89. Vacation to Get Work Done

89. Vacation to Get Work Done from lara's hype eng vol. F. Web player, likes, and session sync: https://lare.m-d-r-n.com/play/89 Telegram post: https://telegram.me/lara_just_in_case/164 Lyrics: [Verse 1] Counting down the days to my vacation Not for beaches — for the quiet room Finally close the tickets that have been open Sitting in the backlog since last June Something's broken — in the system or in me I'm debugging on my days off just to see [Chorus] If you need a week off just to get things done Something here is wrong and you can't outrun Gotta figure out where the process broke Or where I'm the one who's running out of rope This isn't weakness — this is a diagnosis Learn to tell the difference, that's the work Being rigid doesn't have to mean you're broken If you know which wire you need to check first [Verse 2] I can hold my shape under any pressure But holding shape is not the same as fine The company hums like an overloaded server And I just hum along and call it mine No — not fine That's the real question here Is this the org's fault or have I just been running on fear [Chorus] If you need a week off just to get things done Something here is wrong and you can't outrun Gotta figure out where the process broke Or where I'm the one who's running out of rope This isn't weakness — this is a diagnosis Learn to tell the difference, that's the work Being rigid doesn't have to mean you're broken If you know which wire you need to check first [Bridge] Don't confuse your own exhaustion With someone else's chaos bleeding through Don't confuse your own exhaustion With a system that was never built for you