Hello, perverted podcast listeners. This is bookie and I don't normally do this But I'm actually the one that feels uncomfortable about this so I'm gonna give a little bit of a warning This is a humiliation episode where at the end of the show I do a humiliating scene with bunny and of course we negotiate it and we talk about that negotiation throughout the show But at some point it does get into me saying some very very vile things towards bunny in this play scene It is a role play, but I did want to warn you some people are very triggered by this type of humiliation And I don't want to give a bad example to people like I said I feel a little uncomfortable about it, but I'm gonna play the show goddamn it because we all have to grow and learn and stretch ourselves So if you're not into humiliation or want to hear these types of things being said from a man to a woman Then please listen to some of our other 130 something other episodes and we will catch you on the next week But now let's get into the show See what we got here everyone's in okay everyone's together on this. This is it. Are you guys ready?
This is our big moment. We've never done this we've never done this and we're gonna now try to perform the greatest song Ever written now you're freaking me out finger snap everyone figure snap ready here we go I want to do you feel your sex life is quite lame Skared that your desires might be strange Hello groovy cats and welcome to perverted podcast the show where the adventures of the funky lifestyle not funky smelling lifestyle sex and perversion Recording live daddy oh from the we do this every time and we ended up For it in front of just a few of us here tonight I'm Kathy and I am Cal boogie and hunger are you there? I am I am in many places hungry and we have bunny and you on the table so it is intimate which actually works amazing Show 139 139 13,000 I am so like spun and overwhelmed and overjoyed It's been just an incredible weekend of perversion and magic and there's just a magnificent blanket for in the purple room As I'm gonna say that is not a blanket for it. That is a blanket condominium.
It is fucking huge You guys never have seen I try to tell you that when bunny does her spatial recognition thing and she has ropes She'll make just a fully constructed, you know 80 blanket. I could live it you couldn't it's bigger than literally I lived in places a tenth of that size for years so so it's very exciting to have that in there the What did you do this weekend? I did I hung out with creative explorer did you get the D? Um, no because it wasn't our weekend.
We were very lazy Suckly D. You know sometimes I wonder because I'm like fuck am I getting 80 and yet? I'm the one who's lasing it back going let's watch another episode of black mirror How can I believe in you if you don't believe in yourself black mirror? I know black mirror You can't hit pause for 20 minutes No, you can't it's what I've never why I heard that it was like all freaky like life I watched them in order and I watched them when they first came out and the first one will really mess you up That's the only one I have not seen but I just saw one yesterday that really missed me But it's like it's like a twilight zone for the cyber ages.
Yeah, okay. It's well-ratt well acted very well Fantastic. Yeah, so yeah, that's what we did and we did no D. I know how much blow jobs, but not a big deal Did he like robot blow job again?
I did cook as breakfast like I do every and I have to wear an apron and a collar but nothing else Bunny did domestic service today candy was over and and and bunny Asked to wash the dishes, which is amazing and and so she's washing it She has this little teeny she shorts on with just you know I have the bottom of the butt just hangs out of it and And can you and I are having this conversation like all you know like existential and hey This is life in the universe and what it just every like literally like 45 seconds both of our heads just turn over and she's just wiggling She's like she clean this and I know she knows what she was doing and then of course we have to come up and grow bird You know it was amazing. We have done so many amazing things which leads to the next a bit money money go over to the microphone You know it's pajama rock and I think she's the only one wearing pajamas You as a pajama is and funny is technically our pajama. Oh, we didn't say that This is our weird haiku erotic poetry show and we brought it's a fifth Monday and we brought it back so bunny Yeah, so we you know first off you look lovely in your little pajamas very lovely and We did something today didn't we? Did yes, we did you have to be shy it was amazing Kathy?
Do you know what we did why'd you do see bunny? Bunny, how do you feel about humiliation? It's my favorite thing It's your favorite now then this is interesting because later in the show We're gonna actually do a little humiliation scene that bunny and I've been talking about and she More was the aggressor in this so what do you enjoy about humiliation because humiliation means a lot of different people? What does humiliation mean to you?
Well Humiliation and degradation I like both of them. It's the degradation I like they made the feel less than everybody around me And I feel like especially because I like altered head spaces That's another way for me to get into an altered head space where all of a sudden I don't have to think my normal thoughts and be caught up in life It's like another way to be like you're nothing You're like a little table or you're like my footstool and so you just that's what you are and then you don't know that's a Objective type of objectification that so degradation is always being made less than yeah, and then humiliation is just hot It's just really now. That's more the embarrassment. Yeah, I'm not what you're doing.
It's like You shouldn't be doing it, but then you have to because somebody's making you and it's it's just really and it turns me on Yes, it does we'll talk about that in a second and one of the things I noticed about you is you're normally your Yourself view of yourself is very strong. Yeah, I've never had problems with being Self-conscious. I've never really been not confident. I've always been very confident who I am as like as a person So I guess I don't have a problem doing roleplays where it's like where you're just a filthy little paper you can eat Yeah, because in my regular life I have a lot of confidence So I kind of wanted to point that out because I didn't want to just have us I'm gonna throw bunny on the table and and just talk dirty to her while she masturbates And that's very meet comes with a lot of little tensions because she's in front of people and whatever And I just wanted the audience to know that it's not because a lot of people think when you talk about oh, I like humiliation I like to be degraded and that type of thing people think oh you've obviously been abused you obviously have low self-worth So you feel that you deserve to be treated so poorly and things like that and there are a lot of people that are and those people should probably not be doing Humiliation scenes because they may be doing it for the wrong reasons But we found in our lifestyle that a lot of confident very self-aware people like money they enjoy that kind of What do you call it the dichotomy you know personality so so that is very very good and to show how amazing It is this morning just on a whim because that's where humiliation is great because you can really just be instantly humiliation But I just all of a sudden I had candy and me with the table We're having breakfast and you know bunny starts squirming a little bit about some humiliation topics And I go great when you have to pee you're gonna tell me and then you're gonna pee in front of me and the girls and The face that came over her looks she's squirming right now just thinking about it Why are you leaving so it's like that moment where like you got all the butterflies in your tummy But then you're terrified at the same time and there's a lot of anticipation and by doing that I'm like more like you know the the disciplinarian this is what you're gonna do We have our own dynamic came but bunny a mew and candy got instantly turned on and it was the Fact that bunnies face was so filled with horror that they were both like we want to see this we want in on this Like I mean, it's just peeing in front of you know that is really good for her It's for her she has this whole thing and so literally she held out for like two hours And I'm like have some water pumpkin And then finally she couldn't take it anymore and I'm like let's go I just dragged her into the bathroom and she wore a little dress So it could be extra like innocent not innocent and we open the stall and candy and mew sat there like with looks on their face Like like wolves like lions on a Serengeti ready for a you know a hunt you know Just watching her and just that whole just that tension and took probably about 15 minutes because obviously it was hard for her to pee And then she finally did and you hear that little magic she buried her head in my side I stood right next to her and I said I want you to pee for daddy You know after about the 27th time I said that she all of a sudden tinkle tinkle tinkle tinkle We're like ah And candy was like I'm gonna masturbate to this for like the next month.
