Phone of destruction is the phone of destruction because on it Cathy look I have heated up chicken cubes I smelled it already it is quite lovely because I we discovered that if you keep the bouillon cubes next to the laptop It heats them up and releases the chicken magic smell aroma, but that is last week's entertainment We have this week's entertainment and it is amazing and you know what's great Kathy What you make nervous when you're this excited so fun because I Realized last night, you know because obviously we're going to we have to say something about the the hearing meeting of doom thing that we went through And what is amazing is that the people you know there's people on one side or the other? And the people that are on the other side are listening because they list shit from the show they listed the stuff in post We're being stuck. We're being stuck. It's amazing So I understand that before you can hear what I'm a well.
I mean here's what a board member said Yeah, and then the person that was really against us said do you like my cock shot? I know like I listen to the episode question or whatever and I'm like oh it starts Having for whatever you know the people that hate me, you know Listen to what I'm gonna say about him. So I I'm like oh well. It's awesome fun If you play jingles come on play the virgin butts on the way what virgin s fucked fucked fuck we are very Fucked oh I don't have that Oh trust me we already know But hey, there's still some of us here still some of us here and What do you say should we do a shot?
Following show is for mature audiences only listener discretion is advised and if you don't like it, please go fuck yourself Welcome to the perverted podcast the show where we explore the adventures of the kinky lifestyle Sex and perversion recording live from the love lab in North Hollywood In front of just you and a devil devil we have Satan here Oh, she's a very nice to see you. You're looking lovely this evening I'm Kathy I'm del and I'm cow boogie and there's mu and devil and and it's a smaller crowd tonight because everyone is still sleeping I wish that were me not you it will from the nine hour the nine hour meeting it was nobody I mean I surely it didn't surprise me we can say what the meeting was we had a meeting I can say whatever the fuck I want but I will choose to leave names and specifics out But it was such an incredible meeting. I mean it really in hindsight of that it was it was amazing to see the process of Angry passionate people offended people people with ideas and thoughts and clashing and whatever and then people trying to make sense of it And working together and being whatever and then it kind of coalescing into something that even though it took till 3 30 in the morning From 6 30 in the evening it you know Figured it out figured it out and and got the got the thing done and you know everyone who was accused had you know Whatever you want to say about the validity or that doesn't matter You know there was a meeting and the goal of the meeting was to get all the information all the witnesses and Then the panel will make a decision based on all the information and let me tell you there was a lot of information You know I love that you categorize it it was an amazing me. I don't consider my Great amazing doesn't necessarily mean good by the definition of the word it just it's a lot Mr.
Pidenta Thank you very very much no I say amazing because it was amazing because In all of this we were there and it may not have been the prettiest communication, but it was communication and what is the thrust of our show Cathy? Is the thrust of our show I got I really I got off on it and I'm the type of person that I know we're gonna fight and scream at each other But I have to say this and this has been my position online with the the Parting love grenade that I have thrown into the mix on my swans on exit that To see people fight is fine fighting is normal. It's a part of life. You have passionate ideas They have passionate ideas.
They have thoughts you have thoughts But at the end if you can sit down in a room together and communicate I felt by the end of that evening that I had not only learned amazing things from people that Support me and who I am and what we're doing and and and our cause in this and our innocence or whatever you want to call it But I also learned positive things about the supposed opposing side and and I saw people That I have known it and and at certain times respected more than others Be there for nine hours to try to make some sort of sense and try to have some sense of semblance in order and finding out what is correct What is the right answer and how to best handle a situation like that? That's not surprising because when somebody and opposes you in any any way You build up in your head this image of them as the villain But then when they're facing you you realize everything comes down to earth and it and you realize they're just people like you So I get that I would not even I are so different in this. I would not characterize that. I know I don't like conflict I don't like messy chaotic dramatic conflict that makes me feel like shit while I'm going through it So I don't look forward to that kind of communication.
It's not something I'm happy about something like forward to but you're right Some of my takeaways were great and I was at least happy that That some things went really well and I am Immensely happy that it's over with and I can put it behind me and go on with my fucking life Yeah, that is what I'm excited about I don't like I know this people really get surprised by this But conflict rips my guts apart like I am old and everything comes at yes, it is true Kathy You can touch the hair on my ass and touching the hair on your ass. We all have ass hair It's the ear hair the ear hair is old hair. That's true I call it do you know that all of my ear hairs lovingly named by me or Kathy? I did not I do now Pull this hair out twink and she's like I will be my cat he and so now all of my ear hairs are named Kathy When I get the lighter to burn out all the Kathy's she's like don't kill me You guys must be really bored to come up with all this crazy shit like boomy on and burning ear hair It is very true, but I don't like conflict, but I I know and we know and everyone at this place that we don't mention from a parallel universe Most of the people that have been around for a long time know that we've been through major conflicts before we've been through the hate And we've been through the gossip and we've been through all fucking hate You know, you know wanted to destroy each other and whatever and and the doors are still somehow stayed open So I have a lot of optimism even though my time at that place is now over It doesn't mean that it's not possible that it can continue and still fulfill the mission just like any number of the the layer Sanctuary iron gate all these I don't even know fine gets open Program I'm gonna know more of them now.
