28: Self-Sabotage: The Story I’ve Been Telling Myself for Years: I Don’t Fit In.

(I don’t fit in. I don’t speak my truth because I want to fit in and have everyone to like me. I don’t feel worthy enough to be in a loving relationship or open myself up to love. I can never do enough. I always feel the need to do more, be more, or give more to everyone else. I’m scared of success, the responsibility that comes with it and leaving others behind. I doubt & dismiss compliments because I don’t truly feel worthy of receiving them. I can’t slow down because there is so much to be done & I'm not doing enough.) If any of these statements resonate with you, the first thing I want you to know is that you are not alone. These thoughts [limiting beliefs & sabotaging tendencies] will make or break us. They are responsible for 95% of the thoughts in our mind. Although not conscious, they stem from childhood & move into adulthood. There’s days where I still feel like I don’t belong. And that I’m not doing enough to be important or feel worthy. But now, those subconscious thoughts that have been leading my life are no longer subconscious. They have moved to my conscious mind. Now that I have awareness, I have the power to change them. I have the power to rewrite my story & change what I tell myself & what I believe to be true. And so do you. So what’s my new story?: I don’t fit in. But maybe I wasn’t meant to fit in. I was meant to stand out. I was meant to be a shining light for you all. I created this podcast series to share some of the most inner thoughts & opinions of myself - with the hope it helps at least one of you. Tune in now.