13| Grief, Motherhood, and Coming Home to KOTOT

Ahhhh this is a hard one for me because this episode is less of an episode and more of a check-in with my KOTOT community and to some degree also with myself. I've been away for a while and I am finally ready(ish) to share why: My dad passed away. KOTOT is about keeping on top of things as mothers but I have to tell you, I haven't had a clue how to keep on top of this one. I've been trying to navigate it all  as a mum, as a daughter, as just a person trying to hold it together: the build up, the loss and quite frankly I don't have the answers. I don't even know what half of what I'm feeling actually is some days but I'm taking it one step at a time. I wanted to come back to you guys because you're my community. This is exactly the kind of thing I don't want to sit with alone, and I don't think you should have to either. Grab your tea (even if it’s cold now) and let's catch up.