623. “I Had To Watch Child Abuse Videos Every Day For 14 Years” - Police Officer episode artwork

EPISODE · Feb 19, 2026 · 1H 13M

623. “I Had To Watch Child Abuse Videos Every Day For 14 Years” - Police Officer

from heretics. · host Andrew Gold

Paul Fitzharris reveals the harrowing reality of spending 14 years viewing child a***e videos daily while investigating p***philes, grooming, and family abuse cases. Join the Heretics Community For Bonus Videos: https://andrewgoldheretics.com/ SPONSORS: Organise your life: https://akiflow.pro/Heretics  Earn up to 4 per cent on gold, paid in gold: https://www.monetary-metals.com/heretics/  Cut your wireless bill to 15 bucks a month at https://mintmobile.com/heretics  Paul Fitzharris, a retired Bedfordshire Police detective with 21 years service, spent 14 years in child protection investigating horrific online child abuse, indecent images, contact offenses, and child sexual exploitation. In this raw interview he exposes the daily trauma of viewing CSAM, knocking on doors of hidden pedophiles (doctors, lawyers, even cops), family cover-ups, maternal failures to protect, escalating depravity from images to live-stream abuse, grooming via games like Roblox, sextortion of young kids, and why the justice system often fails victims with soft sentences. #ChildAbuse #PoliceStories #OnlineGrooming Join the 30k heretics on my mailing list: https://andrewgoldheretics.com  Check out my new documentary channel: https://youtube.com/@andrewgoldinvestigates  Andrew on X: https://twitter.com/andrewgold_ok   Insta: https://www.instagram.com/andrewgold_ok Heretics YouTube channel: https://www.youtube.com/@andrewgoldheretics Chapters: 00:00 Joining Police & Path to Child Protection 02:30 Childhood Trauma & Why He Chose This Work 05:00 Uniform Days in Luton & Early Shocks 07:30 Transition to Child Protection & Family Abuse Cases 10:00 How Physical & Sexual Abuse Gets Reported 13:00 Extreme Child Cruelty Cases & Parental Failures 16:00 Mothers Not Protecting Kids – Unforgivable Examples 19:00 Hidden Pedophiles: Profiles & Everyday People 22:00 Porn Escalation to Child Abuse Imagery 25:00 Door-Knock Arrests & The Life-Changing Moment 28:00 Families Torn Apart by Investigations 31:00 Desensitization & Addiction to Horrific Material 34:00 Weak Justice System & Soft Sentences 37:30 Prevention Options – Lucy Faithfull & Therapy 40:00 Daily CSAM Viewing Trauma for Officers 43:30 Shocking Baby Abuse Case & Court Outcome 46:30 Sex Offenders Management & Reoffending Risks 49:30 Escalating Depravity – Live Streams & Worse 52:30 Grooming, Sextortion & Dangers to Young Kids 55:30 Parental Advice – Monitoring Devices & Red Flags 58:30 Sharenting & Social Media Predator Risks 01:01:00 High-Profile Cases & Tech-Savvy Offenders 01:04:00 Dark Web vs File Sharing – How Material Spreads 01:07:00 A Heretic Paul admires Learn more about your ad choices. Visit megaphone.fm/adchoices

Episode metadata supplied by the publisher feed · Published Feb 19, 2026

Embed this episode

Ready to play

623. “I Had To Watch Child Abuse Videos Every Day For 14 Years” - Police Officer

0:00 1:13:23

No transcript for this episode yet

We transcribe on demand. Request one and we'll notify you when it's ready — usually under 10 minutes.

No similar episodes found.

Young Heretics Spencer Klavan The classical education you never knew you were missing. Join scholar and writer Spencer Klavan on a tour through the great works of the West. In a world gone mad, we're not alone: the great men and women who went before us have wisdom to guide us. With their help, we can recover truth, beauty, and the stuff that matters. Young Heretics Spencer Klavan The classical education you never knew you were missing. Join scholar and writer Spencer Klavan on a tour through the great works of the West. In a world gone mad, we're not alone: the great men and women who went before us have wisdom to guide us. With their help, we can recover truth, beauty, and the stuff that matters. Heretic in the House Shalom Hartman Institute of North America America has a fascination with Hasidic Jews; they show up frequently in memoirs, in newspapers, and even on Netflix. But these popular depictions don’t tell the whole story; they just tell the story the public wants to hear. What they hide is a complicated dance between Orthodox Judaism and those who leave the community, and a web of stereotypes that trap Hassidim, rebels, and the public alike.In this limited four-part series, Professor Naomi Seidman takes us on a deeply moving journey with believers and heretics alike to uncover their hidden stories.Heretic in the House is a podcast from the Shalom Hartman Institute of North America. It's written by Naomi Seidman and produced by M. Louis Gordon. David Zvi Kalman is our senior producer. It is mixed by Cory Choy at Silver Sound NYC with theme music from Luke Allen. Work Life Play with Aaron McHugh Aaron McHugh Get the real stories of how entrepreneurs, artists, heretics, authors, liberators, athletes, and innovators pursue their ideas and aspirations.From TED speakers, national broadcasters, New York Times best selling authors to Ultra-marathon runners and start-up CEO's you're guaranteed to be encouraged to swing for the fence in your own pursuits.Accept my invitation to:Do your best workLive the life you want to livePlay a lot more

Frequently Asked Questions

How long is this episode of heretics.?

This episode is 1 hour and 13 minutes long.

When was this heretics. episode published?

This episode was published on February 19, 2026.

Can I download this heretics. episode?

Yes. Use the download control on the episode player to save the publisher-provided media file.
URL copied to clipboard!