I was very dedicated to the other one extremely loyal and now I'm like well Let's talk about the other places now good or bad. Let's see what happens But I know that when people fight it out if they do it if they actually get together and fight it out It is always gonna be different as if they fight apart because when we fight apart It's all gossip and war and hate and you have all these catastrophizing fantasies of you know Just you know destroying your enemy and vanquishing them to hells and and stuff like that and it gets very righteous and romantic But in reality like you said when you sit and you go Oh, well that person does have feelings and those feelings were hurt and I have to acknowledge that because you know We talk on the show feelings are valid. I may not approve of the method of retaliation I may not approve with all the things that I don't approve with and all those things have been laid before I don't have to go over them Ever in my life again, but what was impressive? Was the fact that that we did get together and that we did hammer through things and there was jokes back and forth and You know opposing sides It was very frenemies kind of you know where you have a friend that's an enemy and you're able to be friendly because we know There was a time where we were all friends and there was a time where we all Got together and and did work so that people could come in and feel safe and explore and a lot of the people that I dislike strongly a lot of their Personalities actions and whatever these are the people that are the reason that I do the show These are the reason that I am here because some of those people that I dislike right now Some of those people that are against me and doing things that I don't believe in or whatever Those are the people that greeted me when I came in and I cannot deny that if you deny that you're a fucking liar I can't deny that Kathy.
I don't I understand exactly what you're saying You can't deny that but doesn't mean I excuse shitty behavior Just like no one should excuse it for me and they you can it allows you to look at the situation and at these people in that you're referring to in particular as There was good and there was bad and let's not pretend that it's all of one and none of the other But I'm not back there, you know, right and years ago 15 years ago. I'm here now and right now I again another area in which you and I are very different. I don't at the end of it sit there philosophizing and going Well, let's look at this and figure out. I'm just so done and I have spent countless hours fretting over this trying to figure out how to get through it Incredibly upset and just like the seven stages of grief.
I'm done. I don't want to ever you've any acceptance That's what I think I got so excited when that meeting was over because I could finally just live in my acceptance I got served, you know, I'm out here now. It's official Which once again before all the hate comes out as an asshole that I admitted I said things in that meeting that made people cringe because I admitted mistakes I had done that people didn't even know about That I made shitty and people are like what? I'm not gonna tell specifics because I said I wasn't gonna say so I love to hear you after the show where like certain people were sitting on the Palant going what and I'm like, yeah, you know, these are things I mistakes that I made or things that I did because I didn't give a fuck I didn't put people in danger or whatever but as far as like little technical rules and shit like that I'm like, no, this is getting in my way to running a dungeon.
So I think I know what you're from. Yeah, so certain things, you know that mistakes I've made and what we did see last night is nobody is innocent and Nobody and there are things that are probably come out in you know that are beyond my control right now mistakes that were made By the current people in charge that are gonna shut look none of us are perfect. We make mistakes people make mistakes Even if this was all just yeah, we should have thought of and we should have everyone should have communicated more We should have sat down more there was very little communication nobody approached me I approached some people after hearing a bunch of gossip and and there was should have been more communication That is absolutely the lesson that I learned and a lot of this probably could have been avoided I think most of it could have been avoided I think that if everybody on both sides of the conflict had been magically given the opportunity to all step into a time machine and go back in Time we would have all 100% avoided this as much as possible because it was so bad for the whole community But that being said you why you gotta do that that being said are you gonna edit that out? No, I'm not gonna edit that out whatsoever, but I am gonna say there was something that I heard from the opposing side that that had an impact on me Extra time inappropriate on cool It's very interesting grown up so much boogie.
That's amazing what you just said and and I was like you're right opposing side Extra tight inappropriate uncle hugs is the way. Yeah to make us all happy again. You're good. I get a tear boogie I get a tear I think it's gonna be good.
So maybe we'll make some more references, but here's here's what I am excited about And then we can move on unless anyone has anything to say Dell is literally sitting there with brass knuckles because it's his job to police me In case I say something that I will hurt you. Yeah, see I so there you've now stood up for yourself Shut the fuck up and Poor Dell like that. I have to you know, I have to make sure go straight this way. Okay.
I apologize about that You know, I love you. You're gonna be my best friend and find a Pokemon go yes five days five days guys Hey Cathy, you know what that means? You know what that means extra balls Cathy. That's what this means when Dell and I get together We have extra balls not the three that we have right now.
We get four extra balls It is made a lot see because you have one testicle and I have to that makes three But when you get four extra balls if your best friend is there I just we just helped out get the extra ball And it is now four balls. Do you know what I always found ridiculous me? There's actually a pen called uniball a pen I've seen it before yes. Yes.
I would anybody name it that what were they thinking I have no idea what she's talking about It's a pen the brand of pen and they just doesn't have like Hitler's picture on it didn't Hitler have one ball was that inappropriate? I don't know why you know No, Ben Midler sing a song I like that song I've never heard it was like the 70s or 80s I just remembered it because I watched the channel over and over and I must have said I thought it was great I'm like Hitler you know I don't know anything and she named like all the big officers and stop that middler was very talented Why don't you go get your hair remover or something? The color lighter Saying that in junior high No, you're too what? Stop it.
Stop it. Can boy on hit a button, please What we're talking about I don't know but anything better than your singing She was a she was cool. I mean she's not dead. I'm sorry.
I'm talking about it That's the deal now. Yeah now. She's a before when she sang in the bath house. It was cool.
It was cool. She was a very funny lady I keep talking about like she's dad. I'm sorry, but I know you're not dead yet, but you know What is hospital from you? Oh, that's the other six hour adventure that you and I got to have today so we had a nine hour meeting last night and which I thought was amazing and So we're gonna go and shower You know we gotta go to the gym and do some exercise and shower and we're on our way to the gym and in the morning You wakes up and she's like I have some pain in my chest and and stuff like that and you know, I'm old so instantly I'm like, huh?
I mean in chest. No, no, no, good. You're 25. I'm not supposed to have pain just doesn't I know she didn't work out because you know She plays video games 15 hours a day and I don't think that's you know enough work out to hurt her pectorial muscles so so I'm like, okay, and you know sometimes she'll get a little pain in her chest or whatever and And so then we're driving to the to the gym and we're gonna swing around pick up some poke up and stuff And she is she's like, hmm, and I'm like this is enough two hours later And I'm all does your chest still hurt and she's like yeah, and I'm like we're going to the ER And she's like what and I'm like, yeah, it's not right It's not muscular as she's all now it feels like hurts when I breathe and kind of thing and it just hurts in her chest I'm like I'm we're going to the ER and so we went and spent six hours today in the in the are and And so the thing is is when you walk into an ER and I know this is your old person When you walk into the ER and you say my chest hurts.
