152. Who did I need to be to receive love?

In this episode, I reflect on who I thought i needed to be growing up in order to receive love, what behaviors and type of person I was expected to embody, and the hurt caused by these experiences. CW: for potentially heavy and emotional discussion of past hurt Stay tuned because next episode, I will be answering the question on the other side of this coin, "Who could I never be to receive love?"