221. Carpet Bomb
from lara's hype eng
221. Carpet Bomb from lara's hype eng vol. N. Web player, likes, and session sync: https://lare.m-d-r-n.com/play/221 Telegram post: https://telegram.me/lara_just_in_case/314 Lyrics: [Verse 1] All my warmth comes out when no one's watching, I can hold your pain and turn it slow. Cry at any dumb scene in a movie, Hollywood gets what real people don't. Then you walk in with your actual feelings, Every receptor hits the red. Even my own kid stands too close to focus— I see the carpet bomb instead. [Chorus] It's not you, it's the situation, Sensory load times expectation. I lose the shape of your face when the world breaks the plan I made. But I go quiet. Hold it. Wait it out. That's a form of love, I think. [Verse 2] Mom would ask me: where does all that hate come from? I kept trying—never found the words. Sensory overload plus a fixed model minus the real thing—that's the whole war. Older now, I mostly learned to stay still, let the wave move through before I speak. See behind the carpet bomb—something needed. See the person. See the underneath. [Chorus] It's not you, it's the situation, Sensory load times expectation. I lose the shape of your face when the world breaks the plan I made. But I go quiet. Hold it. Wait it out. That's a form of love, I think. [Outro] For social integration and the children's mental health— I learned to mostly shut up. Still counts.
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