Oh goodness. So how was that for you pumpkin? Well We were talking about a little while ago and I told you I was really horny. Yes So yes, so humiliation not for everybody But apparently for money blessed be me in my fucking magical life that I get somebody that really enjoys this thing so we can do horrible things But ultimately she does know One of the things and tell me I'm just gonna speak for you and tell me if I'm full of shit or not Okay, I think I work very hard to let you know the rest of the time that that not only do I respect you But I put a lot of effort into to building you up as a human being and wanting you to win I want you to win in school.
I want you to win in your life I believe in your your power in your mind and does that help you let go when it's time for us to do? Yeah, definitely I mean personally I couldn't do these things if I didn't like trust you to actually like cuz while we're doing them It's I'm letting you like call me these names. I'm doing them I could easily have just not done that you know and like say we're not ever seen or just decided no I'm not gonna do that But it's the fact that I know that I can like let myself do that with you and with me And everybody like in the environment and then later be like built up as a person and have value and everybody And that's that's really important I think for anybody listening that you're brought back to a level of value afterwards. Yeah, I talk about it right right That's really important I think everything you've said is really important for listeners to know that she's asking for this that you guys have negotiated This is she's doing this because she feels safe with you and you take care of her Yeah, all those things are very different from what the average person would think humility Yeah, and if you didn't do those things you have it you have you take a real risk Right that that's not gonna work out of that person afterwards is gonna feel less than they're gonna feel filthy or they're gonna It's gonna trigger those kind of abusive thoughts and that's when we say that's not why why when you can just I like How this is just turned into a host topic It gives you why not take that time so then you can just enjoy this and just keep doing it Yeah And with that little bit that actually builds somebody up and makes them feel closer and through this thing that seems like totally counterintuitive As far as some people on the outside would see it it actually makes us closer And it actually builds her up and becomes stronger because and Hollywood daddy talks a lot about this is I'm not here to make you weaker You know my goal is for you and you to get stronger and so by challenging some of these things that make you really nervous and really Scared once you're past them we got to find something new to humiliate you because now it doesn't now you're stronger You've now overcome that kind of thing and I wouldn't recommend that it's not like it's therapy or something But it is an amazing way to kind of you know challenge someone psychologically to that next level very sexy You can go back with me now and I'd like you to edge yourself.
Come here. Give me a kiss You did good. You did really good. Thank you very much.
I'm gonna treat you like a piece of fucking meat later So we're still in a potato man. Are you still in bed? Yeah? Is that it we're going on the next now?
No, there's nothing but take a minute. It says blanket for oh by God Did you see the new shelf no the new shut you see that whole new shelf? Why did you get all that leather fucking Joe? What do you mean fucking dirt?
Just handed to you just hand it just came am I part of her Don't I get to have some of this? He handed it to me. We'll give you some restraint cups of man. Yes.
Yes. Yeah Hey, he didn't say pervert. He said me You people send you tea they said you fucking Lilo thing well, yeah No, we have to start sharing with There's a bunch of stuff that all I know is I'm keeping the orgasm belt He has a full leather orgasm belt that you hook the vibrator the dodgy into I think I'm gonna want no no pan No, that's staying with me and then there's like three sets of suspension cups that he made and just a bunch of That's on there's three of us. Yes, that's right.
Yes. We'll all divvy them up of course me taking the best Evil well Joe. He's a really good so he made a lot of this stuff And he just had so much left over that he's like you know what I wanted to go somewhere where they appreciate it arm arm restraints And things like that. Oh my gosh an entire shelf or job.
So there you go What is that? There are three things on potato mayam and I really really big for you lying I see now it says another hunger. Yes, boogie Hi, I'm just great boogie. How are you?
Very very well under a pity hunger. I have heard that people are cheating on you. No, that is not true Some two-time-in motherfuckers are completely untruth or or it's either they're cheating on you or they bread neither What you're true, okay, please enlighten us about so serious other So well, let's take a step back You know how every week you worry about the number of people listening yes, and that's a very very important metric in seeing how the podcast is doing Okay, but there are other metrics that you can't always see very easily very true and this is one that I've discovered You have a completely fan built paid for and operated Constantly going not just chat room, but chat server with 15 roughly individual chat channels Separated for image sharing image sharing versus cakey image sharing so you could share a picture of yourself at the park in one And share a picture of getting flogged in another but is this cake or is a perverted podcast? It is all based and built and funded and run by perverted podcast fans.
Oh my god It's called it's they call the perverted podcast channel They they everything is kind of focused on perverted podcast But it's all fans of perverted podcast that have come together in this thing and have a community where they continually Communicate with each other throughout the week not just during the show. Where is this it's on an app called discord or a website called discord I've heard a discord and we just go in the type of perverted podcast. Yeah, or you can Get a direct link a direct invite link to the perverted podcast channel. Yeah, I raise my hand because I'm hearing this Yeah, and I'm like and I can't help but think is this is perverted podcast also like a cooking show somewhere and we just don't know that No, no, no, no, no, no You mean these people these are the regular people that we chat with every week and they've started their own And there are some people who listen but don't like the new chat or don't like IRC, right?
