70 “I 'm Feeling Violent” w/ Vicky Marquez

Have you ever felt a violence possess you and felt overwhelmed, bad, unacceptable? let’s Unpack that. In this juicily thorough episode we have Vicky Marquez, a great thinker and friend to walk us through why is it really that we feel uncomfortable about power, justice, gender, oppression and all manners of Systemic Violences, and what it has to do with both our personal and collective healing. We touch topics both personal and collective, around neurodivergence upto violence portrayed/normalized in genre/gendered media and arrive at such vast viewpoints with how to consider feeling so viciously violent.💥As usual, we weave healing themes around spiritual lineages, philippine context and catholicism and just very accessible skill-issue pa-“tool-kit” that helps anyone re-orient and even become a splendid ally to any feelings that have extra teeth. Episode is in taglishCovers: intro, defining terms~ violence for babiestrauma reactions, fight / flight / freeze, absorbing violenceintegrating one’s throne; why is it “lower vibration?”, martial disciplineschristianity, surrender re: BDSMwhat makes YOU violent? quote unquote “bad guy”, fueled by spitesomatic expression, and alchemizing a fuel from inis etc a deep sense of justice, responsibility, authority, sovereigntymars in libra, what if our mars is constipated? and verbal expressionas a traumatized, colonized country, specific languageevolved vs unevolved ver, iching martian roots surgical wounding, correction, knives and piercingnessnice dobbermans, how comfy are we with bickering and debates?castrated outlets, numbness, how many fucks do you talaga?belated defense of younger versions of you somaticallydefense as an expression of love, argument as an act of faith and love, modellinghow: radical ally of yourself, allow yourself to believe and love ang inaawayan moallowing folks to be angry for you and at you in a healthy way, curiosity & wisdomanger is the same as sadness just a dif direction, its quite vulnerableSKILL ISSUE! NVC (non-violent communication), research, relationship practicehow stories can open you, media consumption, integrating anima-animus jungian loresasuke, fightclub, windbreakers, solo-leveling and other violent mediaactualizing vis a vis receptivity, discoursin bout equalitya prophet energizes and criticizes, respectful trustful loving way in releasing violencelast thoughts: playfulness, healthy parenting authority, ——Follow Vicki’s substack:www.vmarquez.substack.com : hyperfixations——Podcast Episodes Mentioned:Filipina Anger atbp with Vonne LedesmaDestroyer, Killer Archetype, First Ray ——If you appreciate this kind of work send tips here: paypal ,You can support monthly here: patreon (this also has a library of game writing)linktr.ee/mariamison_mariamison.io Hosted on Acast. See acast.com/privacy for more information.