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Hello and welcome to the Pervirti Bot Gowser Show where we explore the adventures of the Hickey Lifestyle, Sex and Perversion. Recording live from the threshold live in North Hollywood, California in front of our Pervirti studio audience. Hello Perverts! Hello, Perverts!
I'm Kathy. I'm Phoenix. And I am Kalepugi and this is wow, what a difference. Like last week it was like the- It was like nothing here.
It was like abandoned Egyptian tomb. It's because I'm here. And that's pretty much Phoenix's. Phoenix brought a pretty massive entourage here.
This is pretty good. Well here we are, Show 116. Goddamn so many things have gone on this week. I am literally- At least I'm almost dropy.
That's how much shit has gone on this weekend. You had party Friday starting Sunday. Party Saturday, Sunday Monday, play today, play this one. Just amazing people, amazing experiences.
Up until- My eyes are now like this. 15 minutes before the show you were playing. What are you talking about? I'm talking about the orgasm I heard through that wall.
That was not my orgasm. I think God. I don't know. I don't know what that was going on.
I think you know what that was. I don't know anything. But God damn those walls are thin. But let me just tell you, I'm fucking excited and it's goddamn great to be here.
It is great to be here. Phoenix. Phoenix is here sitting in the chair of your reputable doom. The abyssal seat.
The abyssal seat. The abyssal seat. It is very abyssal. She's doing good.
It's a bit not a bizmo. Yes, no indeed. So what's going on with you? Not a whole lot.
Thank God. Hey, she had a phenomenal weekend of playing too. Well, I only played on Friday night but it was fucking hell of a scene. I'll tell you that much.
One I will never forget. But I'm not going to talk about it because- Oh, thanks. Thanks for getting into that. Thanks for listening.
It was very cool. But she had as much fun as we could probably do. So were there costume dildos, you know, dressed with little capes that you flew? Oh my God, I have to do that.
Dildo cosplay. You put a little cape on a dildo and you go, I'm going to save you. And you fly that fucker right into the orifice. Me right that damn.
Right that damn. That's a great idea. Dildo cosplay. That would be an incredible video.
Can you slap on it? That's just- You a good citizen. This is it by the way, to the people that are new in the audience. I'm a part of podcast listeners.
I'll throw a pervert podcast line. This is pretty much it. Dildo. What's the second thing on there, you?
Oh, that was so cute. Daddy torch my feet. I had to write that down. Daddy torch my feet.
I have no idea what- Because being kinky means being practical and being practical means being resourceful and being resourceful is means that when you're a little girl like I'm sitting there after the party and you know, we're all just a party out, whatever, whatever, played out. And all of a sudden I'm like, okay, this is my daddy time. When the girls go to bed, then daddy gets his like, you know, I get to nerd on my first person shooter games for 20 minutes and unwind and it's cool. I'm creative explorer.
I have a lot in common. Yes, we do. That's freaky. So, all of a sudden, you know, I tuck her in, she's in, and then I just, I have a corner on my eye, see two little feet pop out of the bed.
Boop. And I'm like, yes. And she's like, daddy, where are my feet? Or feet were cool.
And I'm like, well, your feet are cool because they're out of the thing. Does this involve your balls? Usually, but not in this one. I'm surprised.
Not in this one. Alligator balls. Which by the way, alligator balls show 150 and the one right before this one. Yes.
Mega hit people. People are singing. They make it into a full song. Yes, one day.
Add it to the 900 others. So, she's like, you know, my feet are really cool. And I feel them. They're like little ice cubes because you know she's needle.
And so, which is a word for little people. So, I'm like, do you want me to warm? And I'm rubbing them and it's just not doing the trick. And I'm like, do you want daddy to torch your feet?
You know, with my fireplace wands? And she's like, yeah. So, I just go. And I just buried her face in her butt.
She just buried her face in her older girls butt, which is where it should be always. Wear it like a hat. So, I get my fireplace torch and I fucking have big ones, you know. And I sit down at like two in the morning just at the edge of the bed, like, you know, a mommy carrying.
That's not like any mother I know. A foot and a half lame over the feet. And I'm like, does that feel better? She's like, yeah, daddy, it feels better.
