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me sounding insane for 7 minutes (😖). but it’s like, i didn’t do all this mental health work and process all this trauma and get diagnosed and do years of therapy to not be able to explain myself. very uncomfortable right now. my body feels jittery, like i want to come out of but also bury myself in my skin. hate having to remember, like “ugh, you’re really fucking insane bro and you really expect people to deal with that. what a joke.” hopping in the shower and hopefully it makes me feel better. day three of new job was fine. photo: the oculus is such an ugly building really. ugly building with an ugly name.