So they've got their own chat plus of discord is you can also do voice chat so right now There is a bunch of the people in the perverted podcast chat room on the website official They're all talking to each other that's creepy and awesome at the same time at the same time while I'm chatting with them It's like this is happening without our knowledge. Yes, so they completely fan base So this is how much people look for the podcast is a fan base community. Oh, I completely run by fan I have no words. We're stepping up.
It's so like I said, this is this is another metric of showing how successful the show is It's not just the number of people but how devoted and involved quite a few people are because they're spending their own time Right doing this actually the server went down while we were getting ready and you had a bunch of people in there One who doesn't regularly even do the IRC thing, but he's in there running it and fixing it. Oh my god I'm just nice. This is nice. This is I feel very very happy Very happy that no, we wouldn't because a lot of times people do things and they just keep it amongst themselves and they don't reach out But I'm glad they did.
Yeah, and I'm glad we have I'm glad we have this type of engagement with our audience It makes me feel like you know, we're we're connecting with people and they get it So they can they can go on and so it's very cool and later in the show We have another thing that brings us up to that next scale of a legitimacy and a lot of the regular people that actually come in here That you hear like Uncle creepy and I have been chatting this week in there So he's in there People want to go to the news mysterious elusive chatroom the easiest way is they did it right under your nose Which is funny if you go that's hard to do perverted podcast group On fat life, right? There's a whole thread for discord We don't even know what's going on in our own Anyone to create a post so obviously they did this we're like do it we don't even I saw discord and I'm like hey We try for harmony here. I think I saw the word just like this core a little bit in that Because you're in fight invite link in that thread people shouldn't fight to go directly to score chat I did not know that it was so hilarious. It was really funny is because it's completely fan-run and operated they can ban me They can ban you you can't ban over that is awesome.
I am very very excited about that. Let's just keep moving forward That life is a monkey kooky nothing kinky place with no shortage of godshot avatars and chicks would come over the face Yeah, and they got groups and events and shit like that if you're interested Are you edging good girl? Can you explain to listeners what that means edging means that she's not allowed to come until the end of the show and she may not I may not let her finish at the end of the show because she's a fucking pig so But she gets to edge herself So she gets a mad straight and get turned on and think about how fucking awesome I am when she's kind of less than like little pig meat and and so she gets to get turned on but she better not fucking come Do you understand good girl? All right, what?
Why are we just go right into fight after that? And this is a post called please don't unintentionally unintentionally out me or share my personal info by Why are you laughing by bound to like the girl in the rocks? Oh my god? That's the one that she has a picture of her on the rocks.
I know clue. I totally fucking sexy girl It's a very funny that that's what you would look at or and I'm like I don't want to out her I want to be in her that's just not She was sexy sexy no, what did you have to say she says even though I'm comfortable sharing personal information with you It does not mean that I share that information with everyone given the nature of my job I don't openly tell everyone in the community about what I do I love when you ask me about my day But I don't want the newbie who just walked up and doesn't know anything about King culture to know what I do for work On a similar note hanging out with kinky friends in a vanilla setting can be just as much of a sensitive situation If I hang out with you in a vanilla setting I'm trusting you to be considerate of my decision to keep my kinky life completely separate I totally support the fact that many people are okay with being completely open about their kinky life But please be careful to not out me by association This is almost like a dungeon etiquette so it was it when I first saw it I was like this is kind of a like a dungeon etiquette or lifestyle etiquette But and we do have to go over this because how many stories do we hear where? Non-eliciously people out other people in these types of situations and she mentioned a lot of things here that That kind of gave you that spark that oh this could be avoided with this and this could be avoided with this And the first thing that I thought about was my own person now. I'm obviously out, you know, we have a show But there is a certain amount there's some people that I deal with like on Facebook.
I tell people please do not add count boogie Which happens also be the perverted podcast Facebook do not add me on your vanilla your vanilla profile because I'm not gonna have a gauge the assumption that people know That you are private or your your kids or family or something is on your profile part of that is your responsibility So in this situation where it's like first of all, she's absolutely right Nobody you don't know anybody any personal information unless you're going to meet a stranger off the internet and you're gonna meet somewhere Then you have every right to know who they are get a license meet them at the police station Whatever, but as far as just general discussions with people when you meet them at a month or in a vent or something like that Absolutely if you have something to hide or if you have something to lose better like a job or problems with your family or whatever You don't need to tell people where you work. You don't need to tell people Where you live or the areas which you you know clubs or bars or restaurants that you frequent You don't need to let anybody know any of those things and it's okay to say I'm gonna keep that private. Yeah, and I think that it's very interesting what she talks about because she's really bringing up those those blurred lines, right? Which you don't really see coming you don't until you're in it and she's right you have I when I first came to the club actually for a number of years Unintentionally I kept my personal life separate from king because I just figured oh I come to the club This is where I meet these people and then I leave and my personal life has nothing to do with this And like I said it was unintentional as I became closer friends with people I found it so weird that we were spending time outside of the club and that's where the line started to get blurred, right?
So she's right Let's say that you're you have friends in the King community and they know you in personal life And you're all sitting at a party talking about work and someone says to you Hey, dude, how's that new job at Walmart? Well, they know you don't want you don't you don't realize you're not doing it malicious You don't realize that you just told everybody within hearing distance Walmart then the reverse is also true if you're out with your kinky friends mixed with your vanilla friends or even if you're not sometimes I go out with My friend Whit pattel or even Michelle and we'll be in a restaurant with paddle especially is like come utterly paranoid if we're talking About King he's whispering so I can barely hear him because I want the people at the table next to live here what we're saying and There's nothing wrong with I mean it kind of like I think about this there's nothing wrong just because you're not playing with a person You should negotiate that's almost like a placing to me if you're gonna go out with your like if you're gonna go out with your not Your kinky friends in a non kinky venue and you have something to lose That's also your responsibility to take care of yourself to not assume that those people are gonna respect that That's you can negotiate just because you're not in a placing with them. You can negotiate Hey, we're gonna go to this restaurant remember all topics are off limits. Yeah, cool.