Thank you. Talk to she goes to sleep. That's being kinky. Not that's what being a kinky person means.
You know what? The feet are fucking cold. Bring out a torch. I'm not a torch.
I fucking heat them up. Goddamn it. No, I think there's a certain practicality that comes along with being kinky and having fireplace and I'm not a good problem. I guess you do use it in practical ways every day.
Oh, I've had her burn off my fucking back here. Oh, right. That's it. I'm not talking about that.
What? Oh, I'm sorry. Yes, you're right. Men don't have hairy bags.
We don't want to hear about it being torched off with fire. This is a male around here must be awful. I have a spray bottle with alcohol this 70% isopropyl and it makes a big ball of fire and I just go kill Chewbacca. So gross.
It's just a cloud. We don't do that on podcast day because it lingers. Thank you for that's. Chewbacca.
So what? That's it. That's a show. Okay.
Hunger. What? Hunger? Yes.
Hunger is in a mood. I'm quite a mood. I'm not a good way to put it. I don't know who he's trying to be.
He's just an angry mesh of personalities. I thought I was doing it all but I guess I screwed it up. Hunger. What's going on in the chat room?
A lot. It's kind of crazy. Thank you. That's a very nice big answer.
So far it's fucking placing. It's our biggest chat so far so moved over to the new site. Really? 10 people.
Is that our limit? We're at 15 already. Wow. That's actually what we need.
The dildo cosplay thing is kind of becoming a thing now where they're talking about dressing yourself and your dildo as the same costume. You could be like Wonder Trans or you could be like or even sidekick or even dressing your own penis as the same costume as yourself and the dildo. You could have like a triplet thing going. See what you've done.
See what you've done. See what you've done. See what you've done is if you're the dildo sidekick or dressing a dildo and then the super hero the smart one is the dick. Exactly.
Or dressing a dildo as a penis or vice versa. It's a little crazy. Let's do it. I don't know why Anthony.
There it is. There it is. I don't know where he got the dildo from. The mini cape for him.
He didn't come in with a bag or anything. I don't even want to know. Someone was waiting. Hang on a sec.
Someone was foolish enough to ask me to retrieve a bag they left Saturday and now I'm going to have to have the rest of these off. So your pants went superhero at a time. Oh my God. He just went through their bags.
Kinky people just carried dildos. Anthony went through their underwear and stuff they're wearing all the time. Anthony has some social issues. But he did supply a cape on a dildo and we needed it.
God damn it. I want to talk about. What's the charlie the tuna thing? I think Unger is charlie the tuna.
Is that yours Unger? That's me. Without the San Diego, you know fishing is a popular pastime. Sure.
I ended up with these. I know it's visual. No one on the radio can see it. But these giant hooks.
Oh my God. Those are up at me. You did a hookball. I did a hookball.
And you said that those were. Those are like fishing. Those are 12. They're two hooks aren't they?
They're two hooks. They're the smallest hooks you do hookballs with. So it's a fish hook and they filed off the barb. Actually these came barbless.
It's the new popular thing and the safer more friendly environmental way of fishing is barbless hooks. They're flicking them off. They're flicking them off. Those are just flicking them off.
Those are barbless. Now they use those for hook pulls on humans. Now where do they put these hooks? In my chest.
That's right over the nipple. No, no, no. I'm tired. They can't see.
So about by the clavicle. It's in the pectoral muscle. It's basically straight on the pectoral muscle. Wait, is that the clavicle?
The clavicle is the lodge. The clavicle is the lodge. Come on. I went to my size school.
I'm pointing at my ass. Unger is still flexing his. Pectoral. That's terrifying.
It really is. You look like you're having a fucking seizure. I guess so. But yeah, we did a pull with up with there were seven people at one point all pulling on a ring.
We all connected. You'd connect the hooks to paracord and then carabiner and then connect the furniture and pull yourself. Do hook pulls with other people. I was doing hook pulls when I won with somebody.
And that's a very connecting thing. I would say. I guess it is. Some people, it's a spiritual thing.
People is connecting thing. Some people like me. It's also just a masochistic thing. Nice.
