21| on loving my parents again and again (read: on learning to love myself)

musings once entitled, “a therapist reflects on the whiplash of finally having relationships with my parents i am grateful for, despite it all.” In which I watch the love I have for my parents bloom and die and bloom again.Full transcription available at ismatu.substack.comJazz of the episode:Cicada Season x FuubutsushiManhattan x BLOSSOM DEARIEMelancholia x Wynton MarsalisThe Single Petal Of A Rose x Ben WebsterYou Go To My Head x Frank SinatraMichelle x Yusuf LateefEasy Living x Clifford Brown This is a public episode. If you’d like to discuss this with other subscribers or get access to bonus episodes, visit ismatu.substack.com/subscribe