Oh, yes, they don't fuck around The other one is I have trouble breathing yeah You walk you walk in and if you have trouble breathing or if you have pain in your chest that isn't normal They ask you have you worked out if you had too much caffeine today whatever and if you're like legitimate And I've done it, you know because I had pains in my chest and And they're like well just come right this way We're gonna put an EKG on you and at least they're gonna check you and make sure you're not you know You're like your heart electronics are good to the chase is you okay? You did not have a heart attack you what do you have? The thing Pluracy which is the lining of the lung has heard a little bit and it's rubbing against the inner chest wall or something like that And so when she breathes big Then it could come from a past cold or something like that There's a bunch of reasons that it has but it is painful when she breathes and so so she didn't have a heart attack But you should not fuck around with that pain in the chest that is not you know I had a heavy workout today or whatever she was like yeah, it should be fine And I'm like no not doing that don't because 25 year old's dive heart attacks It's surely not as much as people my age but they do and you should never fuck around with chest pain So you're feeling okay, you know, so I'm you's doing okay But she's gonna be a little sore when she breathes and we oh my god We had so much fun and goofing off and putting you know She's putting all her EKG stickers on me and I'm putting it back on her and the nurse is coming in and saying I make funny faces down where I fucking around with everybody and you know It's a little party, you know, I got six hours to kill in the ER I think you're dead. Oh, that was exactly what they said the first words out of them Are you her father and of course mu is just about the pisser pants smile and then it hurts her chest because she starts laughing And I'm like no, I'm her boyfriend and they look and they're like oh I guess you can come in too and they're like Look at them when they laugh on you hurt your chest So so yeah, so we've had a lot of spare time taken from us in the last couple of days But I'm really glad she's okay And once again, we don't fuck around with things like that and six hours is more than enough time to make sure that my little kitten is Is safe and okay, that's right.
That's right. Don't fuck around with that and six hours did suck by the way But yeah, and especially when her phone ran out Yeah, she was like all trooper. She's like how cool. I got my internet.
I'm working in the next thing It's just like daddy. I have two percent of my phone. Do you have the charger in your car? No pumpkin.
I didn't think I'm gonna die daddy daddy and I'm like well, they're gonna call us at some point so you know, we're you know You don't want to get you say burrito daddy The burrito because you know it's a little deltaco across the street and I'm like and she gives me that look and I start laughing You know that puppy I look do the thing that's it she does that and she won't stop and then finally I know Could get you burritos. I got her that's your kryptonite. No, it really is because it cracks me up so much I'm like it usually works, but sometimes I'm strong. I'm strong All righty all righty.
We're pillaging ferrets right I see I see you didn't have much time in the past couple days to do a thorough Well, I have like four in the hopper waiting to be used right sometimes I'm like okay, I got four I don't gotta I gotta go trolling for shit right now and then I'll look at him And I'm like can't talk about that. We just talked about it. Yeah, can't talk about that That's too, you know recent yeah, I was suddenly my four things are like gone No, and you're like that's where it comes to the rescue and I could read almost any of his writers ago laughs the one we're gonna be interesting I'm gonna need your opinion first night on what on right as right yes I see okay. This is called on being passed my cell by date at 50 apparently fair recently turned 50 old fucker Hey, if he's all what am I?
Lower paleolithic. Oh, I had to ask he says I've dreaded turning 50 for one reason and one reason only I no longer fit in the right part of the search form and here he's referring to the what? This is the link you put up on the thing you put up some link about a male cis dominant guy What that's the link I clicked on the link I read the thing I Know Between some uber cis dominant and and something it was kind of funny I want to see what Kathy's angle is on this cuz I okay down don't be a dick and you know don't take yourself too seriously What is really what's really Kathy's I literally don't know what you're talking about I must have grabbed a random post and said what what almost I get you But no Actually Listening he's referring to the when you're going on a dating site and it says searching for partners between and you click a box And he used to click 34 and 49 now he has to click the 50 and to So he says algorithmically I know I have ticked over into the less attractive field in the space of one day I've had one of those arbitrary Briarock bureaucracy markers like the birthday I woke up and discovered I was no longer eligible for all the under 12 freebies you get at fast food places There I was older and no wiser yet the thing is I don't feel older I continue to be positively and continually baffled by how old I am I do not feel like someone creeping up on the senior discount at Denny's I feel relentlessly young my memories of 1990s music vivid and joyous right up until I'm talking to someone attractive who mentions Yeah, she absolutely loved that song when she was in sixth grade and there I was drinking beer in my apartment listening to that song with my first fiance Where the hell did this age come from I'm 50 and when I look through okay, Cupid imagining the conversations I might strike up with people that search form thinks that being 50 means one thing I guess I'll just have to figure out what 50 actually means to myself Little fair introspection there That's right up yours and I'll be more than I give a fuck about 50 I am a daddy and I thrive off of younger women that look for you know that what I have to offer So I don't feel that challenge You know because this is this is what I enjoy the most I love being that nurturing thing and you know helping people explore And of course I love you know playing with people my own age and having relationships with people my own age if I find people I connect with But that's my you know the thing that I'm the best at is like the daddy thing So for me and maybe I don't know if he's what he identifies as usually well like is he's not a daddy type or is he a don't I don't know whether it's fair So for me that that really is I mean maybe when I start hitting like 60 if I can survive that long it's pretty unlikely But maybe then I'll start going all right now You know I'm not not able to you know have to take like 18 fucking 1000 milligrams of Viagra and put popsicle sticks and duct tape around my dick to fuck You know when I get to that level at that level you just put up a strap on Kind of I thought of it, you know just deal with my own shame and humiliation, but I have no control over it because it's age You know you get a little pumping you know, but once you go pump I've investigated that a lot when I was really stressed and having a lot of problems with impotency Um once you do that pump it's over There's no going back because they remove the sponges in your dick that fill with blood and you can get hard and replace them with those bags Right and if that doesn't work, which of course it's gonna work But there you can't that stuff's been taken out you will never get interested Doesn't matter to someone who can't get anywhere But that's why the doctors because me in my yeah, that was like ouch Or I'm sorry ouch My devil penis I seriously don't think she talks like that They should stop fucking with my dick sponges so our special are these like Batman dick sponges now? No he has more of it I'm lost right where are you going with this?