It was fantastic. And terrifying. Nice and terrifying. Really quick to think of the house of black and Duke for putting all that together because it was a really cool.
Now that was San Diego, right? That was San Diego. Yeah. No, grew was last week this is a kid.
This is San Diego Club X and House of Black. Oh. Right on. Right on.
Well.. Oh, had to say to that. What to say. To Dic No.
I will turn off like I pressing the jingle bell on be 97%. jingle now and we will all listen to it and enjoy its greatness. Gotta get your cake right, all types on fat life. The people in the pee the whole facade means a big delight.
Kathy, no proceed. For your peace of mind, please know that the author of every post we talk about has specifically granted us permission to do so. I was afraid to talk frankly. Why?
Because you're like, I'm good at doing the jingle now. You gotta press the jingle again. Gotta get your cake right, all types. Finger in the pee hole.
Finger in the pee hole. One more. I'm not going out again. Fat life is the place.
Come on, do it. General torture and some spings. And I can get thrills. All right, what do we got?
This is actually, this is one of my favorite topics ever. Even though I kind of butchering, we're only gonna be talking about a certain portion of it. Well, then I'll just change the topic. Of course you will.
All right, so Ford and Bra 300 wrote, the hardest part of a relationship, he says, one of the hardest things in any serious relationship is recognizing that however close you may be, you're always separate and autonomous people. No matter how close you may feel, no matter how empathetic you may be, you'll never fully understand the mind of your other half. Harder yet is accepting that you can't control what your partner does, not without their consent, which really means that what control you might have is merely an illusion. That's just boner killer for all of us.
I was wondering to read it again. Because I was thinking of a giant. I know you were. And I just realized that you know, tigers vagina is like sitting like literally, but don't don't under your legs, pumpkin.
You can move your hands to move on. The show is gonna. I know. Yeah, so let's have a conversation here.
Oh, we have three hot naked women in here. What was it that he cut you off from saying? You know what? He did it again.
Of course you can cut him off. It's typical. Okay, go ahead. I'm back.
I'm back. I'm going to be a snare at your vaginas over there. They're not my vaginas. That's actually a faux pas.
No, you're the daddy. I am the daddy. I can't remember. I'm trying to like a thing, otherwise they reject that.
Oh, shh. During play, it's objectification. Then they're a thing. So go on.
That's okay. I got it. It's good. You said you liked it and one of your favorite things.
And I bet you anything. I know what's going on in your head. You don't remember what the post is about. You don't remember what I said and you're just waiting for.
I'm waiting for you to start. All right. So this is a great topic. But as usual, I take a fucking post, a really great post and I put your it to death.
And I figured really the part that most was intriguing about his post was where he said that you can't control what your partner does, not without their consent, which means that what you control is merely an illusion. I mean, that kind of blows right out of the water everything that we're doing because you're lying to yourself in a relationship, in a de-ess relationship. If you actually think you have control over that other person, they have given you that consent. So you don't really have control over them.
It is just an illusion. At any moment, that person can withdraw their consent. There goes your control that you thought you're awesome and you're the man or you're the girl and you're just going to take whatever you want. You're the one who charges this relationship and all it takes is one person just saying, I withdraw my consent and all that control is over.
Unless you're a rapist. Well, that's not a talk about the rapist. That's throwing out observations that some people have, which leads into kind of my point of view of this is where you leave your mother's basement and your video games and your fantasies about what your de-ess relationship is or any relationship. This has nothing to do.
It has nothing to do with Kink and everything to do with the idea that if you treat your partner like a thing, then you will find very quickly that you are going to be wrong about everything you try to do in that relationship. If you don't understand that this is a person with their own thoughts and ideas, with their own independence, that they don't breathe their own air and bleed their own blood, then you are going to have troubles in that relationship because you're not going to be focused on anything that's real. You're right. But in Kink, it poses its own problems because we do play seriously with power, especially those who deal even more intensely like who go into the nest or slave.
It's called a role play. But there are so many people in this community I know who really believe they have all that control over their partner, but it is an illusion. That's why I'm saying the reality is this is a role play. Slavery is illegal.
It was outlawed. What is it? The 19th Amendment? 18th Amendment.
