feel called to share your own thoughts or experiences, or book a Human Design & Astrology reading with me you can reach out to me on ⁠Instagram⁠ or via email at ⁠[email protected]⁠. l'd love to hear from you. ✨–And if you liked this episode, it would mean a lot to me if you followed the show and left a rating and review/comment, or shared it with someone who might like it too, so that more people can find this podcast. Thank you so much! 🫶🏼