Really don't talk about my job You know, it's okay to reiterate those limits with everyone Especially if it's somebody new that you're a friend in the kink lifestyle and you're like hey This person's really cool and we're gonna go to a movie or we're gonna go to this event or oh this concert A lot of people from the kink community like they you know, they like the same music and oh, let's go to the show together or whatever There is nothing wrong with negotiating your boundaries of privacy or the perception of privacy when you go out with your friends And just do a little a little checklist. Hey, I'm not out be sure not to talk about this and this we're gonna be around these people and that that's you Guaranteeing at least you've done the best you can to protect yourself because a lot of times people are just excited to talk about kink Because it's so exciting that we get to do this and feel that we're not judged or whatever So we take that non-judgy feeling when we're connected with another kinky person and we're outside We still feel like we're in the dungeon because we have this connection with this person and that's I mean It's it's true that a lot of times this stuff will happen unintentionally So and it's not something you're you're you're anticipating until you get into the community and you start mixing both of those worlds and Suddenly you realize that you've let your guard down right and that guards got to come back up at certain times if they're they're tricky waters to maneuver I'm not surprised that people have issues with it. I certainly did And I'm a very careful person But there have been times when I found myself talking to a friend who I know in the club and outside of the club at a party We're talking and I find myself this close to having said Something personal about them about them about them. Yeah, I'm not familiar with the other I just don't have friends That's actually very true.
So it's very strange But I've seen you be very careful with me and bunny and and things about them On both sides with whether you meet them outside of an illestetium or whether they're in here You guys are discussing what they're doing in their personal life I've seen you be very careful about that I did sneak into a place to see I don't know that person who's that blonde up there while she's looking modified Jesus now, it's a good post and you're right. You have to take a lot of responsibility on yourself Yeah, there's nothing wrong with that. Yeah, but there's also nothing wrong with discussing with your friend. Well, I mean We're here on the you know to our massive pervert podcast audience letting people know always be aware of this If you make a new friend in the community and you become friends outside of the community that you have to negotiate What can we talk about what can we not talk about and I think if it's just assumed because we see so many innocent mistakes We don't make as many innocent mistakes in our placing when we talk about our placing first and we negotiate that I don't think it should be any different than when we do something because it's a risk There's a big risk to your privacy and if there's a risk that should be negotiated.
Does that make sense? It is yeah, and I think her solution was very creative. This poster was basically a letter to her friend Yeah, anybody reading this please be aware of this. Yeah, I mean send it I mean just copy I think every person didn't do any deal here read this Yeah, here's something about me and then sign a little questionnaire at the end that says I understand yeah That's good.
Thank you to bound by freaking this permission to talk about this. I very much like it So are we doing it? No, wait, we don't that wait. Are we doing this or that?
Are we doing this? I had it in that order and then we reversed it. We're gonna do and press this Remember the segment Kathy I'd never happened to the segment bogey. You know people just you know Yeah, they you know it went for a little while when people were sending in some questions for us and And pray how did we get this question?
Well, I don't know. Let's just see what this question is usually mew with you know put them together and then you know hand them to us to read but you know we just said let's uh, Let's let's how do we get this one greetings? This is Dell from Laguna, California. My question is what finish or you surprise more people?
Don't have cheers What was that Kathy was that a party podcast listener? I think it was just calling in and leaving a message on where I suppose they Just left that on our new phone number. What we have a phone number. We do it.
I don't have it written down What? I Suck well here we have we have we now have a so people Question and this is an internet you can use an international. I don't know about international I know for the US. Yes, and you're gonna leave a minute long message So it's a Google voice so you know you call from whatever now It's a 4 to 4 number something okay, so you just call and leave your recording you know Don't be brief don't call 50 times we can block you if you're gonna use your name make sure that So so we finally so what are you gonna do if someone leaves a long-ass fucking message?
Well? I'll just I'm not gonna use it. You know okay wait. It's on her arm.
Can you write that down? No, what it's four two four two six two zero three seven. Well, you got to write it down So I could say it three times you have to say it three times. Wow is that the radio rule?
That is the radio rule at least three times because people can't pause and actually get the nerve Alright, so when you call you can I you can leave let's say a question for some fucking advice And you can leave a question for some fucking advice you can make a comment about the show you can tell so much you love us How much you fucking hate us there's no Make suggestions like that leave it and if they're cool put it on the show if they suck We're not gonna put it on the show so four two four two two six twenty thirty seven that is the new number We expect you to use it god damn it and if people want to say this is I'm anonymous Is that cool? Yeah, you just just ask your question or just make your comment? You don't have to say anything and have fun with it and it's very good So we did get a question, but I thought it was a good question. Yeah, what if what if lass leaves a song?
What if he sings a song? It depends on how brief it is Last time you're that last tends to be a little breathy a little breathy Is yes it can be but yeah, so we have a number now. It's a four two four two two six twenty seven Let us address the question. Let us address the question Kathy Would you the question was wait?
Let's play it one more time cuz you know we're nerds and it's a new toy We're excited for new toy. We're fine. How long hundred thirty nine shows just to have people be able to leave a fucking message I put on the show. I feel like such a fucking hack, but we're here now.
