34. The Dirty Desire Audit: What Are You Pretending You Don’t Want?

34. The Dirty Desire AuditWe’re back with the fourth energetic audit in this mini-series.If you haven’t yet, make sure you start from the beginning, because these audits are meant to be experienced in order and they build on each other energetically:Ep. 29: The Completion AuditEp. 30: The Reconnection AuditEp. 31: The Aliveness AuditEp. 32: The Self-Intimacy AuditEp. 33: The Embodiment AuditThis episode continues the series with The Dirty Desire Audit, aka your shadow desires you have but don't tell anyone about.This episode is an invitation to look at what you want but don’t admit not even to yourself.The desires you’ve buried because they feel too much, too selfish, too soon, or too disruptive to the version of you everyone is comfortable with.The ones you don’t post about.The ones you don’t say out loud.The ones you quietly talk yourself out of by calling them unrealistic, unnecessary, or ungrateful.In this audit, we explore:What you’re pretending not to want and whyWhere you’ve stopped asking yourself what you actually desireHow shadow desires get suppressed in the name of being “good,” “grateful,” or “low-maintenance”The difference between impact and the desire to be knownWhy wanting more pleasure, recognition, power, beauty, money, or devotion doesn’t make you shallow How suppressing desire disconnects you from your aliveness and your truthThis isn’t about acting on anything immediately.It’s about telling the truth to yourself.Because your dirty desires aren’t wrong.They're a reminder that you're human.They’re your guiding compass leading you towards what you're meant to experience.They’re your soul pointing you toward your next edge.Come find me on Instagram and share one breakthrough you had from this episode and audit! I LOVE HEARING FROM YOU!!And remember to share this episode with your bff, leave me a rating, review and love so we can continue reading more women like you!When you're done with this audit, I invite you to join me inside my brand new transmission The Turn On The Turn On This transmission is for the woman who has the life, the thriving business, the freedom she wanted, but somewhere along the way stopped feeling herself inside it. You are on, but don't feel turned on by it.The Turn On is a live transmission where we plug you back into your body, your senses, and the part of you that knows how to savor your life again.