43. Dissolving the Eager Ego

In this unfiltered entry, Tyler records from Turkey in the aftermath of a sleepless night marked by deep energetic movement, cramping, breathwork, and the possible dissolution of a longtime inner voice—the "eager ego" that always tried to help. He recounts a powerful Kundalini experience that challenged his trust, tested his discernment, and demanded he surrender control. Through all of it, he’s learning to distinguish what’s truly his voice versus what’s a borrowed download or pre-processed thought. This is a reflection on humility, identity, intuition, and the terrifying beauty of letting go.