#199: Say Yes To Life

You declared a big life.You said you were done settling. Done with the vanilla relationship, the career that drains you, the surface level friendships. You said you wanted more, more depth, more aliveness, more love, more of everything that actually matters.And then life said yes. And here you are, wondering why it's so hard.This is what no one tells you when you declare more: the yes comes with everything. The expansion and the discomfort. The love and the heartbreak. The dream and the risk that it might not work. You don't get to pick the parts you like and leave the rest. All parts of the woman come with the woman.I recorded this solo episode earlier this year, live from my first ever podcast set, the first day I've ever produced a full set like this, and things went wrong. Files got cut short. Equipment didn't hold up. And instead of collapsing, I sat down and made this episode. Because this is exactly what saying yes to life looks like. Not the highlight reel. This.I open up about something I've been sitting with for a while, a memory from my first relationship that's been quietly surfacing, and why I think it explains more about my patterns with men than almost anything else I've ever shared publicly. And I tell you about the friend who finally had the courage to look me in the eye and say what he actually felt, and why moments of honesty with men, changed everything.This one is raw. It's real. It's recorded from the middle of the risk.Connect with me on socials by saying hi over on IG: @rebecca.antonucci (http://www.instagram.com/rebecca.antonucci)Apply to work with us in Breakthrough School by booking your introductory call here. (https://calendly.com/annakrystyna/bridge-clarity-call-clone)