29 Jem Estilla: When to Stay and When to Let Go pt.2 🧡✨

In this episode of Integrated Awakenings, we have a special guest Jem Estilla to talk about “When to Stay and When to Let Go” a special episode that explores difficult choices around relationships, and asks when the “hard” relationship is truly toxic, a lesson, or maybe even something transcendent. This podcast covers a wide range of ideas, like uncovering what you’re actually fighting about, our primary relationship to self, shame around being single, and even models of love around queerness, devotion and community.! we also code-switch in and out of tagalog for this ep with translationsThis is part2 of the episode covering:being lonely while being content, being scared of our own freedomCreating from excrement vs Creating from invoking the futureEg: Mandalas, *doused with love trauma art (Kendrick Lamar) Jem example: redefining what i want from fame, and grieving old dreamsunimaginable freedom: ways of distribution, social mediasecurity of “Becoming Someone Now”, “why am i not fulfilled?”Jem dreaming for educationdecolonizing dreams, the philippines etc, sikolohiyang pilipinocollectives going up maslow’s hierarchy of needs maturing to community actualizationprioritizing ourselves, self being tantamount in the communityshower falling in love~the economic accessibility of self-liberationliberating wisdom, sex etc, are you willing? included in my experience?everyone going insane?? im everyone?? i wanted the experience of loving you/separation?Intention/quality completely sanctifying any action“doing something toxic” feeling invincible in danger/toxicityJem’s learning in relationships, empathy vs having space/freedomoutro------If you appreciate this kind of work send tips here: paypal ,You can support monthly here: patreon (this also has a library of game writing)Book private sessions here: calendlyDM Instagram Page, FacebookEmailmariamison.com Hosted on Acast. See acast.com/privacy for more information.