What was I talking about? Getting old and oh yeah, I don't worry about that okay, well move on Yeah, I'm not I don't I've never um When I was younger my life was so filled with chaos and then depression and I never understood anything I always felt like I was running around like an idiot not you know other people got things that I didn't as I got older I started gain more information and wait That's like one of the only times I've ever said anything about my weight that you didn't just come down on me hard Be a fat pig I don't give a fuck I am a fat pig I am a fat pig Well not really I'm lost a lot of weight go on I love it when she's like I actually hold her chest Stop making her laugh It's a sadistic You suck so as I got older that information made my life better it made me better able to deal with things So age never really bothered me and I just always assumed you're never gonna get better It's just so down hill from here. You don't get better looking as you age You just if you're lucky you get wiser and you start to feel happier in general as opposed to being depressed all the time So moving up didn't actually bothered me as I started to get older and started to feel better Emotionally and mentally I actually started to look forward to each subsequent year thinking well I'm gonna lose some more. Yeah, so um I understand I'm not on the scene man like it is I'm not making the scene.
He's like shucking and jibin. I'm doing that shucking on the data website Cupid, which why you ferried why why on earth? I'm trying to think of other day like one is like okay tinder Okay, seeing what like the religious or plenty of match calm and you know pay for that though Well, I mean look if you're not getting dates 34 bucks or whatever the fuck they charge you're like well, what is well? I think it charge per month not per date.
Oh, really? At that point it's like low grade like knockoff prostitution like can I can I buy you dinner? Can I pay you to buy you dinner? That is a people will do that they're called escorts by the way.
They don't have sex with you Oh boogie. Yeah. Yeah. Go ahead.
No you I know you Just go ahead play it about man because we're going down I don't even remember that one clams on a prostate makes a shiny pearl all the time. Can we dreaming we can't put that phrase? Am I ever am I ever going to lose it really? No, so I love this post because um I love ferrets writing he writes about it so well And it was a glimpse into somebody else who while 50 is still out there on dating sites trying to find people and I'm thinking myself if creative explorer ever said see you later.
I found someone else. I'm fucked man. I'm not going anywhere. I'm not finding anybody.
Yeah, here's where You know here's don't contradict me. I'm contradicting. This to me. This is an external versus internal battle because obviously you're talking about money Journal now I'm talking about the aging general two battles that there are internal versus external and the external battle is I'm falling apart I'm not uh physically attractive for mating which is a natural part of being an animal on this planet And so if you're really hung up on that Then that is going to be your obsession and you're not going to make an adjustment well into getting older and that does and that starts at like 25 30 35 you're already like oh shit I'm not this and this is starting to droop and I got a crease here and oh my god I like wrinkled and oh my gray hair and you know and then ears and cathy's are growing out inside of your head and stuff like that Stop calling your ear hairs cathy's Kathy If I burn Kathy's and you're like I don't want to be anywhere in the love lab when you're burning your hair.
No what that lighter away me? I don't want to know I'm out of here man. I see what leave. Okay.
Yeah, you don't like the gross stuff We have you have a limit and I respect you What we have an nine hour meeting yesterday where is I'm like, okay? I have to rethink some things, you know and what my part in this was because no matter what I obviously had a part on this This was my show and eight people were accused of shit, you know, even though they did nothing Um, I did though I surely did okay. Love you because I'm a dick But uh so when we're dealing with external versus internal the external is much harder to deal with but I have really found I get I get more dates. I have more levers and I have more play than I ever had in my 20s in my 30s and uh Yeah, not to my 40s until I really just looking guy until I just really not you're not it's not a surprising thing that you have Confident that is the internal and you're a good looking guy.
Can't think I mean now that I'm losing You're a good looking guy how much are we lost? I lost 25 pounds. I was like 25 pounds You're not there. You're not a big fucking deal when you're too.
I'm rocking the dad bot I am not you have to admit I was when I was up to 250 again to 70 I was surely not rocking the hotness and whatever. Yes, I do have piercing eyes that you're in love with pierce Pierce look I'm piercing you now. Okay. No, you're not piercing you with my eyes.
No, you're not I just saw the daggers coming to you in my mind Like this is why I'm not leaving you my eyes in my will because the other way were you giving her your eyes? No, okay? No, no, no, he was I mean I will he was gonna get cremated She can have a man. They don't worry.
Yeah, my eyes now. They don't work very well. Oh What were we talking about? Oh, yeah.
Yeah. Yeah, so if you work And I've seen certain people even certain people I'm not very fond of right now who have very well adapted to their age and made Their confidence in themselves attractive and they get lots of play partners And I know a number of people like this and this is this was how I realized because I mean, you know, I'm not the greatest package I know Kathy's in love with me or she asked about coma or something. I don't know my angle closure makes me see something Yeah, probably see that star track glow around and you're like, oh, he's a I don't know what he's talking about. That's lean on the film.
Pretty much. You're on El C's Uh, sees the book that I really am but it really is you wear that sexy and a lot of people Um Real that's that's the thing that lasts longer the initial attraction obviously right I would have to struggle with a lot and your creative explorer I feel like man. I got really lucky with him because he does not He has this first of all, he has face blindness, right? It took him a while to remember Who are you?