Thank you, Spacey person. That's great. Hot vagina totally spacey with rope on her. Her head is back, her eyes are going to 18.
Her fucking amendments are down. But it's a thank you. That was fucking awesome by the way. You get 17 points for that.
But it's true. A lot of these things that people are so passionate and whatever. If you both are in this relationship and you both absolutely, and I have heard there are slaves that if the master wanted to kill them that the slave would know that it was in their best interest and allow that to happen. I have heard these things.
You know, these are the things you've heard. And you know what? Thin the fucking herd. Thin the mother fucking herd.
If that's the type of relationship that you want, I'm going to say that's probably a dysfunctional relationship. But to everyone else who is a step or two below that, it's a role play. It's a 24 seven role play. It's a character that you play.
But at any time there are laws in place that stop you from owning human beings from having total control. They may give you told, I have a story that we're going to tell in a little bit where somebody gave me control far beyond their comfort level and what they wanted. But there was still always that ability to speak up for themselves and be their own person. And in a relationship where I am kind of the daddy or the dominant, I have to always understand that there is a give and take.
And if I just continually take, take, take and treat the person that I'm in a relationship with or my lover or my play partner like a thing, then eventually that's going to come back and kill whatever we're doing because I'm not in reality anymore. I get it. You're right. It's just that it can be very disheartening to.
I think you know, you go along with a DS relationship and if it's something you want and you're lucky, you find someone that you can go in a pretty intense way into that power exchange and you're going along and you don't really realize at what point it was that in your mind, it stopped being a role play and you think it's actually true. Because I felt that way before, even though it was slight and it was in the middle of a scene and I know people who feel that way. The kind of thing is so fleeting though. I mean, it is fleeting unless somebody brings it up and what's up?
You don't say sorry, just take the cue. When I point feverishly at the microphone. Usually I'm like, I'm on it. Okay, okay, okay, okay.
Usually she's right on the muff. I like the muff is good. Good to have you. No, what's your point?
Well, I mean, those kinds of things, if you're in that space where you believe that you're owned or you're wholly owned or wholly under somebody else's control, it doesn't last because eventually you come to your senses and go, hey, wait a minute, this person's lighting my, you know, pussy on fire and it hurts. It hurts. It hurts more than it should. Sure.
Yeah. Not that you realize that you may have other desires in your life or other agendas, things that you actually want to challenge the person that you've given control to and talk about that, which is fine. And obviously there's going to be people that are old school that are going to argue this to everything. But in general, it will become codependent.
It will become unhealthy. I think that's why most DS relationships tend to just last a year or less. And because that becomes a reality that somebody is willing to see for themselves. And you're right.
You can't treat people as an object, not for long at any rate. And you can, if there is a balance, like once again, you know, I've been, I've been with a Mu for, you know, almost three years now, and there are moments in play where there is complete power exchange. And, and those are great moments, but I think you can have a long DS relationship if you understand that balance of this is another human. If I'm not consistently interested in the benefit of this person becoming a better submissive or a better little girl or whatever your fucking dynamic is, that if you aren't interested in the other person becoming a better person, if you're trying to keep them stagnant so that you can stay above them and not grow yourself, you're already in a shitty relationship.
You're already being a fucking douchebag because you're not interested in growing and you're just trying to keep somebody down so that you can look a little bit better than them. So you don't have to face your own foibles. Your own character defects. You like the word foibles.
So you don't have to face that. And that's what is, that's what makes these relationships more powerful is when you do acknowledge that, wow, this is another human being. And they are giving me the chance to lead. They are giving me this chance.
And it is my responsibility to not only get what I want, but to understand that whatever I do at some level has to make this person a better person. And those are the DS relationships that you see last 10, 20, 30 years, at least, you know, and nothing's perfect. But I love this. I love this topic because I really had to come out of my cloud that I was, I didn't realize that I was just being a complete control freak.
I'm still a control freak. Yeah, you are. Look at the looks. They literally eight pairs of eyes just are like, oh, so you've recovered from this?
