73 years of not being attracted to women.

Lanny has never been attracted to women—and for most of his life, he didn’t know where he fit in.In this powerful and deeply personal testimony, Lanny shares his journey through identity, rejection, and faith. He opens up about feeling like an outsider, trying the gay lifestyle in search of love and belonging, and ultimately finding that only God could satisfy the deepest desires of his heart.He’s never been married, never felt fully accepted by the world—but in the middle of it all, God met him with grace, truth, and purpose. This is a story of longing, surrender, and what it means to live a life fully seen and fully loved—even when your path looks different than everyone else’s.If you’ve ever struggled with identity, loneliness, or questions about faith and sexuality, this story is for you.