I don't know I don't know California my question is what better sure you surprised more people don't have cheers I thought this was a great question I talked I was talking to Candy about it earlier and it's like when you came into the lifestyle Like what expectations did you have and then you literally just you know you didn't have well you didn't see Well, honestly, this is I don't know that I'm gonna answer the question exactly But I will say that when I first came into the the community I thought I was gonna see just a buttload of Male dominance that that that's what would be the overwhelming majority of what I would see would be men dominating women Right and that it would look in the very traditional way and And although I wasn't gonna allow that to stop me it did give me pause because I thought I don't know that I want to walk into places Where it's been ruling everything and they're being assholes about it, but that wasn't it at all it was a pretty Pretty even a group. Yeah a lot of female tops and that was and that was ten years ago, you know And now it's even at least at least a threshold in our general Los Angeles community Right, it's very diverse and yeah I think I had different expect it to see more like the fem like when I came in I expected to see a lot of the femdom kind of Latex rubber, you know, I think that's what I had in my kind of my head that was gonna be a little more steam Punky a little more whatever and I didn't see a lot of that Candy was talking about how she she's like I thought there was gonna be a lot of foot fetish guys And I think they just mostly have their own party because if they're not you know polite, yeah, then they get vibed out real quick What about anger? Do you have any are we talking when I first got into it? Yeah, like what did you expect and you're like, I'm surprised there isn't more of this oddly expected well My first time in the threshold I'd already been listening for about two years, but it wasn't it was different But my first game like fresh like expected more single tails or whipping what would whips well specifically single tails They're when I vloggers, but there's like one or two people with single tails I was like I thought it was the thing right?
I thought there'd be a lot more sex because that's what was to me Yeah, I thought it would just you would walk into this BDSM club And that would be like a secondary to the giant orgy that was going on and and it wasn't and then you of course learned that That there's you know that fork in the road that you either go sexual or you can go to that deeper meditation and most of the people are You know, they don't finish sexually they don't fuck at threshold Even though even the parties where you're allowed to have sex and the vast majority of people are not having said I came into this When I came in the threshold at first it wasn't allowed that's right. That's right And you had to be a member parties were members only right so you had to be at least told about it from a member before you came in So I had an idea of what I was getting into I still have some weird memories of that first time I came here Yeah Did they type your balls under no, I don't I don't think I played till the second time I came to a party You really really held out your virgin well, then parties were once every with three or four months. Oh, that's right Yeah, so it wasn't like I was playing here. I played outside, but not here right right I also thought there'd be a lot more role play like it would just be people dressed in costumes and and What did you say like laughing yes?
Die scum In the name of Saturn. I am an evil or killer I don't know no just I thought there'd be a lot more like you know The role plays that you're and these were the things that you kind of think and and there's a lot of that and I now do a lot Of that we've been doing a lot more role play, but yeah There's just a thing it was actually a good question because I remember a lot of people you have everyone comes in with their kind of preconceived notions And then they come in and for most people I think they come in unless they've been doing a lot of research and study most people come in And they are so surprised that it's not what they think it is like people are really social people are talking people are laughing I didn't know you laugh at a dungeon People were just like I thought I was supposed to be totally serious like no there's Plato in the kitchen go fucking go mold Something so that's pretty cool pretty cool. So 424 to 26 2037 come down did we mention the phone and that we have a phone number you can leave a message and I expect fucking messages I post it in the chat. So hopefully did you yeah?
I was a fun some ideas some voices voices. Can they leave us? No, you should send in a featured orgasm You shouldn't yeah, don't know because it's sound quality. It's it's like phone.
It's kind of quality So don't send in your feature orgasm. I mean you know fake orgasms. Okay, that's gonna get old It's gonna be all dudes just a fuck with me. I know people doing role-playing There's little skits whatever I mean just leave your messages if it's fun We'll put it on and if it's not what other PP news is something that's also really good is finally Thank you to all of the people that helped with the website drama Especially Akatan who I spent hours on the phone with trying to find other formats that we could go on that allow me to put keyword searches Into our website So we can actually be seen on Google and those types of things instead of having to pick pre Picked that don't apply to our what we do kind of keywords and and so we went through all this stuff We went through hours I started working trying to do WordPress and fix and wicks and all these fucking things and then found out that three months ago The go daddy website builder actually made a change in the search engine optimization program that it has that you can actually now finally pick your Change anything back in tennis probably just like you want to kill him.
She's like hi I go hey good news. We don't have to rebuild all the work. We did look I it's like now we have it Yeah, I'm so happy for you. Yeah, I love go dad I love parts of go daddy and but this the this was kind of a bummer, but whatever fuck it I don't have to rebuild two websites go to the zoo a band website And now I can actually optimize that and couldn't find keywords, but you know whatever so whatever so that's it Yeah, that's a peepee report.
That's that's our peepee report for to I'm reading it upside down 42426 2037 Number is that number use it and I cool attack Remember this can't be It's so then this is high-cure attack. What is the topic of the first it is sex with veggies? Sex with veggies high-coup about sex with veggies. Yeah.
Yeah, I like how it's like halfway into almost the shows over I would just now get into our poetry portion of the erotic poetry show so funny. Kathy Would you like to start with your hikou about vegetables? All right? Here we go like who with listeners is a what five syllables seven syllables five syllables your Ghost you're going to slay them.
Are you ready? I am right? Heavy big cold hard Oops, that's the wrong one Damn it can't be hard and green my dilemma food or fuck oil goes well on both I Cumber yeah, it's so deep. Oh, I see what you did Hey Oliver here.
I'm gonna make a crawl. I'm gonna make a crawl. I'm a hard floor crawl. Why is she calling cuz she's a dirty fucking little slut She's not like a white bright.
No put your ass under here. I just want to poke your ass for no That's it spread your ass. That's it. Do you feel me pushing that dirty little fucking useless ass?
She's laughing stop laughing. It's not you if you're smiling. Goddamn it You're so good at this book here look now. I'm gonna smell my finger to see for ass smells That's disgusting get away from me get away.
Go back to the bed continue to edge yourself All right, give us your head new poor hair smacker or something. She's useless That's good. Here's my here's my hikou Penetrate my date desperate for insertion Fuck with egg Well, you know what the Chinese egg plants are a little thinner actually I know porn star I wrote a bunch of songs for her Oh my gosh She fucked a giant eggplant and it got stuck in her it actually got stuck in her and then she had to cut it out with a knife Cuz she didn't want to go to the ER and then she was bleeding and coming at the same time. Oh, that is just that's a commitment Wow, sometimes love is less than nice.