No, I haven't recovered from this, but believe me, I used to be much worse. And I really had to understand that this is a human that no matter how much they say they're giving me their power, they are still having their own thoughts and ideas about how the universe works and how they interpret it. And my relationships have gotten significantly better since I started addressing that human that's on the other side of the relationship. I love this fucking talk for days on this topic.
Is it really good and deep topic? Sorry for it to brought for butchering your post. I don't know. It's a great topic.
Thank you very much. This was really good. I can't see the thing. As a chat.
Chat. Chat. Chat. Chat.
Chat. Chat. Chat. Chat.
Chat. Chat. Oh, here it is. I'm blind.
Show's getting weirdly a move. So let's have them. The chat room. Question.
Rock it. Rock it. Rock it. Rock it.
Rock it. Rock it. By the way, my reading glasses are supposed to get here tomorrow. Wait forever.
Okay. Yeah. Boogie. What's up?
Here's this. Appreciate it. Oh, yeah, let's go. Oh, yeah, let's go back.
Right. Yeah, go back. Okay. Let's see.
Okay. Anything creepy? Creepy's like what? Creepy's over there.
Behind the drums. So far, we've got quite a few answers. Before she even got into kink, she identified as a kitten. And, so.
A kitten. Explain how. Wet shave tried being a puppy. He tells wife, tried to give Mattel.
Aww. And the, as it does. As it gone back. As it is.
There's a gumbag setting. Be evaluated as animal choices at that point. I gotta take things up the ass. a couple of our new folks actually chined in here.
We have Bambury, her first time, is getting into fun play, as you may have guessed. Fun? Fun. Like deer.
Frolicing, finding some where to go. Yes. Hence her name being Bambury. Because Bambury.
Bambury. Yeah, I get it. Focus bogey. What?
Ignor the naked woman. I will not. I will not to do so is to die inside. And then another new chat of, not a real pet, is actually considering getting into pony play, which gets kind of expensive and involved.
Pony, we haven't had a lot. I mean, threshold for a while a few years back. We had a lot of ponies. And we had a couple trainers here that did a lot of pony play.
And it's phenomenal. Yeah. The long equipment. The leather hoods and the full main mohawk thingy and the bridles and the things.
And then they would have carts at some of the events. And then the ponies would cart pull people around and they whip them inside. I've been to one of those events. But now it is just an influx of mega puppies, kittens, foxes and bunnies.
It's awesome. Pet plays on the rise. Yeah, it is so I figured it would be a good chat and a lot of fun responses. Very good.
Thanks for your good pet play. A little bit. I'll do a trainer role for maybe with kittens. I like kittens the best, but puppies are good too.
Why is Victoria putting both of her fists in the air? Was it early girl? Did you chase a laser? I like this.
That was it. It's good. Early girl had the laser out for early girl. And just...
I think one of the best things I like about it is how kittens respond to touch. And especially if they're in really horrible mood, they give you that... They squat at you. That's why I don't like them.
But when they're in the good mood and you touch them and you've got your hands going down their back and down at the tail. Love it. It's very central and very beautiful. And it's fun to just let go into that.
It's another aspect of trance that just lets you kind of explore yourself. I love it. I love the stuff that's going on. Absolutely.
Cool. Thank you, August. Nice question. Thank you very much.
Are we going into more potato mayhem stuff? Yes. Yes. Potato mayhem.
Wow. We got a live jingle happening there. This is what happens when I can't see. I'll just hum them or fart them into the microphone.
Oh, farted into the mic. Come on. Do it. Do it.
Was that potato mayhem? Yes, in French. Oh. I'm going to talk fart.
I'd always in French. That's the jokes. Look at this fucking crickets that just like just evolved over the room. Not even could even the cricket was flipping me off with a fuck.
Alright, so we got back and potato. Oh my god. I could tell you about tormenting Bunny who almost everyone in this room knows and and. What did you do to Bunny now?
This was this was probably the most intense level of not pain wise but the most intense level of consensual non consent to where the individual was not consenting with a bunny but she would not call her safe word. This was such a big chat. What did you dig in her heels? And she just well I mean she knew she could she knows what did you drop creepy.
He's trying to pretend he didn't drop something. What are you doing over there? Is it anything with a cord? Oh, you're fine.
