74: simply... the fear of companionship

It all started when someone said, "It's okay to want companionship." Those five/six words have been playing on a loop in my head since I first heard them in January, and I've come to realize I'm actually scared of companionship. For this episode, I dive into my history and struggle with loneliness, the fear and hope with meeting people who are necessary for my life, and momentarily freak out because my leg fell asleep. Also... do I have visions? Do I secretly have a super power? links mentioned: There is Someone for Everyone: www.simplyjamilah.com/2023/02/11/there-is-someone-for-everyone/ blog & socials: Blog: Simply Jamilah || www.simplyjamilah.com Instagram: juh.mee.luh ||  www.instagram.com/juh.mee.luh/ TikTok: juhmeeluhh || www.tiktok.com/@juhmeeluhh YouTube: Jamilah on Film || www.youtube.com/channel/UCfOfgkee5Es9TkHa_ts8jNw Spotify: itsmilahh || www.spotify.com/user/itsmilahh Facebook: simplyjamilahofficial || www.facebook.com/profile.php?id=100069897672479 music credit (all from Epidemic Sound): intro: “Turning Tables” by Dusty Decks black & beautiful: “Better (Not Bitter)” by King Sis ft. Jontha Links recs & regrets: “Cologne, 4AM” by William Claeson outro: “Precious Cargo” by Mimmi Bangoura NEVER STOP FIGHTING FOR BLACK LIVES!