Now I remember now because I have things that aren't on my face. I have my half had a hair That's right. I recognize me. He recognizes me randomly out in an event of weight half a day.
Yes You know he was at this me too and there are times when he'll be out and he'll Whispering whispering in my ear like that. Is that who I think it is? And I'm all no, that's not who you think it is That is great. So for him every time he gets together with you, it's like he gets a fucking new chair.
No, it's not like that You know, I mean like you change like you're starting to recognize. What are you unity? You are unity to Sean. What's unity?
Isn't unity from you got it right? Rick and Morty. Yeah, I have no idea It's the Borg but biological. That's what he's talking about.
Oh, okay, you know what? Even for some days. He starts to recognize people by the way they act the way they move the way they stand and that's how he knows So they are so that they can change their hair color or anything and he'll still recognize them So yeah, but so he also he gets turned on by things that have nothing to do with the way your body looks sure So if you find those you're great And he and I just seem to have this vent diagram where a lot of our things will will align And I feel like incredibly lucky and sometimes the horrible pessimist me will go well They were gonna find that again I mean who else am I gonna find that doesn't cringe and roll their eyes and say can't people you stop Talking like that and instead he gets hard. I mean, well, I'm gonna find something like that You know I I whine at you and complain and I'm hard.
Well, I'm not Honestly people against no, I'm not that's that's normal. Yeah. Well, anyway, you shoot down bogey hits on you all the time He's what it was he hits on you all the time and he's just on the show and to get out Because some of his thing is he likes to tease people and he likes to tease me just get a rise I just can't see if you laid on that bed. I would love to finger you are a horrible predator of man I would love to finger you I would love to just like you get a little boy and like be a part of that because you're my bro, you know And it's just what I want to show you on the bromin.
I'm gonna throw those orgasms. I'm gonna throw gas them I think you have bro gas them. Oh boogie. No, but you're a chick But you know you've got it you've got a vagina therefore I you're a possible sexual partner of mine or I can that's you You just want to be too special.
You just want to be unique and special. Yeah, everybody wants to be special I don't need to be special. I don't know of any any any nihilist that is quite as Intense as I am. I mean have you ever found an eyelis that can be at you know as self-hating Nihilist I am self-hating nihilist right no, I'm sorry.
I thought I was thinking self-hating narcissist Overlap, but I'm just think I'm totally into myself I think I'm God in some ways and then every other way is just like I fucking hate you you piece of shit Yeah, you know what my favorite slurry never has that other side he thinks he is epic and he uses that word all the time He calls his penis epic. I mean it's very nice of you to join us today. Will you be planting yourself inside of no face? Cathy, thank you.
I am creative I am epic I am this penis I am epic with a K so it looks cooler epic I get a headache from the amount of times I roll my eyes when I go into this but with him over there we go I don't want to hear about your epic penis I just want to know. Just fuck me already come on I'm in a very Zen boomy on kind of move. That's all it takes. Live for today and Sir Carlos have written to us live for today I just love her so much.
She sent me tea once anybody who sends me tea is okay I'm like that and then she's the one who sent us the nap right? That's yeah, and the pink which has to go you have the nap yeah Okay, so they wrote because of all the stuff that's been going on we've been talking about and they said just a shout out to you guys I have listened from the beginning and without you my move from the LA area to the suburbs of Atlanta would have been Completely unbearable. I had lost my house. My husband was out of work.
I was myself diagnosed with manic depression So I basically pushed everyone and everything out of my life. Sir Carlos has to travel back and forth to California leaving us girls out here To fend for ourselves so your podcast have met the world to me and to Sir Carlos because they are our only connection to the community I have met Boogie once about six years ago, but he was very kind of course horny, but funny shit No, did I hit on this person? Yeah, you did did I really he was working? He was working his ass off that day.
I can't imagine much has changed. I wish I had a job to offer him I've had a crash on Kathy for years. I'm like an old lady perving another over her wit and humor. Well, I am witty Cathy Taco or I should say that we are in our prime anyway I know you will land on your feet look at me it took four years But I am back one last thing if you ever get a chance can you talk about the difficulties of being married and having a We gotta have some very fucking people here.
You can I can't I'm like, yes get divorced It's the easiest way to deal with it. No, you've probably covered it before but I can't find it I think they're oh sorry. Go ahead. I thought she's fine.
She's by saying hang in there I love you all and I don't care if you use this butcher this or do nothing. I just love her. Thank you Thank you very much. That's I wanted to read up because I gotta remind myself I need to find married people to get in here and talk about that.
All right, Kathy now I gotta get into the mushy shit. Oh god damn it I don't like it when you get see you pause you grab the mic with one hand and you look down at the ground and I'm like God he's starting it's gonna happen. I'm gonna monologue you guys get your phones take your phone so you can ignore me We just have time it just we've practiced You guys ready to all get your phones and ignore me ready? Yeah, go.