You may need some fucking advice right now It's very important that we tell that we are not therapists. So please take our advice with a grain of salt funny Why do you pants on take your fucking shorts off? You can get to wear fucking clothes here That's right, okay What Okay Can't hear her ears are useless to useless ears. Well, that's so humiliating All right, this is from anonymous, which I should remind everybody listening you don't have to give us your name Just send something in we're not gonna poo-poo it because we don't have a name anonymous rights and says I have a past of erasing Which is a form of self-mutilation similar to cutting where you rub an eraser on your skin until it basically rubs off the top layers This caused a friction burn which mostly hurts after the fact not during I would do it for relief stress But sometimes I do it because it felt good I stopped it because it was highly destructive behavior and now I do impact play instead I'm just wondering would it be a bad idea to try edge play for fear that maybe I'd like it too much while I didn't enjoy the reason for erasing I did enjoy the feel of it.
We're doing edge play scene be a bad idea and am I right to avoid it? Good question. That is an amazingly good question. Yes And I'm so glad that they asked that so we could share which does signify at least that they got their head on And it's an honest question and as somebody like myself who used to do a lot of cutting self-cutting I've hundreds of scars all over my stomach and legs some of my arms I Understand the whole going from the thing that was very Not positive not positive survival mechanism any type of self-injury a lot of people think that that means you're automatically suicidal Or you're automatically trying to kill yourself a lot of self-injury is what you do when you are overwhelmed You are completely overwhelmed You don't know how to survive and you need a rush of something to help refocus you because your brain's just going a thousand light years and that Insanity and it's usually all hate and self-loathing and just overwhelming and die and you know nihilism and just just horrible feeling in that cut or That erase or that punch or that ramming your head into the wall or any of those things shocks the system and releases other chemicals That kind of help you survive that moment.
So it's not it's not a it's not a positive Type of activity, but it is a survival mechanism and so when you have people that used to use that as a survival mechanism And then they start you know get the therapy get the group support become You know get past those things that caused you to have those negative behaviors Then you deal with the fact that you're still kinky and that you may still have those desires So if it all comes down every this question all comes down to intention and headspace Are you are you are you doing this because you enjoy this sensation because you're in a right state of mind? Or are you lying to yourself and you just want to continue to punish yourself? If you have a good headspace and you've worked on your things and you've worked on yourself and yourself actualize then by all means enjoy Sensate it doesn't you're saying you can't get in mixed martial arts or football or anything that causes pain because you used to self-harm yourself That's bullshit. It's very good that she's making that distinction between it.
I did it for Negative reasons, but the physical sensation it felt good, right? So she is making that distinction or he I don't actually know So let do you want to say something? Are you sure? Okay, funny says I said what she wanted to say.
Okay. Thank you Your ass looks yeah, you're piece of meat. So this person is actually aware that there is that there is a difference between the two things And is it is it a good idea? Here's what I would say because I don't bottom You know, I used to cut myself and harm myself, but I don't actually bought them in the lifestyle I just talked because that's what I'm motivated to do It is definitely something that you should never let go completely out of sight that you should always remember that there was a time in your life That you were you relied on these things when you didn't have better tools of how to deal with your your mental issues And look for those signs like when you start when you're doing this are you are you like if you're having a bad day?
Are you then going well? I'm gonna go and and go figure out how to have a place scene? You know what I'm saying? Yeah, but that could be a that it's tricky I gotta say you're having a bad day and you think I want to get together with my dominant and I want because I just need a release That's not necessarily a bad thing not necessarily But if you have a negative past history with that then you need to look at that Am I doing this to harm myself or am I doing this for a release?
Am I doing this so I can get focused and have a catharsis or am I doing this because I'm not using all my other tools, right? And now I would Ask you do you think it's important that somebody who went so far as to take off the you know top layers of their skin Should they be have sought some kind of medical attention some kind of therapy or can they deal with this on their own? Well as as I've heard a podcast listeners have heard I am very skeptical of most therapy. I'm pursuing getting into therapy again myself I'm gonna try to find myself a therapist that understands kink and understands the type of personality I am I would recommend any human whether they're self-destructive happy or sad that you have some sort of Objective support system that you can bounce your crazy ideas off a rational person that understands human behavior I think every human regardless of what their issues are whether they're healthy or unhealthy that you need people in your life that can have an objective opinion when your brain is going crazy that you can have somebody to support you unpacking that box so you have to know no I don't believe you have to but you think it's smart to some We're gonna self-mutilation Is it smart for them to self-evaluate or is it smarter to well a lot of times you said that this is sketchy once again?
There's no absolute some people are able to really go and be aggressive and self-motivated get the self-help books take the notes learn the things Find out the things about hey, this is why I did this behavior You know people can self therapy. I'm not saying that it is not possible because it's absolutely possible You know therapies mostly about you discovering yourself anyway, but if you have a negative history I don't trust myself Because my best thinking and my best logic and my best attempts got me very fucked up got me drunk got me on all sorts of fucked up drugs Got me in a very bad state. I needed to hear other Other people because you can make anything sound good when you're sick. You can make anything you can justify I can justify smoking meth out of aluminum foil, which I did lots of you can justify anything you I feel that for me I needed to get some help, you know and for me I got into the 12 step program I didn't have money for a lot of therapy So I went through 12 step program route, which is you know hit or miss on the religion thing But you know it was very helpful to help me see an objective point of view about how I was harming myself Well, it's a tricky situation because I think that nobody is gonna hold you accountable You can hold yourself accountable if you were to say like in that scenario I just brought up hey ahead of bad day I really Need to let go and allow someone else to take control and then maybe beat me because I need that catharsis You can say those words and nobody would ever know that what you're really doing is taking the opportunity to you know Do the destructive behavior on the outside?