Okay. Is it something? Why do you let him sit in his room of all your stuff? Yeah.
I guess. There's like so much. Creepy helped us put the computer together which I'll talk about. Oh, that's right.
So he's got to have the perfect view of all the gorgeous. Oh, he gets that. Okay. So, so Bunny loves to be humiliated but hates to be humiliated and then it later after she reflects on that power exchange and giving up that power and being humiliated she gets incredibly turned on.
So this is one of those things where as a top you have to be able to push through as the top when you have that daddy instinct and you're like, okay, pumpkin you have to be able to kind of push because you know where the goal is and you know they know and okay, fucking all bets are off we're going. So we just played and she's very new to threshold parties. She goes to the so parties and so she enjoys the little and being you know being little but going to actual you know adultie play parties she's not used to so you think you know people are thinking things and whatever and we're like look you haven't been to threshold long enough nobody gives a fuck everyone just comes and does it. So she's learning so just like two weeks ago we have a play scene where I made her go into the main room and her and you know it was really nice and made a little blanket fort after to kind of you know out of the cross I put some blankets over it so she kind of got comfortable so she's like daddy I'm not afraid to play in the main room anymore.
And I said okay, good that's very good. What party was this? This was two parties ago. No, no, no, no, no, no, no that was last week.
So I said okay great let's keep moving this forward. So some of you know I have kind of like a fetish for vintage vibrators. I have a collection over there vibrators from the 30s, 40s and 50s. You have to use these on women's way.
And I'm not going to buy them. I'm not going to spend 30 bucks on a fucking lump that doesn't work. They have to work. You know because then the thing is is are you going to have an orgasm with your grandmother's vibrator or something that's older than your grandmother and some of these are just literally you look at them and you're like what the fuck is this?
So I'm like great you know what daddy wants to do I want to test all these these vintage vibrators on you and you in the main room and it was packed and she had a shit fit. Like literally I've never seen anyone squirm bag no please don't. She was just gripping gripping on you's arms sister sister please sister please don't let him do this to me. She was terrified and I knew that this was that we had talked endlessly.
This was cute. This was letting you know do it. This was this was we had to go through this. I knew she was begging.
I knew she just oh my god the nose and the begging and the squirming and the just everything and I just had to be a fucking dick. Be like you know you're fucking back and spread your fucking legs and you know I had her pussy away from the basically literally there's like 50 people in the main room and she was just freaking. Of course her sister Mew is a giant exhibitionist slut who was like daddy put everything on me just the complete opposite but she was there to give support so I'm like okay let's start with this from 1952. That's made of metal.
And it smokes. It looks like the second I clicked this on everyone in the main room with music and everything is what the fuck is that. So it did start I can't even turn it off. So that thing looks you whatever those are early vibrators.
So we start going through the scene and she starts crying and I just we're going to keep doing this. She knows what her safe word is I'm listening for it and we just push and push and push and eventually try it you know most of the time of course Mew comes you know in fucking 12 seconds because she's having such a great time watching her sister cry. She's a dapper. She's more of a middle.
Two bunnies. So yeah so and then of course just like I said you watch you watch and I'm like okay I see alright and I get on top of her and she's just crying she looks at me and I go you've had enough. I just thank you so much and she starts crying and it's a very sweet aftercare and then I pick them up and it takes sure enough like an hour later she's just like fuck me you know so it worked out really good but it was just an exceptional experience because I had so much fear my own uber dummly fear of can I push her through this because I feel like oh my god I mean she was literally I've never seen her beg to not be somewhere. I've never seen it and to be able to push her past that moment and then afterwards for her to feel stronger because of it because she did it she's all there was nothing about that that I liked I hated every fucking second of it it was awful and I am so glad that I did that and so that's kind of what I'm saying as the top I took what I wanted but I knew there was a point to where that was gonna make her a better person that's gonna make her eventually be okay with being in in playing in front of the people so that was that was a really heavy experience.
How can we never see bunny here anymore to she's well she's gonna start coming again soon because she um it's just like work summer and then going back to school and stuff. Go on what. Stop it's fucking wrong. Go ahead if you ever had a moment in the humiliation scene where you're getting exactly what you want and it's so fucking hot that you have to break your character I had an experience where I had to go.
