#24 我是一个假的中国人? I’m afraid of exams

As a Chinese person who has been dominated by exams throughout my life, I recently realized that I am afraid of exams. I constantly feel anxious about upcoming tests, believing that my preparation is never enough and that I am incapable of performing to my true potential. It feels as though a single exam has the power to define my worth. This is the trauma that China's exam culture has left me with. 00:06 Adjusting my goals: deciding to give up the Dutch B2 exam 01:13 My experience learning Dutch and my language proficiency 03:01 The pressure of tight timelines 04:24 Feeling sad after changing my goals 06:21 I’m Chinese, but I’m not good at taking exams 08:11 Exam culture in the Chinese education system and its impact on individuals 13:15 Closing remarks of the podcast 作为一个被考试支配了一生的中国人，我最近突然意识到我害怕考试。我无时不刻地为即将到来的考试感到紧张，总是觉得自己的准备不够，无法在考试中发挥正常水平，仿佛一场考试就能决定我的价值。 这是中国的考试文化带给我的创伤。 00:06 目标调整：决定放弃荷兰语B2考试 01:13 学习荷兰语的经历及语言水平 03:01 时间线压力 04:24 改变目标后感到难过 06:21 我是中国人，但是我不擅长考试 08:11 中国教育体系中的考试文化与个人创伤 13:15 播客收尾 ------------------------------------- In last week’s newsletter, I introduced a language learning method I began using, which greatly improved my speaking skills in my target language. Interested in more Chinese learning tips and resources beyond the comprehensive input from the podcast? Subscribe to the Real Chinese Talk newsletter at https://www.realchinesetalk.nl/ ------------------------------------- Podcast Video (with bilingual subtitles): https://youtu.be/Zl2sca7JccI Additional learning materials: https://www.patreon.com/RealChineseTalk Contact: [email protected]