271: Why I Had Nightmares After 1st Surgery Consultation

In “Behind The Porn Scenes” Podcast Episode 271 you will hear: Who our THIRD host for this podcast episode is!! Why I’m trying to change my outlook and getting over my natural first reactions!! Who I get the most angry at and unleash on!! Why one of my nicknames is Princess and the Pea!! How Disney is one of the few things still keeping me sane through all this!! Why I don’t tell the exact times of all of my medical appointments!! How many surgeons I’m meeting with before choosing the “winner” to go inside me!! Why I want the robotic surgery WAY more than the full hand inside me kind!! Where I’m hoping my surgery scar is if everything goes as planned!! Why I cried so much the full day and night after meeting with the first surgeon!! How to order a custom video where I have to destroy any of my clothes or shoes!! Why I’ve been putting my hair in braids a lot more lately!! What my new cameraman’s name is!! Who my new cameraman reminds me of!! How excited I am to finally get a surgery date and start moving on!! The video versions of the podcasts always get posted the week after, so you can listen to today’s podcast right now of course then go back and watch the video version of last week’s HERE.   The post 271: Why I Had Nightmares After 1st Surgery Consultation appeared first on Lelu Love - Your Virtual Girlfriend.