It looks the same right and maybe you're dominant the person you're playing with doesn't know so It is tricky because you're no one is going to know what you're thinking inside you have to be able to monitor that yourself and it takes a Great deal of dedication to focus like that and tell yourself I'm gonna try my hardest not to lie to myself sure and that's and I mean we make jokes about the like traditional Dom You know saying why are you here like when you kneel at the dominant speed and they and they say before you're placing why are you here? That's actually not a bad question to ask Why are you here if you are out there and you are a top or a dominant whatever if you're on that top side and you're playing with somebody That you know and they have a they have a history of maybe some destructive behaviors There's absolutely nothing wrong as the top to ask your bottom before you play if they're in a good headspace And if they're not in a good set space you can have that conversation with them What do we need to do to make this not abusive? Yes, it's actually a good thing you bring up because it might be good for this person if they have if they're a person that They're playing with and obviously they're bottom because they're thinking of getting into edge play sure I would hope that the people are the person that you're thinking of playing with is someone who you're close to someone who respects you and You respect and someone you can trust to talk to about this because if they are they can be a partner in holding you accountable It's not their responsibility But if you if you don't conceal that stuff and you make it them aware of what's going on with you And you ask for their assistance because that is part possibly of the power exchange that you're engaging in that could be a really great tool for you I agree and and my partners and I we we have very strict rules about not hiding those feelings before play and So if somebody's in a bad headspace then we can take the scene I mean we can play at any time there is nothing wrong. I we can replan we can redo whatever But we really try to focus on what's your headspace?
You asked for a very heavy scene last week just out of the blue She was having you know She had a lot of anxiety a lot of built-up things and she said I want this release and and so that was something that came with before During and after To where we stay present in what that was about so I don't think there's anything I think that this can work this can work just fine You can have the play you want you can do the types of things you want But if you have a history of this you I can't bullshit myself I have to say I need a little outside opinion because mine can tend to be a little clouded with my insanity, right? Yeah, well, it's a very brave email. They said good question. Thank you for asking you very much So we should check in with anger in the channel.
We have not yet found out what's going on in that crazy chat room of ours The official chat room let me say chat Chat it's official what's going on? At the moment kind of talking music music, okay one of our regulars Ronlyn Said hey, give me some new bands and the last Zuwa Zuwa's a new band because they've already talked about tonight. Yeah, okay Okay, it was a song is gonna be posted demisexual the video is being made right now I'm demisexual which is Kathy's song and have to scroll way back to see you that was because that was just make that announcement Hey, by the way, so a new video to be on a couple day tomorrow I put money on a little rocket ship with a space helmet and then and then you and Candy and I were like aliens that float by I think you guys are saying what else is going on there? Well, we're kind of it started with new bands and then bands for a scene So now we're kind of focusing in on bands and songs that we'd like to play to which should be very different what you listen to today That is a loaded subject is playing music to play everybody's got a different opinion.
Yeah, I was a German polka asked to change the music Mid-party oh Very very do it does one person actually think that they can say change it for everybody because I don't like it I know who they thought about everybody. Oh, they just saw themselves I did I know who it was and I don't know if you do I Know the person that usually asked her to be changed. Oh, no, okay, okay But I just know because I would change it for everybody in every room even if they're mid-scene and they kind of stared me from home I'm on the walk away Walking out the door. Yeah, we're just kind of bouncing through there and yeah You know what I think it's a good thing to tell people which I've told people that they're like I don't like this music You should play different music you always play the same music at the party I always invite them to become a board member and start hosting parties Yeah, and then they can choose they can have a party that's just dedicated to you know Runcherel music which actually that would be that would actually be badass fucking some of you are insane Well, if you if you theme the party right then yes By the way, I just want to do a quick.
Thank you to void blitz He's the ones between most behind the scenes work on the on the on the court official So this one's been his own time a lot of work to keep the community together That's very cool. That's pretty cool. That's pretty cool. Hey cool.
I'm not a one. Yes. I just have you go first Well, let's say if you can figure out. Oh, we're not gonna tell the top now Let's see if you can figure out what I'm talking about you know I'm going to have to figure out what we're talking about because he did I get to figure out what you're talking about Even though I wrote the topic name.
Oh, yeah, yeah So I can try to figure it out if you'd really like me Okay, I'm gonna play play like you don't know I generally don't okay under here's my haiku okay links of metal clinks Chains inside pussy or cold soon they will be warm Okay, what do you think what do you think about? No idea I've got a cat he's first I was so close Minecraft is not your craft Mine crap mine took a similar turn to yours. That's so weird. Yeah, it's heavy big cold hard shocking on my skin until It's often warm and smooth You got it buddy get your sled ass on the table it was wait are we gonna do yeah?
I'm just getting her up there I think it might be a change Start edging her spread your legs spread your legs bunny She looks all happy and sexy. No look at her and she's a little unshave That's it look look at your unshaven pussy spread your legs a hairy slob. Oh my god look at that Disgusting Rose so disappointed. How could you be seen like that?
That's dirty I'm so over. I'm so over the It is not you have to do is to start rubbing your pussy because we're gonna do our our final Poetry we we we're not gonna do that. We're gonna do that. We're gonna read our actual poetry Oh wait, we need to wait do I have music for this for what poetry or for?
That's right finger fucking useless fucking kind is this oh is this for you to do poetry by this? This is our right. No, this is our erotica I That's no I like it wait No I'm gonna turn this down and I'm gonna read my poetry because this is the erotic poetry show. It's gonna interesting It's been a very interesting show look at her.
Why can't I see that useless cunt? That's it turn her out I don't give a fuck about your comfort. It's my who's fucking cunt is that that's right. It's my cunt.
It's a filthy little bitch That's right. She's not trying to cover herself. No Me will keep her legs spread that nasty hairy pussy look at it. Yeah, it's all fucking getting wet Because she likes it.
That's what it is She likes being a dirty girl. She likes the fact that everyone's watching that hundreds of people are now listening to her useless cunt get used Yeah, that's right. I keep fucking I'm gonna read my my amazing erotica Hey, you ready? Ready?
Kathy? I'm ready. I'll eat on me flow of flesh like dripping honey slap her ass For a little bit of money by a ho by a ho. I don't like this.