That's awesome by the way. I was doing shit to her like making her do shit, humiliating shit right and I had her in the corner and and she's just about to break and I'm starting to laugh because I laugh. Oh this is so awesome. I'm starting to fucking laugh and she's starting to cry and it's just making me laugh more like turn the fuck around like don't look at me.
That's new. You just that all the time except she'll do it right in her face. She's kind of a dick like that. But it's cute.
Don't look at me. Don't look at me and I'm laughing at her and I'm laughing at the scene because it's just it was the fucking hottest scene I've ever done in a certain light. I can't believe you laugh. Oh I do I laugh at everybody's.
Kind of my thing. That's kind of my thing. I'm going to go through the dungeon. That's called Satanism by the way.
I'm a Victoria nodding her hands because she's heard me. That's just yeah. Some people like the same experience and sometimes it's also the excitement of just seeing where you're taking that person and to see and once again this is a really fine line of danger and you can really fuck someone up. You have to be on top of this game and not negotiating these types of scenes are really a trip to someone leaving the lifestyle.
But when you are in that moment and you're just dude it's like riding a fucking 20 foot wave and you're just like dude I got a fucking focus. I got a focus but this is amazing. This is amazing to see someone and then the reward afterwards when you know they were there. They may have hated it but that they were there.
And that moment that they break is just so beautiful and that's the moment that gets me every time and that's when you're like trying to maintain your control and all of that stuff. And then you have to put them back together and in some cases fuck them to death. If you got it. So fucking shit we do.
It's just what we do in this lifestyle. That's the dumb way. That's the dumb way it is or yeah or it may take but also on a side note some of these aftercares will go on for a month. It's true or longer.
These will be things that they will continually come back to and think through and they will have different thoughts and feelings and that is part of their process. And honestly if you are not willing to stick with somebody through those phone calls or hey I was still thinking about that. If you're not willing to do that you have no business playing with someone at that level and doing those types of play. That's my honest opinion.
You really have to and because you can really fuck someone up like that. Oh seriously. You have to know how to put people back together again. Yeah.
And you're going to make mistakes. Don't worry. Don't worry. Ask Uncle Boogie.
Irreversible damage layer. Uncle Boogie I just want to thank you for timing that right when I happen to be flogging right in front of you. What? Oh the blah.
Yeah because I was like consciously trying not to back up and step on music when he's next doing that. Then she had the good girl. I was flogging had the good sense to start squirming to the sides. I had this kind of 180 degree swing going around.
Yeah. I've done that before. We've all done that. You're all done all the perving.
A lot of fun. That was incredible. That's it. By the way it looks exactly like I don't know if you watch Rick and Morty but the vibrator looks like a fucking Columbus and it's just this weird thing.
They never explain but it looks like that. That's what it is. That's what it is. I'm going to go fuck Unity with it.
Yeah. See what I did there. Fuckin Unity. Goddamn.
You want a stadium full of redheads? Yes hunger. I have to thank Phoenix for mentioning a pumbus. You too nerds.
Rick and Morty is it's depraved and it's also wonderful and it's existential. That's right up in my head. It's a fucking great wrong cartoon. It's just a great wrong.
Okay. Rick, bitch. Like this line of this universe is like fucked up and going to hell in a hand basket so they jump into another line where the experiment that they were doing in this universe killed both of them in this other universe at the exact same time and so they jumped into that and took their identities and buried the bodies and then lived in that parallel universe to go on. It's funny we're talking about spoilers right now in the chat.
Oh geez. Thanks. I'm not going to watch it. But I'm just telling you you got a fucking Rick and Morty's fucking great.
That is great. All right. Oh, this is Kathy's labyrinth of perverted me. No.
We still have so fucked. We don't. No. Okay.
This is you're going to do this thing. No. I thought we still had seven potatoes. No.
No. We need to have some kind of single you're going to get when you're about to go off. It's usually when I say no. No.
After the third time that you've kind of like hey we got like a man I said I don't know. No. Actually you didn't see it. More if you've made a decision.
I got the labor of the point just to aggravate you. The studies were good. Oh wait. Oh wait.