#75 - Insider Story: CSIS Spy Andrew Kirsch Reveals the Psychological Impact of a Double Life

Andrew Kirsch, a former intelligence officer with the Canadian Security Intelligence Service (CSIS), shares his journey from finance to espionage and the challenges of transitioning into a career in intelligence. He discusses the meaning and purpose behind his decision and provides insights into the recruitment process, what it's like to live a hidden double life, including the polygraph test and the impact this life had on his personal and family life. The conversation delves into the challenges of maintaining honesty and authenticity while working in a covert government role. It explores the impact on personal relationships, the psychological toll of secrecy, and the strategies used to navigate the complexities of the job. The themes of honesty, secrecy, and the psychological impact of covert work are central to the discussion. The conversation covers Andrew Kirsch's experiences in the field of intelligence and security, including surveillance, undercover operations, and managing high-stakes situations. It delves into the challenges, decision-making, and interpersonal dynamics involved in covert operations, as well as the psychological and emotional impact on the individuals involved. Buy Andrew's book here - https://bit.ly/3Wfg18P Check out his Youtube Channel here - https://bit.ly/3VXqWTc Chapters [00:00] Andrew's Life and Journey into CSIS and the Life of a Spy [03:00] Post 9/11 World and The Call to Service [08:30] Intelligence Officer Recruitment Process [14:00] What is the Polygraph Test? How Do Spies Work With It? [20:00] Personal Impact: Family and Relationships in Espionage [25:14] The Challenge of Honesty in Covert Work [30:17] Navigating Secrecy and Authenticity [37:34] The Psychological Toll of Covert Operations [01:06:35] Managing Tensions and Resentment Within the Team 🔗FOLLOW ▶Web - https://startswithme.ca ▶YouTube - https://goo.gl/P4L9hH Disclaimer Professional medical care and psychotherapeutic services are not offered on this Youtube channel. It is for general informational purposes only and does not constitute the practice of medicine, nursing or other professional health care services, including the giving of medical advice, and no doctor/patient relationship is formed. The use of information on this podcast or materials linked from this podcast is at the user's own risk. The content of this podcast is not intended to be a substitute for professional medical advice, diagnosis, or treatment. Users should not disregard or delay in obtaining medical advice for any medical condition they may have and should seek the assistance of their health care professionals for any such condition Seeking professional support is encouraged if you think you have an issue and that you want help.