33: My Heart Chakra Journey: Grief (Trigger Warning)

𝕄𝕪 ℍ𝕖𝕒𝕣𝕥 ℂ𝕙𝕒𝕜𝕣𝕒 𝔾𝕣𝕚𝕖𝕗 𝕁𝕠𝕦𝕣𝕟𝕖𝕪 𝗚𝗿𝗶𝗲𝗳 & 𝗣𝘂𝗿𝗽𝗼𝘀𝗲 ***𝑰𝒏 𝑬𝒑𝒊𝒔𝒐𝒅𝒆 33, 𝑰 𝒂𝒎 𝒔𝒕𝒂𝒓𝒕𝒊𝒏𝒈 𝒘𝒊𝒕𝒉 𝒂 𝒕𝒓𝒊𝒈𝒈𝒆𝒓 𝒘𝒂𝒓𝒏𝒊𝒏𝒈*** . . . . . .   I talk about abortion at the end of the episode and I give another warning for when I will talk about that part of my journey for anyone who is okay with the other topics. This is a very vulnerable episode, but one that I have been feeling called to share for awhile. It is important for me to align with my authenticity and share my story. I have alluded to the fact that I have been dealing with a lot in 2021 so far, but haven’t shared any details. Honestly, I had so much going on that I wouldn’t have known where to start.  I talk in this episode about how I am 33 this year and starting in 2020, I was receiving the inner knowledge that this would be a "Jesus year" journey for me (Jesus died at 33). Though I am not religious, I resonate a lot with the Ascended Masters. The fact that this ended up being episode 33 is just another spirit crumb showing up for me! I recently decided to write a book as part of my healing journey and a way to share what I have learned along the way. I know that I am meant to walk others through major times of struggle, so I had to dive into grief that I skipped over while I was in survival mode.  In this episode, I start by talking about my experiences with death and grief at a young age and how there were signs along the way that this was an area that I could really hold space for people. I was thinking about what I could do to better prepare myself for this and ended up enrolling in an online Death Doula certification course that is lighting my soul up in a way I didn't expect! I could talk for a whole episode on how my human design and astrology natal chart support this as my path. My tenth house is in Scorpio and Pluto and Mars are hanging out in there, so I feel like that should have already been a pretty big hint! I share a bit about how my feelings have shifted around my bankruptcy and how I am still on great terms with my former partner. Although I am still walking through some of the healing, these were challenges that have helped me to release some heavy emotions that I was walking around with for awhile. I talk about my abortion, not in too much detail because I am still in the process of working through grief. I also shared how I've connected with Mary Magdalene and Quan Yin during my healing process around this challenging time. I was originally going to share these parts of myself after the book was completed, but my soul and guides have been reminding me that people need to hear it now. I will be working on circles and workshops to process and release past versions of yourself.  𝙒𝙝𝙖𝙩 𝙧𝙚𝙨𝙤𝙣𝙖𝙩𝙚𝙙 𝙬𝙞𝙩𝙝 𝙮𝙤𝙪 𝙩𝙝𝙚 𝙢𝙤𝙨𝙩 𝙛𝙧𝙤𝙢 𝙩𝙝𝙞𝙨 𝙚𝙥𝙞𝙨𝙤𝙙𝙚?   Updates Weekly Group Quantum Reiki & Crystal Healing sessions are on Wednesday nights at 9pm EDT. These are 30 minute energy healing treatments for $33.33 CAD. For the rest of 2021, 22% of the funds from these will be donated to the Indian Residential School Survivors Society. Register here or with the link in my Instagram bio. Visit @concreteandcrystals to DM me or for any updates! As always, my Concrete and Crystals Card Pull Friday LIVE sessions will continue! I am now offering a Podcast Episode Tune-up Package for anyone who loves the talking but not the editing associated with podcasting!  Find me on Instagram: Podcast: @spiritcrumbs Offerings: @concreteandcrystals