I'm just gonna look away so I don't get putt her I I'm not a big fan of mushy compliments. You are not and And so all I will say is throughout all this monkey business that's been going on that Hopefully we'll just go in the backyard and put on boxing gloves and beat each other up and then hug it Hug it out and get the fuck back to work or not but The one thing I cannot say I've been anything other than All of my hatred and all of my everything has been so humble but I cannot tell you the amount of emails and comments and people approaching that regardless of what their opinion is in this situation have reached out to me and and forced me to Understand that whatever you think about me I've had some sort of impact and for some that was positive for a lot that was positive and that goes for you as well With the show and what we've been doing and to read those and you know usually I'm just like oh thank you very much I really appreciate your support that's very good But I'm like, you know I'm old and you know all the depression and suicidal and you know all the different things that are very very strongly considered And when you're trying to find a purpose to be around you have to look at the evidence and when you get a hundred emails That's a hey, you're important to me and we rely on you and you do have a purpose Either to piss us off or or to hopefully share some experience that maybe we can extrapolate something out it It's it's been it's been very humbling Kathy and I listened in last night at that meeting I'm like this isn't this isn't a hearing this is this is like one of those Workshop love fest things where everyone gets in and then everyone circles around you and and makes you feel uncomfortable because they're all just Love and love and support and whatever and and and even it was impressed because obviously the people that support things that I oppose Love their friends and support their friends and are going to bat for their friends whether they're right or wrong or whatever That's all fucking bullshit petty shit, but the reality is to see How much support and people have genuine things to say now of course in my one part of my brain I'm like yeah They're just saying that because you know it sounds good and dramatic in a hearing But the reality is is I had to sit there and listen to you know 10 12 people stand up stay there And that was we by now was like two in the morning that they stayed there for eight hours So they could stand up and and say something on my behalf and what they felt I meant to them And they stood up for for for this person here I'm not supposed to say that you're here. It never mind. I don't want you to do that thing you're supposed to do stop Name of none named place No words not sir Tell him to say whatever I want if you don't like a tough poopy do diligence does Thank you very much for standing up to me as you're supposed to wow that would really well It's a you know But and and the things that people said about you Kathy and the things that people have been saying about you have just been nothing Less it was it was really beautiful.
We really kept it together a lot better than I did You didn't see something I did go off a little bit and there was somebody that I was that just it's just grinded that I was like Yeah, a couple of us were like this is is just wrong. You shouldn't do this me fine. I'm a dick I get it. I I deserve a hearing just to find out what the fuck's going on and that's what a hearing supposed to be It's not it's not a termination at that meeting.
It's it's to find out what's gonna go on and who if anybody deserves disciplinary action So yeah, I yeah sure I say a bunch of shit So all the time but there's other people that that did not belong in that meeting and did not deserve to have their name Drag through the mud and their years of service and and that is why we fought and stood up and dozens of people showed up and Hundreds of people online have said this is bullshit. You can't do this bullshit bullshit bullshit But to see the outpouring of love I don't know I think it just I don't know it was calming It was calming because I couldn't the voices in my head that are filled with so much constant hate They in a day out just had to go sit somewhere else for a minute and go oh I Do have a purpose so I was kind of cool It definitely makes sense because when one person says a thing your many inside voices of you suck They're lying yeah, they can beat it down, but when it gets to like 10 or 12 It's like okay They actually outnumber my voices like I guess they can kick my negative voices ass now when I have to accept what they're saying Yeah, this is actually something you and I share we were both supreme and uncomfortable when people yes I like pity sex. I'm good with that. You're not getting any pity sex.
I could you give you regular sex I know it's good anal this morning. Oh shit. Yeah, I just what I Mean we went to bed and really really late and and I woke her up like a few hours later And I just started kind of teasing her butt hole with my finger. Yeah, and yeah, and then you know that that's yeah So you know it is good it was good, but it doesn't negate the fact that pity sex is something.
I'm okay with you're not getting any Ladies I could okay when you can put the shout out for it. I don't I have no shame pity sex Everything beautiful no you didn't it was really nice. I couldn't keep it together I'm not gonna lie. That was really amazing the things you said on my behalf the things great of explorers So I might be having especially my sister.
I didn't expect her to want yeah, that was everyone was just like yeah Yeah, so it is humbling and It was like the perfect close to a chapter in my life. Absolutely, and I'm ready to move on this is this is it's in my past now We did because people are like I think I did boogie. Okay, I I said thank you very much ladies and gentlemen here have a hand grenade while I leave and That's what I did in the last few days And I don't want to deal with this shit anymore because we have a show We have an amazing show and we have all these people that really rely on us to talk about kink and to talk about relationships and things like that Talking about this place It's important because everyone has a community that has a community and everyone has to go through things and hopefully our example of Trying to get to communication and stuff like that's a good example But then there's that point where it's just like all right well We had our time at this place. I don't care about legacy Let's let's move on and you know I said the things I wanted to say I stirred the pot how I wanted to stir it and all I will say Is no matter where you are in any place in the world do not ever stop questioning your fucking leaders actions Do not ever be afraid no matter what and I've lost a lot in this for opening my fucking mouth Do not ever stop speaking out otherwise you will fall victim to shit It will always happen the more you speak up the more you hold your leaders accountable the more they could you're not doing anyone a service You're not gonna grow and they're surely not gonna grow if you don't question what's going on now then how you question it That that says a lot to whether it's gonna succeed quickly or be a lot of fighting but no matter what don't stop questioning the behaviors Of the people that you put in charge to lead you or just come to a party and then leave and never think about that place I began to the next party.
I did that for years. And now you that is your way Cathy That is not my way my parting love grenade to the place that we no longer mention There it is so I ended in fireworks I didn't just I didn't just die So I think that's boogie fashion and I am so grateful for the people that are in charge now because it's their ball now And I saw some talent at that meeting some younger talent among those leaders a career disagree and you got to acknowledge The person that led that meeting had a handful Yeah, a handful and I thought for all the messiness that it was I thought they showed some real goddamn talent And you know there was a couple people in that room someone that that was on our you know someone that was a defendant And and and this this guy I'm like why aren't you guys lawyers? These you guys would be good in this type of shit because they had good shit to say and they there's some I walk in there Like an idiot. I'm like I'm an asshole and here's the asshole thing by the way I'm a dick and you're a dick and every I did so unprofessional I did everything that is me but some people in them and they're really had good information and I knew I just have to be honest This is what I did if it was wrong then punish me and whatever But some people in that it showed a lot of potential I was really you know really and so I hope that those people can turn that talent into compassion and can turn that into Communication and help some of these other people that maybe have lost a little bit of sight of you know that you know that goal To get back on to the communication and good luck good luck good I love how you do the zipper across the mouth after you've had your say Well, that's what I mean that I'm done.