Hey, it wasn't it wasn't it was fucking up my meter Fucking little pussy We stick focus on the party. I'm just watching some useless rag on the table get fucked okay I'm starting again a flow fresh like dripping honey slapper ass or a little bit of money by a ho by a ho by a ho by a ho by a ho by a ho by a ho by a ho by a ho she rocks the cock with the strength of a jock She sucks dick like a pit bull with her jaws fucking lock by a ho by a ho by a ho by a Ho by a ho by a ho by a ho by a ho by a ho by a ho by a ho by a ho by a ho. Pussy like velvet fucking like you desperate and ask this fine Don't come with credit by a ho by a ho by a ho by a ho by a ho by a ho by a ho by a ho one more When you lonely and you what when you lonely and feel I fucking fuck this one up when you lonely and feel you deserve something special Get your brains fucked out by a sexy professional Everybody by a ho by a ho by a ho by a ho by a ho by a ho by a ho by a ho What do you got? No, no music my never they start sexy and they never end up sexy end up like a fucking cartoon they do Yes Alright, I lie awake at night and dream of things.
I've always wanted I let imagination stream without my fears undaunted No worries and legalities to take me off my course. No little trivialities. No pity or remorse Upon my trusty seed I ride through fantasies and orgies lead on my siri pet I cry and take me through these stories Tonight there are two men with me to warm and willing bodies who hold me and caress me and bite and lick and tease They kiss me and adore me their energy is boundless They cannot get enough of me and leave me oh quite senseless for in the stream It's only I who holds all their attention who makes them grown and urine and sigh and oh did I not mention that unlike life Whose rules and bonds my fantasies don't honor they put toilet seats back down. So I won't fall and splatter You always rock these things we gotta bring back a knowingly bad round no we gotta bring back a knowingly bad Absolutely not wait we need music for her for her humiliation is this music to be humiliated by I don't really care if it's humiliating I really don't okay.
It's not you tap that mic make sure it's on alright good bunny Answer with an answer Yes, see how that works. See you guys don't look scared you fucking useless kind get a fucking get her get her toy She's not very smart. She's not she's dumb as a fucking bag of bricks. She's useless.
No don't get to that one Get to the one with the pink on a fucking have her use that useless thing. It's gonna old. That's it at old ass fucking Hitachi That's all she deserves put it on your cunt put it on your cunt you little slut That's right. That's right.
Oh, she pretended to be all embarrassed like oh, I can't I don't think I could come on the podcast I don't think I can do this She's a dirty filthy whore she crawls on the ground and then comes off and she just begs to suck my dick Dirty that she had no self respect you just finger that dirty fucking hairy pussy. That's it. That's it. Ram your fingers in there That's it Don't bore me and don't disappoint me Don't be useless See she likes it.
She likes everyone looking at her dirty little pussy Yeah, she does she's a little whore all the guys out there right now They're just jerking off and shooting wads to come into fucking Kleenex thinking you're useless cunt Just thinking about them smearing their come on your fucking legs Just the dirtiest people for a dirty whore That's it mew fucker. Just that sound. Oh God. What are you gonna do bitch?
Just gonna make a mess Sit turn your fingers up new get her in a dirty cunt. Don't be fucking whore. That's it fucker It's a comfort daddy you bitch. Oh Look Look what happened look at all that dirty cum all of you wiping on her legs Look at that wipe it on her face.
Oh, let's it make her suck her own fucking pussy. That's it That's what we do. Yeah Why are you smiling? I wonder You failed.
She wasn't even a little yeah, she was come here come here now Get under get under her little phone thing. You're still a whore, but you're a good whore And that is our show. Thank you threshold for providing this perverted playground for us recording If you are in the Los Angeles just surrounding area visit threshold.org find out about joining their kinky family and You know what thanks to the few people here in the level up tonight, especially the hunger and absolutely everyone in our crazy official And unofficial chat room and thank you to these two lovely ladies who just totally making out now That's right. Whoo.
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Yeah, a lot of fun. We've been talking about doing that under what what if they do laugh in there? Just now what so because the chat computer is the perverted podcast computer and log into all perverted podcast accounts Oh, no, if someone calls the Google account line. What's the number again?
What? 424-226-2037. It pops up. Oh People are calling now pretty funny.
Yes, I just saw somebody pop. Oh my god. I'm gonna be able to tell us. Hey, somebody just called I'm like, okay, okay, good.
That's pretty cool. Okay. Again. It was just abusing this one time because it got me a card.
Nice. I guess we'll be here I feel immature. I swear. Oh my god.
It's so cool. We have a phone number. God damn. We're pathetic.
We are well Hey, we'll see you guys next week. It's gonna be a lot of fun. Here's some song. I don't know what it is I'll just pick something.
Let's pick something and play it. I'm gonna run out of songs probably not for another six months We got a lot of songs demisexual is gonna be in there soon. We just finished recording that I don't know I don't know I always feel a little weird after saying such dirty mean things to someone It's totally fun and awesome, but it is it is sometimes we're gonna need to come down I'm just gonna make her suck my dick. I think I'm gonna be better.
Maybe fucker. That's maybe good therapy for you Good therapy because I need help. That's right. I do I need that love I need that support and then extra love after you Millionaire you need that love I know I need you to take me by the hand and give me oral aftercare We'll see you guys next week Tweakers start projects that turn into piles.
They never get finished just reorganize once a while snort another line to help you focus I just needed to get these projects done You invent stupid shit, but you swear you're a genius your upper three day straight master baiting a limp penis You're picking your face like your skin is possessed Hey, let's go rob my mom That's it the paranoia will destroy your sanity fast You speak to your houseplines and code because the government is listening you sleep with duct tape all over your ass in case the Aliens come visiting Now your kidneys are shot and you're fucking toothless your police records long and you're socially useless better get help before it fries you to death What happened to my life? That's it. Why doesn't my family answer the phone when I call that's it make a plan to get clean That's it. I just need a little more shit so I can make a plan to get clean I just need to do this a few more times so I can get it just right