16november2014 glowing

*VEERY LESS ENGLISH/NO TURKISH*MEDICINE MUSIC!!*FULL ENGLISH TEXT ON: www.bermudafunk.org/ switch-fuerimmerpunk-16.11.2014 (not)(easy) to keep my smile- these times it is very difficult- the world stucks full of fear and boundedness- and it also depends on the grasp of all we humans and everyone has got it on them own. i wish i was more able to express, explain myself, that i dont scandalise or do scandalise? what i do really want--but it is sometimes a lonely way im walking and i know, that i am not alone on it, but..i feel there often so oh..alone. i speak always- equal where i should be, from my heart, and not from my mind. cause, i was asking once 1 braincell something-and then she lied to me! truly!cause the thing wasn´t so..some braincells do lie. dont believe everything what they may say.it is sometimes so gabby our brain. but i love them also, they must exist and they do just testing me! so it is sometimes hard for me, when i notice, that some are activated like on a caps lock key- for them really it just exist the "EAST"- there are also at least the west, north and south-but they keep on the east-and when you then come and tell something different, then they become fear or they dont know how to handle withit. and i dedicate this show tonight for my heart.it experiences so much and it is an discrete organ and works for so many times for me..it is wonderful, like yours. during the last 2 days ive been just crying. it was awful-but i remembered about in the last years,it was late summer, ive met FIRST TIME one dark night outside a glowworm- it was so beautiful <3 and i ve remembered,what it has said to me:"what lies in the shadow,can effect undedected & uncontroled." and i´ve started to light the unseen,things, which aren´t so nice. and thats why it is difficult, to protect my smile. thats why i play today some songs of this wonderful album from volagé/fr, which heals me & have seen them live in mannheim. *once i silently woke up from an sms who arrived in the morning.it was a message from a friend, who sent me a song, to start into the day right!before you go and wash yourself..stand up..it was so goody! //////////////////////////// * some questions i´ve asked once myself, i just shoot them out now into the space & see whats happening: *with what or who you are often together? a chewing gum, a person,a cigarette..* you miss something? * does revenge also do not comes into the same with a lection? *do you live in cosiness? *what is your biggest worry in whole universe? *what was the most nice words somebody said to you today?*what was the most beautiful thing you´ve lived this summer?*what was the last, which inspired you? *motivated you?* do you have got any expectations?*what you would like to be asked fain?* have you made something against you´ve thought you never would do this?*what should the children absolutely learn at school? *on what you do rely? *do you have got a favorite sneaker- so forever one? mine is asics/tokyo mid runner/wh/blu/rd- but he doesn´t exist anymore :/ no much demand, yo, cause everything ends/begins up still with money honey- how shame.* what can i respect? * you think someone stitched the grim reaper? if yes, what you mean, what this could have been?* some has got a loong best-before- date i find uh.* what do you know about love?what do you say?* do you listen to someone always fain always? * wherefrom you take your power? *and health?* what is your fave comic?*what is your rescue-vest?* i recommend QIGONG/THAICHI-always i do shoot the bull everyone of it-to get into balance between mind/body- but hey ey,i think im more healthier than others, i feel so refreshed, also my bones and joints say thank you to me..without movement nothing runs. * ey! kiss once a coconut! it is so coolbossi! *on some days i do not speak with no one.. also, a story i´ve wrote,after my dad told me and a divisionsmaneuvre- them you will find and listen at another upload =