Yeah, I'm trying to just be done. So we on drop The booty on the drop Now wait for ever gonna have to have booty on our table here so that we can drop it I want some rice with bullion so bad. I've been so hard up for rice with bullion I'm gonna get it. I'm gonna get one.
I'm gonna get a rice cooker now. I have one. Yeah, do you not use it problem solved? I actually I will tell you that later, but it's a special rice cooker.
I don't want to discuss something that I can't so All right, we got an email from Zoe who says my name is Zoe and I have been to insert name here a few times with the Redlands Less group and we have bookie come out to see Zoe she says I have a question for the show I have recently broken up with my boyfriend of almost two years while we were together one of our biggest turn-ons was fighting and then resolving the fight and by the way, this is not a fucking that's that's actually a little different from what she's talking about Now that we have broken up and talked a lot about the decision in our emotions about it We're both really turned on and want to have sex. He even told me that directly after we broke up He was really turned on I felt hurt by this but also so turned on by how horrible and naughty it is Is there a way that he and I can helpfully engage this kink? I'm only just like role play role play. I would say that to begin with You can absolutely indulge this kid, but you better be both mature.
Yes, and honest communicator Then you can have whatever the fuck you absolutely there are no rules But if you're if you're not communicating well if you're not if you're hiding things if you're not honest with each other If you're not respectful of the other person it is oh my god, will it go bad? Well here's an example that I have because I have examples because I'm old Kathy's in my ear Be burning those later Because he's young you say when he gets that first in the air I swear to God when delt is free. I'm a freak like fuck nose hairs. I don't want to hear hairs God always I'm gonna be like Something else Here's a here's an example so bunny and I and you we're in a relationship for about two two and a half years and then the aspects of the Relationship didn't work because obviously her future had things in it that are not my future and and so forth So and that was and just like them we communicated through it.
There was there's no bitterness It was just you know, it was a little painful. It was a little sad. There's some bitterness You work through that with that communication and you realize this is an amazing person that is just technically I am not the right person for that person in their future So once that is established and you can get over that kind of mirror and all those programs that say you're supposed to this long Break up and hate each other this, you know all that whatever crap is put by society Then maybe you can consider you know Sexing each other because you had good sex and and we didn't really do much of that We did about a month about maybe a month two months You know to kind of just calm a little bit and let that space happen a little bit And then she came over and we had fucking awesome amazing role play all of the stuff we do, you know, and and now We can enjoy that aspect of ourselves with each other that we connect super well with we can still love each other I can still be there and and be her support when she you know Go through things that I understand some of the dynamics of because we've had so much experience with it and and it's okay to Just change the dynamics of that relationship So I absolutely believe like you said if you if you're willing to communicate and then when you start actually seeing other people and doing You know whatever and allow that sensitivity to be there because that's gonna be there too for for most Yeah, and the only thing is that's a good idea just like you did you when after you've broken up You need space a little bit you need to balance yourself You need to find who you are again some people that's two weeks some people is two months So just get when you're ready especially if you guys are also continuing to be friends that that helps from industry So yeah, I don't like those kind of boundaries I don't like I never like those kind of boundaries on me I would never question continuing a sexual relationship with someone I've broken up with I Wherever flows your boat if it works for both of you go for it I mean if it's obviously negative and toxic and there's feelings and you know when all these things come up just to I mean It's like any relationship that you work through it has its own dynamics and and limits just like anything And if you can work within those limits and have it be great I don't know it seems to be working just fine for a bunny in myself I had a lover I think I talked about it that after 22 20 something 15 20 years of not playing with each other She came back and and we had a sexual thing briefly where it helped her find some healing You know after this long-term relationship that you know She took back control of her own bedroom and you know some of those things and it was very brief It was just like literally like one major place in and and that was it and that was that was wonderful It was beautiful and wonderful and and that was after what 15 years of not playing so So I like to leave that door open obviously if someone's toxic you know There's a couple people that I'm like yeah, I don't need to I don't think that would work out But most of my past relationships I have a complete open door with yeah, which is good. Yeah, most my people apparently don't Don't Our world I prefer to play the PP report jingle because I don't have it in the computer, but it's our world It's going I can't really you can't really do a good Kermit No, no, you're not doing that to the Muppets.
I just did it Ma'am there now you're thinking about You have to say before you realize a piggy's been fucking Kermit up the ass with a dildo for a long time grabbing those long skinny Like 18 fucking anime is dedicated to levels like I really appreciate that visual He really stalking it to Kermit's fucking bung hole. No, she's got these cute little giggles She is not so that is that is she does she is the devil she is she is that's what she sounds like so happens if you don't talk on the show We just make shit up. Yeah, let's go with that. You have any good time watching the insanity You're like this is this you're like Del's brand.
You're like this is really the shit you'd hang out with every week Yeah, it's just like it's like I do this for fun. I enjoy this for some reason for some abuse itself abuse of masochistic reason God damn it. Well, I am a state of masochist. So that's fair enough fair enough.
Good job So I am a you know kind of a whore yeah, and every once in a while. I want to hear my say Well, yeah people that have the hots for you. Well, what can I say? I'm awesome And so every once in a while I'll go on fat life and I'll put perverted podcast in there to see what comes And I found some writing so I'm like oh people about this and some of them I know about never I've never Made some changes and one of the things was that when you put something in the search bar it writings also come up Not just people.
I don't know what to do. Yeah, tax come up. Oh wow And so there's some things that we know about sometimes when people allow us to use their posts They'll go back and add in there Hey listen to perverted podcast and you can't and then I heard some other things and people who had said nice things about it Because they didn't put the at symbol before the words perverted podcast you and I never knew oh right and so I just want to say out there Please do that because I am a whore and I want to hear what you guys say about it He said you know you're taking away an opportunity for us to talk about how wonderful we are and that's just me The words happy here material damn it. You're the worst right nylist in the world.
