64 BeatUp

An unfortunate event at work led to a disagreement with some employees which made me really depressed and upset. I left town for a couple days to get over it. I made the recording here but almost decided against releasing it because it really doesn't say all it should and says a lot of things that are useless. The problem I had at work had nothing to do with illegal immigrants I only use this example to demonstrate the sort of divide we have in society and how no one seems able to accept the other side. I am usually so much more positive than my audio journals have shown lately. I am generally in a bad place lately because the fire really threw me for a loop and then on top of all the troubles that is causing me I am dealing with being made out to be the bad guy from a work situation where I am clearly NOT the bad guy. Telling the story of what happened would have made a much better story but I wasn't in a place where I could tell it over again and now I just want to move on and not make more audio or even think about this anymore if possible. Raw emotion and real life is sloppy, like this audio journal. 9 days after the initial event I am still in a slump from it. The fact that progress on my new building seems stalled is making matters worse.