You suck as a nihilist No, you're narcissist don't say they suck they might like that yeah So I just found that into the fact I did you see I sent you a message I was either are with chesty old edge Giggles the chest thump that's that's her new name Over this Yeah, she's like yeah Yeah, please do that actually because some of the stuff that I found was very nice that they said in particular about you What if the nice stuff we'll be able to respond so do that shit man even if you mention our name So I can you know get my rocks off because I like that shit Why don't you just have more people you know what you know we need to do Kathy we have not done a call out for Kathy fanfiction what yeah, I think we I just think people should write dirty to Ed Story about Kathy. I can't read it on and then read it on the story time Yeah, no not daddy story time cuz that's Kathy's that which by the way you do I know I know Give me a topic. Oh, little miss muffin. No go.
There you go little miss muffin go crazy I've already got an idea. Okay good good little miss muffin. That's a fairytale though. That's a rhyme I'll go with it.
No, they're all to have some incredible and rhymes and you know it's just children's Sorry, I'll go for it man. Fuck him up. All right. Yeah, yes.
Yeah, it's Kathy fanfiction, right? Yeah, no one fiction. No, it's a term for a delcase easily young hip non-cathy ear guy. Yeah, that'd be the term.
Okay. Thank you Thank you. Thank you. I just haven't read that like there's a category of fanfiction where you write fanfiction about real people and not stories like there's WWE fanfic and I haven't read that stuff.
Yeah, I'm sorry. I have a comment on this Devil has her feet on Del's lap and I'm wondering why she has not put them right on any scratch where his penis is I'm waiting for it and it's not happening. Wow. Look at that.
I already did. I want to see it. You can't deprive me of that No, don't be good, please. Oh Some dynamic change right there for context switches You know, you never know who's the state of mass.
I go say you're like, well, you don't know what's going on I did the wrestling move that you do with your elbow and go back to the heel right into his cock And I'm like oh so she tops down. That's a that's a fucking thing. There we go. Congratulations.
That's very very and now she yeah You can see I'm now look at my switch percentage finally shifted down from 90 You know Dell had two people ask me again about the discord server because they heard you mentioned it Can you please tell them how to get on there because I have no clue Dells confuse the world is I know I've ever stumbled on they said you unfet about it or they've mentioned it and I look When I go through fat I have to answer emails after look at the at thing I have to look at so much stuff. It's in our group. I never remember where I hear that I If you're listening can you please send me a link not in embed code because I don't know how to really put the embed code in the Website I'm going I have time now. I'm done with the things and here certain insert name here I can help after the show.
Yeah On the actual website to the discord, you know, they're kind of you just type it into a search bar How do you get on the podcast discord thing the thing is how discord works? There's links and they're not like pretty links. There's like those weird letter number combination things So you need to have one of those I can't just say go to this website and you'll you're honored I'll never understand It works, but Aki it pleased to send me a link that I can put on the thing and maybe some basic old people instructions But I can do that I can do that Right on our group there is a link that you post that you hit right up on the post the thing that says email us listen to us And on there is listed everywhere that you can access perverted pocket except discord I didn't think why not let her in I don't trust with my nuts exactly trust her with tears of trust shit on the shit on the shit on the yeah There's definitely tears. There's like will you crush my ball or will you do something?
I asked you to do see that sounds like two different things that sounds okay that all of a sudden that is something you end Do it I heard that in you I know that it well, then you know what that means don't you Yay, that's our show we did we're what did what we threw the grenade with to the grenade that we did yes Okay, well joining us in the live lab tonight R is always the lovely chesty new chesty giggles the chest Dell is usual who is here giving us all kinds of support and his lovely I devil who just you know whacked on his mom man And to our favorite ogre we say to you in times of trouble when horizons are bleak when the sky opens up and on your head leaks Remember dear ogre and take comfort in this will await your return with a big sloppy kiss Please Or comments or ideas for rid of podcast at gmail.com or call us at 424262037 We miss you over do miss the ogre and hopefully we'll come back Good I know shit's gonna Know there's always a day and then it's just gonna happen again But just for this day it feels great feels great to be supported feels great to have a mission in life It feels great to know a path and and to be accepted and say well This may not be the best path But this is the path and I don't have to think about things anymore I got my boxes and and we'll be recording from you and it's absolutely cool And I have no bitterness towards being you know Because if I own the place and I piss and someone pissed me off I would probably just say I don't like you get out of my place So the fact that that's happened, you know, whatever my opinion is of that situation I don't really have that much bitterness again. Let's go moving on moving on. We're moving on. Do you show a car?
That's why I'm gonna show not after today. We still got some time. Yeah, we still got your sir Very soon we'll be in the car. Huh?
Very soon we'll be in the car and we will be in the car recording and we're gonna do recordings of sex acts In the car I didn't agree to that. No, I didn't say with you. I don't want to be in the car when you're doing sex acts with me Well, no, I got the recorder So what I'm gonna do I'm gonna record and then you know because we're the place we're gonna be to do the show isn't gonna Be as elaborate where we can do a lot of demos and stuff like that So what I figured I'll do is I'll just take the girls into the rav4 and you know that'll have like a whole little love area in it We'll call it the love mobile or something like that and then we'll dry places and I'll just record little kinky Things and spankings and sex acts and you know and then we'll and then I'll put it on the show So it'll still be similar all right why not we adapt we adapt we adapt we're I'm just listening to the future orgasm Like that just time shifted that's right. Oh my god.
That's right. We used to have those That was 215 episodes of this and let's see if we can get a few more We can do a few more. I'll do that with you buddy. We'll see you crazy kids.
It's right. We'll see you next week